random thought but one i thought youd like: as aforementioned leo rise of the tmnt hamato (that blue gumball son of a bitch) has been living in my brain rent free for. well ok its been (almost. rise is turning eight in june. My gourd .) eight years but i didnt know until like four years ago. him and his brother staged a coup in which leo dethroned said brother. long story. my Point. im constantly digging deeper into that little guys psyche because i am incredibly obsessed with understanding him down to his deepest, basest parts (maybe because were ludicrously similar but you dont gotta look at that part too close). the part i thought youd really enjoy: when i think about digging deeper lately, ive been phrasing it as cracking open his ribcage. ive spent so much time, carving away a square in his plastron. i can see the ribs now, i can see the lungs, the heart is in reach. ive been pulling the ribs apart for a few months now, easing them open. im almost there. if i can just sink my teeth in. if i can just get a taste of his blood, right from the source, maybe ill See, maybe ill understand, maybe ill wail and suffer and scream and laugh and cry and hold things close and tight in his name and it will all be for him and with him, it will all be Right. to Know. and anyways thats also kind of a puzzle thought, isnt it? if they know the taste of each others heart, to remember for forever the copper tang of each others soul blood on the others tongue. to understand is to tear to pieces. to love is to mend. ok thats all for lunas body horror esque metaphor today lmao
what on fucking EARTH is going on in teenage mutant ninja turtles















