Warnings: angst, smut (18+ readers only), tfatws Bucky with Hydra controlled Winter Soldier flashbacks (this got dark fast), sad ending, our poor guy just needs a hug
Word Count: 550
Summary: Nightmares from his time with Hydra haunt Bucky, but you were the only good thing about that place.
Note: I was feeling sad when I wrote this and now we can all be sad together.
Another sleepless night. Another bout of bone chilling nightmares. Although Bucky had waded through Hell and emerged on the other side, he carried with him the things that would never release him. The things that would hold him in their grasp until the day he died.
But he would willingly close his eyes every night and venture back through that darkness just so he could see her again.
Her smile was the only light his eyes ever beheld in that place. Her lips, the only solace he ever knew. And her body, the only redemption a killer like him would ever receive.
She knew of his transgressions. She’d seen him, truly seen him. The Winter Soldier, Bucky, James Buchanan Barnes, whoever he was in that moment, she knew all of him and she loved him anyway.
With her, he was free. If only for a short while. Her gentle touches still lingered on his skin, haunting him in the most beautiful way possible.
Her voice spoke to him about happy visions of the future. Their future. But Bucky knew these were sweet lies. They were both living on borrowed time. Oh, but how sweet it was to imagine, though.
The memory of her made him sick with longing, but oh, how sweet that pain was.
He could still feel her hand trail down his chest and over his stomach, down to his hard cock. He could taste her sweet lips on his and feel her sink down onto him.
Bucky could still feel her soft skin under his fingertips. The two of them moving in tandem. It made him want to weep that they were fated to be doomed.
Her sighs of pleasure were more beautiful than the most eloquent symphony. He wrapped her in his arms and moved her body up and down, drawing himself out and sinking into her once again.
If this was all he had, the only good thing he’d ever see again, he’d relish in the delight that was her moans calling his name. He’d lose himself in the scent of her skin, the feel of her body against his.
His fingers danced over her sensitive bud and he savored watching the waves of pleasure wash over her. She was so responsive to his touch as he caressed her. He sped up his thrusts, chasing his own climax as much as he beckoned hers.
In the wake of their love making, their temporary sweet escape from Hydra’s terrible clutches, he almost felt happy. Almost.
What a thing memory is—
He remembered becoming the Soldat. The trigger words were read aloud and he was still inside his own head, but he wasn’t driving.
The Winter Soldier cannot be efficient if he has attachments. Hydra spoke and the Soldat obeyed while Bucky’s silent screams reverberated inward.
He remembered how easily the knife slipped in. Watched the light fade from her eyes as nothing but understanding and pity were written across them. She knew that he wasn’t the one in control of his hand.
But in the end, it was still his hand.
Her bittersweet memory would always remain. Always haunting him.
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