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— you were known to austin’s friends as his ‘scary dog best friend’ for a reason. you were a walking storm cloud, a constant scowl on your face, a glare lurking for everyone who tried to get your attention, all dark clothes and intense words. you rarely grew fond of people besides those who were extremely close to you and you rarely socialized with those you didn’t know. so when you and hasan started dating, it was a big shock to those who knew you.

— you and hasan are complete opposites. he was the literal definition of sunshine. he somehow always had urge to go and do stuff, always had the charisma to talk to anyone he wanted to, always had the energy of the sun every single day. there shouldn’t have been a connection, but you grew intrigued by him and wanted to know more, which was surprising to yourself.

— you made a good couple, turns out. out in public, you looked like his scary dog who was named something stupid like ‘princess’ or ‘cupcake’ who would kill someone if they crossed a boundary. you liked being out with him, because he let you be independent, but sometimes he would just make you feel like you needed him by your side.

— in private, he was even sweeter to you. he turned into a whipped man every time you came over, dancing to corny love songs in the kitchen while you made dinner, watching movies you insisted he needed to see while you cuddled up on the couch with kaya next to you, swimming in the summer while you sat on the edge with your legs dipped in, taking baths together in his low lit bathroom, all the sweet sappy stuff. he would leave his streams for a few minutes to come check on you and talk with you, and if you asked, he would end early. you’ll get briefly mentioned as ‘someone’ if chat questions who he was talking to when you passed his streaming room, some people speculating on who it was getting timed out if they got weird about it.

— he gets up at the crack of dawn, while you go to bed as the moon sets. he’ll try to drag you into bed when he gets tired, and if you do, he’ll fall asleep next to you with an arm over your stomach as you stay up a few hours before his alarm. you do the same when he wakes up, trying to keep him in bed with you for just a little longer, rolling over into his warm spot when he eventually leaves you to shower. you’ll wake fully when he comes back with kaya, the bear disguised in a dogs body would climb onto the bed and lick you as hasan did nothing to get her down, only laughing at your whines at the attack.

— when he manages to get you to go out with him to a party or a club with your friends, he’s your rock. he knows you have a limit for social interactions, and can’t hold the fake nice mask for too long. so when he notices that you’re getting tired or zoning out and talking less and less, he’ll swiftly make his exit with you and have the rest of the night alone and in the comfort of his home with you. there have been many times you two have done an irish goodbye and would wake to texts from friends who had gotten used to the occasional disappearance telling you to get home safe.