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I am re-watching the show for the 23rd time and I am Having Thoughts. Hannibalās desire to push Will into his ābecomingā is very transparently rooted in his desperate desire for an equal, for someone who could understand him and see him as he is without running away. I think some of the fandom assumptions about the medical malpractice and manipulations that Hannibal carried out with Will interpret it as Hannibal only toying with him, turning Will into someone whose darkness is subservient to his. If that was what he wanted, there were plenty other easier targets who had already embraced or acquiesced to acts of violence that he could pickā Randall, Dolarhyde, Tobias, maybe even Margot. And yet he chose Will, time and time again. He wants someone who has the ability to choose him in return, someone who can seeā not someone who is blinded. When Will pulls a gun on him, he says āthe scales have fallen from my eyesāā and Hannibal smiles.
Hannibal often seems like a very complicated and even mysterious character on the surface, but heās actually supremely understandableā part of the horror of it all is that you canāt help but sympathize with the villain, once you look into him further, and you canāt help but wonder how far you might have gone in his place. The audience is cleverly made into a mirror of Willās own struggles with those questions. Itās baked into our DNA to seek connection and others who can understand and therefore aid and support us, our ancient ancestorās main evolutionary advantage was their ability to form social groups and have strength in numbers. Hannibal knows this, too, and he knows the futility of it regarding himselfā one of the first things Jack says to him is that he enjoyed his paper on āthe evolutionary origins of social exclusionā. Thereās irony here. Jack enjoys the paper, he does not have to suffer its truths like its author does.
Hannibal can either let the cold fact of how heās destined to be alone in a world thatās against him by nature crush him slowly, or he can convince himself that his singularity means that heās superior, that heās above all others. Being different is a useless pain unless different means better. Who wouldnāt choose comfort over suffering? Hannibalās tableaus are almost always referred to as mockeries, as an outlet for his sadism and superiority complex. However, I disagree with this a littleā theyāre also beacons. They are the work of a desperate man, whether he realizes it or not. Hannibalās elaborate tableaus are publicly displayed, he puts the utmost effort into them, he makes the brutality beautiful, tooā which makes the average and sane person shy away from them even more, and thatās the point of them! His tableaus are messages, sent out into the world in the hopes that someone can see the beauty of the darkness in them like he can, that someone can understand them, and through that, understand him and choose him. Itās reminiscent of how bowerbirds build their elaborate nests in the hopes of finding a mate their choices of flowers, twigs and berries will agree with.
Will is the first person who sees them as something more than abominations. He truly considers Hannibalās statement that āGod kills people all the time, and are we not created in his image?ā in episode two when theyāre still essentially strangers, after heās admitted that killing Hobbs felt good and powerful. He considers the fact that they share an appetite before the encephalitis and Hannibalās manipulations get ahold of himā and then he ignores and rejects it. He and Will are the only two people in their separate worldā and yet Will has still rejected him, choosing the slow suffocation of being different without being better, without ābecomingā. To Hannibal, this is a waste not only of Willās life, but of his, too.
Will has chosen to continue subsisting on the scraps of otherās darknesses, afraid of committing to his own, afraid of the facts of his existence. Hannibalās decision to scale Willās walls just as Bedelia said about his comes with the extra weight of choosing to tear them down behind him. The fact that he never anticipated the result of finding his only equal in the world being falling in love with him is a testament to how utterly alone heās always been. Love and true connection is foreign to him, and it is terrifying in how helpless it makes him, in how terrible it is because of the fact he canāt resist its beauty and allure. Beauty and terror are the features of a God. Hannibal tells Bedelia that love is a God, and he compares Will to God over and over.
Will is his God. He has made Hannibalās world anew, and Hannibal canāt help but be willing to do anything to have Will join him there.
constantly thinking about how casually Hannibal and Will would just go to each other's houses as if they don't live two+ hours away. like sure it's not *that* far, but also i feel like this is just not portrayed at all to anyone who doesn't know how far they are. not a casual drive but then again nothing about them has ever been casual