i love myself. if i have to be, imma be that bitch! anyways,
this one gets kinda personal weirdly so be warned (bad experience wise, nothing body or gender identifying/related)
(andrew cody is one of the names heads up)
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baran hovers her hands over you but always waits for a clear queue that it's okay to touch you before doing so.
heather collins has keen insight into nearly everything, though always keeps an open ear for the little she canโt yet lend to.
vic never holds your fatigue against you and only commiserates by napping with you or helps with massages and shared epsom salt baths.
samira... walking green flag. no comment cause this whole post would become an essay. her vulnerability lends to yours and y'all feel very safe talking about anything.
cassie who intentionally unravels all the toxic stuff you've been taught to expect is standard fare. putting up with emotional berating because you've earned it by existing? hell no.
dennis lowkey retrains you to have healthier habits. smoking too much? not eating enough? yโallโre cooking in the kitchen together and he needs you there to watch the stove and sample food.
emery walsh who literally watches your back everywhere you go together, why must both of you be hypervigilant, at least she's got training. fully trusts you to watch her back when you do convince her to take a break and relax.
andrew cody who will never let you buy into whatever leverage your opps used to make you feel small or worthy of putting down. he has experience battling this and it's one thing if he's receiving but he can't abide you entertaining bullshit.
mel who is so supportive when you're not in the mood. even if she is horny and there's been mutual lead up, if you're not in the mood to be intimate she's totally understanding and just happy knowing you feel safe enough to tell her what you need. queen of aftercare whether or not y'all do anything beforehand.
jack abbot doesn't let you stew in insecurity. he especially has a bullshit detector from when anyone else is taking advantage of it and will step in if you let him. will never stop telling you the truth that he thinks you're beyond perfect just as you are, were, and will be. jack abbot who never lets you doubt your hard work in all facets of life.
dana never takes her frustrations out on you. with her work they're bound to appear and pile up, but she's communicative enough that she doesn't deny them and never lets you think her hard time is your fault. if she has an issue she addresses it directly and respectfully. knows when to give it a rest if the conversation is spiraling in a bad way.
trinity who desperately wants to touch you yet more than respects if you're not ready for certain levels or wanting physical contact. revels in anticipation of if/when you are wanting, it could be beyond forever cause the titillating distance just gets her more riled up. mr.darcy hand flexing, all. the. time. loves to admire you from whatever distance is permissible.
vic who is upfront with her insecurities and never throws them at you as though you're causing them with intention. she recognizes when she's feeling some type of way can trace the roots of those feelings to their source/anchor. never sees or treats you as an easy target. which isn't to say she won't hit you with whatever behavioral thing of yours may bother her, that's more than valid and y'all've had many constructive conversations stemming from this practice.
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โYou alright, Heather?โ It takes you a moment to actually say something โSomething on your mind?โ
She takes a breath before speaking and looks at you for just a split before looking away again โI'm fine.โ She pauses โIt's justโฆ You think it's weird right? How some girls areโฆ y'knowโฆ like that.โ She speaks in a hushed tone, like she's afraid of being heard. (By who, you're not sure.)
โLike โthatโ?โ You tilt your head, your confusion clear in your face.
โYou know, likeโฆ gay.โ Her grip tightens on the pen in her hand.
โWhy's that weird?โ Your voice lowers to a tone similar to hers. You think you feel something tighten deep in your chest.
She hesitates for a moment, eyes flickering to yours attempting to read you before she says anything else โIt's just wrong. Likeโฆ it's gross.โ
โOh.โ That's all you can say really. Her words hang heavy between the two of you and the silence only amplifies the awkwardness of the current situation.
You can't say you're surprised -not by her thoughts on the matter at least-, just disappointed. You should've known Heather wouldn't have been the most progressive of people, you really can't expect much from anyone around here, it just hurts to hear.
The silence is thick and suffocating, the sting of Heather's words like a stab in the back. You shift uncomfortably on the bed โDo you really think that?โ
Heather freezes at your question, fear evident in her expression. She hesitates to answer โOf course I do!โ She suddenly says defensively โIt'sโฆ it's what everyone thinks.โ The last part is whispered, cracks in that tough exterior already clear to you.
โWell maybe butโฆ you don't have to think that.โ you look around the room for a second or two โWhat do you think..?โ
writing request for heather x gwen? anything you want really i love to see their dynamic
Gweather (Heather X Gwen) Headcannons
โ i loooove them oh em gee
โ who caught feelings first? i think gwen caught feelings first but she would like. never show it.
โ maybe occasionally be a bit nicer, and heather most likely picked up on that.
โ which led to heather starting to like gwen! i think gwen would be at terms with being like. queer, but heather would be totally in denial or super shaken up about it.
โ she wouldnโt tell a soul.
โ and one of two things could happen:
โ she stops being mean to gwen, or she gets even WORSE
โ but gwen didnt really let it get to her. she hoped and suspected that maybe Heather liked her?
โ one day, gwen just says it. that heather should โgo somewhere and do somethingโ with her
โ and heather asks her to elaborate and of course, gwen has nothing else to lose! she calls it a date.
โ Heather would start hyperventilating or something ๐
โ but she says yes obviously!
โ they would go to a restaurant or cafe for the first few dates, then it would evolve into shopping and maybe amusement parks, or just scenic spots
โ and heather asks what they are, because she thinks theyโre dating?? maybe?? she doesnt know??
โ gwen would kiss her on the cheek and say yes ๐ and cue heather having a heart attack
Headcanon for Total Drama where Reader is an old childhood friend of Heather's who she had a crush on before they moved away only to reunite on the show with that old attraction coming back stronger than Heather expected?
LOVE THIS SM AAHHH ty anon for requesting!!
gn!reader as no gender was requested. some slightly angsty themes. enjoy!
-you and Heather met in 6th grade when she lost her dog and knocked on your door to help before her parents found out
-Heather was a stereotypical loser: acne, unflattering clothes, mathlete
-you were an average student, but excelled in right-brain activities
-after that afternoon chasing her dog around, you two were inseparable
-she began coming over to your house across the street to escape her overbearing parents and siblings
-you helped her with grammar and she helped you with math
-as the months went on, you both changed together as people and considered each other best friends
-you once commented on how beautiful her gray eyes were and how it matched her black hair perfectly
-and that's when she began developing feelings
-oh no
-she can't have feelings for her best friend
-so Heather buries it deep down and ignores the jealousy when you talk about other girls
-everything is wonderful
-but then 8th grade rolls around, and you have to leave town because of your dad's job
-you give her your oversized hoodie to remember you by
-so she hardens up and her brain is rewired completely to protect herself after you move away
-she learns about skincare and fashion from whatever shitty teen girl magazine is at the gas station, and by the time she's in high school she's totally unrecognizable
-if you're lucky, she ignores your existence. if you're out of luck, she's the worst bitch you will ever face
-but her biggest secret is that, even if she's ruthless externally, she sometimes still wears your hoodie and puts the sleeves to her nose, even if your scent is long gone
-she even brought it on set to TDI, still thinking you'd never see her again
-until you step off the boat to Camp Wawanakwa
-and she internally loses it at how fucking gorgeous you are
-even more beautiful than you were during horror movie nights and summer days at the pool
-everything she'd been repressing hits her full force that night in her new cabin
-she cries silently into her pillow, thinking of all the days she stared while you talked to someone else at lunch
-all the times your faces were so close she wondered how bad it would be if she kissed you
-all the times she cried in your arms about her parents
-but she's fucking Heather, so she pulls herself together and tries to sleep, and of course, she dreams of her first love and wakes with salty cheeks
-you were outside her cabin in the morning, gave her a smile, wondered if you were creepy for waiting like that
-she scowls without even thinking, flipping her hair and strutting away into the disgusting bathrooms to get ready. she's hitting herself inside. she couldn't help but close you off
-and so, the rivalry begins
-the way-too-tense battle for the win, and maybe even a heated kiss behind the scenes that the cameras didn't quite catch
-even though she tries day in and day out to wreck you, you're satisfied knowing now for sure that she always wanted you like you wanted her
-and god it's absolutely addictive the way she glares at you but the way her mouth twitches at the corner betrays her cold eyes.
-remembering last night, when she slammed you against a tree in the woods and went on a hushed promise that she would destroy you, over your breakfast slop
-the thing is, your relationship is completely different now
-but you'll let her come to terms with that herself, won't you
how would heather comfort reader on a really bad day?especially like if you blow up/insult her or smth. maybe a โshut up, oh my god.โ or a โyouโre so annoyingโ n stuff. nothing super harsh but enough to mean, idk if that make sense
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no that makes perfect sense!! i like this idea a lot
heather x upset reader
you had been in a shitty mood like all day
every little thing was getting under your skin and the longer you existed, the more you wanted to punch someone
heather just happened to be hanging out with you, and as we know, every day is a bad day for heather
she was whining about something trivial, and you really didn't want to hear it
she was your girlfriend, so you tried not to be too rude
she knew you were in a bad mood too, and you felt like she was almost pushing it
she made a comment about the aforementioned thing you didn't wanna hear about, and it just pushed you over the edge
"heather, please do me a favor and just be quiet for 5 minutes"
oh.
well, that shut her up
to be honest, she doesn't take offense at all
i mean she scoffs but that's it? she's done that to you like a million times so she's just getting a taste of her own medicine
"aww, is someone having a bad day" she pouted almost snarkily
you glared at her for a sec and sighed
"im sorry im so bitchy right now, im just-" she cuts you off with a "whatevs, it's fine"
huh
"i'll leave you alone until you feel better, how about that? unless you want me to stay but," she paused to giggle, "you're kinda cramping my style right now"
of course she was joking, but she took it a lot better than you expected
she doesn't necessarily comfort you unless you really want her to (mostly because she's bad at comforting)
but if you need to, she'll let you talk about it which usually leads to a lengthy session of the two of you bonding over the shit that gets on your nerves
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iโve legitimately read and reread it over a hundred times. your writing is genuinely so addicting.
to be honest, if heather ever said that to me, iโd ignore her for weeks too. but god, even though iโd do thst, the โtears welling up whenever she tried to talk to youโ did hurt. the good kind though, donโt worry
hmmmmm. what about heather being jealous? i swear i had such good ideas but i canโt remember
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thank you so much omg!! here's a little jealous heather :DD
jealous!heather hcs
uhm, okay...
first and foremost, she is so far from happy right now
shaking in her balenciaga sandals /hj
she isn't necessarily mad at you??
whoever's flirting with you is the subject of her anger (but if you entertain it, even as a joke? that's a whole other problem)
she'll shake off her visible anger and waltz over to you
she tightly grips you around the waist and goes, "hi babe!! uhm... who's this?" in a tone of voice that reeks of fake pleasantries
from here, it goes one of three ways
number one: she stares so hard into the other person's soul that they get terrified and run away, apologizing for any inconvenience they caused
number two: the other person says something that sounds like them trying to "stake their claim" over you and she loses it on them
number three: she drags you away by the back of your shirt to have a "very important conversation with you" (which just turns out to be her not wanting to be around that person anymore)
she likely orders you to get her something to make up for it; again, she's not mad at you but she IS mad she had to suffer through that
Hi! So I can't remember if I sent you a request cuz my memory is absolutely terrible but if I didn't could I request a Heather x Reader please? Maybe the reader has been a rider for a while and rides a egg biter. And when Heather shows up and is thinking about joining the gang but is still nervous, the reader tries to make her feel comfortable by hanging out with her, talking to her, and all together just being super kind and almost loving while also giving her and windshear the space they need. And finally after the events with Dagur, and pretending to be a dragon hunter are over, she decides to stay because she fell in love with the reader and the reader did too. Sorry if this was too long and sorry if I already requested something lol. Have a good day๐๐๐
Absolutely!!
I Don't Bite
HEATHER X READER
Pairing: Heather x Gn! Reader
Reader pronouns used: They/Them/Their's
Warnings: None that I'm aware of
Summary: Heather comes to the edge and is trying to figure out if she wants to join the other riders. You help with that decision.
Dragon Name: Crunchy (you know cause its a egg biter)
Notes: I feel like I took a bit of a different turn to how you wanted it and I apologise, I just couldn't fully remember what happened so went with the parts of the story I do remember.
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"Ow!" I exclaim as the set of dragon teeth that were already gently nibbling on my arm bit down harder.
I look to my side to be met with a playful look from my dragon, Crunchy. An annoying pest that almost took my arm off the first time we met. She let's go of my arm and nods her head towards the door of my hut.
"Did I miss something?" I mutter walking into the clubhouse where everyone else is. "Oh."
The Twins were chatting in their little duo, but the others were all surrounding a gorgeous girl that looks to be around our age, with raven hair and green eyes that leave me completely dazed. My mouth hangs open for a second in shock.
"Uh hi everyone? Sorry to interrupt, but who's this?" I ask as I walk to the others, catching their attention. The girl's eyes meet mine as I walk further towards her and the others.
"oh yeah! Y/n you never met Heather did you?" Snotlout suddenly announces. So her name is Heather then?
I raise my hand to see if she'll shake mine. She does. To this I smile and politely not my head at her. She returns the motion.
"Nice to meet you, I'm Y/n. I've been a rider for a while but I guess I've never had the luck of meeting you."
"It's nice to meet you too Y/n, I'm Heather." She then forms a grin on her face. Me, Heather and Astrid start up a conversation as though we've been close friends for years. Technically me and Astrid have been but, you know. That's not the point.
The others leave for a bit to do their various jobs around the Edge, leaving me to give a to Heather around the Edge.
"So, do you have a dragon too?" I tilt my head to her to show that im curious. Heather giggles lightly at my slightly odd behaviour.
"Yep, a razorwhip, Windshear. She's really sweet." As she finishes this sentence there is a slight yelp from a dragon down by the stables.
We rushed towards the sound and see the aforementioned razorwhip lightly snarling at a cheeky egg biter that has attached herself to the metallic tail of Windshear.
I quickly exclaim "Crunchy!" I wave my hands to signal the egg biter to let go. I suddenly turn to Heather, "I'm so sorry about her, she doesn't mean any harm. She just likes to nibble a little on things she's taken interest in."
Crunchy finally let's go and drops to the floor below and playfully pats the floor by Windshear, who then looks to her rider for support in what to do. Heather finally let's out a hearty laugh at the entire scene and makes a shooing motion to Windshear.
"heh- It's fine don't worry, she seems cute." She continues to chuckle, calming down from the giggle fit she had. My face grows hot from embarrassment and something else.
When she got no response from Windshear other than a few confused gurgles, Crunchy hops over to me and Heather. She spots the ravenette and quickly placed her head under her hand. Heather naturally starts to stroke her scaly head. Crunchy began to purr slightly.
I panicked slightly when I saw Crunchy abruptly open her eyes. She looked directly at me and moved her face, level with Heathers hand. She let her teeth be seen and the panic further set in. To my surprise however, she lightly took the hand between her teeth and gently seem to nibble on it. How come she can't be like that with me???
After this experience me and Heather bonded over our dragons and their strange behaviours. The dragons also became seemingly great friends as Windshear had finally understood what Crunchy wanted.
We had spent time going on missions and working together for a while, but soon came a horrid time for Heather. Her brother, Dagur. He had gone directly into a trap and died. For her. So she would be safe.
Honestly I would do the same, but like I would ever say that out loud to her. I believe that I've developed feelings for her.
Outside the rain continues to pour down at a quick pace. We had all split off to our respective huts, except for Heather who didn't currently have one. She is going to get ill if she doesn't come inside.
I leave my hut and look into the rain and see her stood alone. I make my way slowly, just to give extra time to cool down.
"Heather?" She doesn't reply so I continue. "Heatheryou need to come inside, you'll get ill" I continue walking until I reach her sobbing figure. The look on her face tears me apart. The hurt and pain in her eyes doesn't subside when she looks at me finally.
She says nothing but nods and begins to walk away, presumably to where she's been camping out. I swiftly catch a hold of her hand. She turns and I nod towards my hut. No words were spoken as I whistle for Crunchy to leave her pen in the stables and come to the hut.
She lights my fireplace and curlse up near Heather who sat on a seat, still quietly sobbing.
"Heather please let me know if you need anything else, I'll set up a space for you to sleep tonight so you don't need to go back out there." I give a kind smile and walk to prepare everything.
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It's been a while since I've properly seen Heather, she told me that she was very thankful that I gave her a place to stay that night and soon had left after the next day.
I've been missing her, honestly. Crunchy is missing her best friend too. Although, Heather is more than just a best friend to me. She's found a way into my heart and I have no idea how to get rid of these feelings.
The riders had noticed our slightly dampened moods and so they kept holding these secretive meetings that I was never allowed into.
The Edge was quiet as the others had all fallen asleep. The moon was high in the sky, seeming so much brighter than the sun at times. Even though that's false, I just like to think it.
"Ouch! Hello to you too Crunchy."
I strain my neck to see Crunchy attaching herself to Heather. She let's go and instead switches her attention to Windshear.
My eyes widen and I quickly get up to sprint at her, I open my arms and practically tackle her to the ground. Heather laughs and hugs back.
"Heather, I've missed you so much!" my smile is so large it kind of hurts. "I suppose it's a temporary stay again, but I'm so so happy you're here."
She continues to laugh at my excitement, "No actually, I'm staying. Permanently."
Somehow my eyes widen even more, I giggle with excitement. "Really?"
"Really. I've heard a certain someone has taken interest in me, I just happen to return that feeling." She narrows her eyes in suspicion cheeks lightly dusted with a pink hue.
"Don't worry I don't bite." My smile becomes a lot more gentle as I lay beside her on the grass staring at the stars. The dragons rolling around and playing a little way away from us.
"Is it ok? That I like you, I mean" She's cautious with her words. I turn with a confused expression.
"Didn't I just admit to having feelings for you, don't make me feel stupid now." I chuckle abut continue to not give off the wrong impression "It's completely fine, because the feelings are mutual."
She holds one of my hands gently and reaches with her other to get my other hand. I give a curious look as she raises both of our hands. She suddenly yanks the second one that she wasn't holding before into her mouth and she lightly bites down.
"HEY"
"You may not bite, but that doesn't mean I won't." as she says this, she speedily got up to run away into the trees. This catches the dragons attention but they don't move to do anything.
I can hear her laughter as I get up to chase along behind her, laughing myself.
HIII hope that was OK! I tried to stick to the request as best I could. I honestly love the idea of having an egg biter that just like to play around and is actually really gentle.
I'm working on posting a new chapter of Handsome Jack x reader fanfic on Monday so ig look out for that if you're interested.
I'm working on all my requests, slowly but surely so don't worry. You're requests should be coming out. At some point.
Her being absolutely jealous about you. After nice time in mall you are coming home. You think that everything is okay and it's time to relax? You're wrong, it's time for you to explain yourself. Why did you smile at that girl in bookshop? Do you know her? Why did she smile back? Do you have romance? And why did you look so often at your phone? Did somebody send you something? Maybe asked you out? Heather is a bit obsessive but it's all because she believe that she's not really cool person and you will get bored of her one day. And then you will leave her for someone much prettier, more clever and more interesting than she. God, that girl has really low self-esteem. Give her some affection.
A lot of PDA. Holding hands in public, intense make out session next to... about, 50 people in school lunchroom, putting your arm around each other's waist, not leaving each other even for a little moment... Heather is going to use every opportunity to show how amazing is her girlfriend and how much she love her. Generally, she likes to spend time among people and she often uses it to show the whole world how much she appreciates her s/o. Giving you a present? She's gonna ask you loud if you like this expensive earrings. You don't know what to wear? Matching outfits sounds like great idea. Probably she will buy you also a tshirt with text "if lost, return to Heather".
Having your personal stylist. Of course, Heather thinks that you're perfect but when it comes to clothes... she is an expert. You should trust her and wear what she's proposing you (khem, khem, matching outfits). Not the worst deal because Heather is rich and she will buy you many new clothes.
Being over opinion of other people. If you was afraid of standing up to someone before, now you don't have to care about it anymore. You and Heather are belong to the most powerful clique of this school and you can do what you want. Some jackass bullies freshmans? Tell him to stop and slap bitch in the face. He won't complain if he will see Heather Duke by your side. Everyone in school loves you, is afraid of you or wants to fuck you. In each case you have an advantage.
Book swaps. You regularly swap your books and discuss about them later. Of course, you read 'Moby Dick', Heather's beloved book but you literally read every book of each other even if your tastes are a bit different. You like to compare feelings and opinions on characters or findind best quotes.
Lots of cute dates. Most eagerly, you go to the cinema or to the park after school. Coffeehouses, funfairs and simple shopping in mall are also your favourite ways to spend free time. Heather always buy you little gifts like candies, stuffed animals, bracelets, MANY joint polaroids, pretty notebooks, pens, just everything what can remind you about her later.
Trying to be absolute #CoupleGoal. You don't do it seriously. It's rather form of fun: you buy some cheap glossy magazines in looking for list of challenges for couple and then you try to exaggerate them. You aren't romamtic, you are comic. People roll their eyes when they see you, but it's funny in some way when you jump on Heather and kiss her in forehead to greet her, when Heather makes hundredth silly photo with you in school bathroom or when you just make out in the middle of the hallway.
Heather being clingy and insecure about herself. Maybe she acts sometimes like a megabitch but in depths of her heart she thinks that she's stupid and ugly and she's afraid that one day you will leave her. In effect she's really clingy and needs to be 110% of time around you.
