Series Summary: When your dad hires an older ranch hand, you never expect Bucky Barnesâscarred, dangerous, and impossible to resist. His gaze ruins you, his touch brands you, and by summerâs end, he leaves you aching for a man who was never yours.
Part 1 â The Stranger
A new ranch hand shows up on your daddyâs land. One night in the barn proves heâs not a man you should play with.
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Part 2 â Breaking Horses
You watch him tame a stallion with brutal strength. Out in the fields, he makes you beg to be broken too.
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Part 3 â Barbed Wire
A fight with your father sends you running into the barn. Rope and rough words leave you tied, trembling, and ruined.
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Part 4 â Blood & Dust
As summer ends, you beg him to stay. He takes you one last time, leaving you marked, wrecked, and begging for more.
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Warnings: explicit content 18+, age gap, power imbalance, voyeurism, first rough kiss, dirty talk, intimidation, degradation, mean aftercare (dismissive)
summary: A new ranch hand shows up on your daddyâs landâolder, scarred, and dangerous. He catches you staring, corners you in the barn, and proves heâs not the kind of man you should play with.
part i of ashes in the saddle
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You hear the crunch of boots before you ever lay eyes on him.
The ranch is always quiet at dusk, the cicadas buzzing and the wind moving soft through the tall grass. Your dad had warned you a new hand was comingâsomeone tough enough to break horses, someone who didnât mind hard work or long daysâbut you werenât expecting him.
When you finally look up from the feed buckets, the stranger is standing there, hat pulled low, jaw shadowed with more stubble than clean skin. His shirt is worn, the kind of faded plaid that clings to shoulders far too broad, tucked into dusty jeans with a belt buckle that glints when he moves. He carries himself like heâs been carrying the weight of the world for years, like nothing and no one could touch him.
Your dad claps him on the back, introduces him simply as âBarnes,â and you feel those pale eyes flick over you. Not just a glance, not polite. A look. Long enough for your stomach to twist. Long enough for you to drop your gaze, suddenly too aware of the sweat on your neck and the dirt smudging your jeans.
âDonât go starinâ at my girl,â your dad mutters, half-joking, but Bucky just huffs.
He doesnât deny it.
The next few days, he proves himself fast. He works with the kind of efficiency that makes your dad praise him, though the other hands keep their distance. You see whyâtheyâre boys next to him. He moves like someone whoâs fought for every scar, every breath. Heâs older, harder, and no matter how much you tell yourself to stop, you canât keep from looking.
And he knows it.
You catch him smirking when your eyes linger too long, when you steal glances at the veins in his forearms as he grips rope, the flex of his back beneath his shirt when he throws a bale of hay. Every night, lying in your bed with the window open, you swear you can still smell the leather and smoke that clings to him.
You know heâs dangerous. That should be enough to stop you.
But it isnât.
It happens the first time in the barn.
The others are gone for the evening, your dad already inside with a bottle of whiskey and the radio humming. Youâre left to shut the doors, sweep the dust from the tack room, make sure everythingâs set for the morning. The shadows are long, the air heavy with hay and horse musk.
When you push the last stall door closed, you realize youâre not alone.
Heâs leaning against a beam, one hand curled around a cigarette, the glow of the tip sparking red in the dark. His hatâs pushed back just enough that you can see his smirk.
âYou always work this late?â His voice is low, gravel dragged across whiskey.
You grip the broom tighter. âSometimes.â
He takes a drag, exhales slow. âThought your daddy wouldâve sent his girl inside by now.â
You swallow hard. The way he says âgirlâ makes your skin prickle. âI can handle myself.â
That earns a chuckle, soft but sharp. He flicks the cigarette to the dirt, grinds it out with the heel of his boot, and then heâs moving. Slow, deliberate steps that close the distance until the smell of smoke and leather swallows you whole.
âYou keep lookinâ at me the way you doâŚâ His head dips, his voice rasping against your ear. ââŚIâll start thinkinâ you want somethinâ.â
Your breath catches. âI donâtââ
âDonât lie.â His hand comes up, rough fingers tilting your chin until youâre forced to look at him. His eyes are pale, too pale, like cold steel under the moon. âGood girls donât stare the way you do.â
Your pulse stutters, shame and heat crashing all at once. You should pull away. You should shove him off and run inside. But your body betrays you, leaning closer, your lips parting just enough that he notices.
He smirks. âThatâs what I thought.â
And then his mouth is on yours.
Itâs not sweet. Itâs not careful. Itâs the kind of kiss that bruises, that steals your breath until youâre gasping against him. His hand fists in your hair, pulling just enough to make you whimper, and when you do, he groans into your mouth like heâs been waiting to hear it.
You shove at his chest, weakly, but he doesnât budge. âMyâmy dadââ
âInside with a bottle,â Bucky growls. âHe ainât cominâ out here.â
His mouth trails down your jaw, scraping teeth against your throat until you squirm. âThatâs it,â he murmurs. âPretty little thing, always playinâ innocent. Bet youâve been wet every night since I showed up.â
You gasp, scandalized, but he laughs, low and dark. His hand slips down, rough palm brushing your hip, then lower, pressing hard over your jeans. You jolt, a broken sound spilling from your lips.
âFuck,â he rasps, eyes flashing. âKnew it.â
You should tell him to stop. Instead, you press into his touch, shame flooding your veins like wildfire.
âPlease,â you whisper, though you donât know if youâre begging him to stop or keep going.
He chuckles, and itâs mean. âKnew youâd beg.â
He doesnât take his time.
One rough hand drags your jeans down just enough to bare you, the other pinning your wrists against the beam behind you. You squirm, heart pounding, but he leans in, teeth grazing your ear.
âBe still, darlinâ. Or Iâll tie you up right here.â
The threat makes you clench around nothing, makes your face burn.
And then his fingers are sliding against you, calloused tips finding how slick you are already. You cry out, biting your lip to muffle the sound, but he doesnât let you hide. He presses harder, circling slow until your knees buckle.
âFuckinâ knew it,â he growls. âKnew youâd be this wet for me.â
He pushes one thick finger inside, then two, stretching you until your back arches. His smirk never fades as he watches you fall apart, writhing against the barn beam.
âThatâs it. Take it, pretty girl. Take what I give you.â
You try to fight it, you do. But his fingers are relentless, curling just right, driving you closer and closer until youâre gasping, sobbing his name like a prayer.
âBuckyââ
The sound makes him groan, mouth crashing back onto yours, swallowing every cry as you shatter around him. Your whole body shakes, clamped tight around his fingers, and he doesnât stop, dragging it out until youâre raw, until youâre pleading.
âPleaseâplease, I canâtââ
Finally, he eases, pulling back just enough to watch you. His fingers glisten in the dim light as he licks them slow, obscene.
âTaste like sin,â he mutters, smirking when your cheeks burn.
You stumble for words, but nothing comes. He tucks your jeans back up, fixes you like nothing happened at all, though his eyes never leave yours.
âBest keep quiet about this, darlinâ,â he says, voice low. âDonât think Daddyâd like knowinâ what his ranch handâs doinâ to his little girl.â
Your heart stutters.
He tips his hat, that cruel smirk still carved across his face, before walking back into the dark.
Leaving you thereâruined, trembling, already desperate for more.
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