Best friends. A fake relationship. One weekend in Edinburghâand maybe a shot at something real.
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The soft hum of the evening surrounded them as they sat on Harryâs plush couch, nestled in the heart of his spacious home. The minimalist decor of his living room reflected the careful balance between his hectic life in the spotlight and his need for peace. His house, though large, was warm, with low lighting that gave it a cozy, intimate feel. The air was thick with the scent of the coffee table candles heâd lit earlierânotes of sandalwood and something sweet.
Harry sat next to Y/N, his body half-turned toward her as he read a book, legs tucked beneath him like a cat seeking comfort. There was a distinct softness about him when he was in his own space, away from the flashing cameras and curious eyes of the public. His hair, dark and messy, tumbled over his forehead, catching in the dim light, giving him a boyish charm that contrasted sharply with his usual confident and polished public persona.
He wore a simple white t-shirt, the fabric clinging loosely to his lean frame. His broad shoulders spoke of strength, but his posture, slightly hunched as he leaned into his book, gave off an air of vulnerability. His long fingers traced the edges of the pages absentmindedly, and now and then, his green eyes flicked up from the book, studying Y/N with a kind of quiet amusement, like he was aware of the unspoken understanding that lay between them.
Harry had always been attentive, almost in a way that felt second nature, as though he knew more about her moods than she did. There was something undeniably magnetic about himâhis laugh was a little softer here, his voice a touch lower. His fame could never overshadow the gentle heart he showed her when they were alone.
Y/Nâs eyes hovered over the same paragraph for what felt like the hundredth time. The words blurred together, the meaning lost as her mind wandered to the man sitting beside her. She was supposed to be reading a novel on leadershipâsomething meant to inspire her as she navigated her demanding corporate jobâbut her thoughts kept drifting back to him. It was ironic, really. The book talked about control and decisiveness, yet here she was, lost in the one thing she couldnât control: her feelings for Harry.
She had always found him attractive. Noâmore than attractive. Beautiful in the kind of way that felt effortless. His messy hair, the way his lips quirked into a half-smile, those green eyes that seemed to see straight through her⌠It all added up to someone she could never quite believe was real. Heâd always been larger than life to her, even before the fame. Back when they were younger, when they were just two young adults with dreams and no idea where life would take them.
But then, his life had soared into stardom, and hers had stayed grounded in the corporate world. He became Harry Stylesâthe Harry Stylesâand she remained his best friend, hidden away from the glamour of his world. She had watched as women swooned over him, throwing themselves at his feet, and she had silently swallowed her feelings. She knew she could never compete. He was out of her league, in every possible way.
And yet, sitting here next to him, as close as they were, it was impossible not to be reminded of just how deep her feelings for him ran. His presence had always had this effect on her, an electric undercurrent that made her skin tingle and her heart pound just a little harder. She stole a glance at him over the top of her book. He was engrossed in whatever he was reading, completely unaware of the thoughts swirling in her mind.
Thatâs what made it all so painfulâhe would never see her that way. She was just Y/N, his best mate, his confidant. The one person who was always there, but never the one he looked at with desire. She felt a knot tighten in her chest as she allowed herself, for just a moment, to imagine what it would be like if things were different. If she were someone else. If he saw her the way she saw him.
As if sensing her gaze, Harry suddenly looked up, catching her in the act. His lips twitched into a small, knowing smile, and he set his book down on the coffee table.
âWhatâs going on in that head of yours?â he asked, his voice low, breaking the silence between them. His eyes locked onto hers, and the way he studied her made her feel exposed, as though he could read her thoughts without her saying a word. âYouâve been staring at that same page for ages.â
Y/N quickly dropped her gaze, closing the book to avoid his probing eyes. âItâs nothing,â she mumbled, though the heat rising to her cheeks gave her away.
He tilted his head, not buying it for a second. âCome on,â he coaxed, a teasing edge to his voice. âSpill it. I know you. Youâve got that look.â
She shifted uncomfortably, trying to laugh it off. âWhat look?â
âThe one where youâre overthinking everything,â he said, leaning back against the couch, still watching her closely. His gaze softened. âTalk to me, Y/N. Whatâs going on?â
Y/Nâs breath hitched in her throat as Harryâs green eyes bore into hers, his expression filled with gentle concern. She had always struggled to lie to him. Whenever he looked at her like that, like he truly cared, she felt like he could see right through her. The panic rose quickly, threatening to bubble over, and she knew she had to say somethingâanythingâto steer the conversation away from the thoughts that were tangled up in her mind.
She blurted out the first thing that came to her. âMy cousinâs getting married.â
Harry raised an eyebrow, clearly taken aback by the abrupt change of subject. âWhich cousin?â
Y/N let out a long sigh, glad for the distraction, though the topic sheâd chosen wasnât much better. âThe worst one. Out of the three, I mean. You know, the one whoâs always got something to say about everything. Perfect life, perfect fiancĂŠ, perfect job⌠perfect everything.â
Harryâs expression softened into one of amused sympathy. He knew exactly the kind of family pressure Y/N was talking about. He stretched out his legs, making himself more comfortable, as if settling in for a story. âAh, her. That sounds like fun,â he teased, his voice laced with sarcasm.
Y/N rolled her eyes, tucking her legs beneath her as she faced him. âItâs not just her. Itâs the whole family. Theyâre all so excited, and for some reason, theyâre all hell-bent on me bringing a date.â She threw her hands up in frustration. âI donât even have a boyfriend, but everyone keeps asking if Iâm bringing someone. Theyâre already assuming Iâm going to show up with a âplus one,â and I just⌠I donât want to deal with the humiliation of telling them Iâm still single. Again.â
Harryâs brow furrowed slightly as he listened, a small frown tugging at his lips. He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees as he looked at her thoughtfully. âY/N, you donât owe anyone an explanation. If you donât want to bring someone, then donât. Your familyâs expectations shouldnât dictate your happiness.â
Y/N smiled weakly, appreciating the sentiment, but her heart was still heavy with the weight of the situation. âI know, but itâs just⌠hard. Itâs like they see me as incomplete because I donât have someone.â She let out a bitter laugh. âThey donât understand that Iâm happy with my life. But at a wedding, itâs like a flashing neon sign that Iâm alone.â
Y/N smiled weakly, appreciating the sentiment, but her heart was still heavy with the weight of the situation. âI know, but itâs just⌠hard. Itâs like they see me as incomplete because I donât have someone.â She let out a bitter laugh. âThey donât understand that Iâm happy with my life. But at a wedding, itâs like a flashing neon sign that Iâm alone.â
The room fell silent for a moment as Harry absorbed her words, his gaze softening even further. He opened his mouth, about to say something, but then paused, seemingly deep in thought.
Y/N bit her lip, realizing she was rambling, but it was easier to talk about this than the real issue she was trying to avoid. And with Harry sitting so close, his concern for her so palpable, it made her feel even more off-balance. Every time he cared, every time he listened so intently, it reminded her of how much she longed for something more than just friendship.
But that wasnât an option. Not with him. So, she buried it all under the wedding invitation and the pressures from her family, hoping it would be enough to keep him from asking more.
Harry studied her for a long moment, eyes searching her face like he could sense there was something more she wasnât saying. He tilted his head slightly, lips pressing together in that way he always did when he was thinking hard.
âIs that really why youâre freaking out?â he asked gently, his voice laced with quiet skepticism.
Y/N felt her stomach twist, the question catching her off guard. She hated how easily he could see through her, but she wasnât about to crack. Not when it came to her deeper feelings. So, she nodded quickly, clutching onto the family wedding excuse like a lifeline. âYes, it is. Itâs a big issue, Harry. Every time I visit my family, it just⌠it tears me down a little more. They make me feel like Iâm somehow falling behind because I donât have someone. Itâs exhausting.â
He sighed softly, his eyes softening with sympathy, though there was still a trace of doubt in his gaze. Without saying anything more, he leaned back against the couch and picked up his book again, his fingers absently running along the spine.
For a few minutes, silence fell between them, the crackling of the fire and the soft rustle of turning pages the only sounds filling the room. Y/N watched him out of the corner of her eye, heart still racing from the close call. She didnât know what sheâd do if he pushed furtherâif he managed to pry open the lid sheâd been keeping on her feelings. She shifted in her seat, trying to focus on her book, but the words refused to make sense.
Then, just as she was beginning to lose herself in her own anxious thoughts, Harry broke the silence.
âIâve got an easy solution,â he said suddenly, his voice calm and casual, like he hadnât just spent several minutes in contemplative silence. He didnât even look up from his book. âIâll go with you.â
Y/N blinked, his words not quite registering at first. âWhat?â
He glanced over at her, a small smile tugging at the corner of his lips. âIâll be your date. To the wedding,â he clarified, as if it was the most obvious thing in the world. âProblem solved.â
Her heart skipped a beat, her mind racing to catch up. âYou⌠youâre serious?â She could hardly believe what she was hearing. Harry Styles, her best friendâand secret crushâoffering to be her date to her cousinâs wedding?
âOf course,â he said, shrugging as if it were no big deal. âIf itâll make things easier for you, Iâm in. Iâll go, smile for the family, and be the perfect distraction. You wonât have to deal with any awkward questions about being single.â
Y/N stared at him, stunned. He made it sound so simple, like it was no trouble at all. But for her, it was anything but simple. Having him at her side, pretending to be her date, while she tried to keep her feelings under control⌠It sounded like both a dream and a nightmare all at once.
She swallowed hard, trying to find her voice. âHarry, you donât have toââ
âI want to,â he interrupted, closing his book and turning his full attention to her now. His gaze was steady, sincere. âYouâre my best friend, Y/N. If this is stressing you out, let me help. Iâd be happy to go with you.â
Her heart swelled at his words, warmth spreading through her chest at the thought of him being there, by her side, at a time when she felt most vulnerable. But at the same time, the reality of pretendingâof standing next to him, feeling things she shouldnât, knowing it was all just for showâmade her feel dizzy.
âAre you sure?â she asked, her voice quieter now, almost unsure.
Harryâs smile widened into that familiar, mischievous grin. âPositive. And besides, who wouldnât want to show off a date like me?â he teased, his tone light, but his eyes still holding that warm, comforting sincerity.
Y/N couldnât help but laugh, her anxiety easing just a little. Maybe, just maybe, having Harry with her wouldnât be so bad. It might even be the perfect distractionâfrom her family, and from her feelings. If she could keep them in check, that is.
âHeâs going with you?!â Maddieâs voice echoed through the apartment, loud and full of disbelief.
Y/N, sitting cross-legged on the floor in her bedroom, groaned and yelled back, âI know!â
Maddie appeared in the doorway a second later, her eyes wide with shock and excitement. âHarry Stylesâyour best friend and international superstarâis going to a wedding with you. As your date. This is⌠this is insane!â
Y/N let out a half-laugh, half-sigh as she flopped back onto her bed, staring up at the ceiling. âTrust me, Iâm still trying to process it.â
Maddie crossed her arms, leaning against the doorframe. âOkay, letâs go over the logistics because this is a lot to unpack. First of all, the wedding is a whole weekend, right?â
âYeah,â Y/N muttered, sitting up and running a hand through her hair. âItâs in Edinburgh, so weâre going up on Friday, staying until Sunday. Two full days of family, dinners, receptions, and a ton of small talk.â
âAnd Harry knows this?â Maddie asked, raising an eyebrow skeptically.
Y/N bit her lip, her voice dropping to a quiet murmur. âNo, not exactly.â
Maddieâs eyes widened even further. âWait, so you havenât told him itâs a whole weekend thing? What if he backs out when he realizes itâs not just a one-night event?â
Y/N sat up straighter, her anxiety returning in full force. âI mean, I hope he wonât. He offered so casually, but I didnât get into all the details.â She winced, feeling a bit guilty for not being completely upfront. âItâs just... he said yes so easily, and I didnât want to overwhelm him with everything all at once.â
Maddie shook her head, pacing the room in thought. âOkay, well, youâve got to tell him. Heâs going to need to know what heâs signing up for. The last thing you want is him backing out last minute.â
âI know,â Y/N agreed, sighing. âIâll tell him tomorrow. I just⌠I really hope he doesnât change his mind. Itâs already going to be awkward enough dealing with my family, and having Harry there is the only thing keeping me sane.â
Maddie stopped pacing and turned to her with a mischievous smile. âWell, thereâs something else we need to focus on.â
âWhatâs that?â Y/N asked, dreading the answer.
âYour outfits!â Maddie exclaimed, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. âThis is a wedding weekend in Edinburgh with Harry as your date. You need to look absolutely perfect every single day.â
Y/N groaned, burying her face in her hands. âMaddie, please donât make this into a fashion show. Iâm already freaking out as it is.â
Her roommate crossed the room and sat down on the bed beside her, nudging her playfully. âListen, if you want your family to shut up about you being single, youâve got to show up looking like the best version of yourself. And besidesâŚâ She shot her a knowing look. âIt wouldnât hurt for Harry to see you in a new light.â
Y/N peeked up at her through her fingers. âWhat do you mean?â
Maddie grinned. âCome on, Y/N. Youâve had a crush on him for as long as Iâve known you. Maybe this is the chance to finally turn his head, you know? If heâs going to be by your side all weekend, you might as well look stunning while youâre at it.â
Y/Nâs heart fluttered at the thought, but she quickly shook her head. âHarry doesnât see me that way, Mads. Heâs going because heâs a good friend. Thatâs it.â
âMaybe. But maybe not,â Maddie said with a wink. âEither way, weâre going to make sure you look incredible. Now, whereâs that suitcase of yours? Weâve got some planning to do.â
The next day, Y/N stood outside Harryâs house, a small bouquet of flowers in her hand. She smiled as she reached for the familiar key in her pocket, the one Harry had given her ages ago. She slipped it into the lock, the click of the door unlocking bringing a sense of comfort. Harryâs house had always felt like a second home to herâsometimes more of a home than her own apartment, if she was honest.
Walking inside, the familiar scent fresh linen greeted her, making her feel instantly at ease. She made her way into the kitchen, glancing around at the cozy space before setting the flowers down on the counter. After a quick search for a vase, she arranged them carefully, letting out a satisfied sigh once they were settled. The bright colors of the flowers added a little warmth to the room, something she liked doing whenever she visited.
âHarry?â she called out, already heading towards the back of the house and into the familiar hallway that led to his bedroom.
âCloset!â his voice echoed, slightly muffled, from somewhere in the bedroom.
She stepped inside, smiling to herself. His bedroom looked like it always didâneatly chaotic, with a mix of designer clothes and random bits of his life scattered about. But one thing caught her eye immediately: his Gucci suitcase, already lying open on the floor, ready to be packed.
Heâs really going through with it, she thought, a mixture of excitement and nerves bubbling up inside her.
As she approached the closet, Harry emerged, fresh out of the shower, a towel slung low around his hips. His damp curls clung to his forehead, and water still glistened on his skin. He caught her eye and grinned.
âDidnât hear you come in,â he said, toweling off his hair as he glanced down at the suitcase. âI figured Iâd start getting things ready for this weekend. here we come.â
Y/N chuckled, leaning against the doorway of his closet. âYouâre already ahead of me. I havenât even started packing yet.â
Harry shot her a playful look. âDonât worry, Iâll help you choose your outfits. You know I have opinions.â
Y/N rolled her eyes, her heart lightened by his teasing. But as she looked at himâstanding there so casually, like this whole wedding weekend was no big dealâa knot formed in her chest. It was all starting to feel very real, and the idea of spending an entire weekend with him, pretending he was her date, was starting to feel overwhelming. Still, she couldnât deny how good it felt to be in his presence, the one place where everything seemed a little less complicated.
Y/N lingered by the doorway of Harryâs closet, watching as he continued to dry his hair, the smell of his cologne mixing with the steam from his shower. She glanced again at the Gucci suitcase on the floor, neatly positioned and ready to be packed. A wave of guilt hit her. She hadnât told him everything yetâabout the wedding being an entire weekend event.
Clearing her throat, she shifted her weight. âSo, uh, Harry⌠thereâs something I need to mention about the wedding.â
Harry raised an eyebrow, still toweling his hair, his grin never faltering. âWhatâs that? Do I need to brush up on my dance moves?â
She let out a small laugh, then bit her lip. âItâs not just the wedding ceremony, you know. Itâs kind of⌠a whole weekend thing.â
He stopped drying his hair, the towel resting on his shoulders as he turned to face her fully. âA whole weekend?â
Y/N nodded, her heart picking up its pace. âYeah. Itâs in Edinburgh, and thereâs a dinner on Friday, the ceremony and reception on Saturday, and a brunch on Sunday. Itâs like⌠a three-day event.â
For a moment, Harry just stared at her, blinking. His eyes searched her face, processing what sheâd just said.
âWait, so itâs a full-on wedding extravaganza?â he asked, his voice tinged with amusement.
Y/N nodded again, suddenly feeling sheepish. âYeah, I shouldâve mentioned that before. But I didnât want to scare you off.â
Harry let out a low chuckle, shaking his head. âScare me off? Y/N, Iâm already committed to this. Youâre not getting rid of me that easily.â He tossed the towel aside and crossed the room, leaning casually against the wall beside her. âA weekend in Edinburgh with you? Honestly, that sounds like a good time.â
Y/Nâs eyes flickered with relief, though a part of her was still nervous. âYou sure? I mean, itâs a lotâmy family, the pressure⌠all of it.â
Harry shrugged, giving her a reassuring smile. âIâve done crazier things. Plus, Iâm kind of looking forward to charming your family.â His grin widened, eyes sparkling. âSo, when do we leave?â
Y/N smiled, her chest filling with warmth. He really wasnât backing out. He was in this with her, and somehow, the weekend ahead didnât seem so daunting anymore.
Y/N and Harry sat cross-legged on the floor of his living room, plates of Indian takeout spread across the coffee table. The comforting aroma of curry and naan filled the room as they half-watched How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days playing on the TV. They had seen it a million times, but it never got oldâHarry always laughed at the same parts, and Y/N always teased him for knowing the lines better than she did.
As Y/N scooped up a bite of butter chicken with a piece of naan, she noticed Harry glancing at her with a mischievous look in his eyes. She raised an eyebrow, already suspicious. âWhatâs that look for?â
Harry grinned, leaning back against the couch, plate balanced on his lap. âI was just thinking about the wedding.â
âPlease donât remind me,â Y/N groaned, shaking her head. âIâm still processing the fact that youâre actually going.â
âDonât worry, Iâm still all in,â Harry assured her, nudging her playfully. âBut I had a thought⌠Why donât we drive to Edinburgh?â
Y/N blinked, lowering her fork. âDrive? Like, from here to Edinburgh? Thatâs over eight hours, H.â
âExactly!â he said, his eyes lighting up like it was the best idea heâd ever had. âThink about itâif we drive, we have complete control. If things get weird at the wedding, weâll have a getaway car. No waiting around for flights or relying on anyone. We can just leave whenever we want.â
Y/N gave him a skeptical look. âYouâre planning our escape before weâve even arrived?â
He shrugged, popping a piece of naan into his mouth. âI like to be prepared. And besides, itâs not just about the escape plan. Weâd get a proper road trip! Snacks, music, random stops at those little roadside placesâremember the last time we did a long drive?â
Y/N couldnât help but smile at the memory. âYeah, and you made us stop at every service station just to try the food.â
Harryâs grin widened. âExactly! Imagine all the snacks we could packâcrisps, chocolate, samosas. And the musicâoh, the music! Iâll make the ultimate road trip playlist. Weâll sing along the whole way, windows down, no stress.â
Y/N snorted, shaking her head. âYou just want an excuse to sing loudly and off-key, donât you?â
âHey, I have excellent taste in road trip tunes,â he said, pointing a fork at her in mock offense. âBesides, donât you think itâd be fun? Eight hours in the car, just us, no rush.â
She tilted her head, contemplating the idea for a moment. As much as she loved the thought of a carefree road trip with Harry, she was more focused on practicality. âLook, I get it. But itâs just⌠flying is so much quicker. Weâll be there in less than two hours, and we wonât be exhausted by the time we get there. We need our energy for my family and the whole wedding thing.â
Harry leaned back against the couch, pouting playfully. âWhereâs your sense of adventure?â
She looked over at Harry, who was now munching on a piece of naan with an expectant grin on his face. He seemed to sense her change of heart and glanced up, eyebrows raised in question.
âYou know,â Y/N said, breaking the comfortable silence, âLetâs do it!â.
Harryâs eyes widened in surprise and delight. âReally? Are you serious?â
Y/N nodded, a smile tugging at her lips. âYeah, why not? It could be fun. And I guess having the car would be good for flexibility. If we need a quick escape or just want to explore a bitâŚâ
Harryâs face lit up with enthusiasm. âRightâ.
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summary: as the yule ball is approaching, both you and harry potter want to attend together, but end up asking other people in fear of ruining your friendship. inspired by @notnotcasey on tiktok's series.
words: 900ish
warnings: fluff, angst, pining. wrote this a while ago but it's not bad?
"I'm starving," Ron bellowed as he sat down opposite you at the Gryffindor dining table. Every day, he would repeat this, each time more genuine than the last. Harry sat silently next to him, picking at his food rather than eating it. You did the same. Hermione sat next to you, eating as she normally did. She looked at you, then your plate.
"Are you okay?" She whispered to you amongst the noisy dining hall. You nodded in response, then directed your attention to Harry.
"Ah," She nodded. Silent communication was the only outlet you could bare right now. Ron couldn't be more clueless.
"Hey, Harry," He said in between mouthfuls of sausage and tomatoes. "Who're ya askin to the ball?" You and Hermione exchanged looks once again. Harry remained fixed on his full plate.
"Harry," Ron repeated, nudging him with his elbow.
"Hm?" Harry finally looked up from his daze to
meet your stare. You quickly blinked away.
"Who're you going to the ball with? I heard Parvati-" He was cut off by Harry jabbing him with his elbow. Hermione perked up.
"I'm going to the washroom. Care to join, y/n?" Without allowing you to respond, she swiftly grabbed your hand and began walking out of the dining hall. You looked back at Harry as you were led away, a sorrowful and empty expression still on his features. As soon as the two of you were out of sight, Hermione stopped in her tracks.
  "Are you okay?" She crossed her arms, serious about getting the truth this time.
  "I mean, yeah," You replied. "How can I be mad when he has no idea-"
  "You have to tell him," Her expression was desperate.
  "Tell him what exactly?" You mimicked her posture.
  "That you love him, y/n!" Something so simple seemed impossible. You fell silent and your body slouched. She sighed and placed a hand on your shoulder as to comfort you.
  "I don't know, Mione," You removed her soothing hand from tour arm and stepped away from her. As if your gesture ended the conversation, a figure came around the corner behind you.
  "Malfoy," Hermione greeted him with a sour tone. You turned to see him standing only a few feet from you, dressed in his obnoxious all-black uniform.
  "Granger," He shot back, a devious smirk on his face. He looked down at you with the same mischievous expression.
  "Can we help you? We're in the middle of something," Hermione stood her ground.
  "Yes, I see that. Since y/n was finally away from Potter for a moment, I was going to propose that I accompany her to the yule ball this weekend, assuming he hasn't already asked her," You nearly choked. Your reaction widened his smirk. Hermione scoffed.
  "As if she'd go with you," Draco turned to you. Hermione did the same. You were silent.
  "Looks like you don't know everything, Granger," He teased. Hermione folded her arms and furrowed her brow.
  "You're impossible," She huffed as she stormed off back into the dining hall. After a moment of listening to Hermione's footsteps echo away, Draco turned back to you.
  "So he hasn't asked you yet? I knew he was a coward," His tone was angry instead of self-righteous like you expected.
  "No, he hasn't," You mumbled. He looked down at you with a glimmer of sympathy in his eyes.
  "Well then, I suppose I'll have to show you what a real man is. That is, if you're accepting my proposal," He loosened his tie, showing a glimmer of doubt. You straightened your posture, regaining what little confidence you had.
  "I reckon I don't have much of a choice, now do I?" His smirk reappeared. He stepped closer to you.
  "No, you don't," He lifted a hand to brush the hair out of your face. Your whole body tingled. "See you there," You could feel his breath on your neck. He slowly drew himself back and walked back into the dining hall. Maybe this won't be so bad after all.
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  Warm candle light filled Harry's dorm room as he sat patiently on his bed. You stood behind wooden privacy shutters, peering through the cracks to watch his expression as you stepped into the third dress you wanted to show him. An emerald, velvet cloth draped over your shoulders as you stepped in front of him.
  "Mind zipping me up, Harry?" You pulled your hair to one side and turned, exposing your bare back to him. He nearly choked, which made you smile to yourself.
  "Yeah- sure," He stammered out of bed and walked over to you. His warm breath on your back sent chills down your spine. As gently as he could, he placed a hand at the top of your dress as to hold it in position while the other gradually made its way up your body. You stifled a shudder. Once you turned back to him, you adjusted your hair and met his gaze.
  "What do you think?" You inquired, a dimply smile occupying your face. His expression fell like it once did in the dining hall. He was reminded of how dreadful the Yule Ball would be without you by his side.
  "I think you should ask Hermione," He replied curtly, folding his arms and drawing himself away. You chuckled.
  "I want to know what you think, silly," Your attempts in lightening the situation failed.
  "I think they're all green," He sighed and ran his hand through his floppy brown mop of hair and shoved the other in his pocket. You rolled your eyes and began unzipping your dress.
  "Well, since I'm going with Malfoy, I figured-" He cut you off, his voice louder than before.
  "You're going with Malfoy?" His arms were crossed now.
  "You're going with Parvati," You shot back, stepping behind the shutters again. He walked to the other side of the shutters. You couldn't see much but his silhouette.
  "You could've picked anyone else," He huffed. Your dress on the floor now, you felt more exposed than ever, even though he couldn't see you. You folded into yourself, feeling hurt.
  "I could say the same for you," Your words were quiet, but heavy. Realization. Harry stormed out of his dorm, leaving you alone. Your eyes welled with tears that fell once Harry slammed the door. You gathered your things, feeling pathetic. Soft sobs escaped in between sniffles as you dressed. Just as you were about to leave, a knock.
  "Y/n?" Ron's voice was soft and empathetic. You quickly wiped your tears and brushed yourself off.
  "Come in," You chimed. He practically tiptoed into the dorm, almost as if stomping would set you off.
  "I heard what happened," Almost as a reflex, you rolled your eyes.
  "If you're going to yell at me, just save it," You wiped your nose and held your things close to your chest. He sighed and sat on the bed opposite to Harry's. He looked up at you with disdain. He didn't want to just as much as you didn't want him to. You dragged your feet as you walked over to a spot next to him and sat down. He opened his posture to you and wrapped an arm around your back, rubbing your shoulder. The gesture almost made you want to cry even more. Instead, you let your head fall on his shoulder.
  "I would be just as crossed as he is right now," He mumbled in an exhausted tone. You wiped your dripping nose once more.
  "I know," He let his cheek rest on your crown. "I imagine Hermione's pretty crossed too," You continued.
  "We're all crossed," He reasoned with a soft smile. "Just especially Harry," You chuckled at his remark. The room fell silent again for a long moment before Ron spoke up again.
  "He didn't know you felt that way about him," His claim held truth.
  "Yeah, I see that now," You sat upright on the bed, leaving Ron's arm around your waist.
  "Just give him time," He reassured you as he drew his arm back. You nodded. He brushed the loose hair behind your ear and smiled. He wrapped his bulky arms around you and you returned the gesture.
  "Thanks for making me feel better," You muttered into his shoulder. "You should do the same for Harry. I don't think he wants to see me right now,"
  "Yeah, that's probably for the best," He pulled away and stood up. "You better go talk to Hermione though. She just ignores what I have to say,"
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"Welcome to Fallen Ranch!"
"Oh, I thought it was fall in. Like fallin' a part"
Harry Styles was Boston Creek's must have rancher. He was hard to come by, hard to accommodate to, and a pain in everyone's ass; but he did a damn good job, which made him become very desirable. Everyone wanted him, and if you had him, you had to make sure you could afford to keep him. Not only was his pay out of this world, but he also requested room & board, including meals, a truck to get to town and at least one day off a week. If you wanted your chance at Harry Styles being your Rancher, there was absolutely no wiggle room for discussion. Delaney knew how much of a pain in the ass Harry Styles was. She grew up hearing the stories ever since he moved into town. "He's disrespectful", "He thinks his way is the right way" and the worst of them all? He didn't like dogs; but even with all of the bad mouthing the town has said about him, she couldn't help but notice his dreamy eyes and glistening muscles as he worked in the sun. The moment she found out her father had landed the Harry Styles, she was terrified. Her family couldn't afford her to make a fool of herself. If she wanted to keep Harry and everything that came with him, she needed to seal her heart up and throw away the key... right?
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Hello! Welcome to my new Harry Styles fanfic! - this is my first time writing a Harry fanfic since 2016, so honestly wish us all luck lol
This story will contain smut! - if you're uncomfortable with that, there will be warnings at the start of each chapter.Â
I'm pretty warning heavy if needed, so if anything comes up that I'm aware of being triggering, I will put a disclaimer - if you find anything that I missed that should be a warning, feel free to comment! - I won't put a warning for "fat" comments due to they're not meant to come across has harmful or hateful - Delaney is plus sized and she is aware of that. Jokes get made, insecurities are shown but none of it is supposed to come across in a negative way. If those things are triggering, it should be very sparse due to I'm trying to write a confident plus sized character!Â
Comment's Harry makes are never intended to be hurtful! He comes from a good place, it just all comes out wrong! <3
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This story contains swearing! (I can't help myself I'm sorry lol)
Last prewarning, I write slow burn! - they will not be dating immediately nor having sex right away! I like writing the build up and edging in my writing, if that is something that bothers you, this book probably isn't for you! - Because it is forced proximity, they are always together and it doesn't take a million years lol they just won't be together by the 5th chapter unlike other books.
Tropes:
Rancher!Harryxplussized!OC ??
GrumpyxsunshineÂ
dadrry/grandparry đ - Harry is only 28/29! You'll understand later lol
Forced ProximityÂ
She falls first x he falls harder
The most important for anyone who doesn't want to see the full cast, is our MC (Main Character)
Here is Delaney! Also known as "Lane/Laney" by close friends + family
Pls I need to know vamp!h reaction to a clingy yn djdjsj like maybe its bright and early in the morning and H trys to get out of bed and it wakes yn up and shes like ânoo âm still sleepyâ so hes like âits ok baby you can still sleepâ and he goes down stairs to watch tv or somethin and a couple minutes later he sees yn coming down the stairs all wrapped up in his comforter n she just plops herself down in his lap and then if he tried to go to the bathroom or somethin shed be allâok just hurryđĽşâ
itâs the way heâd open his arms on instinct when she appears at the edge of the couch, allowing her to fall into him and holding her close. and heâd make sure the blanket was wrapped tightly around her, because he knows she gets cold easily and his lack of warmth doesnât help.Â
âyouâre a little clingy today, arenât you?â he murmurs into her ear, smoothing a kiss over her temple as she settles into his chest.
âjust tired.â she yawns halfway through her reply as if to illustrate her point. âand I donât sleep well when youâre not there.â
and that would make harry so soft that he wouldnât even think of moving for the next hour.
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The tension in the villa exploded the moment Sophia made her choice, leaving Harry and Y/N standing at opposite sides of the fire pit, each looking as if the ground had been pulled from beneath them. The chime of Y/Nâs phone only amplified the shock. Her hands trembled as she read the text aloud.
âY/N, as you are now single, you are in jeopardy of leaving the villa. Your fate will be revealed tomorrow. #JeopardyOnTheHorizon #SingleAndSearching.â
Gasps echoed in the night air. Y/Nâs voice wavered but didnât crack, even as she sat back down on the bench, her head spinning. She wasnât mad at Harryâthis wasnât his doing. But the shock of it allâthe sudden shift, the possibility of leaving, the blatant disrespectâleft her shaken to her core.
As soon as the recoupling ended, the villa erupted into chaos. Chloe was the first to march across the fire pit, her fury palpable as she got in Sophiaâs face.
âWhat the hell is wrong with you?â Chloe snarled, her voice echoing. âSeriously, what do you get out of this? You knew Harry was with Y/N. Everyone knew! What was the point? To make yourself look pathetic?â
Amber wasnât far behind, crossing her arms and glaring. âHonestly, Sophia, was this your big plan? To play the villain? Because congrats, it worked.â
Sophia shrugged, her expression annoyingly calm. âItâs a game, isnât it? Harryâs a free man, and I made my choice. Donât be bitter because Iâm playing it better.â
âBetter?â Chloeâs voice rose. âYouâve literally just made an enemy out of every girl in this villa.â
Amber nodded sharply. âAnd every guy, for that matter. Good luck trying to make friends after this.â
From the boysâ side, Callum spoke up, his voice cold. âThat was low, Sophia. Everyone can see through it. If you think Harryâs just going to fall into your lap, youâre deluded.â
Lucas cut in, his voice sharp. "Think you're being clever, do you? Breaking up something real like that? Well, here's the truthâHarry's head wasn't turned at all. You're just causing drama for the sake of it."
Sophiaâs calm façade cracked slightly as she glanced around at the glares from the group. âWhy are you all acting like Iâve committed a crime? Itâs a game.â
âNo, itâs peopleâs feelings,â Chloe spat. âBut you wouldnât know anything about that, would you?â
Meanwhile, Harry moved toward Y/N, who was still seated on the bench, her face pale but composed. He crouched down in front of her, his hands hovering as if unsure whether to touch her.
âY/N,â he said softly, his voice thick with regret. âI swear to you, this wasnât what I wanted. I told her I didnâtââ
âI know,â Y/N interrupted, her voice steady but quiet. She looked at him, her eyes filled with shock rather than anger. âI know it wasnât you. Iâm not mad at you.â
His shoulders sagged in relief, but guilt still lingered in his expression. âYou believe me?â
âI do,â she whispered. âI just⌠I didnât see this coming. I donât even know what to think right now.â
Harry nodded, his hands finally reaching for hers. âWeâll figure it out, okay? Iâm not giving up on us.â
Their conversation was cut short by Chloeâs sharp voice. âOi, Sophia, if you think youâre getting away with this, think again!â
The group had fully turned against Sophia now. Even Max, who often stayed out of the drama, shook his head. âYou crossed a line, Sophia. Thereâs no coming back from this.â
Ianâs voice cut through the chaos in his usual dry tone. âWell, Sophiaâs big move didnât quite land the way she thought it would. Itâs like trying to light a sparkler in a hurricaneâgood luck with that, love.â
Sophia, realizing she was completely outnumbered, huffed and walked off toward the villa, her heels clicking sharply against the stone.
The group began to disperse, but the damage had been done. Y/N was left sitting by the fire pit, Harry by her side, both of them processing the nightâs events. He gently brushed a strand of hair from her face, his voice low.
âYouâre not leaving. I wonât let that happen.â
Y/N gave him a small smile, though her eyes still betrayed her nerves. âLetâs just see what tomorrow brings.â
The makeup room hummed with quiet activity as the girls trickled in one by one. Chloe immediately grabbed Y/N's hand and guided her to the chair in front of the mirror. "Sit, babe. You need to take a breath for a second."
Amber grabbed a tissue from the counter and handed it to Y/N, her tone soft but firm. âYouâve been holding it together all night. You donât have to do that here.â
Y/N tried to muster a smile, but the lump in her throat made it impossible. The moment she looked up at the girlsâChloe, Amber, and the others all standing around her, their faces full of concernâit hit her like a wave. Everything. The recoupling, Sophiaâs betrayal, the looming uncertainty about her place in the villa. It was too much.
âIââ Her voice cracked, and she looked down, shaking her head. âIâm fine.â
âNo, youâre not,â Chloe said gently, crouching beside her. âAnd thatâs okay. Weâre here for you.â
At that, Y/Nâs walls crumbled. Tears spilled over her cheeks as she finally let herself feel everything. Chloe wrapped her arms around her, holding her tightly while Amber rubbed her back.
âI just⌠I donât understand,â Y/N sobbed. âI might be leaving tomorrow, and itâs justâitâs too much.â
âSheâs a snake, thatâs why,â Amber said firmly. âShe doesnât care about anyone but herself, and we all see it. Youâve done nothing wrong.â
âExactly,â Chloe agreed. âYouâre not leaving, okay? We wonât let that happen.â
Lila piped up from across the room, her tone warm. âYouâre one of the strongest girls here, Y/N. Everyone knows it. And Harry? Heâs mad about you. Donât let Sophiaâs petty little game make you doubt that.â
âSheâs jealous,â Amber added. âThatâs all this is. Sheâs jealous of you, your connection with Harry, everything. And if she thinks this stunt is going to get her what she wants, sheâs in for a rude awakening.â
Y/N sniffled, dabbing at her eyes with the tissue. âItâs just⌠overwhelming, you know? I didnât expect any of this.â
âWe know,â Chloe said softly. âBut youâre not alone, babe. Weâve got you.â
The girls nodded in unison, each offering words of comfort and solidarity. The energy in the room shifted, transforming it into a safe space where Y/N could release her emotions without judgment.
âThanks, guys,â Y/N said finally, her voice still shaky but steadier than before. âI donât know what Iâd do without you lot.â
As Y/N finished wiping her eyes, her soft smile still lingering, the door to the makeup room creaked open. The girls instinctively straightened, their chatter halting as Sophia walked in, arm-in-arm with Georgia. The roomâs atmosphere shifted in an instant, the warmth replaced by a chill of unease.
Chloe raised an eyebrow, muttering under her breath, âOh, here we goâŚâ
Sophiaâs confident smirk didnât waver as she glanced around the room. Her gaze settled on Y/N for a fraction longer than necessary, and the tension became palpable. Georgia, whose posture mirrored Sophiaâs smugness, leaned against the doorframe with her arms crossed, her expression unreadable but clearly siding with her newfound ally.
Amber let out a low scoff, folding her arms. âGuess snakes travel in pairs now.â
Sophiaâs smirk widened. âDonât stop on our account, girls. Weâre all friends here, arenât we?â
Chloe took a deliberate step forward, her chin raised. âFriends? Youâre joking, right? Because the last time I checked, friends donât throw each other under the bus for a lad.â
âAh, Chloe.â Sophiaâs tone was mock-sweet, her smile sharp. âAlways the loudest in the room, arenât you?â
âBetter than being the most desperate,â Chloe shot back without missing a beat.
Georgia, stepping further into the room, chuckled dryly. âYou lot are acting like Sophiaâs the villain when sheâs just doing what the gameâs about. Recoupling, yeah? Isnât that the point?â
Amber stood up, her glare cutting through the tension. âThereâs a difference between playing the game and playing dirty, Georgia. But I wouldnât expect you to know the difference.â
Sophia raised a hand, feigning innocence. âAlright, letâs not make this a whole thing. I came in to grab my gloss, not to start World War Three.â
Her gaze flicked to Y/N again, this time sharper. âYou alright, Y/N? Looked like you were having a little moment there.â
Y/N didnât flinch. She sat a little straighter, her expression calm despite the anger bubbling beneath her surface. âIâm fine. Thanks for asking.â
The girls around her bristled, ready to jump in, but Y/Nâs steady demeanor seemed to hold them back. It was Chloe who finally broke the silence.
âYouâve got a lot of nerve walking in here after the shit youâve pulled, Sophia.â
Sophia rolled her eyes, grabbing her gloss from the counter. âOh, give it a rest, Chloe. Youâd do the same if you were in my shoes.â
âThing is, Iâd never be in your shoes,â Chloe snapped. âBecause Iâve got a thing called loyalty.â
Sophia let out a low laugh, linking her arm with Georgiaâs again as she turned toward the door. âWhatever helps you sleep at night, babe.â
As the pair left the room, Georgia glanced back with a smirk. âHave fun licking your wounds.â
The door closed behind them, leaving the room heavy with silence.
Amber exhaled sharply. âI swear, if looks could killâŚâ
Chloe turned to Y/N, her voice softer now. âYou okay, babe?â
Y/N nodded, her hands gripping the edge of the counter. âYeah. Let them have their moment. It wonât last.â
Amber stepped closer, placing a hand on Y/Nâs shoulder. âDamn right it wonât. Weâve got your back.â
Y/N looked at her reflection in the mirror, her resolve hardening. âGood,â she said, her voice steady. âBecause Iâm not going anywhere.â
âWell, well, well. Looks like things in the villa have hit boiling point, and weâre not just talking about the Spanish sun. Sophia and Georgia, arm-in-arm, marching into the makeup room like two villains in a budget action movie? Iconic. But letâs be honestâY/Nâs calm clap-back was the real power move hereâ
The villa had a strange, tense quietness about it as the Islanders wound down for the night. The usual chatter and laughter had been replaced with hushed whispers and awkward glances. In the shared bathroom, Harry stood at the sink, brushing his teeth with slow, deliberate motions. His mind raced, replaying the chaos of the evening, especially the image of Y/N's face when Sophia made her bold move.
He spat into the sink, rinsing his mouth as he leaned on the counter, staring at his reflection. The weight of the drama was heavy on his chest, but there was only one thought in his mind: he couldnât let Sophia dictate his actionsâor his feelings.
Walking into the dimly lit bedroom, Harry spotted the bed he now technically shared with Sophia. She was already lying there, her hair fanned out over the pillow and a coy smile on her lips as she propped herself up on one elbow.
âHey,â she greeted softly, her tone intentionally sweet. âFinally decided to join me?â
Harry didnât respond immediately. Instead, he reached for the pillow beside her, tugging it out from under the covers.
âWhat are you doing?â Sophia asked, her voice sharper now, but still attempting to stay light.
Harry straightened up, clutching the pillow in his hand. His jaw tightened as he looked down at her. âIâm sleeping somewhere else tonight.â
Sophiaâs smile faltered, and she sat up fully. âHarry, come on. Weâve got to share this bed. Itâs part of the rules.â
âIâm not breaking any rules by sleeping somewhere else,â he replied calmly but firmly. âAnd letâs not pretend this situation is normal, Sophia.â
Sophia tilted her head, her tone shifting to one of mock innocence. âYouâre acting like I forced you into something. This is what the game is aboutârecoupling. If Y/N canât handle itââ
Harry cut her off, his voice low but filled with warning. âDonât bring her into this. Y/Nâs not the problem here, Sophia.â
Her eyes narrowed slightly, but she didnât push further.
Across the room, Chloe gave Y/N a look of encouragement, whispering, "Go after him."
Without hesitating, Y/N threw back the covers, slipped on her slippers, and quietly followed Harry out of the room. The dimly lit hallway led her to the common room, where she found him lying on the long couch, his arm draped over his eyes.
She stopped in the doorway, hesitating for just a moment. The sight of him thereâalone, clearly grappling with everything that had happenedâmade her chest ache.
âHarry,â she said softly, stepping into the room.
He shifted slightly, lowering his arm to look at her. âHeyâ His voice was low, almost a whisper.
She walked closer, her bare feet padding softly against the floor. âWhy are you out here?â
Harry let out a small sigh, sitting up and running a hand through his hair. âI couldnât stay in there. Not with her.â He paused, meeting her eyes. âI just⌠I couldnât.â
Y/N bit her lip, her fingers nervously playing with the hem of her pajama top. âYou didnât have to leave your bed, Harry. Itâs your spot now. You shouldnât have toââ
âIâm not staying in a bed with someone I donât want to be with,â he interrupted firmly. His gaze softened as he looked at her. âIâm not giving her what she wants, Y/N. She can choose me, but she canât make me care.â
Her heart fluttered at his words, but she quickly pushed it aside, focusing instead on the overwhelming guilt and sadness she felt for him. Without thinking, she sat down on the edge of the couch beside him.
âYou didnât deserve any of this,â she murmured, her voice barely audible. âI hate that this is happening.â
Harry reached out, his hand brushing against hers. âYou think I care about any of it? The only thing I care about is you.â
Her breath hitched, and for a moment, neither of them spoke. The room felt heavy with unspoken words, but Y/N didnât want to ruin the moment by overthinking it.
âCome here,â Harry said softly, pulling her gently toward him.
His free hand came up to gently tuck a strand of hair behind her ear, his touch lingering as his fingers brushed against her cheek. âNothingâs going to go wrong,â he murmured. âNot with us.â
His words were simple, but the sincerity in his voice made her chest tighten. Y/N searched his face, looking for any trace of doubt, but all she found was a steady, unwavering gaze that seemed to anchor her in place.
âYou say that,â she whispered, her voice trembling slightly, âbut Iâm scared, Harry. What ifââ
Harry cut her off by leaning closer, his forehead resting against hers. âStop,â he said softly. âStop doubting this. Stop doubting me.â
Y/N closed her eyes, breathing in the familiar scent of himâfresh and warm, comforting in a way that made her feel safe.
âEvery time I look at you,â Harry continued, his voice a low rumble, âI know exactly what I want. You. Itâs always been you.â
Her eyes fluttered open, and before she could second-guess herself, she leaned in and pressed her lips to his. The kiss was soft at first, tentative, but it quickly deepened as Harryâs hand moved to the small of her back, pulling her closer.
Y/N melted into him, her fingers threading through his hair as their kiss grew more fervent, more desperate. It was as if all the tension and uncertainty of the day had boiled over, leaving nothing but raw emotion in its wake.
Harry's lips trailed down her neck, each kiss sending electric shivers down her spine. Y/N's fingers dug into his shoulders as he found that sensitive spot just below her ear, drawing a soft gasp from her lips. The world seemed to fade away until there was nothing but the heat between them, the way his hands traced fire across her skin, and the intoxicating rhythm of their hearts beating in sync.
"You drive me crazy," Harry whispered against her skin, his voice rough with desire. His hands tangled in her hair as he claimed her lips again in a kiss that made her toes curl and her mind go beautifully blank. In that moment, all the drama of the villa melted awayâthere was only this, only them, wrapped up in each other on the common room couch.
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The villa buzzed with quiet chatter and occasional laughter as the Islanders scattered across the garden and lounge areas, enjoying the calm of the evening. The stars above twinkled faintly, casting a serene glow over the scene. But inside, away from the easy conversation and playful banter, Harry sat alone on his bed.
The door was cracked open, letting in a faint murmur of voices and the distant clinking of glasses. He stared at the floor, his elbows resting on his knees, the weight of the day pressing down on him like a heavy blanket. His head throbbed slightlyânot from any physical ailment, but from the emotional exhaustion that came with living in a villa where every word, every action, every glance was scrutinized.
His gaze flicked to the bedside table where a photo of his family sat. It was his anchor, his reminder of life outside this bubble. But even that felt distant now.
He sighed, running a hand through his hair, tugging slightly as if that would somehow untangle the mess in his mind. Sophiaâs laugh from the garden echoed faintly through the villa, and his stomach churned. He liked her energy, her confidence. But the guilt that came with thinking about her when Y/Nâs face kept flashing in his mind was unbearable.
And Y/N⌠She was everything he wanted. Except he didnât know if she wanted him in the same way. Not really. Her guardedness, her hesitance in showing her feelings publicly, gnawed at him. It felt like she was holding back, and it made him question everything. Was she scared? Or just not as into him as he was into her?
He leaned back against the headboard, eyes closing briefly as he exhaled deeply. It was strangeâhe felt drained in a way he couldnât fully explain. Being in this villa, surrounded by people constantly, was supposed to be exciting, fun, and carefree. Instead, it felt like he was carrying the weight of two different versions of himself: the one who wanted to let go and the one who couldnât stop thinking about what he might lose if he did.
The door creaked open softly, and Harry glanced up to see Sophia stepping in. Her small smile was warm but carried a hint of curiosity. She walked toward him slowly, hands clasped behind her back.
âThought Iâd find you in here,â she said, her voice light but purposeful. âEveryoneâs outside. Itâs a bit of a vibe.â
Harry forced a smile. âNeeded some space.â
Sophia tilted her head, her eyes scanning his face. âHeavy day?â
âYou could say that,â he replied, leaning back against the headboard.
Sophia took a step closer, perching on the bed opposite him. âWell, if youâre looking for something to take your mind off it, I was thinking⌠maybe youâd want to sleep outside with me tonight?â
Her tone was casual, but her intent was clear. The corners of her mouth lifted in an inviting smile as she waited for his response.
Harryâs heart skipped a beat. He knew this moment was coming; heâd felt it brewing all day. And yet, faced with it, the words caught in his throat. Finally, he managed a smile, soft but apologetic, and shook his head.
âI appreciate the offer,â he started, his tone careful. âBut I think Iâm going to stay in here tonight. â
The change in Sophiaâs expression was subtle but sharp. Her smile faltered, her eyes narrowing just slightly. âWith Y/N?â she repeated, her voice tinged with disbelief.
Harry nodded, feeling the weight of his decision in the air between them. âYeah. I just⌠I need to sort things out with her.â
Sophiaâs posture stiffened, and she let out a dry laugh. âWow. So, after everything today, youâre still chasing her?â
âItâs not about chasing,â Harry said quickly, his voice firm but not unkind. âItâs about what feels right. And I owe it to herâto usâto figure that out.â
Sophia crossed her arms, her frustration bubbling to the surface. âYou know what, Harry? Maybe you should figure it out. Because right now, it feels like youâre just stringing people along.â
Harry flinched at her words but didnât argue. Instead, he exhaled deeply. âIâm sorry if it feels that way. Thatâs not my intention, Sophia. I think youâre amazing. But my headâs a mess, and I canât give you what you deserve while Iâm still working out what I want.â
Sophia stood, her movements sharp. âRight. Well, good luck figuring it out. Hope sheâs worth it.â
Without another word, she turned and walked out, leaving Harry alone once again. He leaned forward, running his hands through his hair and letting out a long, frustrated sigh.
âGreat job, Harry,â he muttered to himself. âOne more bridge burned.â
âAh, poor Harry. Torn between two beauties and about as decisive as a toddler choosing an ice cream flavour. Donât worry, mate, Iâm sure this will definitely work out well for you. Or not.â
Y/N stepped in softly, already dressed in her pyjamas: an oversized shirt and comfortable shorts. Her face was bare, her hair tied loosely back, and a slight crease of uncertainty lined her brow. She wasnât sure how to approach Harry, especially after the game earlier and everything that followed.
Harry was lying on his back, staring up at the ceiling, though his gaze flickered toward her briefly as she entered. He didnât say anything, and neither did she. The lights were still on, casting a warm glow across the room, highlighting the neatly made beds of those who hadnât yet retired for the night.
Y/N moved to her side of the bed, placing her water bottle on the nightstand before sitting down. The mattress dipped slightly under her weight as she uncapped the bottle and took one last sip. For a moment, she simply sat there, her fingers nervously playing with the hem of her shirt.
Then, without a word, she slid under the covers, turning onto her side to face the wall. She curled up slightly, pulling the duvet up to her shoulders, her breathing slow and steady as she stared into the soft light of the room.
Harry shifted, lying on his side but with his back to her. He had hoped she might say something, even something smallâan olive branch, a sign that she wanted to bridge the gap between them. But her quiet, distant demeanor said otherwise.
He exhaled silently, the weight of the day pressing heavier on him now that they were so close yet felt so far apart.
The unspoken tension hung between them like a thread stretched taut, fragile and fraying at the edges.
The tension in the room shifted suddenly as Harry felt her arms wrap around his torso from behind. The warmth of her embrace caught him off guard, making him still for a moment. Her cold feet brushed against his thigh, sending a sharp contrast through his skin, and he shivered involuntarily.
Her breath, soft and warm, tickled the nape of his neck, and before he could even process what was happening, she pressed a gentle kiss just under his ear. The sensation sent a jolt through him, her touch tender yet charged with unspoken emotion. Her arms tightened around him as if she didnât want him slipping awayânot tonight.
Harryâs heart raced, his mind struggling to catch up with his bodyâs reaction. It was intimate, more than he expected, and far more than he thought sheâd allow herself to give after the events of the day.
His hand instinctively moved to hers, resting over the warmth of her grip. His fingers intertwined with hers for a brief moment, grounding him in the moment.
He turned his head slightly, his voice soft. âY/N?â
She didnât answer, only pressing closer, her face near his shoulder.
Harry exhaled, letting himself relax into the moment before gently shifting. Slowly, he turned around to face her, their eyes meeting in the dimly lit room. Her face was close, her expression vulnerable, a mix of hesitation and longing.
For a moment, they simply looked at each other, no words exchanged but everything they needed to say hanging in the space between them. Harryâs hand moved up to brush a strand of hair from her face, his touch lingering against her cheek.
âIs this real?â he asked softly, his voice barely above a whisper.
Y/N didnât answer with words. Instead, she leaned in, her forehead resting lightly against his, her breaths mingling with his. It was intimate, unguarded, and for the first time in days, it felt like they were finally on the same pageâeven if they hadnât spoken a word.
Y/Nâs voice was barely audible as she whispered, her lips close to his ear. âI donât want to argue or fight anymore.â
Harry felt his chest tighten at the vulnerability in her tone. He nodded, his own voice soft but firm. âNeither do I. I hate conflict. Especially with you.â
She hesitated, her fingers brushing against his chest as if gathering courage. Her heartbeat seemed to echo in her ears, but she pressed on. âI like you, Harry. Too much to let anyone snatch you away in three daysânot when we havenât even given ourselves a proper chance.â
Her words hung in the air, raw and unfiltered. Harryâs lips curved into a smile, small but genuine, as he searched her eyes for any trace of doubt. âDo you really feel something for me?â he asked, his voice tinged with hope.
Y/N raised an eyebrow, a faint smile playing on her lips despite her nerves. âDo you seriously doubt it?â
Harry didnât respond immediately, his silence speaking volumes. Y/Nâs gaze softened as she scooted closer, the space between them disappearing. Her hand rested lightly against his cheek, grounding him in the moment.
âI donât ever want you to hesitate, Harry,â she murmured, her tone gentle but resolute. âNot about me. Not about us.â
Her words hit him like a wave, washing away the doubts and confusion heâd been wrestling with. Harryâs hand covered hers, pressing it against his cheek as he leaned into her touch. His eyes searched hers, seeing nothing but sincerity and determination.
âI wonât,â he promised quietly, the weight of her words settling in his chest. âNot anymore.â
Y/Nâs lips curved into a soft smile, and for the first time in what felt like days, the tension between them seemed to dissolve. She rested her forehead against his, their breaths mingling in the shared quiet of the room.
The sound of laughter and footsteps signaled the return of the other Islanders, their chatter filling the shared bedroom as they trickled in to wind down for the night. Harry glanced toward the door, his eyes darting back to Y/Nâs as a cheeky grin tugged at his lips. Without a word, he grabbed the edge of the duvet and pulled it up over both their heads, creating a cocoon of privacy amidst the chaos.
âReal subtle, Harry,â Y/N whispered, her voice laced with amusement as she stifled a giggle.
âJust trying to save us from the peanut gallery,â Harry muttered, though there was a playful twinkle in his eyes.
The muffled voices of the Islanders grew louder, and it didnât take long before Lucas clocked the huddle under the duvet.
âOh, whatâs all this then?â Lucas called out, his tone dripping with mischief. He let out a loud wolf whistle, drawing attention from the rest of the room. âHarry and Y/N, hiding away like two lovebirds under there!â
Before either of them could respond, Lucas threw himself dramatically onto the lump beneath the duvet. The impact caused Harry to groan in mock annoyance, and Y/N couldnât hold back her laughter.
âGet off, you prat!â Harry protested, his voice muffled by the blanket as he shoved at Lucasâs weight.
âOi, donât mind me!â Lucas teased, sprawling over them with exaggerated effort. âJust making sure youâre not sneaking off to the Hideaway without telling us.â
The room erupted into laughter, and Amber chimed in, âLucas, leave âem alone! Let them have their moment, for Godâs sake.â
âMoment? Theyâre about to suffocate under there!â Lucas quipped, finally rolling off and collapsing onto his own bed with a cheeky grin.
Harry threw back the duvet just enough to glare at Lucas. âYouâre lucky I donât kick you out of this room, mate.â
âLove you too, pal,â Lucas replied with a wink, settling in and pulling his own duvet over himself.
Y/N shook her head, still giggling as she turned back to Harry. âYouâre surrounded by absolute children.â
Harry sighed dramatically but smiled. âTell me about it.â
Underneath the playful banter and teasing, there was a sense of ease that hadnât been there earlier. Even in the chaos of the shared room, Harry and Y/N felt like theyâd carved out a little space for themselves.
The morning sun poured into the villa, bathing the kitchen in a golden glow. The smell of sizzling eggs and toast wafted through the air as Islanders milled about, still in their pyjamas and nursing mugs of tea. Y/N was leaning against the counter, a relaxed smile on her face as she watched Harry flip a pancake with surprising precision.
âYouâre getting the hang of it,â she teased, nudging him lightly with her elbow.
âHang of it? Iâm basically a Michelin-star chef,â Harry quipped, sliding the pancake onto a plate and passing it to her. âThere you go, princess.â
The others in the kitchen exchanged knowing looks, their grins growing as Harry reached to brush flour off Y/Nâs cheek.
âOh, theyâre insufferable,â Amber groaned, though she couldnât hide her amusement.
âLeave them alone,â Lucas chimed in, pouring milk into his tea. âTheyâre in their honeymoon phase.â
Chloe smirked as she leaned against the counter next to Y/N. âAlright, lovebirds, enough showing off. Y/N, come have a chat with me.â
Y/N raised a brow, momentarily hesitant to leave Harryâs side, but Chloe was already pulling her by the arm toward the seating area. She shot Harry a look over her shoulder, and he gave her a playful wink before turning back to the stove.
âAlright,â Y/N said as they sat down, âwhatâs all this about?â
Chloeâs eyes sparkled with excitement, leaning in conspiratorially. âOkay, so⌠Lucas.â
Y/Nâs brows shot up. âLucas?â
âLucas,â Chloe repeated, her voice dropping to a whisper even though the kitchen wasnât far. âWe had a bit of a moment last night. Well, not just a momentâa proper chat. He was sweet, funny⌠cheeky as always, but he said some things that had me thinking.â
Y/N leaned forward, intrigued. âGo on.â
Chloe grinned. âHe said heâd been watching me in the challenges, and he thinks Iâm the âdark horseâ of the villa. Can you believe that? And thenâget thisâhe said he couldnât stop looking at me during that Pilates session yesterday.â
Y/Nâs eyes widened, and she clapped a hand over her mouth to stifle a laugh. âNo way! What did you say?â
âI told him to behave himself, obviously,â Chloe said with a dramatic eye roll, though her cheeks flushed. âBut⌠it felt good, you know? Like, maybe he actually sees me. Not just as the âfun one,â but as someone heâd be serious about.â
Y/N smiled warmly, placing a hand on Chloeâs arm. âYou deserve that, Chlo. If heâs making you feel good and treating you right, then I say go for it.â
Chloe bit her lip, a flicker of uncertainty crossing her face. âYeah, but you know me. I donât want to get carried away and end up hurt.â
âTake your time,â Y/N advised. âFeel it out, but donât let fear stop you. Youâre amazing, and if Lucas doesnât realise that, heâs not worth your energy.â
Chloe smiled, squeezing Y/Nâs hand. âThanks, babe. Youâre a good egg, you know that?â
Y/N chuckled. âI try.â
Harry carried a tray of scrambled eggs, toast, and a couple of plates over to where Y/N was lounging by the outdoor table. Her legs were tucked underneath her, the morning sun making her skin glow. He set the tray down with a flourish.
âBreakfast, madam,â he said with a cheeky grin.
Y/N smiled, sitting up. âThanks, chef. You didnât spit in it, did you?â
âOnly a little,â he teased, grabbing a slice of toast for himself before retreating to sit on the bean bag beside Lucas.
As Lucas muttered something about the game last night and nudged Harry, he suddenly froze. âAh, crap,â Harry muttered, slapping his hand against his forehead.
âWhat now?â Lucas asked, raising a brow.
âLeft the smoothies on the counter,â Harry groaned, already pushing himself up. âBe back in a sec.â
As Harry disappeared into the villa, Sophia sauntered across the garden and, with all the grace of a lion claiming its territory, plopped herself onto the bean bag Harry had just vacated.
âMorning,â she said with a saccharine smile, turning her attention directly to Y/N.
Y/N glanced up from her plate, her smile fading slightly. âMorning.â
Sophia leaned back, playing with her hair as she tilted her head. âSo⌠I have to ask,â she started, her tone light but her eyes sharp. âWhat did you say to Harry last night to make him change his mind?â
Y/N paused mid-chew, swallowing before setting her fork down deliberately. âNot sure what you mean,â she said calmly.
Sophia smirked. âOh, come on. You mustâve said something. I mean, he was all over me one second, then suddenly heâs acting like Iâve got the plague. Gotta give you credit, thoughâyou work fast.â
Y/N leaned back in her seat, her gaze steady. âI donât need to convince anyone to do anything, Sophia. If Harry made a choice, itâs because itâs what he wanted. Maybe thatâs something you should think about.â
Sophia laughed lightly, brushing imaginary lint off her shorts. âOh, Iâm not mad. Iâm actually amused. Just watching you claw to keep him when youâre usually so⌠whatâs the word? Aloof?â
Y/Nâs jaw tightened, but her voice remained calm. âItâs not about clawing. When youâre confident in a connection, you donât have to fight for it. Guess thatâs why youâre so interested in whatâs going on.â
The subtle jab didnât go unnoticed. Sophiaâs smile faltered for a moment before she leaned forward, her tone dropping. âYouâre cute when youâre defensive. But letâs not pretend, yeah? Harryâs got options. And three days isnât a lot of time to lock anything down. Iâd be careful if I were you.â
Y/N stared at her for a moment, then smiled sweetly. âThanks for the advice, but I think Iâll be fine. And by the way, if Harry has options, so do I.â
Before Sophia could retort, Harry returned, holding two smoothies in his hands. He stopped short, glancing between the two of them, sensing the tension. âWhatâs going on here?â
Sophia stood, her grin back in place as she brushed past him. âNothing at all. Just girl talk.â
Harry frowned, watching her walk away before turning to Y/N. âEverything alright?â
Y/N smiled, taking one of the smoothies from him. âPerfect. Thanks for breakfast.â
Harry hesitated, glancing back toward Sophia before sitting beside Y/N. âShe didnât say anything, did she?â
Y/N shook her head, sipping her smoothie. âNothing I couldnât handle.â
Harryâs lips quirked into a small smile as he watched her. âYouâre something else, you know that?â
âAnd donât you forget it,â she said, nudging him with her shoulder.
Y/N x Professor Harry Styles share a secret passion that could destroy them both. Crossing the line means risking everything.
Author's note: Hello! As you know Love Island is coming to an end. So, I decided to post the first part of the Crave just so none of you run out of reading material for this weekend after the last chapter is posted on Friday. Let me know what you think!
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The wooden doors of the lecture hall groaned softly as Y/N slipped inside, her movements quick but measured. Sheâd never been the type to enjoy being lateâespecially to his classâbut today, her mind was elsewhere. She found a seat near the back, heart still fluttering from the hurried walk across campus.
Professor Harry Styles hadnât started speaking yet, standing at the front of the room, quietly observing the room. His presence alone commanded attentionâa stillness that felt more intense than the bustling energy of the students around him. Even from where Y/N sat, she could feel the weight of it.
She swallowed, her pulse thrumming beneath her skin as she pulled out her notebook, stealing a glance toward him. He didnât seem to notice her entrance, his gaze fixed on somethingâor someoneâelse. Yet, something in the air made her feel as though he had seen her the moment she walked in. He always noticed.
Y/N shook off the thought and refocused, gripping her pen, trying to quiet the thoughts stirring in her mind. It had only been a week since that strange encounter in the library, where they had exchanged a few wordsâpolite, distant, yet there was an undertone she couldnât quite place.
Harryâs voice broke through the silence, low and deliberate. âTodayâs topic is boundaries.â
Her breath caught. Of course, it would be.
He turned toward the whiteboard, writing the word in bold strokes. It was simple, and yet it felt heavy with meaning as the chalk scratched across the surface. Y/N shifted in her seat, wondering if he knew how that word lingered between them, unspoken.
The lecture carried on, but Y/N found it impossible to focus. Harryâs voice was calm and steady, the kind of voice that demanded you listen, that pulled you in even if you didnât want to be drawn so close. She kept her gaze low, pretending to scribble notes, but every time his voice dipped into something more intense, she felt a pull in her chest.
Her eyes flicked up briefly, catching the way his hand moved across the desk, the strength in the veins of his forearms as he gestured toward the board. His sleeves were rolled up, exposing tanned skin, and Y/N had to force her gaze away before anyone noticed.
What bothered her most was how unaware he seemed of the effect he had. There was no smirk, no glance her way, no sign that he even remembered her as more than just another student. But that didnât stop the feeling that coiled in her stomach every time they were in the same room.
When the class ended, Y/N was quick to gather her things, eager to escape the charged air of the lecture hall. She was almost at the door when she heard his voice again.
âMiss Y/L/N.â
She froze, heart racing. Slowly, she turned around, her hands clutching her bag strap a little too tightly. âYes, Professor?â
Harry stood at the front of the room, still sorting through papers, but his tone was casual, indifferent even. âIâd like to discuss your last paper, if you have a moment.â
There was nothing strange about the request, nothing inappropriate about it. But her stomach twisted all the same.
She nodded and walked back down the aisle, each step heavier than the last. By the time she reached his desk, the room was empty, leaving only the two of them. Harryâs attention seemed to be fixed on the papers in front of him, his brow furrowed in concentration.
He looked up only briefly, his gaze flicking to hers before returning to the papers. âYouâve written well,â he began, his voice as measured as ever. âBut I can tell your focus has been... divided lately.â
Y/Nâs heart stuttered. Was it a critique? Or something else? She licked her lips nervously. âIâm sorry, Iâve just had a lot on my mind.â
Harry hummed softly, almost as if in thought, his eyes still on the paper. âUnderstandable,â he said, flipping a page. âBut Iâd hate to see your potential go unrealized.â
The statement hung between them, strangely intimate for what should have been a routine discussion. There was no accusation in his tone, nothing that suggested he had noticed more than just her academic performance. And yet, Y/N couldnât shake the feeling that his words carried weight beyond their surface.
âIâll do better,â she said, though her voice was softer than she intended.
Harry finally looked up again, his eyes meeting hers with a steady gaze that sent a chill down her spine. For a moment, she wondered if she was imagining itâthe tension, the unspoken things between them. He seemed so composed, so unaffected, while her own heart raced in her chest.
âIâm sure you will,â he replied simply, his tone polite, neutral.
And just like that, the moment passed. Whatever she thought she might have seen in his gaze was gone, leaving her feeling foolish for reading too much into it. He turned his attention back to the papers, clearly dismissing her, and she let out a quiet breath, relieved and yet disappointed at the same time.
âThank you, Professor,â she said softly before turning to leave, feeling his presence like a shadow behind her.
As she walked out of the room, her mind raced with questions. Had she misread him all along? Or was there something hidden beneath his calm exterior, something darker that he kept carefully veiled? She couldnât be sure.
All she knew was that whatever it was between themâit was far from over.
Y/Nâs footsteps echoed in the empty hallway, her mind buzzing with the memory of Harryâs gaze. She should have felt relieved that he hadnât called her out for anything too specific, yet that brief exchange had left her unsettled.
Her phone buzzed, breaking her thoughts. She fished it out of her pocket, glancing at the screen: a message from her best friend, Liv.
"How was class? Any more moments with Mr. Unattainable?" Liv had a knack for teasing her about Harry, ever since Y/N had once, in a moment of weakness, mentioned how attractive he was.
Y/N rolled her eyes but couldn't help the small smile tugging at her lips. "Class was fine. No, stop exaggerating," she typed back quickly, though her fingers hesitated. There was no way she was about to confess how his voice had almost made her heart stop when heâd called her name.
The truth was, she didnât understand it herself. She had no reason to be so affected by himâhe was her professor, after all. Yet, ever since that first class, there had been something about Harry Styles that lingered with her long after the lecture ended. The quiet control he exuded, the way his words dripped with intellect and confidence, how he seemed perfectly oblivious to how his presence could command a room without effort.
She let out a frustrated sigh, tucking her phone away. This was ridiculous. She wasnât some schoolgirl with a crush on her teacher. But she couldnât deny the fact that when she thought about Harry, it wasnât just admiration for his mind or his teaching methods. There was a physical awareness too, something magnetic that made her pulse quicken whenever he was near.
By the time Y/N made it to the campus cafĂŠ, her mind was still spinning with thoughts she shouldnât be having. She grabbed a coffee, needing the warmth and caffeine to shake the lingering unease from her bones.
As she settled into a corner booth, opening her laptop to review her notes, her gaze kept drifting toward the window. She didnât expect to see anyone familiar, but every once in a while, her thoughts circled back to him.
Was it wrong? Was it really just in her head? That gaze earlierâit had felt like something. Or was she reading too much into it, twisting normal interactions into something they werenât? It didnât help that Livâs constant teasing about âProfessor Dreamyâ had planted ideas in her head she couldnât quite shake.
Just then, a shadow moved across her table, and Y/Nâs heart lurched into her throat. She looked up, eyes widening slightly in surprise.
Harry Styles stood before her, his expression unreadable.
"Mind if I join you?" His voice was smooth, yet his tone made it sound like more of a statement than a question.
Y/Nâs pulse stuttered as she nodded, forcing herself to appear calm, even as her mind raced. What was he doing here? It was a large campusâhe couldâve gone anywhereâbut here he was, sliding into the seat across from her with an ease that both unsettled and intrigued her.
Harry set his coffee down and leaned back in the chair, his presence overwhelming even in this casual setting. His eyes, a deep shade of green, flicked to her laptop briefly before returning to hers, as if assessing something.
âYou looked like you were in deep thought,â he remarked, a faint smile playing at the edge of his lips. It was a subtle observation, but his gaze lingered a fraction longer than necessary, making her feel exposed.
Y/N cleared her throat, trying to gather her thoughts. âJust catching up on notes,â she said, forcing a smile. âI wasnât expecting to see you here.â
Harryâs smile didnât quite reach his eyes, but there was something about the way he leaned forward slightly that made her heart skip. âI frequent this place often,â he said simply. âThough I donât usually run into my students outside of class.â
There it was againâthat carefully controlled neutrality in his tone. She couldnât tell if he was making small talk or implying something deeper. It was maddening.
âI guess itâs a coincidence,â Y/N replied, trying to keep her voice steady. But she could feel itâthe undercurrent of tension pulling them closer, threading through the seemingly innocent conversation.
Harry raised an eyebrow, watching her with a quiet intensity. âDo you believe in coincidences?â
His question hung in the air between them, heavy with implication. Y/N opened her mouth to respond, but no words came. There was something about the way he was looking at herâlike he was testing her, challenging her to acknowledge the unspoken tension that had been simmering ever since that first glance in class.
Before she could formulate an answer, Harryâs phone buzzed on the table. He glanced at it briefly, a flicker of something unreadable crossing his face before he stood.
âAnother time, perhaps,â he said smoothly, gathering his things. âIâll see you in class, Miss Y/L/N.â
And just like that, he was gone, leaving Y/N sitting alone, her heart pounding and her mind whirling with questions. The conversation had been brief, but it was enough to set her on edge.
What did he mean by coincidences? Was there more to that question than she realized?
Y/N stared at the empty seat across from her, frustration and curiosity churning inside her. She had no idea what game Harry Styles was playing, or if there was even a game at all.
But something told her this wasnât the last time their paths would cross outside the lecture hall.
Y/N sat in her apartment that evening, nervously adjusting her costume in front of the mirror. She and Liv had been planning to attend a Halloween party on campus for weeks, and Y/N had finally settled on a daring outfit: a sleek, black cat costume that hugged her curves in all the right places. The fitted bodysuit clung to her figure, the fabric shimmering slightly under the light, with a daringly low neckline that accentuated her collarbone and added a touch of allure.
The suit left her legs bare, the material stopping just below her hips, showcasing her smooth, toned thighs. She wore black heels that elongated her legs, making them appear endless and adding a sultry confidence to her stride. Each step felt powerful, her high heels clicking against the floor, a stark contrast to the soft fabric of her costume.
To complete the look, she adorned herself with a pair of playful cat ears and a thin tail that swayed behind her, giving her a playful edge. Y/N could see herself in the mirror, her reflection bold and unashamed. She felt good in her skin, caught up in the thrill of the night aheadâone filled with dancing, laughter, and maybe a little mischief.
The thought of running into Harry flickered briefly in her mind, but she brushed it aside, determined to enjoy the party without overthinking her attire. Tonight was about having fun and celebrating, not getting tangled up in complicated feelings.
âAre you ready yet?â Liv called from the living room, her voice slightly slurred from the pre-party drinks. âWeâre going to be late!â
âAlmost!â Y/N called back, taking one last look at herself. She felt powerful and fierce, ready to own the night.
âCâmon, I need you to approve of my costume!â Liv barged into the room, wearing a bright, revealing witch outfit complete with a feathered hat. She spun around dramatically, her long hair swaying. âWhat do you think? Am I hot or what?â
Y/N laughed, the tension easing a bit. âYou look amazing! Just donât make me drag you homeâ Referring to the multiple times that she had to carry her across campus back to their apartment.
Liv winked, grabbing her bag and tossing Y/N a mischievous grin. âNo promises! Now letâs go, I want to dance!â
As they made their way to the party, the campus buzzed with excitement. Halloween decorations adorned the buildings, and students in various costumes milled about, laughter and music echoing in the cool night air. Y/N felt a thrill run through her as they approached the venue, a popular fraternity house that was known for its raucous parties.
On the way, they decided to take a shortcut through a quieter part of campus. Thatâs when Y/N spotted him.
Harry Styles emerged from the gym, a towel draped around his neck and wearing a loose fitted tank top that showcased his toned arms. His hair was slightly damp, and he looked effortlessly handsomeâexuding the same confidence that had captivated her in class. Y/Nâs heart skipped a beat, her earlier bravado instantly replaced by embarrassment.
âShit, is thatâ?â Liv started, her voice slurring slightly as she squinted in the dim light.
Before Y/N could stop her, Liv straightened, her playful demeanor shining through the haze of her tipsiness. âHey, Professor Styles!â she called out, a cheeky grin plastered on her face.
Y/N felt her cheeks heat up as Harry turned his gaze toward them, eyebrows raising in surprise. âLiv, Y/N,â he greeted, his tone friendly yet laced with curiosity. His eyes flickered over their costumes, and Y/N couldnât tell if he was amused or shocked.
âLooks like you two are ready for a big night,â he said, a hint of a smirk tugging at his lips.
Y/N could feel her stomach twist with embarrassment, acutely aware of the way she was dressed. She glanced at Liv, who was practically bouncing on her feet, clearly emboldened by the drinks sheâd had. âYeah, just heading to the party! You should come by and join us!â Liv said, her words spilling out a little too quickly.
âLiv!â Y/N hissed, mortified. This was not the conversation she had envisioned. The last thing she wanted was for Harry to see her friend flirting like this.
Harry chuckled, the sound low and rich, and Y/N felt a mix of relief and frustration at the way it sent warmth through her. âI appreciate the invite, but I think Iâll pass,â he replied, his gaze still locked on Y/N, as if trying to gauge her reaction.
âCâmon, itâll be fun! You could let loose for one night,â Liv pressed, tilting her head with a playful smile, completely oblivious to Y/Nâs discomfort. âBesides, weâd love to see you in a costume!â
Harry shook his head, laughter dancing in his eyes. âI think Iâm better off here, thanks. Maybe next year?â
Y/N felt like she might combust. Next year? As if theyâd still be in the same orbit then. âUh, right. Maybe,â she managed, her voice barely above a whisper.
âYeah, you should really think about it,â Liv chimed in, clearly enjoying the banter. She nudged Y/N, a teasing sparkle in her eyes. âI mean, weâre all just trying to have a little fun, right?â
Harryâs gaze flicked back to Y/N, his expression softening slightly. âYouâre right, fun is important. Just make sure youâre safe tonight.â
Y/N swallowed hard, struggling to keep her composure. The concern in his voice felt personal, like he genuinely cared about their well-being. âWe will,â she promised, forcing a smile despite the heat flooding her cheeks.
âWell, Iâll leave you to your night. Enjoy yourselves,â he said, taking a step back.
As he turned to walk away, Liv leaned into Y/N, her eyes wide with excitement. âDid you see that? He was totally checking you out!â
âWhat? No!â Y/N protested, though her heart raced at the thought. âHe was just being polite.â
âPolite? He was practically undressing you with his eyes! Come on, donât act like you didnât feel that!â Liv giggled, already pulling Y/N toward the party.
Y/N tried to shake off the feeling, but as they walked away, she glanced back at Harry, who was now disappearing into the shadows of the campus. The look he had given her lingered in her mind, an intoxicating blend of desire and danger.
The party loomed ahead, pulsing with music and laughter, but Y/N couldnât shake the feeling that this night was just the beginning.
As Y/N and Liv stepped into the party, the pulse of music hit them like a wave, vibrant and intoxicating. The room was filled with bodies dancing under dim, flickering lights, laughter and cheers blending into a thrilling cacophony. The atmosphere buzzed with energy, and Y/N felt herself being swept away, the earlier embarrassment fading as she embraced the night.
âLetâs get some drinks!â Liv shouted over the music, her eyes sparkling with excitement. They made their way to the makeshift bar, where red solo cups overflowed with punch and various alcoholic concoctions.
Y/N poured herself a drink, the sweet taste sliding down her throat with a comforting burn. She felt the warmth of the alcohol spreading through her, loosening her nerves. Maybe this was what she neededâa distraction, a chance to dance, to forget for a while.
As they moved through the crowd, Liv grabbed Y/N's hand and led her to the center of the room, where bodies swayed and mingled. The rhythm of the music thrummed through Y/N, and she found herself letting go, the beat pulling her into the moment.
But even as she danced, her mind kept drifting back to Harry. The way he had looked at her, the flicker of interest in his eyesâit made her heart race and her skin tingle in ways she didnât fully understand. The tension between them was electric, but the reality of their rolesâthe professor and the studentâloomed over her like a dark cloud.
She needed to shake off those thoughts. Just for tonight.
As if the universe was listening, a guy approached her, a confident grin spreading across his face. He wore a pirate costume, complete with a ruffled shirt and an eye patch that gave him a playful charm. âWhatâs a pretty cat like you doing here all alone?â he asked, leaning in slightly, his voice a low drawl.
Y/N raised an eyebrow, suppressing a smile. âNot alone, Iâm with my friend,â she gestured to Liv, who was laughing with a group nearby, completely engrossed in her own conversation.
âWell, Iâm glad youâre not alone,â he said, his eyes glinting with mischief. âIâm Shawn, by the way.â
âY/N,â she replied, a hint of flirtation in her voice. âSo, youâre a pirate, huh? Got any treasure to share?â
Shawn chuckled, stepping closer, the heat between them palpable. âOh, Iâve got plenty of treasure. Just depends on what youâre looking for.â He leaned in, his breath warm against her ear. âWhat are you in the mood for tonight?â
Y/N felt a spark of excitement, a welcome distraction from her thoughts of Harry. She wanted to forget the lingering glances and the magnetic pull she felt toward him. âIâm looking for something fun,â she replied, her confidence bolstered by the drink.
âFun, huh? I can definitely help with that,â Shawn said, his gaze lingering on her legs, appreciation evident in his eyes. âWhy donât we grab a drink and see where the night takes us?â
Y/N hesitated for just a moment, then nodded, eager for the distraction. She needed to step away from her complex feelings and embrace the night. âSure, letâs do it.â
They made their way back to the bar, Shawnâs easy charm making her laugh as he recounted silly stories about past Halloween parties. She found herself genuinely enjoying his company, the flirtation light and carefree, a pleasant contrast to the weight of her feelings for Harry.
As the night went on, they danced and shared drinks, the music enveloping them in a cocoon of excitement. Y/N allowed herself to get lost in the moment, to revel in the attention Shawn offered her. It was fun, thrilling even, to flirt with someone who wasnât complicated or off-limits.
Yet, even in the midst of the revelry, she felt that familiar twinge in her chest, a reminder of Harry's presence and the tension that crackled between them. The deeper she got into her flirtation with Shawn, the more she realized she was trying to fill a void that Harry had createdâone that was proving harder to ignore than she had anticipated
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The beauty room was quiet, the hum of fluorescent lights the only sound accompanying Y/N as she wiped away the remnants of her make-up. The day had been long and emotionally draining, her mind replaying every interaction, every glance, every word. Harryâs behaviour, or rather lack thereof, gnawed at her. Sheâd seen him laughing with Sophia earlier, their heads bent close as if sharing a secret, and the sight had felt like a knife twisting in her chest.
The door creaked open, and Y/Nâs eyes flicked up to the mirror. Harry stood there, his hands shoved deep into the pockets of his shorts, his usual confident demeanour replaced by something hesitant. She turned back to the mirror, focusing on her reflection as she continued wiping off her make-up.
âY/N,â he started, his voice soft but steady. âCan we talk?â
Ah, Harry. The king of timing. Nothing like waiting until the absolute worst moment to finally address the elephant in the villa
She didnât respond immediately, finishing with her make-up wipe before tossing it into the bin. Finally, she turned to face him, arms crossed. âTalk about what, Harry?â
He took a tentative step forward. âAbout today. About⌠everything.â
Y/N raised an eyebrow, her expression guarded. âNow you want to talk? After ignoring me all day?â
Harry winced, running a hand through his hair. âI wasnât ignoring you. I just⌠I didnât know how to approach you.â
âApproach me?â she repeated, her tone sharp. âHarry, youâre my partner. Weâre supposed to be in this together. And yet, youâre off entertaining Sophia while Iâm left wondering where we stand.â
âIt wasnât like that,â he said quickly, his voice rising slightly. âShe asked me to go on the date. I didnât have a choice.â
âAnd after the date?â Y/N shot back. âDid you have a choice then? Because you chose not to come talk to me. You chose to avoid me, Harry.â
He sighed, his shoulders sagging. âYouâre right. I shouldâve come to you. I shouldâve explained everything, but I was⌠scared.â
âScared of what?â
âOf making things worse,â he admitted. âI knew you were upset, and I thought if I gave you space, it might help. Clearly, I was wrong.â
Y/Nâs gaze softened slightly, though her stance remained firm. âYou canât just shut me out, Harry. Thatâs not how this works. If weâre going to survive in here, we need to communicate. Otherwise, whatâs the point?â
He nodded, stepping closer until there was barely any space between them. âYouâre right. I messed up, and Iâm sorry. I didnât mean to make you feel ignored or unimportant because youâre not. Youâre the only one I care about in here, Y/N.â
Her eyes searched his, looking for any sign of insincerity but finding none. Slowly, her arms uncrossed, and she let out a sigh. âDo you like her, Harry?â she asked suddenly, her tone firm. âAnd I mean be straight with me. No bullshit.â
Harry froze, his eyes darting away as he hesitated. âI⌠I donât know,â he admitted after a long pause. âI like spending time with you, Y/N. But I⌠I guess I just want to keep my options open for now.â
âAh, the classic âkeep my options open.â Translation: I like you but not enough to close the shop.â
Her expression faltered for a moment, the bluntness of his words cutting deeper than she expected. She straightened, her walls going up again. âRight. Well, thanks for being honest, I suppose,â she said, her voice quieter but edged with hurt. âBut donât expect me to wait around while you figure out your options, Harry. Iâm not a backup plan.â
âBackup plan? Y/N isnât even the planâsheâs the main event, Harry!â
Harryâs face fell. âY/N, itâs not like thatââ
âThen what is it like?â she interrupted, meeting his gaze with a steely resolve. âBecause right now, it feels like Iâm the one doing all the work to keep this going. And if youâre not all in, maybe weâre wasting our time.â
Harry opened his mouth to respond but faltered, unable to find the right words. Y/N shook her head, turning back to the mirror. âYou know where I stand. Prove to me that Iâm wrong about you, Harry. Otherwise, donât bother.â
For the first time that day, Harry didnât know what to say.
The next morning, Y/N and Chloe were sprawled out on yoga mats on the villa terrace, catching their breath after finishing a Pilates YouTube video. The sun bathed the terrace in a warm glow, and the faint sound of birds chirping added to the calmness of the scene. Y/N wiped her forehead with a towel, her expression distant.
âNothing like a bit of Pilates to stretch the legs and spill the tea.â
Chloe noticed immediately. âAlright, spill. Youâve been quiet all morning. Whatâs going on?â
Y/N sighed, sitting up and crossing her legs. âItâs Harry,â she admitted, her voice tinged with frustration. âLast night, we had a chat. I asked him straight up if he liked Sophia, and do you know what he said?â
Chloe raised an eyebrow. âWhat?â
âHe said he wants to keep his options open,â Y/N said, her voice cracking slightly. âI mean, what am I supposed to do with that? I feel like an idiot for even caring at this point.â
Chloe sat up, her face serious. âY/N, listen to me. You cannot let him see you sweat. If he wants to keep his options open, fine. Let him. But you need to act like you couldnât care less about him or Sophia.â
Y/N frowned. âEasier said than done. I donât know if I can just switch off how I feel.â
âYou donât have to switch it off,â Chloe said, her tone firm but encouraging. âYou just have to fake it for now. Trust me, guys like Harry hate feeling like they donât have control. If you act unbothered, itâll throw him off completely. And in the meantime, youâll give yourself space to figure out what you actually want.â
âChloe, handing out advice like smoothies. And sheâs not wrong. Nothing shakes a lad like a girl whoâs unbothered.â
Y/N bit her lip, considering Chloeâs words. âSo, what? Just pretend like I donât care?â
Chloe nodded. âExactly. Smile, laugh, chat with everyone else, and donât give him the satisfaction of seeing you upset. Time will do the rest.â
A small smile broke through Y/Nâs conflicted expression. âYou make it sound so easy.â
âItâs not,â Chloe admitted with a grin. âYouâve got this.â
Y/N took a deep breath, the weight on her chest feeling slightly lighter. âAlright. Letâs see how unbothered I can be.â
Chloe laughed, nudging her playfully. âThatâs the spirit. Now, how about we reward ourselves with a smoothie?â
Harry stood at the kitchen counter, his hands wrapped around a steaming mug of tea. The morning sun streamed through the villaâs glass doors, casting a warm glow over the open-plan space. Lucas joined him, rubbing sleep from his eyes and grabbing a mug from the cupboard.
âNothing like a cuppa first thing,â Lucas muttered, pouring hot water into his mug. He turned, leaning against the counter, and nodded toward the terrace where Y/N and Chloe were mid-stretch, their workout mats rolled out on the tiled floor. âWell, theyâre looking pretty good this morning, arenât they?â
Harry chuckled, taking a sip of his tea. âYeah, theyâre putting in the work, thatâs for sure.â
Lucas tilted his head, watching Chloe as she effortlessly moved through a set of lunges. âChloeâs got some legs on her, mate. Proper strong. Bet she could kick a ball further than me.â
Harry snorted. âWouldnât be hard. Your kickâs shocking.â
Lucas smirked but didnât argue, his eyes still on Chloe. âFair play, though. Sheâs got this, like, natural confidence about her. Proper attractive, you know?â
Harry raised an eyebrow, hiding a grin behind his mug. âYouâve got it bad, havenât you?â
âWhat can I say?â Lucas replied with a shrug, setting his mug down. âAnyway, enough about me. Did you sort things out with Y/N last night?â
Harryâs smile faltered, and he stared into his tea as if the answers might be swirling in the cup. âWe talked,â he said slowly.
Lucasâs eyebrows shot up. âAnd? What happened?â
âSheâs not happy, mate,â Harry admitted, leaning against the counter. âAsked me straight up if I liked Sophia. Told her I wanted to keep my options open.â
Lucas groaned, dragging a hand down his face. âOh, Harry. Why would you say that?â
âBecause itâs the truth,â Harry said defensively. âI donât want to lead her on if Iâm not sure.â
âRight, but youâre not exactly making it easy for yourself, are you?â Lucas countered. âY/Nâs not the type to just sit around and wait for you to make up your mind. If anything, sheâll use this as fuel to move on.â
Harry sighed, running a hand through his hair. âI know. Chloeâs probably in her ear right now, telling her to forget about me.â
Lucas glanced back at the terrace, where Chloe and Y/N were laughing between stretches. âIf sheâs smart, sheâll listen. Chloe doesnât mess about.â
Harryâs jaw tightened as he looked out at Y/N. She was glowing in the morning light, her hair pulled back and her smile wide as she joked with Chloe. âI just⌠I donât know what to do, mate. I like her, but Sophia⌠sheâs got this vibe, you know? Makes me wonder what else is out there.â
Lucas shook his head. âYouâre playing with fire. If youâre not careful, youâre going to lose Y/N and not even get a chance with Sophia. Girls talk, mate. And no one likes a bloke who canât make up his mind.â
Harry didnât respond, his eyes fixed on Y/N as she stretched her arms above her head. The thought of her pulling away, of her laughter directed at someone else, left a sour taste in his mouth. He took another sip of tea, trying to shake the feeling.
âYouâve got to figure it out, Harry,â Lucas said, his tone serious. âBecause right now, youâre playing a game you might not win.â
The sun blazed down on the villa as the Islanders gathered on the lawn, coffee cups in hand and nerves bubbling under the surface. In the center of the garden stood a brightly colored spinning wheel, its glossy paint glinting in the sunlight like a harbinger of chaos. The air hummed with a mix of anticipation and dread.
Y/N adjusted her sunglasses, leaning back lazily as Chloe leaned closer.
âIâm telling you now, this game is going to start World War Three,â Chloe muttered, her tone low but laced with amusement.
Y/N let out a small laugh, though her stomach was already knotting. Across the lawn, Harry was lounging on the beanbags, his body sprawled out casually as Sophia leaned in close, whispering something in his ear that made him grin.
âItâs 10 a.m., and the Islanders are already sweating. Not from the heat, thoughâoh no. This morning, weâve gifted them a little something we like to call Lips Donât Lie. Because nothing says âgood morningâ like breaking hearts before brunch!â
âHereâs the deal: spin the wheel, land on âSnog,â âSpill,â or âSteal.â Kiss someone, confess your darkest secret, or swipe a kiss from another Islanderâs partner. Oh, and thereâs a lovely stack of truths in those envelopes, just in case things werenât messy enough.â
âAlright, Y/N,â Lucas called out with a cheeky grin. âYouâre up first!â
The group erupted into chants, and Y/N stood, her shoulders squared as she approached the wheel. The handle felt cold under her fingertips as she spun it sharply, the clattering sound making her heart race.
It landed on âSpill.â
âEasy one to start with,â Chloe teased.
Lucas, practically vibrating with excitement, grabbed an envelope. âAlright, Y/N,â he said, his grin devilish. âIf you had to recouple with someone other than Harry, who would it be?â
The crowd fell silent, all eyes on Y/N. She felt Harryâs gaze burning into her, but she kept her expression cool.
She tapped her chin thoughtfully, dragging it out. âHmm⌠Lucas,â she said finally, turning to him with a sly smile. âYou always know how to make me laugh.â
Laughter rippled through the group as Lucas dramatically clutched his chest. âMy dream finally comes true.â
âY/N keeping it light and breezy. But donât worry, HarryâLucas is just here for the bants. Or is he?â
Harryâs jaw clenched, his mug of tea now forgotten on the table beside him.
âYour turn, mate!â Callum called, his grin wide.
Harry stood, brushing off invisible lint from his shorts before giving the wheel a forceful spin. When it landed on âSnog,â the group erupted with cheers and whistles.
Sophiaâs eyes lit up before Harry even moved. Without a momentâs hesitation, he crossed the garden and kissed her, slow enough to make the others holler in delight.
Y/N felt Chloe nudge her hard. âDonât react,â Chloe hissed. âHeâs doing it to get a rise out of you.â
Y/N tilted her head, feigning indifference. âCouldnât care less,â she said smoothly, though her nails dug into her palms.
âOh, Harry. If this were chess, youâd be playing checkers. Y/N? Ice cold.â
Sophiaâs turn was next, and the wheel landed on âSpill.â She sauntered over to the stack of envelopes, picking one like it held her winning lottery numbers.
Tom read aloud, âSophia, who do you think is your biggest competition in the villa?â
Sophia smirked, her gaze drifting lazily over the girls before landing squarely on Y/N.
âY/N,â she said confidently. âSheâs stunning, and, letâs face it, everyone seems to fancy her.â
The group erupted with laughter and gasps, while Y/N shot Sophia a sweet, unfazed smile. âAw, thanks, babe,â she said lightly.
âSophia, dishing out backhanded compliments like cocktails. But letâs be honest, sheâs right. Y/Nâs still the main event.â
Max spun the wheel next, landing on âSnog.â Without missing a beat, he turned to Y/N. âSorry, Harry,â he said with a mischievous grin before kissing her, lingering just long enough to turn the group rowdy.
When Y/N sat back down, Chloe clapped her on the back. âLegend.â
Harryâs expression didnât flinch, but his eyes burned into Y/Nâs as she casually sipped her water.
Finally, Tom pulled an envelope from the truth pile, holding it up dramatically. âTime for a big one!â he announced.
The group quieted as Tom read aloud, âOne Islander confessed: âI still think about kissing Y/N.ââ
The garden froze.
Amberâs mouth dropped. âWho said that?!â
The boys erupted into teasing accusations, whistles flying as Lucas turned to Harry with a smirk. âCâmon, mate. Youâve got guilty written all over your face.â
Harryâs jaw tightened as he glared at Lucas. âDidnât hear my name, did you?â
âOh, Harry. Denial isnât just a river in Egypt, and your face says it all.â
Chloe leaned into Y/Nâs ear, whispering, âYouâve got him rattled.â
Y/N shrugged, her voice loud enough for everyone to hear. âNot my problem.â
âWhew, what a morning! Secrets revealed, kisses stolen, and Harryâs mood hitting boiling point. And we havenât even had lunch yet. Buckle up, folksâthis villaâs about to erupt.â
The villa was quiet after the chaos of the game, with most of the Islanders scattered in their own corners, trying to digest the truths and dares that had been laid bare. Y/N was perched on the edge of the terrace, her foot tapping against the ground as her mind replayed every moment of the gameâHarryâs snog with Sophia, the truth bomb about someone still thinking of kissing her, and the way Harryâs eyes had burned into her the entire time.
She heard footsteps approaching and sighed. She didnât need to turn around to know who it was.
âNot now, Harry,â she muttered, her tone tired but edged with annoyance.
âYeah, well, I think nowâs the perfect time,â Harry said, his voice low but charged. He moved closer, stopping just a step behind her.
Y/N whipped around, her frustration spilling over. âWhat do you want, Harry? Havenât you had enough fun for one day?â
His jaw tensed. âI came to talk because clearly, we need to. But if youâre going to start throwing digs, I can walk right back out.â
âOh, how generous of you,â she shot back, crossing her arms. âDo you want a medal for gracing me with your presence after ignoring me all day? Or is this just damage control because you know how bad you looked out there?â
Harryâs brows knitted together, his frustration bubbling to the surface. âYouâre acting like Iâm the only one who played the game! What about you? Max kissed you, and you didnât seem too bothered about that.â
âDonât you dare,â Y/N said, stepping closer as her voice dropped dangerously. âMax kissed me because you made it very clear where you stand today. I didnât ask for it, but I wasnât about to stop him just to protect your fragile ego.â
âFragile ego?â Harry repeated, his voice rising. âDo you even hear yourself right now? Youâre the one whoâs been sulking and throwing me daggers all day, acting like Iâve done something unforgivable when all I did was follow the rules of a stupid game!â
âStupid game?â she fired back, her tone cutting. âSo kissing Sophiaâgrabbing her like you couldnât wait to get your hands on herâthat was just for the rules? Funny how you didnât hesitate even for a second.â
Harry took a step closer, their faces now inches apart. âAnd what about you, huh? Smiling and laughing with Max like you were enjoying every second of it? Donât act like youâre above playing games, Y/N.â
Her heart was pounding, her anger mixing with something else entirelyâsomething she didnât want to name. âYou donât get it, do you?â she said, her voice breaking slightly. âI didnât want to play any games. I just wanted to feel like you cared. Like I wasnât just⌠replaceable.â
Harryâs expression softened for a moment, but the tension between them was still thick. âYouâre not replaceable,â he said, his voice quieter but no less intense. âYou think I donât care about you? I canât even look at you without losing my head, Y/N. And yeah, I messed up today, but donât for a second think that means I donât want you.â
She blinked, caught off guard by the rawness in his voice. âThen whyââ
Before she could finish, Harry reached out, cupping her face in his hands and pulling her into a kiss. It wasnât soft or tentativeâit was full of all the anger, frustration, and desire that had been constructing between them.
For a second, she resisted, her hands pushing lightly against his chest, but then she gave in, gripping his shirt as she kissed him back with equal intensity.
The world seemed to blur around them, the only sounds their ragged breaths and the faint hum of the villa in the distance. When they finally broke apart, both were breathing hard, their foreheads resting against each other.
âThatâs why,â Harry said, his voice rough.
Y/N swallowed, her emotions a whirlwind. âThis doesnât fix anything,â she whispered, though her hands were still clutching his shirt.
âI know,â he replied, his thumb brushing against her cheek. âBut itâs the truth.â
She pulled back slightly, her eyes searching his. âThen prove it, Harry. Because Iâm not doing this halfway.â
He nodded, his gaze steady. âI will.â
As the distant chatter of the other Islanders drifted toward them, Y/N stepped back, her walls slowly rebuilding. âGood,â she said quietly before turning and walking back inside, leaving Harry standing there, watching her go.
âWell, if we were playing âLips Donât Lie,â those two just failed spectacularly. But will Harry make good on his promise, or is Y/N setting herself up for more heartbreak? Stay tuned, folks. Itâs about to get messy.â