i fixed the keyboard cable today. it was lying there in the wardrobe for a month now, and we know how to fix cables, we got quite good at it when we had friend rats. but. our hands used to be v good at such things back then. we tried to fixed our charger earlier this month and it was terrible, had to redo it two times. tinnitus and random movements at times, and not moving right at others. this easy and mundane task got so hard. it is what it is but it was stressful enough for us to just. just you know. not have any keyboard at all for a month or so.
anyways i did it on the first try, flawlessly, it works and looks pretty and it didn't seem that hard despite my hands shaking bc i planned ahead and made it easier for myself to do so.
i know it made sense to be scared. it's a minor thing but at the same time it feels like a test. test named are our hands still working? and it's a test that we may one day fail. and we hope this day is not very soon.
