social media au - being an idol dating kim heechul (part 3)
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yn - japan is always the best! from vacation to home to practice to my home again đ„č
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user - love you 2 together!!
user - our girl is happy and unbothered
user - born to be her boyfriend, damned to be her fan đ„Č
user - omfg first photo đ€
user - FERAL
user - break up please
user - try to get a job challenge
user - practice???
user - SHE CALLED HIM HOME
user - im dead
user - he's so lucky
user - heebum now has a mother
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kimheenim - we can say universe has now two big stars â€ïžđ§Ąđđđđ date with my popstar girlfriend #ideal_couple #brad_and_angelina
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user - I LOVE YOU
user - a star promise ring? đ„ș i want a love like that
user - you two are just perfect to each other
user - my 10 year old self would never believe an idol is exposing his girlfriend like this to the world and i'm loving it
user - to see idols so honest and open like this makes me feel hope for couples in the future. no one should hide their love. i'll forever support!
user - can i just say... my two bias are dating FUCK YES
user - she's so lucky
yn - it feels like a dream to be with you, prince
kimheenim - you can wake up
kimheenim - i'm here for good
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jtbcbros - I wanna be your girl, I want to make you feel that I'm yours đ” Who's this week guess? It's a surprise! But here some clues: 1) She's releasing a solo comeback after 2 years 2) Shares a deeply conection with Knowing Bros 3) Made our Heenim feel shy~ Tune in Saturday at 8:50pm đș
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user - what what what
user - DON'T PLAY WITH ME
user - YN???
user - the ring it's giving away
user - I CAN'T WAIT
user - idk if i wanna be her or him
user - oh god no one's missing this episode!
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kimheenim - you know i'm not the best at sharing my feelings like this in public, so i'm gonna keep it simply and short: lately i'm happier and i feel like every little detail in my life it's more precious because you're with me.
let's walk together on the flower path, my petal đ»đșđčđ·đđȘ»đŒ #best_couple_in_the_world
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user - couple goals
user - i'm so jealous rn đ
user - you look so perfect together its sickening
user - she's just casually dating THE kim heechul like no big deal
user - i hate to see people living the life i want
taeyeon_ss - love you two
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yn - i don't wanna live in a world we're not together
yn - i'm forever your girl
yn - đ«¶đ„ș
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yn - happy birthday to my favorite person/diva in the whole world. you make life worth living đ«¶đ«¶ here's some photos of this 40 year old ending fairy for the fans đ
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user - thanks for the photos mom
gyuram88 - i thought it was a fanclub hahaha
yn - i'm his number one fan for sure
user - their kiss đ„ș
user - it's like watching a drama
user - more like my sassy girl đ€Ł
user - best thing last year brought us was those two together
user - i'm even shy to look but they're so cute
user - thank you for taking care of our universe diva
kimheenim - to be with you
kimheenim - that's the best gift
kimheenim - â€ïž
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yn - if you ask me a reason to love you i couldn't mention them all, 'cause even though i love your style, the way you think, the way you talk, the way you look at me, if you change everything about yourself, that would be my new ideal type. i simply love you. i wanna be the person that makes you happy, the person that makes you smile, the person you'll be loving for the rest of your life.
i can't wait to spend more 365 days with you. i adore you, my prince, my star, my angel from hell, my heenim đđ happy 1 year anniversary!
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Summary | After sticking up for you at high school, you developed feelings for Heechul. The feelings are mutual but it takes you both 20 years to finally be truthful about your feelings.
Genre | Smut, fluff, high school friends to lovers, mentions of fuck, the word cock and pussy, alcohol, slight bullying, flashbacks, protected sex.
Warnings |Â protects sex, mentions the following words: pussy, cock, fuck. Alcohol involved.
Pairing | none.
WC | Around 3 to 4k.
Note | Requested by anon
Original request:
Hello friend~! I love your writing so so much, I saw your requests were open and I wanted to send one in. Could I please request a Heechul x reader smut fic, maybe a best friends to lovers scenario where they've both been pining for each other for a long time and then end up admitting their feelings over drinks at Heechul's place? I don't mind what kind of smut it is, vanilla or not, just do whatever you think fits in the moment? Thank you! xoxo
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Heechul is a man who will do anything for you, starting in high school by standing up for you to modern-day things like bringing coffee to your internship without even asking for it. Heechul is one of those guys who does things that people often feel there is more to it than friends. And if you look at it from a distance, that opinion is fair.
In high school nobody paid attention to him, he was more on his own with one of his best friends and that was that. Sometimes you saw him walk by, and somehow you were attracted to him. Your girlfriends were just making fun of his hair or the way he didn't like the uniform rules. And yet he had a certain aura that made you want to leave him. You didn't want to show too much that something was up, so you ignored his presence most of the time. Until that one day, the day you couldn't avoid it anymore, the day Heechul showed that he's not just anyone.
Like most days you sat outside alone with your homework, nobody paid the slightest attention to you because who does homework at school anyway? Your friends were long gone, but you saw the benefits of doing your homework at school. No homework at home, more free time, and certainly more time to write and draw.
"Look who we have there, all alone." Jake was one of the bullies at school, he never really paid attention to you because you were often surrounded by your girlfriends, one of which he found remarkably interesting. "What do you want Jake?" you asked quietly, your eyes still on your homework.
"There's a party tonight." Jake looked at his friends standing around you, your eyes still on that one question in the book, and you quickly erase a wrong answer.
''So? Have fun," you said nonchalantly, not really in the mood for an argument with Jake or anyone else in his group.
Jake wasn't rude to you most of the time, but he could change his mood so quickly that you sometimes wondered if there was more to him.
"Ah come on, don't you feel like a party? We'll never see you."
"That's for a reason, will you please leave? I think you must get dressed for the party?".
Jake and his group of friends started laughing, so loud that several students realized that Jake was up to something again. As a result, many students walked on quickly, but one remained standing.
"Well, I was wondering if you wanted to go to the party with me?". You chuckled, shaking your head in disbelief once the words hit you. He wanted to go to the party with you, sure, and then dump you as soon as he sees his crush.
"Not interested, maybe Mira is still interested?".
"Come on, it's me, Jake. You can't get any better." Sighing, you closed your book, ready to leave, away from men who want nothing but a mirror to look at all day long. Jake grabbed your arm, his eyes on yours.
"You're going to regret this." His grip got harder and tighter, you tried to knock his arm away with your bag. All five boys burst out laughing.
"Hey Y/N, let's go. Did you forget you're having a family reunion?".
That phrase kept haunting your head for months. The way Heechul seemed so confident in front of Jake, like Jake couldn't do anything, made you see Heechul differently than many students thought of him.
After a few weeks, the two of you met after school to get to know each other better. It was the least you could do after he saved you from Jake. What started as a mild friendship, grew after a few months into a permanent friendship where you could count on each other. Your girlfriends used to joke about the fact that you were in love, which was crazy, right? Yet you started to see Heechul differently after graduation, the moment he got his diploma realized that you would see Heechul less because you were both going to college. It broke your heart but you also knew that a friendship like this couldn't be broken easily.
"Where are you with your thoughts?" asks a voice that sounds very familiar. Heechul pushes your Iced Latte into your hand and puts his sunglasses back on. And you have to be honest, it looks good on him. So good that a little butterfly flutters around in your stomach. Heechul shakes his head and pinches your cheek.
"I asked you something, and if you wait any longer I'll drink your coffee." You hide your coffee behind your back as he gets ready to grab the Iced Latte from your hands.
''I thought of the delicious coffee''. Heechul chuckles, he puts an arm around you and you walk towards the park near your old high school.
"I'm glad I never have to go there again," he jokes as he sits down next to you on the wooden bench. He takes a sip of his coffee as he fixes his gaze on the building. "It also looks completely different."
"You have that after almost 20 years." He nods but turns around quickly, his eyes wide and he stares at you with a questioning look. "Am I that old yet?" Heechul puts his coffee down on the bench and begins to feel his face with his hands.
"You don't have any wrinkles yet, old man." You receive a light push to your arm and you think back to the time when you walked around here in your uniform. Like it was yesterday. "Have we been friends for so long?" You ask yourself more than Heechul, but knowing Heechul he answers immediately.
"Too long if you ask me." You burst out laughing as you pat him on the shoulder. You both sit with a coffee in your hand, laughing at whatever is being discussed that afternoon and yet you feel different than usual. That one butterfly is still fluttering around and you wonder if more are coming or if it was just a moment. When Heechul gets up, throws away his empty cup, he comes back and holds out his hand. "Come, I'll take you home."
The moment you take his hand is the moment that that one butterfly is not so alone anymore.
For Heechul it is clear. Ever since he first saw you in the school hallways, he knew you were special. It took Heechul a while to know what those butterflies meant, and by a while, it means about 15 years. Heechul was always afraid that he would ruin the friendship the moment he revealed anything about his feelings. So he made the difficult decision to move on as friends and put his feelings away. It worked for a while, especially when he started dating other women, he forgot about you for a while. Until he was alone, and the first woman that came to mind was you.
He tries to hide his feelings as much as possible now too, unsure if it is mutual and afraid that he will ruin more than necessary, just like before.
Heechul had asked if you wanted to come over to him, just for a chill evening with a movie and some drinks. Nothing special and nothing new for you two. While you are packing your things you will feel the same butterflies fluttering around as before. Every time Heechul calls, sends a message, or shows up at your door it's like a butterfly garden in your stomach. "Alright, you can do this," you mutter to yourself, afraid that the nerves you never really had will make you return home and crawl under your blanket with the excuse that you're not feeling well. But that doesn't help either, because Heechul will be at your door within 15 minutes.
"Hehe, there you are, I wanted to call you if you were feeling well." Heechul presses a kiss to your forehead as he takes your things from your hand. Great, more butterflies.
"Which movie do you want to watch?" you ask as you plop down on the couch with the remote in your hands. You zap back and forth, waiting for Heechul with the snacks and drinks. "As long as it's not a boring romantic Hollywood drama, I'm fine with everything."
"Ah man, was just about to set up The Notebook." Heechul throws some popcorn your way as soon as he walks past you, he puts the snacks on the table and he hands you your glass with whatever he put in it. "Nice tan, are you going to poison me?"
"Would I wait twenty years for that?" You shrug your shoulders and take a sip of the red and orange substance. The sweet taste will make you take another sip, it tastes like strawberry, orange, and coconut. "Okay what's in it?" you ask after three sips. "Malibu, and something else...nice right?"
"Do you want me drunk?" He doesn't answer but grabs the remote from your lap and sits back munching on popcorn. "How about the new Avengers movie?" You nod and make yourself comfortable on the couch.
For about twenty minutes and already two glasses later it is quiet, nobody says anything. You let your eyes wander from Iron Man to Heechul. Dressed in a white oversized shirt, sweatpants and his hair was wild with probably the thought that he wasn't going to leave after all. It suits him well. Too good.
"Is Thor not so attractive anymore?" You are startled from your thoughts when you hear his voice, a chuckle leaves his lips. "What?" you ask nervously, trying to bring your attention back to the television.
"You're staring at me." You don't answer, your focus returns to the television. He shakes his head and like you, his focus returns to the television.
"It's Captain America, by the way," you mumble and grab a handful of popcorn. Heechul does not react and that ensures, partly due to the alcohol, that the next sentence pops out of your mouth without even thinking about it.
"But you're also attractive."
Your hand flies to your mouth in shock that you've just said this, without even being drunk. You hide your face in your hands, knowing the alcohol isn't going to be an excuse. Two glasses are nothing and your third glass is still half full. Heechul knows you need more to get drunk. He laughs and moves closer. He grabs your hands and then stares directly into your eyes.
''Can you repeat that?. I didn't understand very well." You slap him on the shoulder, the blush on your cheeks as you try to hide your face again. Heechul has to be honest with himself he's just glad you said this. But whether it is the truth and not a joke remains to be seen.
"Listen, if this was a joke, fine. Don't worry. But-''. He takes a sip of his drink. "If this is the case, I want to talk about it." You slowly raise your head from your hands, and you bite your lip when Heechul is sitting quite close with his hand folded over your wrist. You say nothing, but rest your chin on your knees. Heechul pauses the film and turns to face you again.Â
"I think now is the time when I'm going to be honest, maybe against my better judgment if it turns out that this was still a big joke, but oh well. I'll get over that." He pauses for a moment, arrowing your reaction as you sit up a little straighter across from him. His hand is still wrapped around your wrist.
"Since the first moment I saw you, I knew you were special. The way you were and are yourself, the way you don't care about others, and the way you treated me, especially in high school have made me feel more for you than just friends. It's been like this for a while, but I didn't dare to admit it, afraid that you-''.
You don't let him speak, a sudden burst of confidence washes over you when you place your lips on his. It's a fierce but short kiss, just to shut him up. Heechul is shocked, before he can do anything you let him go.
"It's not a joke." Heechul bites his lower lip, he lets his eyes wander from your lips to your eyes. The eyes he's been crazy about for years. "Let's forget the movie."
Heechul lifts you, you fold your legs around his hips as he carries you to the bedroom. Your lips don't let go, too busy to make up for the missed years. He lets you fall on the bed and you crawl a little further up towards the pillows you let yourself fall on. He pulls his shirt over his head, showing the toned belly you love so much, and he crawls across the bed toward you. You stare into each other's eyes, both seeking consent for this intense step in your pre-existing relationship. Without saying a word he hides his face on your neck, sucking his lips on your sensitive skin. Your hands move from his shoulders to his shoulder blades toward the edge of his joggers.
His hand is soon under your bra, gently kneading your breast as he strokes your nipple with his thumb. A soft whimper leaves your mouth as he sucks on your skin harshly leaving a red mark for everyone to see. You push him over, straddling his hips as you take off your shirt and your bra. His hands immediately find their way to your boobs, caressing and kneading the flesh as you try to hold your hips still. ''Fuck, you're so beautiful'', he whispers before he turns you over again, hovering over you as he still has his hands on your boobs. ''I don't know why I waited this long''.
Heechul wraps his lips around your nipple, sucking on the nub lightly as his other hand wanders towards your leggings, finding their way into your panties soon after. You are so overwhelmed by all the feelings that you almost forget about Heechul, you feel his semi-hard length pressing against your leg and you try to place your hand on his bulge. ''Don't'', is the only thing he says before rubbing figure 8's on your clit. Your hand retracts itself and places itself in Heechul's hair, holding on to the strands tight.
''Fuck this feels s-so good''.
Heechul turns to your other nipple, keeping his eyes on you as he gives the same attention to the nub. His fingers caress your folds, rubbing your clit with his thumb. Heechul knows once he is inside you he won't last long, but he wants to make you feel good without thinking too much about himself. His lips travel from your nipples to your stomach, one of his hands lowering your pants and panties and the same time. He throws them on the ground, leaving your pussy to make himself comfortable between your legs. ''You don't have-''. Heechul places a single kiss on your clit, shutting you up instantly.
He places a few more kisses before diving into your pussy. His tongue flattens and runs up her folds, repeating it a few times as he watches you enjoy the things he is giving to you. His index finger presses itself into her pussy as he uses his tongue to stimulate your clit. You arch your back, a moan leaves your lips as you feel yourself getting more aroused by the second.
You grab his hair with one hand, the other holding the sheets. ''Please watch me -''. Heechul sucks your folds into his mouth, holding it in for a few seconds before releasing it with a pop. ''You are more important''. He gets off the bed, leaving you all bare on the bed. Heechul takes off his pants and underwear. Automatically you are drawn to the sight of his cock, standing tall and proud. The tip is red and covered with pre-cum. You want to touch him, you need to touch him but as Heechul said, that is for another time. He just wants to make you feel good.
He watches you laying there on the mattress, waiting for him as he grabs a condom out of one of his drawers.
He opens the foil and slides the condom around his cock, pumping his cock a few times with his hand before making himself comfortable on the bed and between your legs. One hand slides the tip of his shock through your folds. A groan leaves his lips and it is the first time you hear him let out any sound this evening. And you can't lie, it turns you on more than you thought it would.
Heechul looks at you, checking if you are alright and if you are ready. You just nod, too aroused to even think about stopping. He slowly presses his length against your pussy, sliding in watching your eyes and movements every second. He bottoms out, holding his breath for a second at the feeling of your wall clenching around him.
''You are so tight'', he whispers, slowly moving at a steady pace once you said that you are ready.
His thrusts are slow, letting you feel every movement of his cock inside of you. Your walls are clenching around him and Heechul has to hold himself back to drill into you and to fuck you hard. You notice once you open your eyes, him hovering above you panting at the feeling of being inside of you. You wrap your arms around his neck, your legs around his waist with your heels on his lower back, urging him to go deeper.
''Don't hold back, please'', you whisper and a moan leaves your lips once he starts picking up pace. Moans, grunts, and deep breathing is heard all over the apartment, but you both are too busy with each other to even care.
''Faster baby'', you mumble into his ear, he crashes his lips against yours, tongues fighting over dominance as he again picks up his pace drilling his cock inside of you. The sound of skin slapping, your arousal, and both of your moans make it harder to hold out the tingling feeling in your stomach. You want to hold it in for a while, waiting for Heechul to reach his high as well.
''I'm g-gonna cum'', he groans as soon as he leaves your lips, the feeling of your walls clenching around him has him reaching his high sooner than he thought. You urge him on, whispering that you are close to him. Your hand reaches down to your clit and you start rubbing fast and rough, your other hand holding onto his bicep for support. The burning and tingling feeling inside of your stomach get more intense the more you apply pressure on your clit.
Heechul tries to hold it in, noticing the way you are desperately trying to reach your orgasm. One look at each other, and you both groan at the feeling of finally reaching your high. You arch your back as you also cling onto his body for support. Heechul hides his face into your neck, riding out his orgasm as he hears you coming undone. Both of you are too tired to even speak, let alone get up and get dressed.
''I love you'', he whispers into your ear, placing a kiss on your cheek as he hovers over you tucking a strand of hair behind your ear. You chuckle, wrapping your arms around his neck and placing a kiss on his lips.
''I love you too. Maybe this is a weird question, but can we watch the Avengers?" Heechul shakes his head, removing himself from you including the condom which he throws away in the trashcan. ''Are you serious? Thinking about that movie after we had sex?''.
You bite your lip, closing your legs as you giggle.
request: can I req a heechul x reader fic? maybe about being in a a girl group and him not being able to hide his feelings for you during a taping of knowing bros and it ~escalates~ in the bathroom
[i didnât know if you wanted full smut anon, but i hope you like it ! ]
You finished the first half of the show. Your members were so happy and flustered being in Knowing Brothers and you - as their leader - had to mantain your posture as such.
Heechul flashed you a cute smile from his chair. The production team told everyone to take 20 minutes of break and then come back. Your girls left the place, just one of them stayed with you.
âY/nâ she called. âAre you not going to the dressing room?â
âIâll meet you there, okay?â
She nodded and hesitantly she left. The cast also left to take the short break, Heechul walked to you with a smile on his lips. You chuckled and followed him out of the set.
âHow have you been?â he asked.
âGoodâ you beamed. âI really like being here, itâs a little tyring but I like it.â
âTheyâre going easy on this, so relax,â Heechul reassured you.
âThanks, Iâm trying...â
You realized you actually made it to the bathrooom door.
âI will go in...â
âSure, Iâll see you.â
Heechul smiled and walked away when you disappeared in the bathroom. He felt sad. That joy and excitement he had been encouranging the past weeks vanished like dust.
He walked in the hallaway thinking and trying to find another way to finally tell his true feelings. After years of knowing each other he felt like it was the time to release those words because it was aching inside. Heechul waited for you for about ten minutes and made his way to the bathroom, careful that nobody was watching. Opening the door he steeped in and took a glance at you taking a look at the reflection in the mirror.
âAre you okay?â Heechul asked.
âOh, yes I amâ you flinched. âYou shouldnât be here, itâs the ladies restroomâ you whispered.
You turned around and leaned your body against the sink bar. Heechul got close to you leaving just a few inches between both of you.
âI just wanted to say something,â he stammered.
The way he was behaving was new for you. He looked nervous and a little down, like he was keeping something inside.
âGo aheadâ you nodded.
âI love youâ Heechul snapped. âI love you and I wanted to let you know that. I also understand if you donât feel the same.â
You pulled him by the neck of his shirt and kissed his lips, hands quickly tangling on his hair and to his neck. Heechul was surprised so it took him a couple of seconds to kiss you back. Once he did his hands went to your sides, pulling you closer to him and your bodies pressing.
The kiss escalated quickly. He nipped at your bottom lip causing you to moan once his tongue entered your mouth to taste it. His hands went down to your bare legs - this because of the uniform skirt you had to use for the show - and you shivered feeling his soft hands on you.
You broke the kiss, Heechul quickly managed to help you sit down on the sink, standing between your legs, and his lips attacked your neck. A soft gasp then left your mouth when he began to lick that soft spot on your, you grinding against his body.
The sound of your phone made you two pull away. When you checked the screen it was one of your members calling.
âThey might be starting fliming soon,â you mumbled hanging up the call âIâm sorry. I love you too, but I think we need to leave or they will be suspecting.â
Heechul smirked, setting again between your legs and kissing your forehead.
âLetâs go then.â
You formed a smile and held his hand. Thank god he finally blurted his heart out, or youâd have to do it.
Gura-hyung gave him that perfectly cultivated detectiveâs gaze that heâd probably had to master for a show like Radio Star. âIf youâve known each other that long,â he began, âcould something have formed between you two?â
Pairing: Kim Heechul &Â Son Taeyeon
hyung:Â a term used by a male to refer to another male, older than him, that he is close to
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âAnd Heechul, you said on a broadcast before that out of your female friends, youâre closest with Pandoraâs Taeyeon, didnât you?â Gura-hyung questioned after a quick glance at the cue cards that he held in his hand. Heechul felt the curious eyes of the members here with him â Siwon, Jungsoo, Hyukjae, Donghae, Jongwoon, as well as Kyuhyun who was an emcee â on him. Although all of them were friends with Taeyeon, none of them had known her as long as Heechul had.
Their friendship had gotten them many suspicious side-eyes in the past, with a few arbitrary articles even claiming that the two of them were dating. Heechul had seen people comment that there was no way they could stick so close so often to each other without dating, or at least having feelings for each other. He knew Gura-hyung was mentioning their friendship in an attempt to get something interesting, like all broadcasts probably did when they brought up his relationship with Taeyeon. It was mildly annoying, but he couldnât fault them since the business really was all about entertainment. Plus, he was always willing to clarify what was between himself and Taeyeon when given the chance.
âI said that, yes,â he agreed.
âHow long have you two known each other?â
He had to think about that. They had met in 2009, it was now 2016, which made it⊠seven years. Frankly, for two people who were so close, they hadnât known each other for that long. When he reported as much to Gura-hyung, even the entertainer seemed surprised.
âSeven years isnât really too long of a time,â Jongshin-hyung commented, voicing what everyone else was probably thinking. âBut you two are still that close?â
Heechul nodded. âThe thing is, we got along really well from the start. We just clicked with each other. Most of the time female idols take a little while to get comfortable around me â understandably, since the industryâs rules are so strict, especially regarding them â but she wasnât hesitant at all.â A sudden memory made him laugh quietly, attracting quizzical looks from everyone else. âShe told me I was even prettier up close.â
âOn your first meeting?â Kyuhyun sounded mildly surprised.
âYeah. Well, I approached her first and said âLetâs be friendsâ. She said, âThat sounds good to me. By the way, youâre even prettier up close.ââ
There were several disbelieving laughs from around the table, which Heechul wasnât surprised about. He had never been one to be even remotely shy or reserved, and while Taeyeon wasnât someone who took the initiative in social situations, she was someone who could be very responsive when approached. And they had just found that they were on similar chords instantly that it was easy to fall into their relaxed companionship. She could match and retaliate against his bluntness easily, and she was just as sarcastic and her comments just as biting â maybe even more. She wasnât insecure in the slightest, so all their banter was in good humor, and just â being with her was enjoyable.
Gura-hyung gave him that perfectly cultivated detectiveâs gaze that heâd probably had to master for a show like Radio Star. âIf youâve known each other that long,â he began, âcould something have formed between you two?â
Heechul had sensed this kind of question from a mile away, but he was more than prepared to answer it. âYes,â he deadpanned, âa friendship formed. Obviously.â The vaguely annoyed expression on the emceeâs face made him break into a cheeky smile. That wasnât what Gura-hyung meant, and everyone in the room knew it.
âBut no,â he continued, sincerely this time. âNeither of us have ever had feelings for each other.â The thought in itself was odd, harboring anything romantic towards Taeyeon. She was attractive and intelligent and the kind of person who matched exactly with him â which was even more so why the notion was an intensely peculiar one. Taeyeon was someone who was so, so, so incredibly important to him. She wasnât like the girls that heâd gone out with in the past, nor was she like the juniors that heâd befriended in the industry, people who were comfortable with him because he never saw them as and had no intention of ever seeing them as the opposite sex. He cared about all of those girls, but the way he cared about Taeyeon was something different.
Heechul didnât even know how to describe it, but what he did know was that she was someone whom he wanted to keep by his side forever. Not in the lover way, not even in a particularly noteworthy or special way â he didnât need that from her. They didnât need that. No, he just wanted them to remain the way they always were, for her to stay with him and tease him and laugh when he teased her back and let him lean on her shoulder when he was feeling down and lean on his shoulder when she was feeling down in turn.
âSheâs someone whoâs too valuable to me to see as the opposite gender, frankly,â Heechul explained, attracting puzzled stares from everyone else. He supposed he wasnât surprised. It seemed difficult for most other people to grasp the concept of what Taeyeon was to him, but this was exactly it, exactly as he was saying. âYou know how you feel when youâre interested in a woman â you know, you think that you want to try being good to her, make her happy, love her? Iâd be cutting Taeyeonâs worth short if I saw her like that.â He paused, trying to come up with a way to explain that they would understand. âSee, if I got married Iâd probably rather it be with her, but not dating.â Because marriage was a sacred thing, something that was extremely difficult to break. Dating, on the other hand, it was tenuous. Unsure. Heechul knew that well enough. If he ever started to see Taeyeon like a girlfriend then he would be running the risk of losing her, and that wasnât something he was going to let happen.
He didnât feel the need to be anyone particularly special to Taeyeon, the way a significant other would want. All he needed was for them to continue being by each otherâs sides like theyâd done for the past seven years. All he needed was for her to keep being there as he texted her, called her, talked to her, about his most serious, delicate matters and about his most childishly immature spats while she listened and patted his shoulder in that way that she didnât know gave him indescribable strength, and for her to let him do the same. All he needed was for her to continue linking her arm through his when they saw each other, casually calling him âmy manâ and smirking when he responded by calling her âmy womanâ, for her to laugh when he flippantly asked her to marry him and just as flippantly respond by saying she would think about it, for her to teasingly call him a nutcase and laugh when he just as teasingly called her a demon. All he needed was for her continue to pop into his apartment with a pack of beer so they could drink and laugh and vent together, making merciless fun of their respective members and their mutual friends and making merciless fun of each other and offering advice about their troubles and, on occasion, saying those words that seemed so difficult between everyone else, but was so incredibly easy and natural between them â I love you, because he genuinely, sincerely loved her and she genuinely, sincerely loved him. All he needed was for them to go on like this forever, the two of them.
Being in a girl group was a blessing, even though you had to escape the dungeon of trainees and get over the social media lurking for your next wrong move and it can get overwhelming, specifically when you've had a mental record, depression to be exact.
At first it did pull you down and you found yourself in a dark place, it may sound corny but that's when you met Heechul, it was like someone above send him to you to lean on him. Although, you did make him sweat for a spot in your heart, you were always so guarded and even though it hurt you so much when you looked at him and said "I don't want you here" even when you wanted to fall on the ground and cry in his arms, it felt like that's what you had to do at the time.
As you slowly accepted his love and let yours show you started experiencing feelings that you haven't felt in a long time, you became yourself even if that meant getting tattoos and dyeing your hair black, cursing and gaining weight from the delicious food you stopped refusing.
You expected a big backlash when you started doing those things, suprisingly your fans were happy for you and your fanbase expanded more and more, cause you were happy and unfiltered, they saw that the change was not fabricated and it was what helped you put out music that came from the heart.
Heechul was with you along the way, holding your hand and reasuring you that it was okay to do what you wanted as long as you were happy. That did not mean your relationship did not have your ups and downs, busy schedules and keeping your love under wraps and of course the homosexual rumours towards heechul was an issue that brought fights and tears, they were times that you thought you have reached the end, that there was nothing that could save this relationship.
But here you are, still strong, happy and still madly in love with each other. Even when you wanted to finally scream it to the world, you have managed to be okay with whispering it to his ear those silent nights you spend with him.
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"Babe I don't think this is a good idea"
You told him. You were happy when you heard that your group has landed a place as a guest star at the famous show "Knowing brothers", after a bit of thought it hit you that it could be dangerous for you and him, it's very easy for scandals to develop and even when it was true the last thing you wanted was people inveting your privacy, yes you would be very happy to finally let it out but it would overshine your music success and it's not the girls fault you fell in love.
"Why? You love the show and the girls want to do it"
"Yes but what if rumours start? you know how things are"
"They start rumours with every girl that comes as a guest"
"Cause you flirt with them, but that's an issue i want to bring up to another fight"
He giggled at your sneaky remark, he knew how jealous you can get and he secretly loved that, it meant that you loved him and wanted to be the only one in his heart.
"Fine but just think about it, I promise to be on my based behavior"
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Walking in the studio of the show was a stress, your heart stopped when you made eye contact with Heechul.
"So please introduced yourselfs"
Jang-hoon said. The other three members got introduced one by one and then it was your turn
"I'm (y/n) and i'm the rapper of the group, treat me nice so I won't punch you thanks"
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It was time for the question game and you decided to go last, it was much easier when the others had done their questions and prepared the whole thing, it was pretty much yoru way of preparing  yourself for the jokes and teasing.
"What is my ideal man?>"
"Me"
"No i'm not into girls"
You said to Heechul and just laughed, which caused the others to histerically burst into laughter although Heechul just looked at you surprised.
"Can you help us?"
"You can choose from someone in the room as an example"
"Kyung Hoon"
Yeong cheol said and you nodded your head
"I used to have a huge crush on Kyung hoon"
You admitted which caused Heechul to let his jealousy out and simply say
"You say that in front of your boyfriend?"
"What the fuck did you say?"
You pretty much yelled after he said that, the whole room fell silent and you could feel yourself blushing.
"Boyfriend? You are her boyfriend?"
"I hate you, you promised Heechul"
You said as you hid behind the other girls that were trying not to laugh at your freak out
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Everyone keeps telling me youâre the bad guy (Kim Heechul)
Anonymous said: Hiii. Can I request the drabble challenge no. 7 âEveryone keeps telling me youâre the bad guy.â with sj kim heechul pleaseee thankss đ
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7. Everyone keeps telling me youâre the bad guy.
âHe doesnât seem like one though...â
A barely heard whisper reached Heechulâs ears, his eyebrows scrunching together. He was having a conversation with Leeteuk and Shindong when he heard that comment. He wasnât sure if it was about him or not, but was still curious nevertheless.
Out of the corner of his eye he saw the people from whom the comment came from.
Two girls, approximately the same height, were having a not-so-quiet conversation, but Heechul still had a problem of figuring out what were they talking about.
One of the girls kept glancing at him, not noticing his stare, while talking. The second girl, on the other hand, had a confused look on her face, her lips formed into a pout and her eyebrows scrunched together.
âCute...â, he thought, letting out a quiet laugh and shaking his head, before he returned his attention back to his band members.
Only to be attacked with questions.
âWho were you staring at?â
âWere you even listening to what I was saying?!â
âWhy are you smiling like that?!â
âShut up!â, Heechul groaned.
Apparently he was louder than he thought, because everyone that was in the hallway turned their heads towards them. Including the two girls.
But as soon as everyone, except the girls, saw who yelled, they just went back to what they were originally doing.
Seeing this, Leeteuk and Shindong let out a loud laugh, making Heechulâs eye twitch.
Before he had the chance to make a sassy remark, someone tapped him on the shoulder twice.
Irritated, he turned around, ready to yell at the person, but he stopped himself when he saw who it was. So, instead of looking angry, he looked like an owl with his big eyes and his head tilted to the side.
He didnât even had a chance to speak, because she beat him to it.
âEveryone keeps telling me youâre the bad guy.â, she spoke; her voice was so soothing he almost didnât catch what she said to him.
So when the sentence finally reached his brain, he went to retort to her, but she was faster, yet again.
âBut you donât seem like one.â, then she gave him the once-over, before looking back into his eyes and smirking, âOh well, even if you are, youâre attractive either way.â
Then she turned away, walking down the hall, her friend running after her.
Now, if she had stayed longer, she wouldâve seen a crimson blush spreading across Heechulâs face and his awkward dorky smile, as he continued staring at her, ignoring his membersâ yells.
