Headcanon : Having a crush on John Constantine
Author note : I didnât forecast to fall for the blondie hot demonologist but it happen. This headcanon takes place during Legends of tomorrowâs event from season 4 (I didnât see the movie or the series Constantine my apologize for that)
Maybe I'll make a sequel of this ?Â
i do not own the gif credit to the ownerÂ
Warning : slight mention of NSFW (you can skip it) Â / Gender neutralÂ
To begin with you didnât plan to fall for the English demonologist : Sure the man was quite attractive even sensual but he is especially a piece of work. The man is alcoholic, unprofessional, rude, carry-free in short : the very definition of people you should avoid.Â
Of course you couldnât forecast he will become like a permanent member of your crew.Â
First you did everything to not be in the same room as him but clearly the man has decided to take up all the space and since your ship was quite small. Well letâs say you couldnât make a move without seing him.Â
The worst was at the morning cause he used to praticable so Naked-yoga or whatever that thing is on the library : your favorite space of the space (wonât be fun). One day you forgot about his habits and went to the library to just chill without the place became a mess like it used to be. Of course John Constantine has to be here stretching himself while being very naked : you never thought you could gasp that loud before this event.Â
« JONH CONSTANTINE FOR FUCK SAKE WHAT ON EARTH ARE YOU DOING NOW *you turned yourself so you were back to him* » « How does it look like luv ? » « Of course you have to be naked » « part of the process luv »Â
You swore the man did everything to get you crazyÂ
One day you two were working on some researches for another demon to track : you didnât why he did this but he put his head on your should while reading some book.Â
« W-What are you doing ? » « Your shoulder is quite comfy luvâ ».Â
Another day he used your head as an armrest » or you were reading a book to him he inclined his body very close to yours so you practically felt his warmth around your body : you noted how good he smell despite all cigarettes he used to smoke. But again everything was bothering you at least that what you thought.Â
Sara had a talk to you : she understood you couldnât be friends with everyone but try to not eye-killing him everytime you were near to him. It wasnât good for the moral of the crew
You started to talk to him, like a real conversation : first about superficial things but then you got deeper. You discover a new Constantine, a new man behind the whisky and cigarettes. Turns out he was quite charming.Â
But it didnât stop here, you started to find him attractive : not like he wasnât attractive but you force yourself to no lust on someone you couldnât bare. His puppy face the way he looked so handsome while smirking or just his hair or maybe it was his beard or his hand and his muscled arme. You watched yourself stare at the man back or face while he was working. The las thing you wanted was him thinking you were some weirdo.Â
The moment you discovered about your little crush, you couldnât have some physical contact with him even if it was light touch like his torso against your back when he was reading above your shoulders.Â
Again it couldnât be that easy, while you were forcing yourself to not stare at the man or acting awkward around him : your subconscious him had different goals for you. It was like the more you were distant with man while being concises the more you were closed to him while being unconscious.Â
To be clear you started to dream about him, first it was very cute story like you two get on a date, dancing together and on homeâs ride he gave a long kiss. Now you couldnât fall asleep without having wet dream about the man : it seemed that being kissed hungrily by John Constantine back on the wall, him carrying you easily was a fantasy of yours. One day you even dreamt about your first time together : You were arguing about something quite stupid, you told him he was an idiot while he was staring at you smirking during your whole speech. When you were done he put both of his hand on your cheeks and gave you the most passionate kiss you never had on your life. Yours hands went on his shoulder holding him for dear life while he was holding you against a wall. The kiss became quickly heat, and you were mess, but it didnât stop the blondie demonologist cause he was kissing your neck, giving you a lot of small peck and small bite. In a betting of eye you were on your underwear just like him, you couldnât describe his look : this man was incredibly handsome and hot but the look he gave was a huge turn on for you full of lust and passion. Again quickly, you wee both naked on his bed, you were on his lap while the two of you gave to each other. You just could feel it, the way your body was moving against each other as if you were linked and became one human. His hands were on your waist helping you while yours was on his shoulder trying to stabilize yourself, you were sure to never experienced something that powerful before. Your head was posed against his shoulder while all you can do was moan, he was a mess just like you only groaning and holding even closer to his body. Unfortunately, while you were about to have the best come of your life you have to wake up.Â
That was the begging of the worst struggle of your life, since your dream you couldnât be near to the man without thinking about your dream and him loving you in every room of the ship. Worst, he couldnât flirt with you without you being a blush-mess.Â
You decided to talk to an expert of romantic things, obviously you had a talk with Ray palmer : the sweetheart of the crew, he told you what you already knew, you were in love with the man (of course you didnât tell him about the identity of your crush but he figured out quickly just by seeing you)
The question was now to know if the man shared the feeling or was even interested by you : getting to know him, you knew he had great taste when it cames to relationship. Without being self-concious, you knew you couldnât stand against Sara Lance (even if she was with Ava now). There were no way the man was interested by you.Â
Hell, you even started to get jealous at Gary for sharing a kiss with John Constantine : you will do nothing to have the taste of his lips on yours.Â
For a couple a days you became more cheerful, the crew was worried about you and so do you. You knew you have to do something about it.Â
So before doing anything you wonât be able to fix, you decided to talk with Sara since she seemed to be close to him. Of course you didnât tell her you had a crush on him.Â
Here is what happened : You were on the library waiting for Sara to come.Â
« Can I talk to you for a second captain ? »Â
 « Sure Y/N whatâs going on ? You seemed upset by something »« Yeah about that I wanted to ask you something, something personal it will help him »Â
 « Alright ask me »Â
 « How did you know you were in love with Ava ? I mean you two were hating each other but at some time you realized how much you cared for her ⊠How did you know ? »Â
« Wow that a huge question Y/N ⊠I canât explain it I just felt it the more I talk to her the more I wanted to be closed to her to get to know her. When she wasnât there I started to miss her⊠I donât know if this can help you Y/N cause I think you already know the answer ⊠Youâre more afraid about Constantine not sharing your feelings right ? » Â
« *blush* how did you know that ? »  « Please Y/n, itâs not like you werenât very discreet plus I am your captain my Job is literally to check on you» Â
« Fair⊠So⊠What do you think ? » « about what you and him ? »
 « Yeah do you think itâll work ? Will he even interest on me ? » « I canât answer but I can tell you that if you donât go youâll regret it during your entire life and weâre time-travelers so itâs going to be long »Â
So you did, after that long talk with Sara you decided to confess to him : she was right no matter how hurt itâll be if he doesnât share the feeling at least youâll know.Â
His answer was up to him : what would be his answer ?Â













