Jun 18, 2021
I should... visit her soon. Before all the wreckage comes, be as it is the divine or the devastated...
My loves will simply have to wait, I do not wish them to have to see my face more then they already have to... I doubt they would like the reminder either. No matter how pretty they claim I am... that simply is not the truth, beneath the mask and bandages, and they know it.
Me returning to my last death is not for them to see as it is. Even with how Damien hears the da- Even with how he hears from his, and how Doc sniffs out anything related to her hoard. I shall bring them quartz, to calm them.
And I suppose... I also must give into the calling. It is only so long I can go without seeing.... family... however loose or tight the bond.
