So time for the happy memory. Today I really feel like not speaking much. I feel like gathering every drop of self-love and self-appreciation and honouring myself with a happy memory from my own little life. Rumi once said, “We are not a drop in the ocean; we are the ocean in a drop.” I think I am that ocean—containing all kinds of emotions, feelings, memories, and imagination. And when it…

And I'm usually very energetic and chatty and funny around other people, even my friends. So everyone knows me as this bubbly person that's always talking or doing something.

But obviously sometimes I feel drained of energy and I just don't feel like talking or doing anything really. But I tend to just disappear for a while or wait until I get home and sit alone in my room to think and kinda recharge.

Well, a few days ago my friend and I went to visit our ther friend that recently moved to another city for college. We were supposed to stay at her house for 5 days. And I can't be my hyped self for so long.

Those two girls are my very best friends and I feel quite comfortable around them. So when I felt like staying quiet and just get lost in my thoughts, I did that.

I think it was the first time they've ever seen me like that so they got worried. They thought that I was sad and tried to cheer me up the best they could.

Honestly it was so sweet. They played my favorite music, let me do some weird chaotic stuff (which I love), tried talking to me (I love talking xD). We planned to make pizza that day and I'm the only one who can but they tried to do it on their own anyway with only spoken instructions from me. It didn't turned out great but it was still good.

I obviously explained to them that I'm fine, I just feel a bit drain out of energy, but they did what they did anyways.