#harzzello

Hope you’ve had a better day today ❤️

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The first thing Joe does when he sees Ben at the airport is cry.

He feels like a complete idiot, but seeing Ben just makes him so emotional, and he can’t help but wonder how the hell they’re going to deal with this.

But then there are strong arms around him, holding him close and stroking his hair.

“Hey,” Ben says softly. “Hey, it’s okay. I’m here now.”

“Hey,” Joe says in a croaky voice, burying his face in Ben’s shoulder.

“Holy shit,” Ben says, hunting around for the bag he’s had packed for weeks. “Holy shit, holy shit-“

“Ben,” Joe says through gritted teeth. “Not helping, honey!”

“Sorry!” Ben locates the bag and the car keys, before gently helping Joe up.

The older man cups his bump as he breathes deeply. “Happy birthday to me, huh?”

It should feel weird.

It should feel weird when you fuck one of your best mates for the first time, but fucking Joe is the exact opposite of that.

It feels so right.

It’s desperate and needy but at the same time gentle and soft, and Ben has never felt this comfortable with someone the first time he’s slept with them. But rubbing his cock against Joe’s and fingering the older man open feels like the most natural thing in the world, and when Ben enters Joe for the first time it’s like coming home.

Joe clings to him and sighs as Ben fucks him gently, and there’s such trust in his eyes alongside the vulnerability that Ben knows those are the eyes he wants to look into every night.

“Hey,” Ben says softly, running his hands up Joe’s biceps. “What’s all this about?”

“What?” Joe rolls his hips, but self-consciously covers himself a little tighter.

“This.” Ben strokes Joe’s arms again. “You being all shy. S’not like you.”

Joe shrugs and bounces on Ben’s cock a little faster in what seems like an attempt to distract him, but Ben just gently tries to take Joe’s hands in his own. He’s not stupid; he knows Joe hates his chest and tummy, and being in this position is only making him feel more self-conscious.

“Baby,” Ben says softly, kissing Joe’s knuckles. “You’re beautiful. Every part of you. You should know that by how hard my cock is right now. So let me just enjoy you for a little bit.”

Joe still doesn’t look completely comfortable, but he doesn’t protest.

Ben shifts himself up to lick both of Joe’s nipples, and he grins when the older man moans.