i’ve made a new account! 

hello all ~ some of you may recognise me as tumblr user hcspera, vcspers, ophvnim, iliacl, eurvdice, and now: bclledame! i remade my account because i felt like i’m a wholly different person from when i started, way back in 2010

i’d love to get to know some of you, to re get to know some of you, and to just launch back into the fray, so have some blogrates! [blacklist Aliya Rates]

rules!

>> mbf me! >> reblog this!  >> send me your favourite song and how it makes you feel :>  >> format is down here 

The Hierophant: Something you believe in

i WILL own a haute couture dress....... one day

The Wheel Of Fortune: Something you wish you could change

my grades.... maybe even my electives

The World: Your dream job

i want to own a bookstore :^))))))

thank you for asking!

the empress ::: a woman you really admireonika maraj / nicki minaj. good god, her perseverance and talent and how hard-working she is, it’s just so daunting, i mean-

the high priestess ::: one thing you wish you knewjust one? i wish i knew the truth of it all, the force and the stars and the laurel - i guess that in some sad way i already know and i’m very much a part of it, interwoven, but it hurts, being down here - so, so small / so, so stupid - i want to know the truth of what is before thanatos as much as i want to know what is beyond him, or even if he will exist for me-

moon: what are you currently studying/hope to study?

c&e; classics and english at Oriel College, Oxford. my dream of dreams

arcturus: have you cried out of something other than sadness? 

joy, relief. i cry when i laugh sometimes. i cried with relief when my boyfriend asked me back. i cried when i passed my piano exam. 

pegasus: favourite place to be?

our school has a room for theatre kids only. it’s almost always abandoned and eerie and there are blankets. i love my bedroom too. i sometimes dream of the cottage i stayed at when we were in the cotswolds; a little window and a bed made from wire. 

supernova: what’s one thing you want to do before you die?

visit Ani in Armenia -- the land of the thousand churches.