Time for a Classic for @vldtenyearanniversaryfest Day 7!
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It was different, having Shiro back. The real Shiro, all of him, the one that had grown up on Earth and the one made in an oversized test tube merged together, all of his rough edges and kind smiles, his strong leadership and his vulnerable nights. Keith loved each part of him, of course, and was all but too happy to have him back, whole and in as close to one piece as anyone could ask him to be.
Still, it left the question:
If Shiro was the pilot of the black lion, and Keith was the pilot of the black lion, then who was going to actually do the act of piloting the black lion?
The lion itself was of no help, rejecting neither of them when they sat at the controls, the deep and low toned purr of its conscious brushing up against both of theirs and utterly willing to fly for either of them. The team was no help either; all of them could think of both pros and cons to Keith and Shiro's leadership, Keith's quick reflexes and Shiro's calm head in the face of adrenaline-inducing foes both valued, both necessary.
Keith and Shiro were likewise unable to settle the argument between themselves, each of them insisting that the other was clearly the best suited for the role.
"Keith, the black lion chose you. And I'm proud of you! It's just the way things are now, I'm alright moving on."
"Shiro, the black lion is your lion, its your bayard, I'm not going to take your spot on the team, I'm the loner remember? The unreliable one, always off on Blade missions, and the black lion chose you first!"
It wasn't until Matt visited that the solution, which seemed fairly obvious in hindsight, became apparent.
Matt could copilot the green lion with Pidge. They were the one at the controls, sure, but Matt was in the cockpit, in a chair the lion seemingly manifested specifically for him, so he could work alongside his sibling.
"…" Keith looked at Shiro.
"…" Shiro looked at Keith.
"…you know," Keith said, rubbing at the back of his neck, "with the lions' ability to psychically link the pilots, and both of us being so close to Black…"
Shiro set his hand on Keith's shoulder and smiled. "We could probably figure out how to copilot, like we do when we form Voltron."
They smiled silently at one another for a long moment, feeling that synergy even without the lions' help.
It was interrupted by Pidge making a loud gagging noise and Lance calling for them to "get a room!" but Shiro just laughed that off. Obviously copiloting was the solution. He marveled all over again at the feats the Voltron lions were capable of, and the even stranger feats that he and Keith could accomplish, together.
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Lil self promo cause I'm proud of it and I'm unlearning shame. I!!! Made a lil recursive fic of @birchbow 's fic, Karkat Vantas vs the Evil Gods. It's about the Handmaid taking the emergency exit Callie had offered Gamzee and getting to live life unhindered by the Lord, which involves no small amount of self destructing all over the place first.
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Okay and actually on time today it's @vldtenyearanniversaryfest day 4! What Pidge (and Matt) are up to post canon time
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"Mail for you," Matt mentioned, mug of coffee in hand and his long hair an absolute mess, not having brushed it yet.
"Oh, sweet, probably my name change papers," Pidge said, leaning back in their office chair and taking the envelope from their brother.
"You really are going through with it huh?" Matt asked warmly, taking a seat at the computer terminal next to theirs and smiling fondly at them. They kicked him in the ankle for posterity's sake, an absent gesture.
"I mean, the only people who really call me 'Katie' anymore are mom and dad," they said as they rifled through the small mountain of stuff they'd piled on their workstation. They really needed to clean this thing sometime. Or at least declutter it. "Might as well make it official." They found a novelty pen Keith had given them, the tip shaped like a knife, and y'know what it'd work as a letter opener in a pinch. Sure enough, it was the court order, signed by the judge, with Pidge Holt's brand new government-recognized name staring back up at them.
"Sweet," they mentioned, setting the paper aside and returning to their computer monitor.
"You're gonna lose it if you leave it there," Matt pointed out, sipping at his coffee.
"Mind your business," Pidge countered. They were researching whether light's property of self-torque was what made interstellar communications work the way they did. 13,000 years ago when near-instant communications across lightyears' worth of distance had been developed, people had found something that worked, but hadn't actually discovered why it worked. It was the acetaminophen of Pidge's field, and they were damn well going to be the researcher who finally cracked the case on it.
N-7 joined them with a hairbrush and pressed a robotic kiss to Matt's forehead before she started in on his unruly bedhead, Matt closing his eyes and humming contentedly, leaning into her touch. Pidge, once again for posterity's sake more than anything, made an ugly gagging noise at their gooey romantic sappiness.
"If you keep making that face, it's gonna stick like that," Matt mumbled without opening his eyes.
"Good," Pidge returned bluntly, not bothering to point out that he couldn't see what face they were making, or even to look away from their computer screen.
"Allura still swinging by tonight?"
"As long as being the beating heart that pulses the lifeblood of all things through this and every other reality doesn't take too much out of her, yeah," Pidge said. Which was mostly sarcastic, since that was Allura's every moment, and it wasn't like a long day could match up against the cosmic equivalent of what was essentially a goddess at this point. She'd make herself and Lotor a pair of physical forms and the two would pop into the material plane from time to time, always happy to come visit their friends and catch them up on what was going on elsewhere in reality. It was a good excuse to get the gang together; Lance was always so busy being an interstellar celebrity, spreading the legends and the facts of Voltron far and wide with Coran as his manager, Keith and Shiro were always out roadtripping around space with Kosmo, and Hunk was renowned far and wide for his diplomatic expertise, uniting essentially the entire known universe under the coalition's banner with good meals and warm company.
"That'll be nice," Matt said, getting up with a stretch and pressing an absent kiss to N-7's cheek.
"Yeah," Pidge agreed, still fiddling with the communications' technology, "I'm looking forward to it."
Double feature update today! I originally had Part 7 and Part 8 all as one long part and then realized it made more sense if I split them up, whoops. Ding dong Viktor's gone!
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The first thing she did after Viktor got his ass out of Rayana's house was cheer so loudly her voice cracked from it, arms spread out to her sides, hands curled in fists, face upturned towards the heavens, legs stanced apart. The second, was to run absolute circles around her men on the training grounds, putting them all out flat on their asses one after the other, grinning wild and training staff in hand. The third, was drink what felt like a solid half of a keg of good thick beer, foamy and strong. The fourth was tumble Mori until they were both panting and sweaty and so covered in little love bites they looked like a wheat field after a swarm of locust. They'd ridden each other hard, both of them pent up with furious joy at having him gone, and Rayana had pulled on his hair maybe a bit harder than he typically enjoyed but his nails had been raking down her back just as viciously so she figured he hadn't minded too much. Soused and now thoroughly exhausted, she felt herself relax for the first time since her servants had spotted Viktor's flag on the horizon.
"Fuck your brother," Mori said into that sweaty afterglow, and Rayana grunted. "And I don't even mean the fun type, this time."
"Does that mean you'll quit joking about trying to bed him now?"
"Oh no, I'm still going to do that," Mori said airily, "Just. Not today. Or anytime soon. Fuck."
"Such crude language from the count's son. I'm scandalized," she deadpanned, fully naked on top of him.
"I'm sorry you had to learn about my foul tongue this way. However can I make it up to you?"
"Mmmm, gimme kiss," she said as she propped herself up just enough for their lips to meet. As she laid back down, her shoulder twinged again, and she grunted and rubbed at it.
"Your poor shoulders," Mori crooned, rubbing a hand over her shorn hair, which she'd kept meticulously short during Viktor's visit, touching up the shave daily to ensure he never had the slightest chance of seeing it grown even the meagerest quarter inch. "Shall I massage them for you?"
Rayana snorted, a feeling of deja vu passing over her.
"Maybe. Or maybe I have a servant come do it for me."
Mori's eyes twinkled, his own memory catching on the conversation. "A new, attractive servant? Or maybe slave?"
"Maybe."
"Oh?!" Mori prompted, delighted, rising up onto his elbows and hair sticking to the corner of his mouth. She snorted and raised a hand to tug the strands away, tucking them behind his ear and kissing him more soundly.
"She's pretty," Rayana said, nuzzling against Mori's jaw affectionately, "and not a spy, and she stayed away from my brother while he was here, and if I ever want to trip her into bed she'll need to start getting used to me when I'm not interrogating her, andshe's juuuuuuust my type~"
"You're drunk," Mori said with a sweet little chuckle at her little stumble over her words.
"We fucked the drunk outta me."
"You're tipsy, then."
Rayana clicked her tongue and leveled a finger his direction. "That, I cannot deny."
A polite knock interrupted their ensuing giggling, and Rayana groaned and slumped back down onto the bed before calling, "Enter!"
It was Yan, so Rayana did not feel especially bad about her lack of interest in covering herself up. He'd seen her naked as the day she was born ere now, and neither leered nor flustered at it, just politely kept his gaze rooted elsewhere.
"Your Highness, you wanted to be informed if there was anything noteworthy among your staff," he said, and Rayana forced herself to sit up with a huff.
"Report."
"One of the grooms, Sora, is unable to work today from injuries he insists he sustained from 'falling down the stairs,'" Yan said with a perfectly neutral tone that only slightly belied just how much he didn't believe a word of that.
"Fuck," Rayana groused.
"You'd think they'd come up with more convincing lies at some point," Mori mused, sounding unconcerned. Rayana flopped back down on top of him.
"Okay, maybe I am drunk. Just," she waved a hand vaguely at Yan, "see he gets medical treatment and keep a pair of eyes on him at all times. I'll question him myself later."
Yan bowed and left, and Mori turned to Rayana with an arch of his lovely, perfectly plucked eyebrow.
"I don't recognize the name?" he prompted.
"You don't know any of my servants' names. You barely remember your own," Rayana pointed out. "He's one of the ones my brother sent me, maybe… three or four years back, now."
Mori sucked air in through his teeth.
"Well. Let me know if you're in need of any ambiance to intimidate him into truth."
"I know Sora," Rayana muttered, stamping down on feelings of betrayal before she'd managed to confirm anything. "He's got a nasty mouth on him. For all we know this is just that my brother went down to the stables and Sora pissed him off." It'd mean that Sora had disobeyed her direct order to steer clear of her brother, but if Viktor had singled him out she knew the man's temper would ride up against her brother's hard enough to keep him from acting sensibly. She could consider whatever Viktor had done to him punishment enough, particularly since Sora just didn't learn.
It was one of the things she liked about him, actually. No matter how much it might theoretically help him to act nice, Sora was only ever exactly and precisely himself, and his self was a mean little bastard with a tongue so foul it'd turn up sailors' noses. Rayana liked his honesty, and the fact that he really was just that good with horses, and the way he'd openly scoffed at her and told her to her own damn royal face that if she wanted him to go stomping around the eastern hills all summer she'd have to tie his ankles to the back of a horse and drag him.
She didn't want this to be a betrayal. Though if he'd been injured by Viktor—as she could only suspect he had, since none of her other staff here did that sort of thing—maybe this was clue enough that Sora had refused… whatever Viktor had wanted.
Or maybe it was a broken ankle he really and actually had just gotten from falling down the stairs. Rayana hadn't seen his injuries yet and Yan had not described them. She was being maudlin and catastrophizing, probably because she was drunk. Sora was bad at lying and very good at telling the truth in the rudest way possible. But then, Yan clearly believed Sora had been lying, and Yan was good at reading people, better than Rayana in some cases. And why would Sora, of all people, bother trying to lie about his injuries if he'd gotten them from some benign mistake?
She was thinking herself in circles. She'd just. Sober up and go talk to him.
Fuuuuuck she didn't want this to be bad. She wanted Viktor to be gone and everything to go back to normal without any more fucking problems.
"Don't suppose you can nullify the alcohol in my system?" Rayana groused. Mori laughed, but to his credit she did feel the pulse of his magic sinking down into her. She'd never known how many veins a body had, until that first memorable day she'd let Mori push his magic in and through all of hers.
She felt herself sober a bit, though not much. "You'll probably do better with a glass of water or three and a nap," Mori pointed out, his magic receding. "There's only so much shadow magic can do in a situation like this."
Rayana wouldn't know. She huffed, and rolled off her lover, stretching like a cat before she got out of bed and started to redress, needing to stagger and catch herself against the mattress once.
Mhmnmnhg yeah okay. Sobering up first, and then bad news. She'd just. Go look at reports. She was good at paperwork, though she held exactly and precisely zero fucking love for it, and the sooner she could legally foist all of that off on Mori the better. He didn't necessarily like paperwork either, but he was efficient and didn't grumble about it half so much as she did.
She settled herself into her desk chair, not feeling up to going to her office just yet, and plenty enough for her to work on here. After a few minutes and some rustling of clothes, Mori pressed a kiss to her forehead. He straightened with his arms outstretched over his head, grunting mildly, and then set to work braiding his hair in front of his shoulder. "I'll have someone send tea up for you?"
"Mmm," Rayana hummed, examining crop yields from the nearby territory and copying figures into the detailed ledgers that stretched back decades. It was good, somewhat mindless work, and she'd review it when sober just to be sure of herself, but she'd been doing this for nearly as long as she'd lived in this auxiliary castle, and she'd been living here a long time indeed.
Don't think about it.
She liked it here better than in the capital anyway, liked the company (and lack thereof) better, knew her soldiers and staff all by name and face, had built a home for herself here, one she was adamant in her refusal to leave. And it was easier not to wonder why the family that should've loved her wasn't visiting her at all, when it'd be so hard for them to come out all this way anyways.
Don't think about it. Gods above and below, she must've been more drunk than she thought. She leaned back in her chair, leaving only one hand on the letter on the desk to free her other hand to pinch at the bridge of her nose, head thrown back and rubbing at her squint.
A polite knock to her door later, she was bidding Rosa in, who had that nice orange and cloves tisane Rayana liked best on her little wheeled cart, and a plain ceramic mug rather than any dainty capital teacup to pour it into.
"A carafe of water, while you're at it," Rayana ordered thoughtlessly, taking the mug from Rosa and sipping at it, returning her attention to the reports on her desk. In her peripheral, Rosa curtsied, and wheeled herself back out. She returned shortly thereafter, not bothering to knock that time, knowing Rayana didn't like to waste her time on such over-formalities. She simply deposited the water and cup on her desk, curtsied again, and left just as silently, expecting no acknowledgement from her princess and fearing no unkind word from her either. Rayana really did like her. Liked all of them. That was the point of making a life for herself here, that she could be surrounded by people who respected and liked her, something that had never been possible in the main palace when she was young.
She slammed back half the carafe of water in a go, not bothering with the cup. She gasped as she returned the thick glass to its spot, thudding dully and her grip tight on the neck of it. God, maybe she should hire a water mage to just live on site. Do a little healing (of which, water magic lent itself to the easiest) and sober Rayana up fast when her thoughts decided to make a drunken nuisance of themselves. I gotta remember that I'm a weepy goddamn drunk, she thought to herself, completely dry eyed and without a hint of irony.
She made her way through most of the stack on her desk, and would either need to go to her office to get more work, read the final remaining letter from a man whose handwriting she did not like and whose attitude she liked less, or she could deal with Sora.
Well. She'd been at this long enough, and had drained the water and tea both. She sighed, rubbed again at the side of her nose, then straightened herself in her seat.
She summoned Sora to her, and perused over the work she'd just done, double checking it for any obvious errors.
Sora knocked, and Rayana let it go unanswered just a moment. Just a beat too long. Just long enough for him to start wondering if he should knock again, before she called out, "Enter."
He entered with the click of a cane, leaning heavily on it. Rayana did not look directly at him, eyes on the ledger in front of her, as he slowly crossed the space to the side of her desk, gait uneven and breathing audible.
"Your Highness," he greeted quietly, bowing low, nervous tension bleeding into his words.
"Sora," she said mildly, not looking up from her ledger still. "Yan tells me you couldn't work today."
"Your Highness," he confirmed, "I, hurt my ankle, Your Highness."
"And how did that happen?" she asked, still mild, proving him an opportunity to tell the truth she really did hope he'd take.
"I fell down the stairs late last night, Your Highness. It was dark, and I couldn't see, and—"
"And why are you lying to me, Sora?"
"I—" She could hear the fear in his voice, that shaky panic of a prey animal caught beneath the gaze of a hawk. "I-I'm not—"
She glanced sharply at him, her eyes the only part of her that moved, expression never wavering from one of mild disdain. Immediately, he crumpled, staggering back a step, and then going to his knees, bowing his head low.
Hm. He had a little bruising on the right side of his face. Nothing serious, but if he wasn't such a terrible liar she might have actually believed that he really had just tripped down the stairs. Hurt his leg real bad, bumped his head.
She turned in her seat, leaning back in it, elbow propped against her desk and fingers loosely curled above her palm. She caught his chin with the toe of her boot and forced his face up, getting a better look at the damage there (a little glossy from whatever cream her physician had rubbed into the skin, but genuinely not bad, especially considering how recent it was), and stared witheringly down at him.
"Sora," she said, still quiet, still low, not needing (never needing) to resort to the loud and wild tantrums her piece of shit eldest brother liked to throw in order to assert her dominance over this trembling man. He would submit to her. Of that she was certain. "I will not ask you where your injuries came from again." It was, in its own right, technically a way of asking him again, but one that did not literally mean she had repeated herself. A princess did not lower herself thus, unless it was fun for her, and questioning Sora like this most certainly was not.
"I," he gasped, his fingers all splayed out in the rug beneath her chair, his gazed fixed on her and fearful, kneeling but listing to one side to keep pressure off his bad leg, cane laid out on the floor beside him. "…Forgive me."
"For what?" she prompted, removing her boot from beneath his chin and crossing her legs with a slightly exaggerated motion, one that emphasized just how much bigger she was than him, in that moment, the way her relatively stocky frame towered over him, even seated as she was.
He dropped his head again, arms shaking beneath him, and answered her, "For—you had, ordered me to stay away from your brother, Your Highness, and I—I tried to! I had, but, he, last night, I was careless, I hadn't thought he'd go down to the stables at night, I was on shift and just, doing my job and he…"
Hm. Well, that was in fact concerning, but it was also kind of what Rayana had been hoping for. Sora had just been in the wrong place at the wrong time, and his foul mouth had gotten him in trouble with Viktor's temper. Probably. "And he?"
"He." Sora was really trembling now, genuinely scared, and Rayana did not outwardly react to the churning unease that put in her stomach. She shoved down whatever dread she felt for whatever words would leave his mouth next. "He wanted me to spy on you for him, Your Highness," Sora admitted quietly, and Rayana felt a flush of rage at that. "I told him no! Obviously I told him no, princess, I'm loyal to you, I'm loyal, please, please believe me."
She sighed, loudly, and rubbed at her brow again. Gods, why couldn't Viktor leaving mean he was done messing with her life?
"And why pick you, of all people?" Rayana asked, index finger hooked overtop her eyebrow and middle finger resting on the bridge of her nose, framing her eye as she glared down at him.
"I," he gasped again, trembling visibly. "I'm not, certain," he said, and Rayana wasn't actually sure if it was anxiety or dishonesty that curdled his tone.
"Speculate."
"He. Remembered me, Your Highness."
She cocked her head, one brow arched. "Remembered you?"
Sora's fingers curled against the rug. "I don't know, I, please, I told him no, I told him no, please believe me!"
"Not that I would wish any ill on you," she remarked, "but you're looking remarkably hale for a servant who told Viktor no. You didn't change your mind after he kicked you in the shin?"
"No!" Sora's head snapped up, looking at her again, genuine panic in his eyes, in his voice. "No! No, never, I wouldn't betray you, princess, please, I swear on my life, he could do nothing to convince me!"
"Then why claim you'd just had a fall?" she pushed, hot on the heels of the momentum she'd gotten out of him. "First to Yan, then to me."
"I, I was scared, Your Highness. You'd ordered me to stay away from him and I didn't want you to think he could suborn me, please, please!"
"So you decided to lie about it instead?"
"Forgive me!"
"You did not think the falsehood would make you more suspect?"
"I'm sorry! Please, princess, I'm sorry!"
"And did anyone witness your little tete a tete with him?" she prompted, "Can anyone corroborate your claim?"
Despair crossed his face, and then he hung his head again, and she almost wondered if he was about to cry. "No," he said quietly, raw like he was actually in fact staving off tears, "I was alone."
Hm. So it came down to her, then. Did Rayana truly believe that Sora had chosen to remain loyal to her? Or was the risk of Viktor having gained a new foothold in her house too great?
She pondered that thought, letting Sora stew in his terror at her feet. Let that serve him a lesson against trying to hide things from her.
…Damn her and her bleeding heart. She really did like him, was the thing.
"For the disobedience of going near my brother, you can consider your leg punishment enough."
She heard him gasp beneath him, shocked and relieved, and almost enough to push his tears over the brink.
"For the act of lying to me, ten lashes with the whip. You will tell Yan yourself, and I will know if you try to deceive him a second time, and it will be forty if you do, you understand me?"
"Yes, Your Highness, thank you, thank you."
"Hm," she grunted, and rolled her shoulder, rubbing at it again and straining at the muscles in her neck with her head pulled out to the side. Well, might as well.
A formal procession, with everyone who'd known and loved the deceased, a pyre, a scattering of ashes. Modern cremation made the pyre symbolic rather than functional, but it was built the same size as pyres of old, to keep the gravity of it all, and provide more ashes for scattering. Then a mourning period would be observed, all donned in pink and white to grieve their fallen loved one.
Coran had no body to cremate, and neither the space nor wood to craft a pyre. His pink garments were stored at home, not in the castle, and like the rest of Altea, were gone now. And with the Galran Empire continuing their wretched work, there was no time to observe a mourning period, not in its formal length.
He should've invited Allura. She was the only person left who could understand him, after all, the only person left who could understand this. But she was young, and with youth brought anger. She didn't want to grieve, she didn't want to mourn, she didn't want to sit with the overwhelming emotion and cry and process it. She wanted to fight, she wanted to strike back against the Galra who had taken everything from her, she wanted to kill Zarkon and all of his.
Coran couldn't and wouldn't fault her for it. He'd been young once, too. But he was older now, and ten thousand years older than he felt.
So he lit a candle alone, in his room, with the smoke detectors of the castleship temporarily disabled in a tinkering he would've called one of the ongoing repairs of the ancient vessel, had their been anyone who spotted him in the act. Someone should have. There should've been staff bustling to and fro, important ministers and diplomats on their way to meetings, petitioners here to take the ear of the king wandering through the magnificent halls while they were in the area anyway. But all those people who should've been here were dead and ten thousand years gone, and so Coran had disabled the smoke detector alone.
He didn't have any of his own mourning clothes, but he did find a large pink blanket in storage, and had gathered it around his shoulders like a shroud, fastened over his heart with the royal family's pin. Technically, it wasn't his to wear. But technically, King Alfor had always, always told him he was part of the family, and everyone who could take issue with him wearing it was long dead—save one.
He really should bring Allura with.
Maybe he'd do another "funeral," later. Once she'd calmed, a bit. Once that horrid rage had burned out of her, at least in part. Once she was able to sit with him, and watch the candle burn, and share in this quiet, heavy grief.
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Shiro had spent his entire youth saddled with the knowledge that anyone who wanted to get out into the stars would have to do so, so, so much math to get there. Would have to train and practice near relentlessly, would have to be a pilot and a scientist and a mathematician and an engineer, regardless of which of those things he actually, officially was on paper. He'd known he would have to follow the chain of command precisely, that he would have to be better than good, if he wanted to touch the stars, he would have to be the best.
And then he'd gotten into a giant robotic magical lion, and the universe expanded exponentially.
Well, okay, first he'd gotten kidnapped by aliens and forced to fight as a gladiator slave in their coliseum, and then escaped said aliens in a dinky little escape pod, but Shiro didn't really count that as him touching the stars. More like the stars had suddenly and abruptly picked him up by his shirt collar and rattled him around.
Point being: he no longer had to be the best of the best. Earth was in contact with the countless other worlds that made up the Voltron Coalition and what had previously been the Galran Empire, and Shiro had been one of the fate-chosen few to save all of them. If he wanted, all it'd take would be one call and he could have the best space cruiser alien tech could build, outfitted and ready to take him back up into the stars and out wandering wherever he wanted, no limits, no strings attached.
And the longer he was the admiral of the IGF–Atlas, the more that hunger to get out, to go go go, to reach for the stars, hadn't he always reached for the stars, hadn't he always yearned for the stars, itched for them? He felt it underneath his skin. Felt it in every conference room and debrief and council meeting and little nitpicky speed bump the chain of command liked to put in his way. There were other people who could be admiral of the Atlas, surely. It had created an almost-psychic link with Shiro, but Shiro had piloted the Black Lion before. He knew what a real psychic link felt like. And this wasn't it. It was just the ship responding to the psyche of its pilot, and pilots could be changed, new pseudo-bonds forged. That awareness nagged at him. Pulled at him. He could leave. The universe was saved. Atlas didn't need Shiro, not like Shiro felt a growing, cloying, choking need to get the hell outta this place.
"Keith!" he greeted, delighted by the arrival of his partner.
"Hey, Shiro," Keith said, arm reflexively outstretched, immediately clasping Shiro's own and pulling him into a hug, fitting perfectly against him. Kosmo sniffed at Shiro with tail a-wagging, bouncing back and forth on his front paws, and Shiro laughed as he pulled out of the hug to ruffle his fur between his ears.
"Still training new recruits for the Blade?" Shiro asked, noting how tired Keith looked, the bags under his eyes. He wasn't bruised anywhere on his face, but Shiro was willing to bet he was sporting more than just a few underneath his Blade armor thanks to all the constant training he did.
"Kind of," Keith said, rubbing at the bridge of his nose. "Most of them have reached the 'practical experience' stage, which, has been almost nice for me, but it also means someone has to babysit them on missions so they don't do anything stupid."
"And you're the man for the job," Shiro said warmly, so proud of how far Keith had come.
"The thing is; I really don't have to be," he grumbled, and Shiro chuckled, slinging an arm around him.
That made two of them.
"…Say, Keith…?"
"Yeah, Shiro?"
Shiro would feel stupid for this, he was sure. But Keith was his closest friend, and had always provided important sanity checks for him, even when they were just two punk kids from Arizona sneaking out to go hoverbike racing in the desert.
"I've been thinking about quitting the Atlas," he said, and found himself surprised by just how good it felt to say out loud. "They don't need me here, and I miss exploring the stars. Would it be crazy if I just," Shiro felt the nervous impulse to clam up, to shut himself down, stay put, be dutiful and responsible and follow the system, "got a cruiser and went roadtripping through space?"
"That sounds amazing, actually," Keith said.
"Yeah?" Shiro looked at him hopefully, his arm around Keith's shoulders, Keith's arm around his waist. Then, because it was the day for voicing daring wants, "It'd be lonely, after too long."
Keith met his gaze for two long seconds, then smiled, just a little smirk that still had Shiro's stomach doing loops.
"Better not let you go alone, then. We'll need to make sure the cruiser is wolf-proofed. He likes chewing on things."
Shiro felt himself break out in a grin, vibrant as the day is bright.
And hello to you all for @vldtenyearanniversaryfest !!! I don't know if I can be forced to pick a FAVORITE favorite but OF my faves I know which one needs the most love <3
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Narti's tail flicked in tandem with Kova's, observing the salvaged sentries as they worked. Kova liked watching them, and Narti didn't mind letting the cat's attention wander where it was wont. As far as service animals went, some might question the choice of a domestic housecat, given how stubborn the animals could be when asked to do anything outside their own feline preferences, but Narti liked Kova plenty, agreed with his mental state far more than she might have with a canine, and took a certain amount of pride in being the one trusted to watch over the prince's childhood pet, the only possession he'd carried with him through the millennia that wasn't the armor on his back.
She leaned back on the roof of the ship and stretched her arms out far above her head, Kova lifting up onto his paws and bowing low with his front legs out, his toebeans spread, in an echo of her. He then placed himself neatly on top of her belly, the thick armor of her chestplate a bad spot for naps, and curled up in a sweet little ball. She scritched idly at his ears and if she'd had eyes, she would've closed them, enjoying the warmth of this planet's sun and the sun-warmed metal of their ship beneath her. She yawned, showing this planet's sky two rows of very sharp teeth, and listened.
Ezor and Zethrid were testing the waters with Acxa again, prodding her and poking at her until she snapped at them, a favorite pastime for the two rowdies. Prince Lotor was overseeing the repairs with a sort of irritated restlessness the other three didn't know him well enough (or long enough) to discern, his affect outwardly unchanged. The sentries were moving with their mechanical whirring, programmed to be ever so slightly imperfect to help with the uncanny valley of it all and prevent Galra soldiers from attacking them reflexively, and these sentries, having been either stolen or repaired (or both) even more imperfect than most.
Off, way off, in the distance, there was a gathering of denizens, chattering loudly enough that Narti could hear the murmur of them whenever the wind carried this way, likely primitives that couldn't fathom life beyond their own atmosphere and were gearing up to make first contact. Probably one of the things Lotor was worried about happening. Not as much as he was worried about the people who'd damaged their ship relocating them, that would've taken top priority, but a bunch of curious denizens would've just been another headache to add to the list.
Narti, for her part, wasn't worried. If their opponents relocated them, they'd load back in the ship and engage again, and they'd win this time. Lotor never lost the same fight twice. If Acxa ended up snapping at Ezor and Zethrid, they more than well deserved it, and they were big girls, they could handle themselves. If the primitives approached them, eh. Their ship was mostly repaired by this point. They could just fly away and avoid them.
But this sun, though. Narti was not going to let anything interrupt her enjoyment of this planet's sun. It was just right, hot enough to have her more mammalian friends sweating in their armor, absolutely baking the metal of the black roof of the ship, utterly perfect to her lizard hindbrain and Kova's cat physiology. As she exhaled with satisfaction at the warmth, Kova began to purr.
Aaaand @vldtenyearanniversaryfest day 3! I GOTTA give Shay some love <3
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Shay sometimes liked to disobey her elders. Well, she did not like to disobey them, the act of disobedience brought her no pleasure, truly. But she liked the deeds that could only be done in a state of having skirted her Gran-gran's orders, her brother's protective gaze, and her family's cautious warnings. When it was just her and the Balmera, who loved her without condition, and seemed, in its way, to delight in her tiny mischiefs, harboring her secrets for her with a tiredness beyond its age, but with also fondness.
She trailed her hands along its walls, her oldest and truest friend (as the Balmera was to all its people, their friend always, the mother of their mothers, their home). It nudged her gently where she wished to go, and she smiled as she crept past the mouth of its tunnel into the great tower of the Galra's mineshaft.
It was laced with beams of metal from foreign planets, which pierced the Balmera like splinters it could not work free of itself, and which its people could not move, lest they risk the Galra's ire. The shaft was crooked, also, likely for ease of the Galra's ships to fly in and out of, always moving forward in some direction, though she often wondered if the beams would not act as hindrance to the same people who'd put them there. But those very beams were also the things which gave Shay what she needed, and so, here when all Galra were either asleep or guarding their night shift, and Shay's family was likewise resting, when her actions were known only to her dearest friend, she climbed.
It would've been easier if Rax were here. The two of them could lift one another upon their shoulders and climb easily from beam to beam, and catch one another should either of them fall. But Rax was not here, on account of how he was too governed by his fears, and would worry that the Galra would find them and punish them for feeling even the thinnest shred of joy. And so she climbed without him! Let him remain as joyless as the Galra who controlled them. The beams which were to far apart to leap from (which were most beams, to permit the Galran ships), she navigated by climbing the rough edges of the Balmera, crouching on the beams to rest her hands and flex her fingers. It often seemed that the Balmera itself had grown those bumps and ridges for her to climb upon specifically, which would have been a silly waste of its energy, when already they mined it beyond what it could offer, but Shay knew, too, the power of small joys. And who was she to begrudge her truest friend this little joy alongside her, when she was the one skirting all her family's wishes to take it?
She climbed higher, higher, higher still. Past the bend in the mineshaft. Up higher still. As high as she could possibly go, and perched on a beam, and settled her hand against the Balmera's rocky wall, and looked up.
She let her legs dangle off one edge and her tail off the other, still short but growing longer. She was not a woman yet, but on nights like this, neither did she feel like a girl anymore. Up, up, up, up, up the mineshaft, past the metal beams and twists in the Balmera's rock, Shay could make out small glimpses of the sky.
She leaned her head against the Balmera, feeling its warmth beneath her palm and cheek, and felt its deep, old joy echoing back at her. Her accomplishment at having climbed so high. Her wonder at those little scraps of sky. It shared those joys with her, and together they two settled into this quiet moment. Just the two of them, and the sweat of Shay's brow, and the stars, so far away, but still there. Just waiting for her.
"One day," she told the Balmera, a quiet whisper meant only for the two of them, though they already were alone. "One day, I will find a mineshaft which best suits my needs. I will discover what none else in my lineage have found, and I will go all the way to the top, and I will see the sky in its fullness."
How she would find the strength for this after a full day of mining crystals for her Galran overlords, or how she would escape their gaze while on the exposed surface of the top, she did not know, nor did she have a strategy for. It was reckless dreaming. She knew well how thoroughly the Galra quashed any sense of happiness in their conquered subjects, the savage glee they took with purple whips of pulsing energy and the beating of their own metal-clad fists on unarmored skin. She had seen it, and borne it, and heard it echoing down the tunnels, and felt it transmitted by the Balmera's silent and cavernous grief.
But she wanted it. She wanted to reach the top. She wanted to see the sky. And, beneath her cheek, beneath her palm, the Balmera echoed her wants, her whispered promise, and they watched the silent slivers of that distant sky together.