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the urge to tease settles and dies on the back of bucky's tongue, swallowed with a turn of the head to gather his bearings. bucky smooths his thumb across logan's jaw, affection concentrated in the caress toward his sideburns. ' you really like putting me on the spot, huh? ' barnes hums, narrowed eyes portraying the wealth of his amity as sincere. he was a good liar, but logan demanded no lies: bucky wouldn't give them.

' oh, baby--where d'we start? i like your sharp eyes. like you see everything, even when i'm hiding it. it's.. good. your furrowed brow and the scowl sure make a girl feel special. ' alright, so logan can tolerate a little teasing. bucky's subtle smirk blooms into an unrestrained grin.

but when he settles, some vulnerability opens him up, takes his place. makes him pliant. ' i don't know, you're... you understand me. i can always come back to you. i'm never alone when i know i've got you, logan. i'm safe. no one's gonna hurt me again. i'm--.. i can be bucky, and not.. '

not a patchwork of failed identities. not a soldier. not a weapon.

                               ✧ ― ❛ ɪɴ ᴀʟʟ ᴄʜᴀᴏs ᴛʜᴇʀᴇ ɪs ᴄᴀʟᴄᴜʟᴀᴛɪᴏɴ.  /  headcanon. »

ICARUS LABORATORIES

Quite directly named after the Greek Myth; a group of extremists hellbent on interstellar travel by any means necessary that on several occasions have flown far too close to the sun. Uncaring of how quickly their downfall could be if it means the slightest taste of the freedom they so crave or groundbreaking progress for the next group. Records have all been fudged, law suits have been dropped mysteriously, all surrounding the questionable lengths and data that comes out of the lab’s experimentation with human genetics to both endure radiation found in space as well as the feasibility of cryo sleep.

They function primarily in the dark. Underground. Facading as something else entirely. Sleep studies, nutritional products in experimentation stages put out on the street at universities. The occasional internship with promise of an exceptional resume for those looking to move on to organizations like NASA.

ICARUS’ primary crew of engineers, scientists and directors all guise under your every day activists. Preying on young intelligent minds just as eager to make a difference that don’t realize they’re nothing but batteries in an energy sapping machine.

While not exactly villains, in general, they are selfish, extreme, not good people.

Kayn, being of  CLOSE  to human origin and not of Earth was a jackpot. Director Soleil won his trust over by sheer luck, an incredible mix of well timed bluffing and very sly data siphoning from CRES, and convinced him to not only engineer for them but assist in testings on the account they had the materials to “ fix his planar shifter. “  His only way home.

Weeks turning to months, however, and the co-operation becoming significantly more forced, was enough for Kayn to do his own sneaking. All it took was one string of searches to know the lab was hiding  MUCH MORE  than what he needed to go home. 

That same nosing around, knowing the demeanor of the literal space-mech, and what information she had scavenged from his AI was enough to put Kayn as a  TARGET. One Director Soleil would rather be eliminated, than simply on the run if it came to it.          ( But Kayn is good at that. Running. Tearing out seams as he goes, making ruckus on the run, like a kid draging a stick across a chain link fence. )

"Siguro girl may mga bagay na hindi dpat dinadaan sa sobrang pagiisip. Gaya ng pageenjoy ng buhay, hindi pinaplano at hindi laging dapat perpekto. Mas exciting at mas magiging makulay kung may twist and turns at may paminsan minsang pagkaligaw or pagkadapa."

- Jhem Pauline

"Walang perpektong tao , kahit gaano pa tayo katalino oh kabuti  may dumadating pa ding hindi maganda sa atin. Kahit anu man problema dumating sayo nandito pa din ako, di mawawala , nakaalalay sa'yo. At lagi kita sasamahan, maging masaya ka man o malungkot."

-Peter Louie

"Minsan kasi may mga bagay na akala natin eh di natin kaya pero sa kabila nito, kaya pala natin. Magtiwala ka lang sa iyong sarili at sa iyong kakayahan. Basta ikaw eh magpray lang.. hehe for sure may sagot kaagad yun kung ano man yang dinadala mo. Don't tell God you have a big problem instead tell your problem you have a big God."