#hanadoll

Hanadoll spoilers!!

I'm still a pretty new Hanadoll fan so I've been trying to learn everything that I can about it through the drama cds, MVs, etc, and one detail I noticed on Kaoru's wiki page is that he apparently hasn't been drawing as of 2022. I checked the Anthos* twitter account and it's true, he hasn't posted any art since early 2022. So, naturally, this info consumed my thoughts for several days. And then I remembered that the 4th season's title is "Human or Doll" and this, combined with all the stuff that's been happening to Kaoru in the drama cds, led me to the idea that Kaoru isn't drawing anymore because he's more doll than human right now. He can't create art when he's losing his humanity to amapro and becoming a puppet...I hope that made sense, I have too many thoughts. But after that realization hit me, I rushed to start and finish this drawing before my classes started up again😭😭 This series is simultaneously my favourite thing ever rn and also the bane of my existence because everything I do reminds me of Hanadoll and idk how I'm gonna survive my final semester of university without shoehorning Hanadoll into one of my assignments somehow.