#heistgod

he is  a morgue  ,  clinical  ,  frigid  &  a breeding ground of death  ,  a restless resting place for ghosts that may never unearth peace  .  dismissively roman blew out a breath of smoke  ,  waving a hand thoughtlessly  he did not so much as look up  .  ‘   this is the part where you leave  .   ‘  

HE- THE CRUEL MOUTHED THING                  lurking in the mind of every child - he the shadow slinking ‘gainst the walls  /  it’s getting closer , it’s getting closer . he who split his maw & there nestled with all the comfort of a robins egg sat void   /    blackness never to be pierced by light . that was the nature of his soul . but if he was her mirror then was that the nature of her own soul ? black  ,  gnarled  .  it didn’t matter . dark eyed she turns to him , rubbied mouth twisted into a snide shape .       ❛     I DON’T KNOW  what you said , i was ignoring you .     ❜

MARYA MOREVNA HAD LONG SINCE LEARNED TO STRANGLE A MAN IN THE GREAT SHADOW OF HEAR HAIR  .   there were no tears left inside of her to shed  ,  the vast well of her sadness was hidden behind many walls - it would be many years before it came crashing down again  .  her eyes are clear  &  crystalline  ,  radiant as stars held between palms  &  greedy eyes  .  her face was pale  &  open  ,  so faintly lined  &  her voice swelled with the burden of so many years  .   ‘   i watched the light leave his eyes  &  i was not sorry for it  .   ‘  

why r u using a belt when you could just squish my head like a grape

everyone but aries and hummus girl*

bougainvillaea: would your muse consider themselves as blunt, or do they beat around the bush instead?

edae really isn’t someone who’s blunt.  she prefers beating around the bush because she makes up so many excuses for people, so a lot of the time she tries to put things as politely as she can. she’s only blunt when she’s upset.  she would like to be blunt, but she can’t do it without immediately feeling invasive / guilty. 

currant: what's something that absolutely disgusts your muse (can be a person, place, thing, ect)?

oh boy.....edae isn’t angered / disgusted easily...but usually the things that anger her in people are general snobbery, irrationality (when someone is projecting that on to her/hurting others because of their own issues), rudeness and greediness. she doesn’t like it when people are mean just to be mean. she hardly ever tries to announce she doesn’t like someone, though, so she just follows the general ‘if you have nothing nice to say don’t say anything at all’ rule. though it takes a special kind of person to get her to snap and :)) adonis is one of those people ! 

something that genuinely disgusts her in general is the treatment of uzbek people in other countries and the general xenophobia of central asia.  edae is my favorite civil rights advocate ugh sjw queen but yea she does hate bigots. experiencing racism herself, i think that’s a given. she’s just disgusted with how cruel people treat other people for no reason...or for things they can’t control / things they just shouldn’t be hated for. 

burnt umber: how stable is your muse, mentally and/or emotionally?

edae is someone who fakes stability. she often tries to bottle her emotions so she doesn’t project on to other people, but in the end, she does exactly that. it’s why she hates it when other people do that -- it’s hypocritical, yes, but she does hate herself a lot (el o el) so it’s only natural she tends to hate the worst qualities in her on someone else.  edae does not talk about her bad feelings often and is convinced if she pretends it doesn’t exist, she’ll be relieved of the pain. 

me: im done w this bitch sol you: h- me: henceforth insofar your teeth undo the sex hairs i will seek to contextuali-