Lito Rodríguez & Hernando Fuentes

Lito Rodriguez and Hernando Fuentes are main characters on Sense8. They are gay, and their relationship is one of the show's central romances. Lito is played by Miguel Ángel Silvestre, and Hernando is played by Alfonso Herrera.

So, as anyone can gather from my former account @pixie-skull I am comfortable with open the LGBT+ Community being important to me. Especially as I am bisexual so watching the movie Blue, White, & Red very happy to watch. Besides a fun friendship to romance, it just makes me feel oddly so acknowledged.

Like the elephant in the room I am a trans man, but as someone again finding media that actually shows a relationship between men more honestly. It is frustrating how finding intimacy so rarely I connect to. It could be because I am a late bloomer, only recently of 2022 I was beginning to allow myself actually understand myself fully. I mean dang prior to my transition I thought for years I was demisexual, non-binary, sapphic, and just in general unable to see myself connect men x men or men love men relationships. Dang the fact I went from strictly romantic relationships to now more complex. Although, not shaming those under asexual umbrella, just taking time to figure out is powerful. I am just a bisexual (glad bi is actually acknowledged) who unsure his future person if a man, a woman, or even person (yes I am non-binary inclusive), plus mean I only had been intimate nine relationships (shortest two month to year and a month dating from 17 to now), with four people (one FWBs, a man, a man, a woman, and a non-binary person), and I still feel weary of finding a love that works.

So, back to the movie, yes obviously a book written by a woman, movie director by a man, and two men screenplay, this movie I wish I represents friendship, banter or snarky back and forth, romance, and just in a sense of movie this I needed to watch after a very, I will just say, traumatic weekend. Which I am not sure if share, but let’s say such a film like this I needed to watch. Especially as the relationship not just sexual, it is an actual full on relationship. Closest relationship I saw between men who make me so happy is Sense8’s Hernando x Lito, could argue Brokenback Mountain Ennis x Jack, debatably Ethan + Dorian Penny Dreadful (to be fair the character Ethan incredible bi representation), and The Lord of the Rings Frodo & Sam.

I am in zero rush to date again, but this movie help feel less I guess alone? I have yes had an emotionally last two, especially recent weekend, been so hard. I mean it hurts this previous weekend alone made me worry I am not as confident of humanity, even worry I am not as optimistic, to maybe just the most guarded.

It’s that time of year again!

the person outside getting hit by a piece of polycarbonate plastic flying at god-knows-what velocity: