There are many years of my life I spent in a kind of rigor mortis or whatever you call it, frozen like a rabbit in the headlights, so like not moving because, you know, this can’t really be life, can it, and you just have to get through it, that terrible time, you have to just get through what other people dictate are necessary experiences but they make you think: I’m actually not the slightest bit interested. What am I writing here? - Helene Hegemann Axo Lotl Roadkill