#helpbrynn

Sorry I've not been around or able to update the past week. Things have just gotten progressively worse, and it's been a LOT to handle, while every day trying to just survive, while my illnesses have flared to levels I've not experienced before, and while Bill and Jeanette have been on the attack nonstop and me unable to keep up with all I need to do.

I'm still alive though, and I'm still in this fight. I'll be working on update posts soon. I'm trying to break things down into more bite-sized, tl;dr posts so it's easier to follow and understand all that's transpired. For the first time in 5 years I'm finally able to be open and talk about myself, my life, and what's gone on, to share my truths, and I want to do it right, the best way I can.

I've not been able to hear folklore yet. I've still not even seen the City of Lover concert, and was really sad when yesterday I tried to log into the blessed free Disney+ account we'd had on our phone only to discover the show isn't there. So idk. And folklore I've not been able to look but I'm hoping it's all at least on YouTube because that's my only TV/music source rn. But I've been hit with a week long migraine so I just couldn't do anything but lay in the dark. I have so much I want to talk with you all about and I know now that everyone will be super focused on folklore but there's also some really important and alarming things going on that I just cannot turn away from and focus on the album. BLM, the massive upcoming evictions and homelessness...

Not to mention that, I'm just across the river from Portland and... what's going on there/here... I need to be careful what I say but I need to tell you all that what you're seeing of it on the news- it's MUCH worse. And how certain individuals are trying to spin it, portray a different narrative about what's going on in this very peaceful, hippie/hipster city... it's deadass lies and it is scary af. I have to go to a lot of my medical appointments over there, and Portland is the city we're in the metro area of, it's the hub for everything and I just... it's bad out here and it needs everyone's constant attention and diligent efforts to ensure the worst doesn't happen. And I'll tell you it's especially scary as I'm standing to be thrown into homelessness, on the street, dependant on having to go around to places all over the metro area for food banks and stuff (I mean if we can even get enough gas) and people are being kidnapped off the street. And, now, if I got COVID-19 and am hospitalized, I'm facing the potential of authorities deciding to let me die since I'm disabled and deemed not as essential a person... while the likelihood I'll catch it is SO high considering it's now very clear that the Bryants have been purposely trying to infect me (coughing on doorknobs and light switches and spreading their bodily fluids all over dishes and into food is the tip of the iceberg) and throw me on the street, where there's no protection I mean just trying to use public bathrooms is... just this is serious and bad. I'm still trying to process and wrap my brain around all of this, still trying to figure out WHY. Especially, why did my own local family members conspire with Bill and Jeanette to do this... I really don't fully understand it and ngl, it really breaks my heart.

Anyways again I'll update with more details as I can because a lot more has happened and I really still need help and signal boosting. The Bryants are VERY aggressively trying to silence and bury me, discredit me as a witness so they can get away with everything they did including the felony violence against me... so again, the only thing I can do is go public and get this story out as big and viral as possible, so that in the very least they can't keep hurting others.

and so for the time being, one thing we can do, is if you/people want to get me digital gift cards like from amazon or other places that we can get basic needs like water, tp, food from etc, that helps a ton and I have found that you can DM me a gift card number/info / a screen shot of it and I can use it- that's worked in the past at least for Amazon and target... so if that's possible, please go for it.

Also, gas and hotel are up at the top as what we need most right away, and so idk if gas gift cards are possible; or also hotel chains maybe, or (and again I freaking HATE to doxx myself so much this way but) one of my favorite local hotel chains who've like I have a whole story with them and it's just a really special PNW thing, it's called McMenamins (hopefully my fellow pnw swifties know? @pnwswiftie @1989s @- crap you've all changed your urls I'll have to come back and add you but) and they have a website and I believe they sell gift cards there or if you wanted you could call and ask how to reserve a hotel room for somebody, idk. Sorry I'm really, really inarticulate right now so I'm hoping maybe those who wanna help this gives you some ideas. But yeah even DMing me amazon gift cards helps a ton. Idfififksltstlslts I gotta figure out paying this month's health insurance premium too bc we had to spend the little money we had on a uhaul and gas fotkfkfststostksotskst I'm honestly so screwed okay um

I gotta go but I love you alll so much seriously now that my story can be told you'll know just how much this online community has helped get me through these years of abuse and living under duress like you all have no idea how many moments there have been where I didn't think I'd make it but the smallest things, an encouraging quote a friendly ask funny fandom clownery following the rep tour virtually w you all... these things gave me hope gave me strength gave me reasons to keep surviving and fighting to get out of here, because I want so badly to get to a position where I can truly thank you each and pay forward all your kindness and everything and just. And yes @taylorswift @taylornation it's all because of you that I came here in the first place and your music has sustained me and your fandom has encouraged me and your fights and words and advice gave me the courage to speak out about my abuse and everything so I just. Again if I dont get the chance to I just needed to tell you all thank you, I love you, and I honestly am going to do everything I possibly can, with whatever life I have left after all this, to help as many others as I can in every way possible. Thank you♡

P.S. if for some reason I lose access to the Internet or this account, Catherine (was @imhereonthekitchenfloor ugh I don't know anyone's urls, C @sparksflymp3 knows her) has my phone # (obvs I don't want that given out but like u could tell her things to tell me or something idk) and Ash @tayloristhecontent has contact info too, both of you I've been out of touch with lately which I'm so sorry for and hopefully you understand why, it's been a nonstop crazy nightmare over here, but I love you and hope you're doing good and really hope to hug you and so many others here some day soon ♡ SO much love and thanks to @warmthebedonwednesday ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

EVERYBODY PLEASE SIGNAL BOOST, PLEASE SHARE, PLEASE CALL, WRITE, EMAIL, MESSAGE, EVERYTHING POSSIBLE

THIS IS VERY URGENT, A MAJOR MISCARRIAGE OF JUSTICE HAS TAKEN PLACE AND NOW BILL AND JEANETTE ARE FREE AND EMBOLDENED TO GO HURT OTHERS.

THE JUDGE COMMISSIONER HAD MET WITH THEM PRIVATELY BEFORE TODAY'S HEARING AND PRE-DECIDED TO RULE IN THEIR FAVOR. SHE REFUSED TO EVEN HEAR OUR STATEMENTS OR EVIDENCE, SHE REFUSED TO ALLOW INNOCENCE TO BE PROVEN.

I'm still stuck. I can't leave until the rest of my possessions are packed up and moved out into storage.

My husband can't come help me

My local family has denied me- after my dad died (pancreatic cancer), my mother's whole side of the family banded together with his life insurance money, helped my little brother buy the family home (which was purchased with $thousands of my paternal grandmother's life savings money which she was supposed to get back, they never repaid her, now she's so stressed she's elderly and cannot handle this) and basically used a smear campaign to keep all my old family and friends from talking to/helping me (unfortunately there is a religious aspect to this as well, I believe I'm technically being shunned, which is what has cut me off from being able to reach out to everyone I've ever known for any kind of help not even to talk to for emotional support)... all honestly I think because my biological mother knows that I know her secrets and I have evidence against her, so she's been doing all she can to discredit me so that nobody will believe me so nobody will help me.

I need to get moved completely out of this house TODAY before the weekend hits and all the social service offices that I'll need to call will be closed. I need to get out but I NEED HELP.

Best case scenario would be to hire professional organizers/movers to come in here right now today and have me direct them in packing and moving the rest of my stuff.

If anybody out there wants to help by donating to hire movers, please contact me. I need to do all this a certain way through the proper channels to make sure others are protected and everything. At this point it would be bad for anyone except hired professionals to help, so that nobody can get sued for coming to the house to help me (these people, the Bryants are super litigious and Jeanette's M.O. is literally to frame people- for example and yes this has been reported but she told us that to have another source of money as a backup plan if she ever needs it, she went and saw a male massage therapist and "documented" that he assaulted her- as in if she ever needs extra money she will sue this guy with a false harassment claim. I'm still afraid she's setting things up to set this house on fire and blame us- her other children told me they could very much see her doing that. This is serious)

I've been up all night shaking and having panic attacks in response to every little noise in the house. I'm trying so hard to be brave and strong and stand my ground for my rights like my dad taught me to. If I can't uphold my rights I mean there's no hope for others you know? But I'm really scared and my health is declining rapidly. I'm running on just adrenaline at this point. I'm having a lot of trouble at this point speaking and remembering things like I have to call all these places and retell my story and I'm like so exhausted and stressed I can't put full sentences together so I'm typing all this out as fast as much as I can

Please contact me if you're able to help, maybe to donate like I said towards professional movers to pack and move me out today, and also to signal boost my story to get it out there awareness etc, and then if any of you are in Washington state in the US or in the Portland, OR metro area, that's where this is happening

Call my governor, Jay Inslee, tell him what's happening and to contact me (his office has my info I'm Brynn down in Clark)(and I really really feel so violated having to doxx myself online like this totally lost privacy and safety bc of this but I have no choice now) also if there are attorneys who want to take on any part of this case contact me, investigative journalists and/or reporters who want to tell my story contact me, etc.