#heisbeautiful

but like 

I’m not 

scared at the same 

time which I know is 

a contradiction but 

that’s how my brain 

works it runs so fast 

wanting to 

spin me 

around in all 

directions 

and give me hopes 

but take them away 

and replace their 

doubts jammed down

my throat and 

choking me but I 

swallow because somehow I’ve 

somehow convinced my 

brain to get 

addicted to that rush 

I feel whenever you 

smile God I love when 

you smile because it’s 

so rare and sincere 

and I try not to spend 

hours thinking of ways to 

make you smile and that’s 

how I found myself watching 

“Fantastic Beasts and Where To Find Them” 

because your eyes glow 

like the Golden Snitch 

and I’m not a Seeker of truth 

I’m a Chaser I have chased my 

dreams to the point where 

the feelings of 

weightlessness and not 

being able to breathe are 

things that I mistake for 

happiness and bliss 

my hands shake 

so bad when I 

write this and my heart 

pounds like drums 

in the background 

of a soundtrack that I’ve