((Spoilers)) Honestly it feels like hanma fell in love with kisaki. When kisaki asked him why he insisted on following him hanma said “it’s a secret”. If the reason was something like “because it’s fun” I don’t see why he would need to keep that a secret specifically until kisaki was “on his deathbed” (whenever that was), but I’m sure he didn’t want the times with kisaki to end if he were to confess his love to him so he specifically chose to wait until a moment like that. And for hanma to be so sad when kisaki did die that he cried? For a dude like him that’s just really live slug reaction. And at kisaki’s grave he was about to recite a whole allegorical story about their relationship referring to them as “the Pierrot and the Reaper” an we don’t even get to read it like 🏳️‍🌈❓