#hign school

I have to make a social skills phone call later night. I know it'll probably be fine, but it's super stressful. The anticipation and waiting is the hardest part. Even though I've done this class nearly 6-7 times now, but there's always that bit of anticipation and anxiety that creeps in as I approach the call. The call always goes fine. But it's still awful to sit and wait, because that allows my brain to panic and overthink. I hate the feeling of anticipation, but I still know I'll almost definitely be fine.

I have another social skills class phone call today. I know it'll probably go well, but the anticipation is always super rough. The waiting is the hard part. Which probably applies to many things, honestly. But even when I know it'll go well, anxiety will still creep in and make me feel all sorts of ways.

I have another social skills class phone call today. I know it'll probably go well, but the anticipation is always super rough. The waiting is the hard part. Which probably applies to many things, honestly. But even when I know it'll go well, anxiety will still creep in and make me feel all sorts of ways.

Had twl phone calls for the social skills class today. Both went well, I think. And they were some of my longer phone calls, because the kids talked for a while (which helled me out). That's why I keep doing these classes, they're good practice.

When people talk about dieting, going tanning, or getting their hair done for prom, I just sit back and chuckle. I will be my usual unkempt self, pasty-white and not particularly thin. I might be bothered to put on eyeliner. Maybe... But probably not.

In 31 Days, 14 Hours and 47 Minutes... I will be OFFICIALLY done High School!