ā before youāre dating, shoto has this habit of appearing out of nowhere. youāll look up from your phone and there he is leaning against a building across the street, hands in his pockets, staring directly at you like he forgot normal people look away
ā he barely blinks. itās not intentional. youāll be talking for three minutes straight and those mismatched eyes are just locked onto your face the entire time
ā the eye contact is ridiculous. humans glance away. shoto doesnāt. if youāre nervous heāll just keep looking at you until youāre the one fumbling over your words
ā heās freezing cold. not metaphorically. physically. the first time your fingers brush his you nearly flinch because no living person should feel that cold
ā he never eats around other people. he orders coffee and leaves it untouched for hours
ā before you know what he is, you keep catching him staring at your throat whenever youāre talking and he immediately looks guilty afterwards
ā you swear his canines look sharper on some days than others
ā he always knows when youāre injured before you tell him
ā āyou cut yourself.ā
ā meanwhile itās literally a tiny papercut hidden beneath a bandaid
ā heās weirdly obsessed with your heartbeat. heāll sit beside you in silence and his eyes will flick briefly to your throat every now and then
ā when you find out heās a vampire he expects fear
ā instead youāre sitting there asking if he turns into a bat
ā he stares at you for a full ten seconds
ā āhave you tried?ā
ā shoto is terrified of getting attached to a human because heās already lived through losing people before. you donāt know that yet, but every time he pulls away itās because heās trying not to care
ā heās fascinated by human habits. he could listen to you talk about your day for hours because your lifespan is so short compared to his that every tiny detail feels precious
ā he watches you sleep sometimes, wether you think itās creepy or cute whatever but he does it
ā aging becomes something he quietly dreads. every birthday of yours feels different to him
ā his eyes become noticeably darker whenever heās hungry and he hates when you notice
ā he absolutely hates seeing the bite marks fade because theyāre proof that you chose him
ā when heās hungry and trying to resist, his gaze lingers a little too long. his eyes track the pulse in your wrist before he forces himself to look away
ā if you say heās allowed to feed off of you, heās so careful teeth digging into your arm, eyes shut with the occasional moan that vibrates from his chest to his throat. he swears your blood tastes better then anyone elses.
ā it should be scary seeing his wide eyed expression with blood drying down his chin, lips soaked and teeth covered in red as he studies your face.
ā his eyes are lowly on yours with a curve in the front of his eyebrows making him look more submissive then he is.
ā immediately after heās checking the skin asking if you feel okay on repeat until youāve reassured him heās definitely fine.
ā to him, sex is something he wasnāt too educated on at the start of your relationship. now he canāt keep his hands off of you.
ā munch. weirdly enough he prefers spending hours making out with your pussy over penetration, but then again whatever you want you get. heās very articulate with sex.
ā he remembers every single thing you like, everything that makes you feel good. the first time you came on his dick he was leaning over you wide eyed and shook.
ā sometimes youāll catch him looking at you with an expression thatās almost sad. when you ask why, he just brushes your hair back and changes the subject.
debating if i make this a fic because yeah. i saw that one guy with the black hair from vampire diaries with blood on his mouth and i was wet
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