#hatetolove

Years ago in a little town you might find a little girl with pigtails pulling on some blue skates, and a boy with dark hair pulling on contrasting red ones. The two sent silly smiles in each other’s directions as their parents watched the two of them gleefully and soon they were up on their feet.  

Today in that same town you might find a group of university students watching two immature sophomores gear up in front of a fountain. A girl pulling on royal blue skates, and a boy with dark hair nearly reaching his shoulders tying up his maroon skates. The two catch each other's eyes and send glares the other’s way. The two of them got up and rolled up next to each other. 

“Remember to be careful on the grass Y/n!” The boy warns the little girl who nods her head as the two take hands and line up at the place they agreed to start the race. 

“You’re going down.” Jungkook warns you straight away and you scoff at his comment.

“Only in your dreams, Jeon.” Jungkook felt himself tense up at the nickname only you had the guts to call him, unlike several of your peers whose knees buckle at the sight of the doe-eyed boy.

“READY? SET? GO!”

The two kids set off on the little obstacle course their parents set up. They each skated circles around orange cones, and they went over “hills” made out of wood by the boy’s father. They even skated up the girl’s driveway only to go straight back down to dodge several more cones. 

The two university students immediately speed off, eyes focused on their obstacle course created by imagination. Both of them jumped on opposite railings of stairs, sliding down. They skated through the campus, jumping on and off of tables and cutting through groups of people, and throwing down trash cans in their way.

The boy was clearly far more skilled than the little girl who fell behind him. She tried her best, but she simply wasn’t as experienced as he was. She tried her best regardless. 

The two were neck in neck. The boy would pass the girl for a few seconds and vice versa. They’d both been practicing for years, and finally the two were battling for the title of the best. 

The finish line was right in front of the little boy and he almost crossed it before he heard a cry from behind him, he turned back to see the girl had fallen. He quickly came to the crying girl’s aid. The parents noticed the commotion and rushed over to the two. Before the day was over the two families were laughing and eating ice cream. 

The finish line was where they agreed, but their friend’s weren’t at the end of it as per usual, but the headmaster stood there with his arms crossed, resulting in the girl and boy to bump into each other and look at each other with fear in their eyes.

“This is it two of you. I gave you a warning!” The principal glared at the two troublemakers before him. You looked down at your lap and Jungkook sat back in his seat with an uninterested look. You loved skating with all of your heart, but you normally weren’t dumb enough to skate on campus like Jungkook and his little crew. But you couldn’t help but break your morals in order to take the jerk down from his high pedestal. Now you’re facing the consequences, and you can’t say you don’t deserve it. 

“Listen Mr. Kang, I am so sorry. Please don’t do anything drastic!” You sit up more in your chair, begging for the principal’s forgiveness, but he only looks in Jungkook's direction menacingly. You hit Jungkook’s arm and he lets out a noise, glaring at you. You point to the principal and Jungkook lets out a reluctant noise. 

“Alright, what can we do.” Jungkook crossed his arms, and you thanked the gods for making this guy finally cooperate. 

“I’m good friends with your parents, and the last thing I want is to expel either of you. But you know, I can’t let you two off the hook.” The principal took a seat at his desk, and a ghost of a smile reached his lips as he handed each of them a flyer. Both of them took one and they both sent each other a look before reading. 

“Skating competition?” You mumble aloud and the principal nods.

“You two, are going to form a team of four with two of your skater friends, and enter this competition. We have such great skaters attending our school, but no team.” You and Jungkook are speechless at the thought. The two of you on the same team? No way. 

“And one more thing, you guys are cleaning up the gym today, the janitors have no choice but to spend their time cleaning the mess you made in the cafe.” And with that, the two of you were dismissed. 

You aggressively dipped a sponge into a blue bucket before scrubbing the floors. You glared over in your rivals direction. He was too occupied with his headphones in, shaking his butt as he scrubbed the walls. You hated him, and his cute butt. 

As much as you loved spending the night with your rival you were happy to see that the two of you were finally almost done. There was clear animosity between the two of you all afternoon, but after a bit you simply stayed out of each other’s way. You were glad, you just wanted this place spotless already.

Your eyes scan over to Jungkook’s direction and you sighed in annoyance as you noticed the spot he missed. You quickly got up to co clean it, shoving him to the side. 

“Hey, what the hell. I’m already cleaning here, are you blind?” Jungkook took out his earphones and looked at you with his eyebrows scrunched together. 

“You missed a spot dimwit, and I am not getting punished for your half-ass job, alright?” You barked back at him.

“Jesus, you’re always breathing down my neck.”

“It’s not my fault that you bother me. Go away, we’re done after this.” You tell him, and he doesn’t move from his place. You sigh it look back to the stain on the wall. 

He leaned against the wall, eyes looking towards you. He chuckled aloud and your eyes shot to him, “What?”

“I always forget the way you act, you skate with groups of guys, you’re rough and outspoken. What kind of girl are you? You’re practically a guy at this point.” Jungkook remarked and you sent an in genuine smile his way. Of course he’d blatantly express his disgust with girls like you. He only liked girly girls with pretty clothes, long straight hair, and lap dogs.

“Have you ever considered that maybe you just, don’t have enough girls around you? Because personally the thought of no girl wanting you wouldn’t surprise me.” Jungkook’s mouth fell open slightly hearing your words. You’d have to be delusional to truly believe no girls wanted him. You knew you sounded delusional too, but taking a jab at Jungkook’s ego is one of your favorite past times. You turned back to the spot you were cleaning, and you went on your tippy toes to try and reach up the wall. You saw a hand clean it before you could, and once you turned around you were face to face with the jerk himself. 

“W-what? Move.” You said and you tried to step to the side but he took your wrist and pulled you towards him, tilting his head to the side. You swore that your heart stopped at that moment. You could easily push him off, but you just weren’t expecting him to do something like this. 

“Is this fucking prude.. Really acting like I can’t get anyone I want.” He gruffly let out and you let out a breath you didn’t realize you were holding. 

“It’s not an act.” You somehow voiced out, he let out a deep laugh that brought out a feeling in your stomach. Jungkook’s face soon reaches your neck, and you use a hand to grip his arm once he leaves a kiss on your neck.

“You’re not stopping me.” He whispers and he continues to litter kisses up and down your neck. 

“F-fuck you.” At that, Jungkook nibbles your neck and you let out noise at the unexpected action. He continued to do it and you couldn’t stop your reactions. Your neck is your soft spot. Jungkook thought he’d fucking burst right there. He did this only as a joke, but he wasn’t able to stop. Your little noises in his ear were riling him up and he couldn’t help but think this was better than he’d imagined. The two of you didn’t get along, but you are a beautiful woman, and it’s inevitable that he’d have a fantasy or two. Or at least.. That’s what he told himself. 

“J-Jungkook.” Are you finally gonna stop him? He pondered. 

“P-please..” What? What are you asking for?

“Please just touch me Jungkook.” Fuck. 

Jungkook pulled away from your neck and put his forehead against yours while nodding his head. He undid the button of your shorts, he pushed them down before putting his fingers right where you wanted them. Your hand grips his hair and your head falls into his shoulder as he fastens his movements on your heat. 

“Holy shit baby..” He whispered, and he couldn’t believe he called you a pet name. He knew he wanted to rile you up more, and he moved your panties aside and pushed his fingers into you, emitting the loudest moan yet from you. You grinded against his palm and he felt like he was in heaven. 

“Kookie..” You whine out. 

“Kookie! I hope we’ll be best friends forever.” The voice of the young girl he remembered echoed through his mind. 

“Kookie, fuck me..” And he feels his mind run in circles at the thought. 

“Kookie, I like you more than anyone!” He remembers the lies the girls told him. 

“Kookie, please.” You felt your release coming. 

“Kookie, why are you looking at me like that?” Because he loved you. Kookie snaps out of it and looks to see you here right in front of him. He can’t do it. He can’t make himself vulnerable in front of you, not again. He knows he wants this one hundred times more than you do. He knows that after today you’ll move on and pretend it didn’t happen and he’ll still be in love with you. With that thought he pulls his fingers out of you. Jungkook looks at you dead in the eye as he puts his fingers into his mouth. He steps away from you and out of the gym. 

Before you know it he’s left you there alone, and you cover your mouth once you realized what just took place. 

2 years ago, things were completely different.

“I’m gonna do it today guys!” You sat on the bench next to Jimin who only gave you a look that showed he was unconvinced. You looked over at your friend Seulgi to see her making the same face. You looked to them with a lost expression, “What…”

“You tell us all the time that you’ll confess to Jungkook, and then you punk out. I don’t know what to believe anymore.” Seulgi tells you and you shake your head.

“No, I’ve changed. I’m a junior in high school now, it’s time for me to woman up. No other guy makes me feel the way he does.” You mumble out shyly and the two of them make kissy noises and you immediately swat at the two of them until you hear a voice behind you.

“Y/n? Can I talk to you?” You see Jungkook and immediately smile and nod your head. You follow the boy to another bench in a more secluded area.

“What’s up Kook?” You decided on telling him the way you felt after he told you what he wanted to say.

“You know my type right?” You raise an eyebrow and you feel your mouth turn upwards. Is he trying to say you’re his type?

“I like girly girls you know? The ones who always wear the nice dresses and fix their hair all pretty. The ones who don’t like the rough sports and everything.” He starts explaining and you feel your mouth falter.

“Oh.. oh.” You let out.

“Basically not you.. And anyone who says otherwise is blind.” Jungkook asserts and you nod your head. And look away, holding back tears. Did he know? Was he tired of you following him around like a lost puppy?

“I feel the exact same Jungkook. I could never like an egotistical loser like you. I like attractive and understanding guys!” You clenched your fist and stood up and Jungkook look down, his eyebrows furrowing.

“Oh yeah? Well at least I don’t constantly play a sport I suck at, it’s a bit pathetic don’t you think?” Jungkook stood up as well. This angered you. He always said you were getting better, was it all just a lie?

“If i’m so damn pathetic, maybe we just shouldn’t talk to each other anymore.” You angrily let out before storming away.

You were late for the team meeting for the third time this week. You couldn’t help but be hesitant at the thought of going. You didn’t even want to face Jungkook.

He probably thought you were desperate and pathetic. What were you gonna do? Now he knows that he can still get you with the snap of his fingers, and that terrified the living hell out of you. So throughout this month you’d been avoiding the boy like a plague.

As soon as you walked in you were already practicing, rarely interacting with the team. Luckily Jimin was on the team, and you somewhat got along with Jungkook’s friend Taehyung. You skated up a ramp and nearly tripped before arms caught you. You felt Taehyung's arms on your waist, you looked up and thanked him with a relieved smile, and he sent a smile back your way.

“Y/n!” You jump when you hear a harsh voice, you turn to see Jungkook coming towards the two of you, “Come here.”

You look at him and make no move to respond, Taehyung moves his hands from your waist and looks to Jungkook as well. You sigh and go over to Jungkook who immediately grabs your shoulders and turns you in the direction of the ramp.

“I know you Y/n.” Jungkook whispered near your ear, and you continued to look down and away from him as he spoke, “You need to be less tense, and you’ll make it no doubt.” You nod your head and take a deep breath before going down the ramp, more focused on enjoyment rather than perfection. You went back and forth with ease this time. You and Jungkook both cheered once you got back, high fiving before both of your smiles slowly dropped.

“Thanks.. Thanks for this Kook.” You mumble out before skating away.

“Yeah.” He whispers back as you go farther away.

“Wooo!” Your team had finally finished up practice. You guys all invited some friends out and you guys went to celebrate for the day before the tournament. There were jokes being made, and laughs being shared. 

“Thank god Taehyung finally got that move down.” Jungkook cheered and Taehyung shook his head in disappointment. 

‘No thanks to you, you spent all practice watching Y/n and giving her tips.” Taehyung complained, and his words caused you and Jungkook to nearly choke on your food.

“It’s not my fault, she needs the extra practice.” Jungkook stumbles out.

“Or you’re just whipped for her.” One of their friends let out and the whole table began to laugh. You smiled to yourself and poked at your food, and when you looked up you saw Jungkook looking straight at you. You looked away as soon as you could, but soon he was talking again. 

“I’m whipped? But Y/n..” Jungkook starts, “Weren’t you just begging me to fuck you a while ago?” People at the table let out gasps and some laugh while others whisper in surprise. 

“Jungkook… are you joking?” You mumbled.

“We both know what happened.” Jungkook retorted. And just like that he did exactly what you feared. He called you out on how desperate you sounded. 

He was winning the little game you’d created in your mind, and you knew the only thing that could catch you up to him is revenge. 

Later that night half of the group went home and the rest went to the karaoke bar. You had sung a couple of songs, but your mind was on something else. You’d been scanning Jungkook all night, waiting for an Idea to pop in your mind. 

“Jimin, can you tell Jungkook to buy us more drinks? You know he won’t listen to me.” Jungkook’s parents always provided him with a good amount of money, so he often volunteered to pay for the drinks and snacks. You left as Jimin walked over to Jungkook. You quickly paid for a karaoke booth, and you can’t believe you’re wasting money, but you couldn’t miss this opportunity. 

You stood by the booth nervously, playing with your fingers. You watched Jungkook leave the karaoke room and you’re almost stunned by the way he managed to look amazing no matter the setting. You say his name as you see him and look nervously at the booth. 

“Something happened…” You weren’t the best at making things up, all you did is enter the booth, surely he did the same and before he could react you were pressing your body against his. Jungkook gasped as you pushed him back onto the couch and straddled his lap. Before he could even process the situation you were moving your body against his at a slow pace. Jungkook let out a soft grunt and placed his hand on your thigh. You two moved hard against each other as Jungkook began to move along. You were enjoying it way more than you were supposed to. Soon you were putting your hands on his sweats and pulling them down. You looked at his cock for a second, as silly as it sounds you're sure the you in high school would be having tears of joy at this sight. You make eye contact with Jungkook as you start to do little kitty licks on the tip of his dick. 

“Oh my god, You drive me so fucking crazy, you know that?” Jungkook moaned out and it encouraged you to wrap your mouth around him, humming and sending vibrations right to his stomach. 

Your hands start to play with his balls faster and faster the farther you go down on him. Your head then went on to quickly move up and down. Jungkook was a mess, trying to grab on to any object he could hold. You could feel his leg begin curling and he was trying his best not to be too loud. 

“Oh shit, just like that.” Jungkook moaned out, you moved your lips off of him and moved your fingers to your lips.

“Shh, baby not to loud.” You let out, he nods his head and covers his mouth once you go back down on him. He eventually moved his hand from his mouth to grip on to the couch cushion. 

“Shit.. please. I’m gonna cum, yes.” He choked out. And that was your cue. You pulled your mouth off of him and he whined and opened his eyes. Once you made eye contact he shook his head, “No..” 

A smile came to your lips and he sighed in disappointment, “Y/n, don’t.” But before he could say anything more you were out the door. 

Finally it was competition day. You’d all been practicing so hard, and although you hated the thought of doing this in the first place, you’d become set on winning with your team. The whole team was dressed in purple to represent their sponsor. Currently the team was taking a break. 

You guys had been doing good, you’ve made it to the top two. The only thing left is for Jungkook to win the head on head race with the competition and you guys would have the trophy. 

Speaking of Jungkook, the two of you haven't said more than ten words to each other. It felt good at the moment, but in hindsight you should’ve saved your “revenge” for later. It’s not the best idea to feel awkward around your teammate the day of competition. Luckily he seemed to be focused on the competition, and your actions hadn’t impacted him too much in the rink. 

“20 minutes till finals.” A man came in and told you guys and you nodded your head. Your eyes shifted over to Jungkook who’d distanced himself from the three of you. You weren’t sure where the sudden uncomfortable behavior came from. 

“His dad.” Taehyung whispered your way, and you turned to look at him. 

“What?”

“His dad is here.” Taehyung specified and your eyes widened. Jungkook must be freaking out. You’ve always known Jungkook has wanted to make his dad proud, and it doesn’t help that his father used to skate professionally. 

“You guys want to get some snacks before the finals?” Jimin asked the two of you and Taehyung nodded immediately. You guys haven't had much time to eat today. The two of them got up and looked at you.

“I’ll catch up.” You told them. The two of them leave the room soon after and you look over to Jungkook and bite your lip before standing up. Without a sound you took the seat next to him.

“Are you here to sike me out? You know we’re on the same team now so that wouldn’t be the best-” 

“You’re going to do great, Kook.” You interrupt him and he stops speaking, looking down. It’s silent for a few seconds before he shakes his head. You take his hand and squeeze it. 

“You’ve practiced for so long, I know you can do this. Your dad has always wanted to see you compete in a skating competition, and I’m sure he’ll be proud even if you lose.” You assure him and he shakes his head.

“Yeah.. I just wanna do good you know? This is his thing. He came all the way out here to watch me skate.. I can’t screw this up now.” Jungkook couldn’t help but spill out his feelings. Once again you were his confidant like old times, and it felt so good having you there with him when he felt this way. 

“You’re Jeon Jungkook, the boy I was never able to beat. You can do this, alright?” You told him before picking up his purple skates and handing them to him. He smiled in your direction before putting them on. You watched as he pulled on the skates that matched yours, and you still couldn’t believe you were on the same side.

“You know.. I miss you. I miss us.” Jungkook lets out, not looking into your eyes.

“Yeah us.. Remember that? We were like two peas in a pod.” You played with your fingers and you both slowly made eye contact. 

“I can’t believe it all ended because of a stupid crush.” Jungkook said and you look down shaking your head. 

“Yeah.. i’m sorry about that. I couldn’t help how I felt about you, but I shouldn’t have ruined our friendship end over that. I was an emotional teenager in love, give me a break.” Maybe the feeling wasn’t in the past, but he didn’t need to know that. 

“What are you talking about?” Jungkook’s eyebrows scrunched together.

“What are you talking about?” You asked, even more confused. 

“We’re talking about how I liked you, right?” Jungkook asked and you swear your heart dropped. You shook your head quickly, eyes closing.

“I thought we were talking about how I liked you? You didn’t like me, you told me yourself. You said you wanted a girl who is nothing like me.” Jungkook heard your words and he immediately put both of his hands on his face, shaking his head. You were still so confused. 

“I’m a complete idiot.” Jungkook mumbled out.

“What.. what did you do?” You asked him, quietly.

“I was so afraid of telling you how I felt. My friends mocked me for it… they told me if I didn’t confess to you in a week they’d say it themselves. I tried so many times, but I knew you would reject me so I couldn’t do it. That day.. I thought my friends told you the way I felt, and I didn’t want you to think it was true so..” 

“So you lied to me.. And then I told you that you weren’t my type at all.” You finished for him. The two of you sat in silence. All of this for what? You couldn’t believe such a small misunderstanding came between the two of you.

“So.. we liked each other.. That whole time.” You mumble aloud. Jungkook shook his head.

“No Y/n.. “ Jungkook sits up and looks at you, “I was head over heels, in love with you.” Jungkook admitted, and you looked back to him shocked. Your eyes went to his lips, and the two of you moved in closer to each other, but before your lips could touch a knock sounded on the door. The two of you immediately move away from eachother. 

“Hey, we have to head out now guys, I got you some food.” Jimin told the two of you. 

“Jeon and Kim are on each other's tails!” An announcer’s voice rang out. You were yelling out Jungkook's name and cheering for him. You watched as he sped along with his competition.  

His rival, Kim Seokjin glared in his direction as a hill came in view. You could only watch them on a TV screen set up near the finish line. Seokjin was starting to loose his lead, and he decided to “Accidentally” bump into Jungkook, making him fall to the ground. 

“No!” You yell out. Come on Jungkook. Come on. 

Jungkook gets up to his feet, heaving and immediately he’s skating with all of his might. He cuts through the forest area, and everyone knows how difficult it is to skate on grass, but somehow Jungkook managed to do it. You watched as Kim Seokjin’s silhouette came into view, and you could have cried on the spot. Suddenly Jungkook came in through the woods, startling Kim Seokjin who fell in shock. 

Jungkook kept on moving until his body hit the finish line and the whole crowd roared in celebration. Jimin and Taehyung picked up Jungkook and cheered before dropping him when his dad came to view. 

You watched from afar as Jungkook hugged his father and the two talked for a bit. Jimin and Taehyung somehow managed to grab the trophy and celebrate with it while Jungkook was distracted. 

“My god guys, we just got the trophy, don’t break it.” You warn the two of them with a laugh. You then hear your name, and you turn to see Jungkook, coming straight towards you. As if it were a movie, he placed his hands on your face, pulling you into a kiss. Cheers came from your friends and parents who’ve all been patiently waiting for the day you two finally got together. 

Jungkook and you let out giggles as he shakily tried to open the door to his apartment. You’d all just gone out and celebrated your win, but you and Jungkook left early because of.. Circumstances. 

Once the door was opened and closed the two of you were kissing. Jungkook held on to your waist and you held on to his shirt as the two of you stumbled into his bedroom. Soon you two pulled away, and you Quickly began undressing yourselves. You took off your shoes and threw them to the side, next were your shorts, and lastly your shirt. Once Jungkook had his clothes off he opened his arms for you to jump into. You jump up and wrap your legs around his hips, giggling as his lips kissed you neck. 

Before you know it he pushed your back to the bed. His lips kissed yours softly at first, at least until the two of you began grinding on each other. This time the two of you were free to moan as loud as you wanted to. 

“Your moans are so beautiful baby, I can’t wait to hear the way you sound when I’m inside of you.” Jungkook whispered, and you nodded your head. Soon he pulled your panties down and threw them to the side. He left soft kisses on your thighs before moving his fingers to your middle, quickly moving his fingers around and your moans quickly increased in sound. You loved the feeling, but you didn’t want his fingers anymore, you just wanted to finally fuck him. 

“I wanna ride you.” You sat up slightly and your words caused him to pause his movement. He remembered the karaoke bar and how bad he wanted you to ride him that night, soon he flipped you over and you smiled in his direction. You pulled down his boxers, kissing up his body until your lips were on his again for a quick peck. You grabbed his cock and re positioned it before slowly going down on him. Once all of him was inside of you the two of you let out  equally loud moans. 

“How does it feel Kookie?” You whispered, but he only responded in groan, his head falling back as you moved on top of him. Your hip movement became faster and moans filled the room, Jungkook’s hands gripped onto the sheets. 

“This is all I've fucking wanted for weeks now.” Jungkook let out, and you felt butterflies rumble in your stomach at his lustful and vulnerable tone. 

“After the.. Shit… after the gym.. I think I came more than three times that night just thinking of how beautiful your moans are, baby.” He admitted, and you knew his words were bringing you closer. 

“Fuck Jungkook. I wan.. When you come.. Come inside me please.” You begged him, and at your words his hips snapped up at the thought. Luckily you were on the pill, but either way at this point you were willing to risk it all for him. Your hips started moving sporadically and he knew you were close. Jungkook flipped you over and put his hands on your neck, his eyes looking into yours. He pushed into you again, moving his hips at a fast pace. 

“Oh my god, Kookie.. I’m gonna cum.” You could barely let out with his soft hold on your neck. When you felt your high coming you moved your arm to your face and Jungkook immediately held it down away from your face. 

“No, I wanna see you lose it. I wanna see it.” Jungkook sputtered out, and he knew he was coming close as well. Suddenly you felt your stomach drop and you were coming around him, moving your hips eagerly and the way you squeezed around him caused Jungkook to let go too.

Jungkook’s eyes closed and his mouth fell open as he shot endless streams of cum inside of you. The two of you breathed heavily, and his face fell into your neck. Jungkook took your hands in his and you guys sat in each other's warmth for a bit. Jungkook grabbed some tissues from his night stand once he was able to breathe again, and he cleaned you up. 

You two laid together in a comfortable silence. 

“Is now the best time to ask you on a date?” He asked, and the two of you laughed at the situation, but you nodded your head and cuddled into him.

“I love you, Y/n.” Jungkook told you. 

“I love you, Kookie.” You responded, and you guys kiss again, a kiss full of love and passion. 

“Kookie?” A little girl says, holding hands with a little boy as they walk around a playground. 

“Hm?” The boy responds.

“My mommy says that you should spend your life with someone you love.” The girl says confidently. The boy is a bit confused, he wasn’t sure what love was. 

“So if I love you, we will be together forever?” The boy asked.

“Mmm!” The girl nods.

“Okay. I love you Y/n!” The boy says happily. 

“Me too! Will you always love me?” The girl asked with a smile.

“Yes! Always.”