#hauntswitch

Actually, it would be interesting if Jude had these premonition dreams (nightmares) but it can also show as sleep paralysis allucinations, like, he sees the snake monsters and the shadowy cultist but also a particular shadow with antlers tapping at his window and with this strange red light around it... whispering something he can´t really catch up, not until the very day everything went down (act 1)

jude stitches up dammeks arm after a vivisection. dammek feels emberassed being treated so gently. there is some sort of feeling dammek has about having scars and stitches where jude vivisectioned. like it is a physical proof of dammek being vulnerable around him, and something to remind him of jude. he has a part of jude with him. every stitch is proof of careful work.

i think jude would trace his scars and reminisce, and take into account every detail. its just something jude gets lost in, maybe when non verbal or a need to stim. so hed hold dammeks arms and trace the scars. hed hold dammeks hand and look at every wrinkle every divet and where the veins go. and he would find it beautiful. it is calming for jude, and he enjoys doing it

i think hed want to preserve dammek thru taking parts of his dna or body and trying to regrow it in test chambers, collection of different organ copies / clones, and taxidermy in the case dammek would pass. i think from a outside pov its very odd and creepy and almost seems quite cold, as if objectifying dammek. but i think its just judes odd way of showing his affection for someone, specifically dammek. he has a sincere appreciation for him. i think it would be autistic kind of affection. its almost medical like but i think its intimate. u dont see peoples organs, but in the case of autopsy examiners or surgical doctors they have a unique experience of handling someones most vulnerable parts of their body, that no one else will ever see.