#hcdes

i have no name no heart no home I’m just a body with hollow bones and steel memories and these wrists that do not know what they have done

i used to think the world beautiful but now there’s something in my eyes and I can’t see through the smoke from maybe the pills I do know not if I killed him he lies at the bottom of a ravine ce n'était pas ma faute

something has gone terribly wrong and my friend his name I have forgotten said that he was looking for new ferns he’s dead now but he is beside me here in this blue plastic chair sitting with crossed ankles

he loved her but I love her and she is white haze and a dream and yet she loves him still I’m sure she can see him sometimes

I went to his grave once and he said thank you for the flowers I bought they were roses Madame Isaac Pereire and they smell like raspberries from his disheveled garden and I wonder if onlookers thought we were lovers we were not

this beauty is unkind he tells me at its hands i offer my skin and my kneecaps and arise in rebirth with new burning eyes and new burning fingertips we are given golden armour and my friend of the gods he left lucky strikes on my table and ripped a page from my book i can’t find it now I think he took it with him:

‘like savages we roam this ruined heavenplace with our dead bones and look for the gods at the end of this world until we are given hearts anew.’

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