genre Âť this is just full on fluff!, haknyeon and the reader are kinda blind to notice that that they obvs love each other, and so MUTUAL PINING UGH, caring and loving haknyeon, shy haknyeon at times, very confident haknyeon at other times!, all in all just a lovesick haknyeon, (light) featuring changbin (skz) and allen (cravity) as haknyeon's other bestie, and hendery (wayv) as the reader's other bestie hehe
word count; estimated reading time Âť 5224; ~19 mins
warnings (lmk if i missed anything!) Âť none!
navi/masterlist!! đ¤ the boyz masterlist
the holiday season has started and this is my first (?) holiday season fic for this year!! thank you so much for this prompt for haknyeon @hursheys !! finally have a haknyeon fic in my masterlist hehe đ¤
light spoiler (?): hak said he wouldn't watch a romcom with his bestie but...hehe-
âAt this point, you guys will never get together. Itâll take a miracle to even get you guys together.â
âForget about getting together, they canât even go on a proper date with each other.â
âOkay then why donât you guys try to confess to your childhood best friend that youâve been in love for a long time, ask them out on a date, kiss them by the mistletoe and live happily ever after?â
Changbin and Allen looked at each other after the short rant from Haknyeon, pointing at each other, âAre you talking about us?âÂ
Haknyeon facepalms at their words, tossing the overcooked meat from the grill onto his plate. His face is buried into his palms, leaning back onto the chair in despair at the thought of him falling deeper in love with you every passing day; every passing second. People say itâs inevitable for you and him to get together, given the long history you both share as your mothers have been best friends since their schooling days. Many say that neither of you needs to put in any effort as time and the universe will do all the work for you.Â
Thatâs great. In fact, thatâs actually awesome, and Ju Haknyeon has held onto his trust with time and the universe patiently ever since he realised that his feelings for you arenât platonic. Time passes and now, as you both passed mandatory academic years, took different courses in university, and got a full-time job, heâs starting to run out of patience, feeling restless at how the universe seemed to no longer be helping him, but testing him.
Haknyeon gobbles the pork belly and kimchi in front of him, fueling up his energy to see you tonight for your usual movie night together. Usually, you eat dinner together (and snacks), and get cozy beneath your blankets, but you had a company dinner to attend today, hence why heâs stuck with his two close friends from work. Allen chuckles at the stressed-out boy, shaking his head in amusement at how blind his friend seems to be. Changbin smirks along, eyeing Haknyeon who barely gives any time to properly digest his food.
âHonestly,â Changbin stops momentarily for a drink, âdo you really want to end another year like this?â
Haknyeon knew what his friend was referring to but still asked, âLike what?â
âDude-â Allen facepalms at Haknyeonâs audacity to question. âDo I really need to break it down in full detail?â
âPlease don-â
âIâm not sure whether you know this or not but ever since high school, people have been lining up for her. Many have asked her out so many times, and at this point, I think itâs a miracle in itself that she hasnât gone out on a one date with a guy.âÂ
Allenâs words hit deep as Haknyeon remembers the many times he accidentally walked into someone confessing to you. Every time he finds himself quickly hiding his presence, he also hopes that itâs not too hidden to the point that you canât feel his desperation for you to reject them. The chopsticks that were in Haknyeonâs hands clang on the table, a sour look overtaking his features at the memory. The atmosphere around the three friends bustles in laughter and heartwarming moments, but all Haknyeon has in his head is your laughter and the heartwarming moments that you share with him.
As if on cue, his phone lights up, your name coupled with a heart emoji next to it as Haknyeonâs cheeks instantly blush. He flips the phone over, his two friends shaking their heads disapprovingly.
âI told you itâll take a miracle for you both to get together.â
Haknyeon quickly ushers his two friends to leave him alone, partly so that he could cry at the huge financial impact of losing rock, paper, and scissors for who has to pay the bill. Changbin and Allen, however, knew that their lovesick friend just wanted them out of his sight so that he could pick up his best friend.Â
Proving his point, Haknyeon quickly dials your number, not bothering to take shelter from the gusty winds. You pick up after a few rings, and Haknyeonâs mood picks up faster than that at the sound of your voice.
âI can pick you up now if youâre ready,â he offers.
âYes! Come quick so that we can have time to watch more movies together!â And who was he to not want to fulfil that wish of yours; itâs his too anyway.
On your side, your closest co-worker puts up a knowing smile at the signature tone that you reserve for the only person in your life. As soon as you press the red button on the call, Hendery wraps an arm around your shoulder, exaggerating a dreamy sigh before sipping his champagne.
âIf only I had a person that would save me from this party,â Hendery wiggles his eyebrows at your raised ones. âLook, my dear friend,â he clears his throat, âwe made a bet on this remember?â
Oh yeahâŚthat.
âKeep it up for another few weeks until the end of the year and you owe me fifty dollars because you donât have the guts to ask the person who is obviously head over heels for you. Single for another year!â
âExcuse me, youâre single too?â You decide to point out the fact first to which Hendery stutters to make an excuse. âPlus, I have a lot at stake if he rejects me, okay?â
âYou really donât,â Hendery affirms. âYouâre just too blind to see that he literally has heart-shaped eyes for you whenever youâre near him.â
The comment is nothing that youâve never heard before, not only from him but others too. âThank you for the very wonderful yet fake insight,â rolling your eyes at the boy whoâs ready to speak up again. (Un)fortunately he was cut off by a voice calling out your name not too far away.
You slip out of Henderyâs hold, not minding how he had his weight on you and almost fell face-first to the ground. Your co-worker couldnât be too angry though because, at the very least, you proved his words to be correct once more. Not only did you give a crushing bear hug to your friend whoâs lightly covered with snow, but Haknyeon securely intertwined his fingers around your back, making sure to keep you within his reach. You dust the white from his attire, beanie and some trapped between his strands.
âYou canât even do this at the very least?âÂ
âI have you to do it for me. I donât see why I have to do it myself.â
His words heats your cheeks and your fingers momentarily freeze between his bangs. Your widened eyes meet his sweet ones, cheekbones rising at your flustered demeanour. In short, Haknyeon found you adorable as you tried to process his daring words. Truthfully, he said those words without much thought yet after saying it, it feels right. You feel like the right person to receive those words from him. A hand holds yours, sharing your body warmth as Haknyeon pulls you out of the building, not wanting to waste any more time.
The drive back to your house is somewhat calming minus the slight dancing from the carpool karaoke that Haknyeon suggested. The choice of music throws away any worries that you or Haknyeon mightâve potentially had over the week; including ones that should have been confronted. As soon as the music switches off and the adrenaline runs out, youâre once again forced to confront reality and for once, you wish Haknyeon didnât open your side of the car door, holding a hand out for you to take. The habit started a few months ago when you felt drowsy and tired from overworking, almost slipping when you came out of his car. Could Ju Haknyeon be any more perfect than he already was? Well, he could, and it scares you a little bit with how youâre falling deeper and deeper for your best friend.
âDibs on the bathroom!â Haknyeon announces as soon as you close the front door.
His voice pulls you out of your trance. âThatâs not fair!â
âGo order some food first!â He suggests, continuing to run away from you.
You feigned offence with your tongue clicking against the roof of your mouth but it didnât take long for you to skim through the different cuisines, restaurants and menus that you were craving. Haknyeon gave you full control of dinner tonight, so you took it to your advantage; of course, still ordering food that you know he loves, even though he could eat anything and everything. When the orders are placed and you mentally note the ETA of the driver, you take care of the other preparations such as the small snack bowls, the drinks, and most importantly setting up the new projector that Haknyeon invested in for your weekly movie nights.Â
You dash around the house for any throw pillows, cushions, plushies and weighted covers for the marathon. In the end, you could barely see the grey fabric of the couch but at least you would both be snug and warm; from the lack of space and from each otherâs presence. On cue, the bathroom door opens and the light steam escapes along with it.
âDid you take a shower or a saun-â All words halted when Haknyeon stepped out of the bathroom.Â
No, heâs not naked. Heâs fully clothed from top to bottom. Yet maybe thatâs why your heart rapidly accelerates for his outfit choice makes him all the more attractive and huggable. The sweatshirt and sweatpants, two complimentary colours that is definitely complimenting him. Your fist clenches at nothing, controlling your unshowered self from cuddling him and the self-control is immense. Haknyeon doesnât realise the effect that he had on you, casually throwing himself on the comfortable cloud that you prepared behind the projector.Â
âThis feels like home,â muttering about the fabric beneath him.Â
For him, it was just a phrase. For you, it meant much more than that. You start to overanalyse the sentence: does he mean your actual house? Does he mean resting? Is she saying that the couch is comfy? Or that the water when he showered is the perfect temperature? Maybe it was the-
âCome on,â Haknyeon sits up and slips beneath the blankets. âGo wash up quickly and I'll keep an eye out for delivery.â
âR-Right,â nervous laughter slipping through your lips. You point towards the bathroom behind you, slowly retreating backwards towards where it is. âDon't eat all the snacks!â You warn.
âI will if you don't finish showering in twenty minutes.â
You have never finished your nighttime routine so fast at Haknyeonâs words. The only thing you had in mind whenever you thought about taking your sweet time during your skincare routine was the bowl of sweets that would steadily decrease every second. As soon as you free the hot steam from your shower by opening the door, youâre also greeted by fresh delivery cuisine. The aroma of the food is the first thing you notice and Haknyeon about to take a bite before you see what you notice after.
âOops,â aware of your deadpanned expression. âCome on, come on!â
You heed his hurriedness, wanting to feel warmer after walking into the cooler air after your quick sauna. You scroll through the available shows with Haknyeon beside you, shoulders touching each other. It's not a novel feeling which is why you couldn't understand why you feel like your heart is about to jump out of your chest. Alas, you both settled on one of the newly added romance movies.Â
You followed the story well; for most of it, at least. You couldn't help but get distracted by the way that Haknyeon rested his head on your shoulder. You turn your focus back to the movie, another one where the characters are oblivious to each other's infatuation. In a funny scene or when the two main characters are idiots in love, your heart swells at his laugh, wishing to hear it every day; wishing that you were the reason why.Â
âJust like you,â unknowingly voicing your thoughts.
âHm?â Haknyeon lifts his head from your shoulder. âWhat were you saying?â
âN-No,â hastily shaking your head and reaching for your phone to rewind what you missed due to your thoughts. âN-Nothing.â
Haknyeon beats your reach to your device, pressing the pause button before you can double-tap on the left side of your screen. He sets the bowl of popcorn on the coffee table, crossing his legs and adjusting his body to face yours.
âWhat's wrong?â He interrogates softly.
âNothing,â you repeated. âJust a passing thought.â
Ju Haknyeon is completely fine with you keeping your thoughts to yourself. He respects your boundaries. Itâs the same way that you respect his space and boundaries. With the way your fingers fidget with the sewing of your blanket and your eyes aren't even meeting his, he just had a feeling it's more than just ânothingâ as you claimed.Â
âOkay,â he doesn't press on further to your surprise. You shift to a better position, ready to resume the movie, but instead, a question makes you stop, âAre you free this weekend?â
Itâs a simple question. Thereâs nothing special about it. If so, then why did he say it so softly that you could have missed it?Â
âWhat?â Taken aback by the sudden change of topic.
He shrugs, playing cool and collected when in reality, heâs nervous about the words spilling out of his mouth. âJust want to know because there's this nice restaurant and I want to take you out.â
If he had ended the sentence after the restaurant, it wouldn't seem unusual. You and him have been restaurant hopping ever since you both received financial stability. It's just everything after that word that makes the world silent.
âTake me out?â
âYeah,â he affirms with a shoulder shrug. Heâs locked in now. It's all of nothing. âLike a date. You know,â pointing to the screen, âlike these two. I'll pay for everything,â hoping to convince you.
But the movie doesn't depict a friendly date or that kind. It's a romantic date, with flowers and one partner picking the other one up at their door. It's the kind of date that you would expect one partner to drop the other back safely to their house. The type of date where the inviter would woo the invitee. The one where one is showing obvious interest in another. The one where they press a âgoodnightâ kiss on the lips. It's that kind of date.
And he just asked you on that kind of date.
âI need just one date,â he continues a bit more. Haknyeon gathers his courage to look into your eyes for a longer period of time, meeting with the way you blink seemingly without much thought, head seemingly empty. His shoulders slump slightly, âYou know what? Never mind. Forget I ever said anything-â
âYou think you can woo me with just one date?â
He takes a bit of buffering time to process your words. Slowly, a smile grew on his lips, and he couldn't help but hide his expression behind a nearby cushion that he was hugging before he paused the movie. One confident and automatic answer is what he gives you, âAbsolutely.â
And so, the rest of the night after his answer shifts. Itâs spent with more contact, Haknyeon daringly growing closer to you; not that he wasnât before. You also relish in this, intertwining your hands together. Yes, this made snacking a little bit difficult, but you get to finally hold Haknyeonâs hand in a different way, so what is food when you can be like this to Haknyeon? You hope your hands will stay like this until the morning light dawns when, to your disappointment, itâs Haknyeonâs cue to leave.
âOh. My. God.â These are the first few words Haknyeon says after coming back home the next day. He leans to his front door for support, putting a palm on top of his heart.Â
First of all, how did he even manage to sleep over last night? And actually got sleep with you next to him? Itâs not a dream when he woke up earlier today, you snuggling your face into his chest, looking for his comfort and warmth. Your free hand seemed to have been clenching his top, the wrinkles during the day telling him so. Just like you hoped, both your hands stay holding each other through the rest of the night. You look peaceful in your slumber, breathing steadily, unaware of his heart going haywire. Haknyeon didnât expect you to be so close after his question, yet heâs thankful for waking up to such a beautiful sight.Â
Second of all, the kiss on your forehead. The one he gave as a âgood morningâ greeting, not knowing that you would stir awake. The way you rub your eyes to rid the sleepiness was beyond adorable, and the calming rhythm of your âgood morningâ greeting is something he wants to hear more often.
Just one question led to all of this.Â
A hand flies to cover his wide-opened mouth. Haknyeon didn't know where the sudden burst of energy came from, nor did it matter because he really did it. He asked you out on a date. A romantic one at that. He really said the magic words that he has been dying to say for longer than a decade, and you actually agreed. None of this would matter, and he wouldn't be sliding his back against the door and sitting on the floor in a daze if you didn't agree.Â
He replays the whole night once more, a brightening grin overtaking his being for the rest of the day. Of course, this feeling is caught easily through the phone by Changbin and Allen who is proud of their boy for finally taking the first step.
Ju Haknyeon doesnât really plan.Â
Even if he does, he doesnât plan things meticulously. Even if heâs unsure about how things will go or knows that he really should plan certain things, he thinks just going along with the flow, and figuring things out when the time comes is best. When it comes to you though, he could change with a snap of his fingers. Changbin and Allen didnât do much help when it came to things to do with you as he plans to extend the date to more than just dinner. The internet provides him with great recommendations but the fact that itâs accessible to everyone beats the purpose of wanting to make the day unique and special.Â
Haknyeon leans back to his bed, soothing the hunched posture that he has been keeping up non-stop for almost an hour. He balances his laptop on his lap, spreading his arm across his sheets. âUgh,â shutting his eyes to relieve the growing pain around his head. The weather didnât help either as despite his heater and the apartment being nicely insulated, the falling snowflakes outside could still be felt with the layers he has on.Â
The boy starts to move his arms, generating friction and heat that he hopes to be enough even though it might be short term. Then, the action seems to be familiar to him.
âYou two!â Haknyeonâs mum hollers with worry. âYouâre going to both get sick!âÂ
Haknyeon and you only continued to mark your figures onto the plush snow, dusting your faces away from the ones that gently shimmered down onto your faces. Mothers knew best, and both of you got sick not long after. If you could turn back time, maybe he would listen to his mum. In saying this, he knows he wouldnât fully listen to her, maybe instead opting for a compromise like not making snow angels under one of the coldest sprinkling winter days for an hour straight.
The memory stays firm in his mind. It eventually becomes a tradition each winter to visit his parentâs house to make another snow angel together. Unfortunately, through the past years, it has been broken and his parentâs front garden hasnât heard your laughter for a while. This winter too, would be a journey to go back home, so Haknyeon knew that it would be close to impossible. Yet, the premise of the tradition is continued.
This year, it will continue once more as Haknyeon hopes that the angels heâs made throughout the years will hear his wishes that your relationship with him will change after this holiday season.
Maybe, Haknyeon should have wished a bit more from the angels. Once he gathered all his plans for the day, he shouldâve wished that it would all go well, just like in the movies and books. One of the main characters would profess their love, and the other would confirm their feelings back to them. In the end, they would cup their cheeks, press their lips to a loving kiss and live happily ever after together.
Currently, the restaurant messed up their booking time. Haknyeon booked for six, yet somehow the restaurant thought he said eight. The two numbers don't even sound alike, so how it happened was beyond him. As much as Haknyeon, you were confused and calmly asked if they could sit you both in. Thankfully, the restaurant was able to accommodate the confusion, and a massive weight was eased from Haknyeonâs shoulder.
The waitress guided you both to the spot that Haknyeon initially requested, giving you a view of the nightscape of Seoul, blanketed with white on the rooftops and the streets. Haknyeon is pleased to see that he made the right choice, seeing your eyes widen at the view, leaning over to capture all that you could. You were so immersed to the point that you forgot about the menu, only attending to it after your stomach growled. Food is best when youâre feeling ready for it anyway, and the booklet in front of you feeds onto your expectations even more.
âJust that?â Haknyeon double-checks with a knowing grin. âNot even dessert?â
âI need more time!â You exclaim, lightly jumping on your seat at the range of selection. âYou tell me that as if youâve made your full decision as well.â
After some recommendations from food blogs, checking the options together with, of course, the light bickering that comes along with it, the menu is taken away to regain some peace and tranquillity. It's at this moment that everything seems to slow down. You thought of two things with Haknyeon rubbing his hands together: the cold. Itâs been dropping the past few days, especially the time when you both cuddled against each other, so that would be a fair assumption. However, youâve been in this room for more than half an hour now, so you decided maybe not. Second, itâs just this whole atmosphere. The bouquet he gifted leaning against the window pane, and you across the table with the best clothes that you have. The red spreads across his cheeks as you both sit in silence. It wasnât uncomfortable, never that with you, but the new situation had him darting his eyes everywhere but yours.Â
âIâm nervous,â you spoke honestly first. A light chuckle is the next thing you do to fill the silence.
Haknyeon felt his body relax at the mutual feeling, âMe too.âÂ
To lighten the new environment, you give Haknyeon your phone, asking him to take a picture of you and the flowers. Unlike all the other times, Haknyeon refused to take it with your device, ensuring a copy for himself, swearing that heâd send it to you after. After making him promise, you shyly pose with the abundance of roses and pansies.
âPretty,â he compliments you. He leans to rest the flowers against the window, ignoring the crease between your eyebrows. A hand slides across the table, stopping halfway with an open palm, âCan I hold your hand? At least until the food comes.â
You unclasp your slightly shaky hands, accepting Haknyeonâs palm. You trace your fingertips along him, curling them inwards as Haknyeon does the same to yours. The gentle hold is new and fleeting but undoubtedly will be something you will instantly crave all the time. Oh, and how his thumb delicately traces along your knuckles makes you melt. You didnât want to retract your hand when the food arrived, and Haknyeon had the same thought, holding on until it became too hard to eat. Another one to add to his adorable moments.Â
âWhere are we gonna be making snow angels this year?â
At first, Haknyeon thought his plans had been exposed but then remembered that it was an annual event. He shrugs, âAnywhere you want. I guess we canât go back to my parentsâ house.â
âHm,â you ponder about places. âWhat about that park we always used to go to after school?â
âWhat a memory,â he reminisces about the time you spent there: skipping classes, running away at midnight to meet each other, having picnics, spending your allowance and hiding the evidence of sweets there. âLetâs.â
After a satisfying meal, thatâs exactly where Haknyeon drove you. You both knew that the chances of you getting sick once more are high, but if youâre going to get sick anyway, might as well make the moment the best. The warm-up included running around in circles, and hiding behind trees and bushes as you both prepared another round of snowballs. The hiding part isnât executed too well for either of you, with deep footsteps revealing the otherâs whereabouts. You called it truce after, knowing that you could never beat a Haknyeon that just ate a hearty meal. Whilst Haknyeon still had the energy to stand and hop around, gathering snow to his palms to throwing it to the sky, you catch your breath at the bench.Â
You havenât seen Haknyeon this carefree for a while, and you thank the holiday season for this side of him that deserves to wind down and relax. The boy runs up to you with both hands behind his back, fluffy hair bouncing according to his footsteps. Per his request to hold your hands out, Haknyeon gently places a handful of the cold crystal in the shape of a heart.
âOf course, eventually this heart will melt,â he nods slowly to his words, âbut never mine when it comes to you.â
The short speech is enough to convey his feelings. You thought the night he asked you out would be almost all that he has for you, but heâs just waiting for the right moment to spoil you. While youâre entranced with the pureness of Haknyeonâs work in your palms, Haknyeon dashes away to plant his back to the cloud.
âHey!â You call him out. âWeâre supposed to do it together!â
Your feet dash to be beside him, the heart is still in your hand, unwilling to let it shatter. Even though Haknyeon is facing the sky, he knows that youâre not lying down next to him. He cranes his head, seeing you crouching down to your knees a few steps away from him, setting it down safely. Then, youâre next to him, copying his actions of spreading his limbs across the icy cloud, laughter accompanying his. You were both constantly checking on your artwork, standing to see for improvements, then laying back down, turning it into a light competition.
âOkay fine,â Haknyeon concedes as he starts to feel his thighs give out. âYou can win only if you listen to me carefully.â
âAbout what?â Fully turning your body to him.Â
Slowly, you see the playfulness fade from his features. His lips still held their crescent shape from earlier, slightly tenser yet at the same time, genuine in its meaning. Haknyeonâs chest rises as he takes a deep breath, a white cloud following him when he lets go of any tension and nervousness. You shift your weight from one weight to another when he begins to turn his body to yours. Haknyeon takes your gloved hands to his, firmly holding them and looking into your eyes with sincerity. There, you see the eyes that everyone has been saying; the heart-shapes floating in those brown orbs, pulling you in securely.Â
âI love you,â he confesses the words that gracefully land on your heart. âNot in a friendship way.Â
I wish every single day that I would be able to say these words. For every single year, we would be different. And this year for me is it,â calmly putting the point across that he wants more from this relationship with you. âBut if you donât, we can forget about this whole thing. The whole of today can just be a normal hang-out. If you donât, then I will try to let go of loving you, even though itâll take time. If you donât, we can just become best friends and pretend like youâve never heard of these words.â
Thereâs a passing beat of silence from both of you, Haknyeon waiting for an answer, and you waiting for the right time to do what you have always longed to do. You escape from Haknyeonâs hold, cupping his cheeks and pulling him closer to you. Your lips finally connected to his, dancing elegantly like the snowflakes in the sky. His lips tremble meeting your cold ones, yet thatâs the reason why he deepens the kiss, a hand on your lower back to soothe the chilly season. One hand trails his jawline, down the slope of his neck, feeling his gulping as you stop at the start of the neckline of his shirt. Noses brushed against each other, sometimes bumping at the hurried pace of the kiss. If it wasnât for your gloves, it would have been wrinkled just like that night you held onto him for dear life.
âHaknyeon,â a gap between your kisses allows you to start, âif you donât mind, I would love this to be a date.â
The boy smiles at the confirmation. âReally?â A nod from you. âWhy?â
You knew that he was searching for the words that he yearned to hear from you. And you? You had no intention to hide it any longer. âBecause I've loved you since the moment we met.â
Thatâs Haknyeonâs cue to guide the second round of kisses, embracing you closer to him by your nape. Barely any space is left between you and thatâs exactly what you both want. âWe shouldâve done this earlier,â whispering to your lips before diving in again.Â
âWe shouldâve.â
Haknyeon directs his kisses all over your face: one cheek to the tip of your nose, lingering at your other cheek. âYouâre in love with meâŚâ Your eyelids close to make sure his lips touch there too, ending at your forehead. He leans his forehead to yours after, âItâs a holiday miracleâŚâ
You shake your head, signalling to him that your feelings for him are genuine, whether or not heâs wished for it to the angels. âItâs not a miracle, Hak. Iâve been in love with you for a long time.â
Your words itself feel like a miracle to hear. âYouâre right.â To have the words that he has daydreamed and dreamt about him elevates everything more. âYouâre a miracle to me.â
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SUMMARY: what happens when you find yourself in a life-and-death situation, only to have Lucifer himself approach you, seeking your help to change his fate and avoid succumbing to evil? is that even possible? and when you discover that you are the long-forgotten Lake Deity, possessing the ability to purify all forms of evil, will you accept his request in exchange for regaining your powers?
PAIRING: lucifer!Haknyeon x f!reader
GENRE: fantasy/devil au, strangers to lovers, angst (like very heavy ngl), horror, some fluff, slight suggestive
WARNINGS: nc-17, slow-burn, it's a devil's au so expect it to be dark & angsty af (but fear not there's some comedy & fluff in between), mystical creatures (sacred deities, demonic creatures, devils, fairies), cursing, violence, blood, mentions / descriptions of weaponry (katana, kunais, spears), alcohol consumption, petnames (princess), betrayal, minor characters deaths, reader goes through a lot of traumatic experiences (so yknow bear with her pls đĽş), multiple nightmares, suspense, gore, kissing, a couple of life-and-death situations throughout the fic, Haknyeon & reader bickers A LOT, proofread once (lmk if i missed anything!)
WORD COUNT: 26,972 (haha.)
A/N: my writing comeback folks 𫡠and this is also my submission for deoboyznet's bite back halloween event!! happy belated birthday to my other 匚 on this platform @ethereal-engene im so sorry i couldn't get this out in time on your birthday but it's finally here & i hope it's worth the wait (and ily so so much forever!!) đĽšđ also shoutout to @sungbeam @momhwa-agenda for pitching in ideas for me from the start & really helping me through with this â¤ď¸ (also yall say thank you beam for deciding the banner for me đ¤)
You have lost count of the number of times you have been on the run.Â
As much as the fear and adrenaline overwhelmed you, you tried to not look behind and kept running forward while doing your very best to not trip on the pebbles and sticks scattered throughout the forest.Â
The sound of you stepping on the branches didnât help in the slightest bit, as it only alerted and made the enemies quicken their pace faster than they already were. The forest wasnât a great place to hide in after allâyou could only last for a good minute, even behind the thickest possible tree if you were lucky enough.Â
After running for what seemed like forever, you finally set your eyes upon the glistening light beyond you, and a smile was finally plastered across your face, replacing the horror you had prior to this.Â
But it seemed as if your happiness wouldnât last for long.Â
You find yourself at the top of a cliff, and sweat begins dripping down profusely from your forehead as you look at the crashing wave beneath. It definitely didnât help that the weather was horrible, causing the waters to flow at an aggressive pace that would ignite fear within oneself upon whoever laid their eyes upon them.Â
Turning your head from the left to the right, you desperately tried to make out a different escape route. Perhaps climbing down the cliff instead? However, you knew it was out of the question, given that the rocks were slippery from the rain, and you would immediately lose your grip and fall straight into the waters.
There may be vines you could tie up to help you swing from the cliff to the other side of the forest. But given the situation, there was absolutely no way you were going to make it in time.Â
So you were left with only one option: below.Â
Immediately, a low growl was growing increasingly louder behind you, and you slowly turned to look at the source of the sound. The demonic creatures appeared right where you were, leaving only a few metres apart before they slowly crept your way.Â
Taking a few steps back before you felt that you were on the edge of the cliff, you jerk your head back to take one last look at the crashing waves below, knowing that it would be your only way of escape from your persuadersâthat is if you would eventually make it out alive or not.
With a deep breath, you turned and leapt into the water, paddling frantically to stay afloat. The experience felt straight out of a horror movie: the freezing cold water, the strong currents relentlessly slamming into your face, making it hard to catch a breath. At times, you were completely submerged, cut off from sunlight as the waves dragged you under.
And you absolutely feared and hated the dark deep waters underneath.Â
Before you could even figure out on what to do next, the water slowly washed you up ahead, and the next thing you knew was that you were at the edge of a streaming waterfall.Â
This was it. It was the end.Â
For the last time, you looked straight up into the gloomy grey skies, taking in everything you could see before shutting your eyes tight and submerging yourself into the deep waters.Â
Goodbye, forever.
"Y/N, do you believe in the demonic creatures?âÂ
âHuh? What makes you say that?âÂ
The man chuckled. âNo, nothing much. I just never hear you talk about them as much as your peers did.â
It wasnât unusual for your mentor to ask you random questions out of the blue, as he was knowledgeable in every field and quite a superstitious man himself. Besides, there has been an increase in sightings of demonic creatures across the nation, and you assumed that he could be worried about your safety.Â
âWith all due respect, sir, I assure you that you donât have to worry about me in the slightest-â
âBut the other young lads are working together to devise a plan to drive the spirits away for the safety of the townsfolk. So tell me, why are you still here then? All alone and staring into the waters?âÂ
You knew that you couldnât keep up the facade any longer, and you werenât too sure if your mentor would accept the excuse you were about to give. But you have always stood firm with your beliefs, and you werenât going to let somebody else convince you otherwise.Â
âI honestly donât see why the public would pose them as a threat to our community. I humbly believe that everyone, even spirits roaming on earth, has reasons to do whatever they were tasked to fulfill. Sure, the creatures may seem scary looking, but what harm is there if they have not laid a single finger on us?âÂ
There was a silence.Â
Your mentor was just staring straight at you, not saying a word.Â
You figured that he was probably stunned at your answer, given the fact that you were the only one who felt neutralâeven siding with the creatures, if you will, compared to your peers.
That was why you decided to keep your mouth shut, fearing that you might cause an uproar among the community.Â
Suddenly, your mentorâs eyes darkened, and there was this ringing sound in your ear, being unable to pick up whatever he was trying to tell you before your subconscious slowly drifted apart.
What was going on?Â
You tried your best to shout and scream for all you could before your eyelids began to droop.Â
And for the very last time, you were able to make out the words that your mentor was trying to mouth at you.
âYouâre going to regret this, Y/N.âÂ
Instantly, your eyes darted open, and you jerked up from that nightmare you had just had, trying your utmost best to catch your breath before focusing your vision on looking at your surroundings.Â
You were alive.Â
It seemed as if you had ended up at a creek, and there was no sign of the demonic creatures that had been chasing you from before. Given that you had a great sense of a presence nearby, you heaved a sigh of relief, knowing you were safe from danger.
At least, that was what you thought.Â
You definitely failed to recognise a presence crouching down on your right who has been staring straight at you for god knows how long.
âSo you have finally woken up.âÂ
Immediately, you screamed and backed away from the sudden jumpscare, trying your best to calm your fast-paced breathing down once again. âDonât do that! I donât need more jumpscares than Iâve already had for the day,â you retorted.Â
That was when you finally stopped to look carefully at the man in front of you. He had strikingly blonde hair, beautiful eyes with some hints of red at the corners, and a white tank top paired with a black leather jacket over it.Â
He was very attractive looking at that too.Â
âYou were having a nightmare, and you just wouldnât stop squirming around when I tried to revive you,â the male replied.Â
âRevive me? You saved me from the waters?â
âHell yes I did. Shouldnât I be getting a simple âthank youâ for that?âÂ
Immediately, you sat up and tucked your legs underneath with your knees touching the ground. Then, you bowed your head, signalling that you were grateful for the manâs kind act.Â
Instead of saying anything, the male continued staring at you from top to bottom, making you feel slightly uneasy. You werenât sure if you were supposed to speak up, so you decided to fiddle with your fingers, hoping that he would notice that it was time to break the ice.Â
Thankfully, the silence between you both didnât last that long, and a little scoff escaped his mouth, making you feel confused and somewhat a little terrified.Â
âUmmâŚis something the matter?âÂ
This time, the male rests his chin upon one of his hands as he tilts his head to the side a little. âYou seemed so much different from what I have been told.â
âY-You know me?âÂ
âEveryone knows you, Miss Deity Of The Sacred Lake.âÂ
Huh? What deity, what lake now?Â
You stared at the male for a good ten seconds before tilting your head to the side and giving him this most innocent look he had ever seen on a supposed deity that he had been trying his best to locate for a while now.
âSo the rumours are true,â he sighed before finally getting up to dust his clothes from pebbles or sand.
Before the male could turn his head back, you quickly jumped onto him, causing him to fall straight back onto the groundâcrawling him up and gripping onto his collar for dear life.
âPlease! Please help me! I need to know who I am and why these mysterious demon-like creatures have been chasing me!â You cried out loud, and your voice was shaking.Â
You could tell the male was astounded by your reaction because, according to his sources, you werenât supposed to be in this state. Well, ratherâwhen you were who you were actually known for before the chaos that happened.Â
All he could do was let out a deep sigh before leaning back slightly and narrowing his eyes before speaking up again. âWhat makes you think I can trust you with this little act youâre putting up? Who knows, you might be making a fool out of time.â
You scoffed. âDo I look like Iâm playing around right now, mister? I literally almost lost my life back there. If you canât help me, Iâll just keep wandering around wherever this is until I get the help I need.âÂ
You snarled at the man himself before you stood back up and turned your heels in the opposite direction, stomping away furiously as you listened to your hot breath as second.Â
âWhat the fuck was his problem? What an actual scumbag-â
Before you realized it, you were suddenly lifted off the ground, and the next thing you knew, you were being piggybacked by the same guy as before. You kicked your feet and tried to cause a ruckus, desperately wanting to break free, but he only tightened his grip on your thighs.
âLet go of me! Youâre not helping at all!âÂ
âNice try, Miss Deity. You clearly failed to notice how thereâs a branch stuck right in your left ankle, and the bleeding is becoming much heavier each minute.â
What? Are you hurt?Â
The moment you heard those words, you quickly looked down to see that your ankle was now covered in bloodâyet you felt zero to no pain this whole time that it happened. Were these some kind of superpowers you had? Perhaps what he was saying about you being a deity is true?
For the past week, you've had many more questions than answers, and you finally concluded that he is your best source of help right nowâwhether you like it or not.Â
With that, you sighed before slumping onto his back, which was surprisingly warm (contrary to his somewhat cold behaviour). Then, you wrapped your arms around him as he walked off into the distance.Â
The entire walk was silent, and neither of you spoke a word. You werenât too sure if you should break off the awkward tension between you both, so it was probably best to just leave it as it was until the male finally spoke, easing the atmosphere just a little.
âWhatâs your name?â
âH-Huh?â
âYou donât expect me to keep calling you Miss Deity throughout the journey, donât you? Iâd much prefer calling you something thatâs much easier and comfortable for the both of us.â
You paused. It has been a while since youâve last heard your actual name, and you couldnât remember why that was. Your memory was still all foggy and blank, and you almost forgot what you were called besides this so-called âdeityâ that the man kept addressing you as.Â
It was at the tip of your tongue, but it took a while to put the words together and finally answer the maleâs question.
âI-Itâs Y/NâŚI thinkâŚâ You mumbled as you hid your face in his jacket to hide yourself from embarrassment, waiting for him to make another comment about your odd behaviour.Â
But neither of his teasing remarks came, and he replied with something you had least expected to hear from him. âHaknyeon. Weâll be stuck together for a while anyways; I figured it would be best to get to know each other better from now on.â
You both eventually found a secluded area within the woods. There was a little cave right where you had both stopped, where you would take shelter for the night. Given your history of being afraid and alert most of the time, Haknyeon had reassured you that nobody was to come here and that he had scoured the cave, making sure it would be ideal to rest here for the night.Â
Haknyeon seemed a lot quieter than before as he placed you on one of the rocks to take a seat. He set up the whole area for you twoâmaking a bonfire, going around to hunt for food, and even putting his jacket over you to keep you from the cold.Â
You were still trying to process everything as you kept looking at the male walking through the woods, trying to piece together everything he had said to see if it made any sense.Â
He did mention you were the Lake Deity, and you kept replaying that nightmare you had right before you woke up at the creak. Who exactly was that? Why did your mentor warn you about the regrets that you would have coming your way?Â
Most importantly, who exactly are you?Â
As Haknyeon finally took a seat and began roasting some of the freshly caught fish on a branch, you slowly approached him and sat right next to the male himself. Haknyeon wasted no time handing you one of the fish, but you stared at it blankly before he was the one to break a small piece and shove it straight into your mouth.
âI donât want to be responsible for your starvation, so I highly suggest you eat something for the night,â he replied bluntly.Â
You shot him a little snarl before biting into the meat, but you had to give him creditâit tasted much better than you expected. You couldnât even remember if you were used to food like this in the wild before losing your memories, but this certainly passed as a good meal.
Now that you'd gotten a proper taste of your meal for the night, you grabbed an entire fish and began chewing. However, the glum look on your face was too obvious to ignore, prompting Haknyeon to speak up once again on your behalf.
âIf you have any questions, just ask away. I will gladly answer them now that we have settled down for the night.âÂ
Once again, you hated how he could read you like a book, and you unknowingly gave him the biggest pout. âLook, Iâm trying to be nice. You should be grateful because I donât treat everyone like this.âÂ
You scoffed. âSo what? Youâre a mean and cold guy throughout your entire life?â
It took Haknyeon a few seconds to process what you said, and you could see the hesitation in his eyes. You figured that everyone has their secrets, and you decided not to pry any further than that.Â
Shockingly, Haknyeon answered your question when you quickly tried to brush it off and change it to another topic. But it was an answer that you werenât sure if it could be a dream or reality.
âThey donât call me the devil for nothing, Y/N.â
Devil? What was he talking about?Â
âYou what?â
Haknyeon sighed. âI meant what I said; thatâs why Iâve been trying desperately to look for you, Y/N. The so-called Lake Deity.âÂ
You immediately tossed your fish to the ground (not on purpose) before grabbing onto his wrist, your eyes pleading for more answers. âHaknyeon, please. Tell me everything you know, even about you. I need to figure out this messed up situation that Iâm in.â
âNo shit, Sherlock,â Haknyeon replied before clearing his throat, indicating that itâs going to take a while to keep you in the loop with everything fully. âI am indeed the devil himself, the supposed ruler of the underworld, Lucifer. But it all happened against my own will.âÂ
âHuh? How can a devil not accept his own faith?â You were puzzled.Â
âBecause I wasnât supposed to become the devil himself, Y/N. Itâs all because of my messed up ancestors that placed me in line for the throne in hell. To put it simply, the blood of Lucifer resonates within me, and I want to get rid of it before itâs too late.â
âAnd finding me is the solution to your problem?â
âFrom what Iâve been told, yes. Apparently, the lake deity was one of the strongest amongst the five sacred deities of the nation as she had the power to cleanse all spirits and evilsâeven the king of the underworld himself.â Haknyeon finally turned his eyes to look straight at you as he made that last remark.Â
âShe is also known to be immortalâfree from all sorts of pain and danger that would come her way,â he continued, pointing to the injury you had on your ankle, which now clearly explains why you felt zero pain and were in tip-top condition even falling from that high of a height from the waterfalls.Â
âBut with the current state youâre in,â he paused as he looked at you from top to bottom. âI highly doubt youâll be able to do anything for me.âÂ
Now that stung like hell. However, you couldnât refute it because what he said was trueâyou had zero recollection of how you ended up this way, and youâre just learning the fact that you were some sort of sacred deity of a lake.Â
But Haknyeon wasnât done. âIâm not giving up, though. Iâm going to help you regain your memories and power.â
âNow, why on earth are you helping me so much-â
You were immediately cut off by Haknyeon moving forward to pinch your mouth together, causing you to form an âoâ shape as you narrowed your eyes at him.Â
âItâs all for me; donât get so full of yourself.âÂ
When he finally let go and turned his back to you again to grill the remaining fish by the fire, you gave him a nasty snarl as you chomped down on your food. âYou truly are the worst.âÂ
âYou know that I can hear you, right?â
âS-Shut up!!â
A little time has passed since you both decided to retire for the night. Haknyeon insisted that you should sleep within the cave while he kept watch near the entrance. As much as you tried your best to fall asleep, you were just tossing and turning around for god knows how many hours by now.Â
You figured it wouldnât hurt to go for a little walk, and you slowly tip-toed your way out of the cave, trying your best not to wake the devil, who was sleeping soundly as he leaned back on the cave walls.Â
Figuring that it would be nice to tell him you wouldnât be gone for too long, you decided to pick up a few branches and leave on a trail for where you were goingâso that he could find you if needed.
Eventually, you walked deeper into the forest and stopped when you came across what seemed like a contaminated lake. It wasnât the usual clean waters that would reflect the moon and stars above the surface; instead, it was pitched black and had somewhat of a foul odour.Â
You stared at the lake briefly before bending down and moving closer to the edge to further examine the water's contents.
Just then, a sudden thought popped up, and you figured that it would be a good time to prove whatever Haknyeon had said was true.Â
Youâre a lake deity who has the ability to cleanse all spirits and evil.Â
Clearly, the water before you wasnât so-called possessed or evil. But maybe, if you were able to purify all sorts of evil spirits during the time when you had your powers, then perhaps a contaminated lake shouldnât be too hard for a deity like you.Â
So here you were, sticking out one of your fingers, and you slowly submerged it into the waters. After a few seconds, you slumped in disappointment as you saw that nothing had happened before deciding that it was much better to give up.Â
âWho am I kidding? This has all gotta be some sort of lie-â
As you tried to get up, you realised your finger was somehow stuck in the water. Slowly, a glow emitted around the surface of your finger before it took over the lake in one swift motion.Â
The once black, cloudy, muddy water was slowly turning back to its original state as you slowly watched the reflection of the moon on the waters and eventually the entire night sky. It was real, after all: your abilities to purify all sorts of evil.Â
Just then, a voice echoed through the forest, calling for your attention as it chanted your name. You stood up frantically, turning around to see where the source was coming from before you finally landed your eyes upon the lake againâa fragment of your actual self slowly coming up from the waters.Â
Your eyes widened as you saw yourself staring back at you (in a water form, that is), slowly calling out for you to come closer. With that, your feet decided to move on their own, and before you knew it, you were walking on the watersâmaking your way to touch yourself standing in front of you.Â
âY-YouâreâŚme?â
âIndeed I am. Iâm your other half. Itâs my pleasure to serve you once again, Y/N.â
âS-Serve me? What are you talking about?â
âYour powers have been sealed away for a period of time now, that is until you broke the seal and awakened your powers just now.â
This might be the moment to finally get the answers youâve been desperately seeking. Quickly, you grabbed their shoulders and began shaking them furiously. âPlease! Tell me! What happened to me? Why did I lose all my powers? And most importantly, why canât I remember anything before this?â
The figure in front of you hesitated momentarily and eventually spoke up in a rather soft voice, lowering her head ever so slightly at the same time. âI wish I could tell you, but I canât, at least not right now.â
âW-Why? Please! Donât leave me hanging anymore!â You screamed but were silenced as the figure leaned in to give you a big hug.Â
âIâll be within you to guide you through your journey, Y/N. Just know you wonât be alone anymore, and Iâll always be by your side and slowly bring your powers back to life just as they once stood firm and powerful in the past.â
Just like that, the figure burst and dispersed back into the waters, leaving you staring straight through the depths of the forest before a voice brought you back to reality.Â
âWho told you that you could leave my sight just like that?âÂ
You turned behind to see that it was Haknyeonâcrossing his arms as he leaned against one of the trees. You really wished you could read his emotions, but his face was expressionlessâyou couldnât tell if he was amused or annoyed with whatever had just unfolded before his eyes. Â
âHow long have you been here?â you asked, though you were pretty sure you already had a good guess that heâd been here long enough to see everything from the start.Â
âLong enough to see that you had regained your powers,â he commented before walking to the edge of the lake, putting his hands into his jacket pockets.Â
You sighed before slowly making your way towards him. âLook, I left a trail behind for you to come find me. At least I was respectful in that part.â
âI donât need some branches to tell me where you are. All I need to do is to focus, and I can tell which direction you went.â
âRight, because youâre the devil.âÂ
He scoffed. âHell yes, I am. So promise me you wonât do this again without my knowledge.â
âWhat are you? My babysitter?âÂ
âGuess you donât want my protection after all.â He smirked before turning his heel to face the opposite direction before you grabbed his wrists to hold him back. He was stunned by that sudden action you made but more so by the look on your face right now.Â
You are desperate, and you have just gotten a glimpse of potentially finding out who you truly are as you awakened the powers you had in the lake. There is absolutely no way you were about to give up now, and you will be needing Haknyeonâs help in your journey ahead.Â
âHaknyeon, IâŚI canât do all of this alone, not with the current state Iâm in. I promise you, if you help me regain my powers and memory, I will do my best to break whatever this curse youâre dealing with,â you begged as you looked straight into his eyes that somehow just turned bright crimson red for a second before it was gone.Â
He was truly Lucifer himself.Â
Just when you had expected him to agree with everything you said, he suddenly took over by pulling both your wrists forcefully towards him before he picked you up and slung you on one side of his shoulder, walking back towards the cave where you came from.Â
âOn a second thought! I still hate you! I hate you! I hate you!â You yelled as you balled up your fist and kept hitting him on his back.Â
Even though Haknyeon said nothing in return, he had plastered a smile across his face for the first time since you both had been together. As you both descended into the darkness, Haknyeon mumbled something under his breath that was loud enough for himself to hear.Â
âYouâre damn right going to help me break this stupid curse, Y/N.â
You both almost set off immediately the following day to your next destination. Since you barely knew where exactly you were, Haknyeon decided to be the guide as you began your trek down the woods.
Along the way, he felt it necessary to tell you a little bit about the destination you both were heading to and a little bit more about yourself.Â
It turns out that there were originally five deities, and each deity has its very own tribe. Given that you were the Lake Deity, you were known to be the leader for the people of the waters. It was definitely the best lead and place to go for now if you needed answers.
Thankfully, the distance from where you both rested the night before wasnât too far from the tribe, and it took about two days to arrive, with you both taking breaks in between and resting up for the day. The moment you arrived at the entrance of the tribe, sure enough, the people fell down on their knees in awe, seeing that their deity had personally come to them instead.
You had no idea why the crowd cheered; some even shed tears when they looked at you, and they wasted no time welcoming you both into their safe haven. The moment you both walked towards the end, that was when you were formerly greeted by an elder which you assumed that he was the head of the tribe.
Without wasting a minute, he brought you both up to his chambers before stopping Haknyeon in his tracks. âMy apologies, dear young man. But Iâm afraid that this conversation is strictly between the people of the waters.âÂ
Both you and Haknyeonâs eyes widened upon hearing those words, and you were just about to step in to defend himâknowing that he was the devil himself, it would probably be best not to anger the male.Â
However, he beat you to it by responding to the elder rather calmly, contradicting to his usual demeanour.Â
âWell then, I guess you wouldnât mind if I waited right outside the room. I promise I wonât be eavesdropping.â
âThatâs fine by me. Thank you for understanding,â the elder smiled, leading Haknyeon to turn his heels and walk straight out of the room before closing it shut.Â
With Haknyeon finally absent, the elder immediately bent his knees and intertwined his fingers together before ultimately bowing his head to the ground, causing you to do the same and wanting to support the man back up.
âWeâve waited so long for your return, my lady,â he sobbed.Â
Not knowing what else you could do, you decided to gently hug the elder for a few seconds before encouraging him to lift his head back up and telling him everything that had happened up until this point (omitting the fact that Haknyeon is a Lucifer himself, for obvious reasons).Â
The elder was shocked, to say the least, to hear about everything you have been through. You had zero recollection of who you were until you met Haknyeon and heard what happened back at the purified lake.Â
Knowing that it would be a long day, he reassured you by guiding you to take a seat as he prepared a warm cup of tea before offering it to you. Taking in a deep breath, he slowly began to recall what exactly happened to the tribe, including their very own deity.Â
âMy LadyâŚI fear that you have been in a slumber for a couple of decades now,â the elder replied, still puffy from the tears that flowed beforehand.Â
âD-Decades? What do you mean by that?â You questioned hastily, wanting to piece the information together as quickly as possible.
âFifty years agoâŚwhen the demonic creatures slowly took over the nation and defeated each of the deitiesâŚbut it seemed as if you were the last one standing back then.âÂ
âDeities? Tribes? Do you mean a war broke out?â
âYes, my lady. It was like the end of the world, if I may put it simply. All five deities stood up against the evil spirits and fought against them. We were close to achieving victory until another wave of enemies struck again, strong enough even to defeat each one of them.
You were taken aback by all of that information. You couldnât accept that an actual war broke out in this very nation, given that everything looked unharmed and well-kept in the tribe and even in the woods as you journey here.
The most shocking fact was that you fought in the war alongside your fellow deities, whom you barely remember now knew what their names were.Â
Wanting more answers, you decided to press on, trying your best to find out any relevant information you needed. âT-ThenâŚare those deities dead?â
âDead would be a way to describe them, yes.â
âWhat do you mean by that?â
The elder sighed before he stood up to walk towards the window as he peered down at his tribe. âAccording to records, all of them were sealed away and long-forgottenâtheir locations unknown, and their lifespan wouldâve probably slowly faded away given the intensity of the spell from the devils.â
Just then, he turns back towards you. âHowever, you somehow manage to stay alive and look the same as you did back then.âÂ
Puzzled, you tried piecing the information together to come up with a proper response. âYou mean I wasnât sealed away?â
âMaybe you were, or maybe you didnât. Neither of us knew the exact details, my lady. If only Father were still alive, he would probably have given you a much better answer than I could have since he was present. He was the one who saw with his own eyes of the enemies sealing off the deities,â his voice softened, and his shoulders slumped in defeat, upset that he couldnât give you the answers you wanted to hear.Â
âIâm so sorry, my lady. I really wished I couldâve been much more helpful to you.â
âOh my gosh, please! Donât apologise; you have given me so much that I needed to know,â you forced a smile, reassuring him that you would be okay. âBut I need to know something, elder. About my powers.âÂ
With that, the elder lifted his head again as a smile plastered across his face. âPerhaps staying here for a while could help, my lady. You are our deity, and Iâm sure you could use the endless streams and lakes we have here to recover your abilities. Iâm sure my people would be more than willing to help.âÂ
Suddenly, you definitely felt a lot at ease, and the underwhelming feeling youâve been suffering for the past weeks was gone the moment you stepped into the tribe. Perhaps it was truly the power and barrier that the people of the waters have put up seemingly resonates with your element, making you worry-free about everything that has been troubling you for a while.
Taking in your first sip of tea, you slowly swallowed down the warm liquid before closing your eyes to rest for a bit.Â
âMaybe this is what it feels like to call home.â
Hours had passed before you realised that you had been chatting away with the elder and resting up in his room. So when you opened the door to find that Haknyeon was nowhere to be seen, the panic started rising again within you, making you dash down and out to the open fields of the tribe to search for him.
When you tried asking for help, many of them directed you towards the waterfall behind their tribe. Sure enough, you found Haknyeon sitting on a branch, leaning against the tallest tree as if he were taking a nap.
Unfortunately for you, you werenât the best tree climber, so you made a couple of sounds as you made your way up to where he was, making him grunt in his sleep.Â
âI thought you could just fly up here using your powers,â he growled, feeling a little annoyed that his peaceful nap was ruined.
âWell, sorry to disappoint you, mister devil, that my powers are long gone, and Iâll need some time to break the seal off within me to gain my abilities back slowly- wait. How did you know I could fly?âÂ
Haknyeon didnât say anything but turned his head to the other side, making you narrow your eyes at him once again.Â
âYou eavesdropped my conversation, didnât you?â
âNot by my own will. Itâs part of the devilâs powers to be able to do that, whether I like it or not,â he replied calmly. âThough I was already off the moment I closed that door, and Iâve been here since taking a well-deserved rest after three long days of being your bodyguard.â
You smacked his arm lightly. âYou made an agreement with me, so deal with it.âÂ
âSo, whatâs your plan for now?â He asked.
You contemplated for a little while as you remembered everything the elder had just told you a while back. It was a major decision to make after all, given the fact that you were on a journey to figure out why you ended up the way you did. And without fail, you also agreed to cleanse the devilâs blood within him before itâs too late.Â
Staying here would certainly grant you the protection and ability to recover fully, but you also couldnât ignore Haknyeonâs needsâyou promised that you both were in this together from the start.Â
Most importantly, you knew that there were more answers to be found outside of the tribe.Â
âHereâs my plan,â you announced as you scooched closely to Haknyeon. âIâm thinking we could rest here for a couple of days. Iâll hopefully be able to recover some of my abilities, and you could rest up, and then weâll make a move.â
âTo where?â
âAnywhere. Maybe the other tribes, now that Iâve known that there were people like me in the past and that they were sealed off somewhere within the nation. If I find out where they were buried, I may be able to regain my memories fully at some point,â you stated firmly before noticing that Haknyeon now had his eyes opened and was staring at you for a while.
You sighed. âNo, I did not forget about our promise.âÂ
âYou better not because I could dispose of you at any time whenever I wanted to.â
You scoffed. âYou wouldnât. You need me after all, if you want to truly change your fate.âÂ
For the first time, Haknyeon lets out a little chuckle and a genuine smile before resting one of his hands on your head, ruffling your hair slightly before moving down to caress your warm, soft cheeks.Â
âYeah, Iâll be needing you so bad. So donât you leave nor die on me anytime soon.â
In the blink of an eye, it was already your last night here at the tribe. After announcing to the elder that you have decided to embark on your journey ahead, he insisted that the people would love to throw you a little farewell party before you both left.Â
The atmosphere was lively, to say the least. There were a couple of dancers performing on the stage that was set up at the centre of the open fields and dozens of mats were laid across the field for everyone to sit and relax.Â
Haknyeon decided to pick a seat furthest from everyone while drinking the sake that was prepared for him. He wasnât much of a social person, and he decided that it was more of your thing since you were basically the sole reason everyone was celebrating for the night.
Even as the devil himself, he couldnât help but plastered a smile across his face when he saw you having fun with the tribeâstuffing yourself with a bunch of sweets to being invited up on stage to dance with everyone else. It has been a while since he saw you being genuinely happy, ever since he found you at the lake during your first encounter.Â
You have been through a lot, and you definitely deserve times like this.Â
Slowly, as the night passed, the atmosphere began to slow down, as some people began packing away to rest up in their cabins. Only a few people remained who decided to drink the night away like Haknyeon did.Â
As he poured his last bottle of sake into his cup, he peered his head up and heard the rustling sounds of the grass getting louder and coming in his direction. The moment he witnessed what was before him, he immediately put down his cup frantically before grabbing both of your shoulders to support you.
âAh~ Itâs Haknyeon~ You kinda look funny~â You slurred, being obvious that you were too drunk even to hold a proper conversation.Â
âGod, you reek of alcohol. Do you not know how to control your tolerance?âÂ
âWho are you to tell me how much I should drink! *hiccups* I can do whatever I want tonight!â Your voice getting louder with each sentence and Haknyeon had to pull you down before you fall into his embrace.
If only you were sober enough to have a proper look at your so-called devil friend, you wouldâve noticed how his face was now flushed red and he was too stunned to think of a way to retaliate back.
Before he could even come up with a proper response, he suddenly heard soft snores and looked down to see your arms wrapped around his waistâhugging him as if he were a pillow, not wanting to let go.
With a last hiccup from you, your soft voice didnât go unnoticed before you eventually drifted off completely to sleep.Â
âStay with meâŚdonât leave me againâŚâÂ
With a deep sigh, Haknyeon carefully unwrapped your arms before positioning you correctly to lay down on his lapâstroking your soft, silky hair as you squirm your body to turn towards the side with one of your hands clutching onto Haknyeonâs jacket.Â
Slowly, he leans down to gently place a soft peck on your forehead as he tucks a strand of hair behind your ear before rubbing your soft and sensitive earlobes to seemingly help you sleep better.
âA devil never goes back on his words.â
It has been about a couple of hours since you both had hit the road, leaving behind the tribe with your tears slowly dripping down your face. It took you a while to fully stop but Haknyeon said nothing but passes a clean napkin for you to wipe your tears while you were on the road.
Not knowing where else to head next, the elder of the tribe suggested visiting the sacred shrine that used to house all the deities when you were all younger to train your abilities before your predecessors passed them down to you.Â
However, the location of the shrine was long wiped out from the map ever since the war broke out, so nobody knew where it was except for the sealed-off deities themselves.Â
Panicking when you heard the news, the elder reassured you that the waters shall guide your wayâhighly suggesting that the priest from the shrine will certainly be able to help you out on your journey.Â
Trusting your instincts, you followed the dew drops on the leaves, guiding your path deeper into the forest, away from where you first came. It wasnât long before Haknyeon noticed how shallow your breathing had become, prompting him to halt the journey by tapping your shoulder.
âItâs time for a rest. Weâll continue on after lunch.â
âY-YeahâŚsounds like a planâŚâ You huffed, before sitting down on the opposite tree from Haknyeon.Â
For the first few minutes, you tried your best not to glance at the male as he got both of your supplies ready and organised them out to prepare for lunch. Something has been going on in your mind for the past couple of days, but you couldnât seem to bring yourself to tell him straight to his face.Â
Instead, you quietly watched as he touched one of the trees within reach, using his powers to make the entire tree fall apart and break it into firewoods. All he had to do was arrange the pieces on the ground, and with a snap of his fingers, a fire immediately ignitedâcausing the wood to burn in no time.
It was the first time you had seen any of his powers, and you figured that the devils themselves probably had the ability to control literally anything that was within their reachâwhich was why the nation feared them for centuries.Â
The more you began to be in awe about what he was capable of, you certainly failed to notice how he was aware of every single motion you madeâincluding staring at him for minutes now.
âDonât be a creep and spill out whatever thatâs on your mind.âÂ
Dang it.Â
âI shouldâve known that you were able to read mindsâŚâ you mumbled before hiding your face with your hands from embarrassment.Â
The male simply sighed before walking towards you and gently pulled your hands apart, revealing your flustered face.
âI-I was just daydreaming! Yeah! Nothingâs wrong in the slightest,â you chuckled, wanting to be over and done with this entire conversation.Â
âDaydreaming about dirty thoughts that made your face completely flushed red as a tomato?âÂ
God, you hated this side of him.
âI promise itâs nothing. Now go back to make the fire,â you spat, turning your head towards the side to avoid looking straight at him.
But Haknyeon doesnât budge, and he continues to stare straight at you for seconds until you know that he isnât going to give up whatever this matter is.Â
And you shouldâve known how devils are persistent as hell.Â
You sighed. âOkay, fine. I want you to teach me how to fight.âÂ
There was a minute of silence before Haknyeon suddenly scoffed right at your face. âYou? Fight? That must be the funniest joke Iâve heard all day.â
âHey! Donât laugh! I was part of the war decades ago, fighting for my people! T-Though I have no recollection of how I foughtâŚâ you began to lower your voice at that last part, feeling embarrassed enough to talk about this.Â
âAnd what makes you think you will be needing such fighting skills, Miss Y/N?âÂ
âLook. Weâre up for a long journey ahead. I highly doubt we will be getting peaceful days like this as we continue. I canât just be this pathetic deity who barely knows how to defend oneself forever,â you responded back.Â
âWhat happened to you saying that I should be the one protecting you throughout this whole journey, hmm?â Haknyeon asked in a cocky tone. âI thought you were going to be a good princess and just sit back-âÂ
You didnât give him time to finish his last sentence before you cut him off. âWell, not anymore. Now that Iâve gotten a slight glimpse of my past, Iâm more than determined to get back on both feet to fight back.âÂ
That was more than enough to keep Haknyeonâs mouth shut. It was probably the first time you had seen him being so taken aback, and you couldnât help but keep chanting the words âI wonâ in your head.Â
Damn, it feels good to overtake the devil.Â
After some moments of contemplating, Haknyeon finally picks himself back up and poses another question. âSo, what weapons are you interested in learning, Miss Deity?â
Your lights lit up. âOh my gosh, I get to choose weapons?!â
âThis is not play club, kid. They are dangerous, and you can even hurt yourself if you donât know how to use them properly.â
âOh, I know. Spare those details; Iâm ready to learn whenever!âÂ
âNot until you acknowledge me as your teacher.â
You paused. âEw. No. Iâm not calling you that.âÂ
âSuit yourself, then. Iâll be heading back to cook a fine damn meal, and I will be the only one who gets to eat lunch today,â Haknyeon smirked before he stood up and turned his heel back towards the firewood.
âYou disgraceful piece of shit!â You shouted back at the male.
âNow, thatâs not very deity-like of you to say those words, hmm?â
âM-Mind your own business!â
âOw! My arms hurt so badâŚâ you whined as you used your left hand to gently massage your right arm while holding onto your wooden katana.Â
You both went straight into training right when lunch was over, and just when you thought Haknyeon was done pulling up tricks, it seemed as he was able to manipulate space and draws out two wooden katanas from his waist before throwing one across towards you.Â
He taught you the basic stuffâlike how to grip onto the sword and swing it properly. It has been close to an hour of practice when you finally felt your arms were sore enough for you to signal him to stop.
âLike I told you, darling. Itâs not all fun and games when it comes to picking up a weapon. If this were a real battle, you wouldâve been long-harmed by then.â
God, heâs strict as fuck. âW-Well! I know that! I just properly learned how to grip a katana like an hour ago. Cut me some slack,â you pouted.Â
While you were busy trying to wipe off the sweat on your palms, Haknyeon takes a few steps towards you and took your katana away without saying anything. âHey! What was that for!â
âLook at your own hands, Y/N." He peers down, and you do the same, with an immediate look of horror plastered across your face.
Your hands were bleeding, and all cut up.Â
Suddenly, he grabs your wrist and pulls you back towards the fireplaceâsearching through the supplies before he grabs a bottle of liquid and opens up the cap with his teeth before pouring it down straight onto the palms.
âWhat are you- Ow!âÂ
âHold it in, Y/N. Itâs just honey; itâll help to heal the scars in no time.â
As Haknyeon was busy trying to tend to your injuries, you noticed the look of concern he actually had on his face. Usually, he would put on this cold and emotionless look towards you, and he couldnât care less if you wanted to pick up a fight against him (well, because of his ego, and he knows that he will always win nonetheless).Â
But this time, it felt different. It was like seeing the devil being all soft and loving for a second.Â
âYou couldâve just left it as it is, you know, being nice doesnât suit your devil persona in the slightest,â you teased as you put on this smug look.Â
But Haknyeon didnât respond to that. Instead, he just kept pouring the liquid until it has fully covered your handsâleaving the liquid on as it is to let it completely soak your injuries.Â
Oh god, have I stepped out of the line? He probably doesnât like it-
âY/N. If you had the choice to be the good guy or bad guy, which one would you go for?â Haknyeon asked while his eyes were still transfixed on your palms.
What kind of question was that?
âObviously, the good guy. What are you talking about?â
âExactly. I didnât choose to become the devil. I was destined to take over the throne because of my ancestors,â his shoulders slumped when he said those words out loud, giving you some hope as if he was trying his best to open up to you about his past for the first time.
With your ears perked up, you slowly moved closer towards the male, careful not to drop the honey on your palms if you did not want to hear another scolding from him.Â
âGo on, Iâm listening,â you softly replied as you read the tension in the air has dramatically shifted from before.
âWould it be insane if I told you I couldâve lived a normal life? And not waiting for the days to come before the devilâs blood fully consumes my well-being? Itâs all stupid, isnât it? He laughs, even though the thought about it is absurd to him.Â
âWell. What happened?â
âCenturies ago when my grandfather met the love of his life, and he wanted to do anything to be with herâeven if it meant selling his soul to the devil. Without her, it was as if his life was falling apart, and he couldnât bear to see her with anyone else. So one day, he made the trip done to hell to make a pact with Lucifer himself.â
âYour predecessor, you mean?â
âThe original Lucifer, yes. Devils donât last forever, Y/N. Just like you deities, it was important to continue the bloodline to keep the balance in hell,â he huffed.Â
âSo that was were your grandfather became the vessel,â you slowly pieces the puzzles together.
âCrazy, isnât it? He gave up his human life to become one with the devil, and with that he was able to return to his lover. But he shouldâve known that nobody would want to be near the actual Lord of the Underworld himself.â
âD-Donât tell meâŚâ your eyes suddenly tearing up, as if you had just remembered a scene from your past.Â
âGiven that look on your face, I presume you know exactly what Iâm talking about,â he chuckles. âThat incident where a broken-hearted devil who tore apart his village and even killed his lover because she rejected him. Ever since then, he completely turned his life around and went down into the depths of hell to reside there foreverâbuilding up his army of demonic creatures and taking revenge in the human world.âÂ
You were stunned. You couldnât have known that the devil themselves had a past like this. From young, you were only taught that no humans should ever interact with the devils themselvesâthat was why the deities were born to keep the balance between earth and hell.
âS-SoâŚyou were cursed, too?â You questioned.
âUndoubtedly, yes. But not completely as of now since the throne already has their very own Lucifer. However, his lifespan is slowly fading away each day, and they desperately need an heir, so thatâs where I come in.â
âBut how can you run away from it? I mean, wonât the devils or even the current Lucifer would come looking for you?â
âThatâs why I needed your help, Y/N. I have been dedicating my whole life to turning this prophecy aroundâproving that I will not become the devil of the underworld and possibly go back to living as a normal human being. Though, I definitely did not expect to find you in the current state youâre in,â he pauses as he looks at you from top to bottom.Â
With that, Haknyeon slowly got up from the ground and walked a bit further to look up in the sky, which was now filled with hundreds of stars. âI have put a spell in hell to avoid them tracing my movements, but Iâm afraid it would not last forever.âÂ
So that was why he was so desperate when you both first met.Â
After giving it a second thought, you slowly stood up while still holding onto the honey liquid in your palms before you reassured him with your words. âThank you for telling me all of these, Haknyeon. Now, Iâm more than determined to save you from your fate.â
As you said those words out loud, Haknyeon turned back to you, and you finally saw for the first time how beautiful his smile was under the moonlight. There was this sparkle in his eyes, and you could tell that your words had somehow comforted him.Â
âItâs going to be okay, youâre going to be okay,â you emphasised on those last few words as you slowly walked up to him. Haknyeon then responded by slowly pulling your cupped hands apart and letting the honey drip down onto the ground before gently rubbing your palms with his own handsâas if he was trying to push the liquid further into your injuries to make it heal a lot faster.
âThatâs why Iâm going to keep you safe no matter what, Y/N. Youâre my one and only last hope.âÂ
Under The Depths Of Hell
âUghâŚthat has got to be the worst headache Iâve had in a whileâŚâ one of the men grunts as he slowly wakes up to find that he has been lying on the ground for who knows how long. He scanned his perimeter to find that his fellow comrades had experience the same thing, and he quickly went around to wake all of them up.
âW-What happened?â One of his fellow comrades asked. âWhy is everyone passed out?â
âThatâs what I would like to ask you instead, Doyle. What on earth happened that knocked us out cold,â he growled as he slowly scanned his surroundings.Â
Before the man could possibly come up with a proper answer, loud and strong footsteps were heard and was approaching them each second. Itâs wasnât for long until one of the gates was being swung open with a loud bang, and out walks a tall, built man.
âY-Your Highness!â The man bowed and ushered everyone to do the same. âOur humble apologies, we have no idea what happened-â
âHaknyeon.â The tall male replied.
âI beg your pardon?â
âIt was Haknyeon. He placed a spell on all of us that caused us to fall into a deep slumber, and he has escaped the depths of hell,â the tall male cursed under his breathe before slamming his trident on the ground, causing it to form a crack that sent chills towards the other members.
Without hesitation, he swiftly grabs hold onto the male that was bending down in front of him on his neck before slowly dragging him up. âSay, arenât you the best military commander in hell? Donovan?â
Dovovan was trying his best to speak as the tall male began putting in pressure on his hand around his neck. âY-Yes! Your Highness! I-Itâs all to keep you and hell safe at all times-â he choked.Â
âWell then? Tell me how can Haknyeon slip through the guards and go missing unnoticed for a year now.â
A year? Does that mean that everyone has been in a deep slumber for a year now?
Not giving the chance for Donovan to speak, the tall male slams the commanderâs body straight down onto the ground once more, stepping on his back before giving everyone else the death stare.Â
âIt seems to me that you are all no match for my successor just yet,â he chuckled. âI shouldâve expected nothing less for the next King of the Underworld.â
None of the guards dared to speak another word, nor were they brave enough to turn away from the one and only Lucifer himself. They knew that when their master had gotten all worked up like this, one single mistake could easily cost them their own lives, and they would be thrown straight into the burning flames, where their bodies would turn into ash within seconds.Â
âA little bit too silent, arenât we? Well then, how about this?â Lucifer taunted the rest of the members by tossing Donovanâs body straight into the fireâonly his loud screams echoed throughout the chamber before completely vanishing into silence once more.
âLet me give all of you a piece of advice,â Lucifer continued as if nothing had happened seconds ago as he continued to walk straight ahead, making each of the guards move aside to let the devil himself pass through. âMy lifespan is decreasing each day, and Iâm afraid that I will no longer be able to stay on the throne for long. That is where Haknyeon comes into the picture, and he needs to stay put in here as soon as possible to keep hellâs balance going.â
Finally, Lucifer stops in front of a dark-haired individual at the corners of the room with his arms crossed, yawning as he sees the king himself approached. âWhich is why I will now appoint Balor as your new commander.âÂ
The male sighed. âYou really do be putting me through so much trouble. I told you Iâve retired a long time ago,â Balor spoke to the devil himself in a relatively unbothered way, making the other guards slowly begin to whisper among themselves about their odd relationship with one another.
âYou have been my strongest soldier since the day I ascended to the throne, and itâs only fitting for you to go retrieve my successor if itâs the last thing youâll do,â Lucifer commanded, giving no room for negotiation as he lifted up his sharp claws to dig into Balorâs skinâleaving behind a scratch mark on his right cheek.
âFine. But Iâm retiring for good after this mission. And I will not be leaving my room from then on,â he swatted Luciferâs hand away as he approached the guards.Â
Lucifer began laughing menacingly while Balor was doing his job to regroup the team before walking straight back to the door to enter his chambers.Â
âI shall give you all one last chance to bring Haknyeon back here to hell. If not, you all can rot with the dead in the burning flames for the rest of your lives.â
Y/N's POV
âSay, Y/N. What do you think about snow?âÂ
You were puzzled by that question. âWhatâs this about snow? Itâs not like you have not seen them before.âÂ
The female simply chuckled. âTrue. But apparently, my tribe loves them the most. It is said that during winter, it forms a glacier in the mountains. Itâs just a beautiful sight to see and they do this activity called âskiingâ in the human language.â
âBut isnât your tribe known to care for nature? Shouldnât spring be their most favourite season among the four?âÂ
âWhatâs wrong with being different than the norm! Itâs always fun to explore different things that are available out there! Like this one right here!â The female didnât give you room for coming up with a response before she threw a ball made of snow right at your face.
You yelped and was surprised that the hit wasnât as hard as you thought it was. The ball simply melted down and returned back to the rest of the snow that was on the ground.
âWhat was that for!â You yelled back.
âThat, Miss Deity of the Lake, itâs called a snowball fight. Again, my tribe taught me this fun activity,â the female stuck her tongue out at you before slowly forming another one in her hands.
Not going down without a fight, you grabbed a fistful of snow into your hands before making one yourself. âNow, you have done it. Prepare for battle!â You jokingly teased before you both eventually broke out into a whole snowball fight.
Both of your activities didnât go unnoticed when a couple of spectators came along after a few minutes.Â
âOh ho! What do we have here!â Another female replied as she forms both hands into a binoculars trying to look at what you two were doing.Â
âHey! A snowball fight! Let me join them!â One of the male shouted enthusiastically before leaping over the fence to run towards your direction. In no time, the snowball fight was getting much more heated than ever before, making some of the snowballs being thrown into one of the spectatorâs outfits.
âThese kidsâŚwhat will I do about them?â The other male replied as he dusted the snow off his clothing, but to no avail because more kept coming each second. âDonât you plan on joining them?â The male asked the female, who was still standing with her handmade âbinocularsâ, looking out at the three in the snow.
âLooking at them from here is fun enough! Iâm just so happy that everyone is having a good time with one another since itâs been a while since we have gathered together like this,â she simply smiled.
With that response, the male, the eldest among the five, could only reply with a simple sigh before a smile formed on his lips. âYouâre right. It has been a while.âÂ
Now that you have an extra party, you are having so much more fun than before where you were eventually completely covered in snow. However, that was when you noticed a strange stench as you continued with the activity.
Not knowing where it was coming from, you tried your best to sniff around with your nose, trying to locate where the weird scent was coming from.Â
That was when you looked down to see that the white snow was slowly oozing out a red liquid, and curiosity got the best of you when you decided to pick the snow up to examine it.
And you really wished you hadnât done so.
Blood was now dripping out from the snow and following down to your arms before everything around you was slowly turning crimson red. You tried to call out to your friends, but they could no longer hear you and were slowly fading away.
Your surroundings began to darken, and all you could see was the bright red colour taking over your vision.
What exactly was happening?
PleaseâŚguysâŚwhere are youâŚ
Donât leave me.
âDonât leave me!!!!â
âIn what godâs mind were you dreaming about?â
Huh?
You tried to blink your eyes as you slowly adjusted your eyesight to finally realise that you were on Haknyeonâs backâhis arms carrying your thighs from behind.
âWait wait, whatâs going on? Why are you carrying me?â You asked.
âThatâs my question to you instead, Y/N. One second, you were smiling and the next you were sweating profusely and mumbling incoherent words. Until you finally screamed and woke up seconds ago,â Haknyeon spat before he turned his head towards the front of the road again.
GodâŚanother nightmare.Â
âN-NothingâŚdonât worry about itâŚbut hey, answer my question, mister devil. Why were you carrying me?âÂ
âWell. I finally figured out the route to the shrine when you were in deep sleep for a whole day. I tried everything I could to wake you up, but you wouldnât budge, so I decided that it was best for me to lift you and give you a piggyback ride to the shrine.â
Now, this was embarrassing. âH-How long have you been carrying me for?â
âHalf a day.â
Oh, hell no. âOkay okay! Put me down! Iâm awake now; you donât have to carry me no more,â you chuckled as you tried to free yourself from his back. But with his strength, you werenât able to move an inch as his grip around your thighs tightened once more.
âSave me the trouble and be a good girl while we head to the shrine. Weâre almost there anyways,â Haknyeon replied bluntly before picking up his pace and climbing the steps up to the stairway, which seems to be the entrance of the shrine.Â
All you could do at this point was to hide your face of embarrassment by lowering your head down behind his back with your forehead resting on his shoulders.
âWhy does this always happen to meâŚâ you sulked, but you quickly realised that you shouldnât have said that because the annoying Lucifer was back to taunt you again.
âYouâre an amusing lady, I must say.â
âQ-Quiet you! I never asked for your opinion!âÂ
As you both began your usual bickering, it was when you were brought back to your senses when a soft, calming voice calls out to you both. The moment you both focused your attention up ahead, a slender female wearing a red hakama paired with a white kosode immediately bowed before slowly approaching your direction.
âTo whom may I offer the assistance today?â
Judging by her clothing and demeanour, you knew she was a shrine maiden, and you had probably arrived at the place you had been searching for days. Quickly jumping off Haknyeonâs back, you dusted your clothing and gathered up your composure before greeting the maiden herself.
âO-Our apologies for the sudden visit, but is this where-â
She giggled. âIf youâre looking for the priest, you have come to the right location.âÂ
Just then, she guided you into the shrine as she touched the invisible barrier protecting the place to make way for the guests. It was then you figured that it was why the shrine wasnât as easy to locate because of that, and you couldnât blame them after what had happened during the war decades ago.Â
The place was grand, especially for a shrine in the middle of nowhere. Everything was preserved just as it was hundreds of years agoâadorned with traditional art and furniture throughout. As you both explored, one piece of art caught your eye in the main hall, prompting you to break away from the maiden and Haknyeon to take a closer look.
The moment you stood in front of the picture, you were left standing still and slowly reaching out your hand to touch the piece of art. It depicted the five sacred deities protecting the people of the nationâeach five of them standing tall and strong on the top of the cliffs.
Immediately, you noticed a faint blue hue emanating from one of the female deities, and you gently brushed your thumb over the art. Instantly, a water drop emerges from the picture as it dissolves into your skin, giving you a glimpse of your past from the art itself.Â
âI see that you have come to notice the picture firsthand, Miss Deity.âÂ
Taken aback with the sudden voice, you quickly turned to your back to notice a maiden standing right there with a paper fan covering half of her face. Gently, she closed up the fan to give you a slight bow before inching a little bit closer.
âIt has been a long time, Y/N. Welcome back,â she simply smiles.
It was then you immediately realised who this was. Noticing a kagura suzu in her other free hands as well as glamorous kimono, it could only mean one thing.
She was the priest that you have been looking for.
âYou must beâŚâ
âPriest of Kiyoshi Shrine, at your service, my dear.â
âPleaseâŚâ you begged pitifully as you walked closer to her and slowly bent your knees to sit on the tatami mat. âYouâre the only one who can tell me everything now. Please, tell me what to do.âÂ
âI suppose the elder from your very own tribe sent you here? He certainly did the right thing for remembering me after all these years,â she chuckled before going down to your level and placing one of her hands on your shoulders.
âLetâs get you all cleaned up and have a hearty meal before we proceed.â
You have sworn that one day, when you finally regained your full powers back, youâre going to bury Haknyeon and seal him in the depths of the ocean for what he did you to in front of the priest.Â
As if what happened earlier when you both arrived wasnât embarrassing enough, the devil himself had the audacity to give you a good scolding when you suddenly left his side to have a good close-up look on the art in the main hall while the priest was busy prepping the dining hall with her maidens for you two.Â
Turns out that the priest was seemingly witnessing the whole ordeal for a good minute before she spoke up that dinner was ready as that was where you three ended up now.
Gulping down the warm miso soup that was perfectly well-seasoned down your throat, you made sure to give Haknyeon one last death stare to make sure that he was going to pay for what he did one day.Â
âYou two seem really close,â the priest giggled as she continued looking back and forth between the both of you.Â
âNot that I have a choice; heâs supposed to protect me while I sort out the mess with my past,â you mumbled before shoving a piece of the freshly grilled fish down your mouth.Â
âYouâre a priest, right? Perhaps it would be great to give Y/N a good cleanse for all of the dirty and rude remarks that she has to say about me,â Haknyeon gestured with his chopsticks to you, letting the priest know that it was fitting for her to do a cleansing ritual on you.
âF-Forgive me! Miss dearest, I mean- your Excellency. Please ignore him; heâs just a vulgar guy,â you laughed nervously before turning your head to stare at him once more.Â
âWell,â the priest paused as she put her food on the table. âIâm glad to see two people from different backgrounds interact like this. It is certainly a sight to see as compared to the past.âÂ
Just then, you remembered that the priest had mentioned telling you about everything she knew, and you seized that opportunity to ask her now. But it seems she was a step ahead of you as she stood up and walked to the centre of the hall before taking out her kagura suzu and pointing it straight towards Haknyeon.Â
âLet me ask you this one question, young male. And I would highly suggest that you reply honestly, for no lies can ever pass through my eyes. Are you sure that you will keep Miss Y/N safe at all costs?â
You were stunned by that question as you looked back and forth between Haknyeon and the priest. Why exactly was she posing such a question? How was this related to whatever that she was going to tell you about the past?Â
But Haknyeon simply closed his eyes and placed his utensils on this table before crossing his arms. âSince you mentioned that you can see through all sorts of lies, maybe you should be able to tell how sincere Iâve been with Y/N and my words through my heart.âÂ
Immediately, a dark red aura began to emanate from Haknyeonâs back, while a white aura radiated from the priest. In an instant, their eyes changed color, and the tension in the air intensified. It was becoming increasingly difficult to breathe between the two, leaving you to contemplate what to do next.
Should you diffuse the fight? Maybe with your so-called powers that were able to cleanse through anything?Â
Suddenly, the priest spoke up first. âI certainly hope you will not repeat the same behaviour you did decades ago during the war.âÂ
Wait. Repeating the same behaviour during the war?
All you knew from what the elder said was that the demonic creatures were the ones responsible for destroying the nation and sealing away the five sacred deities. You didnât hear anything about Lucifer being involved in any of these.
UnlessâŚ
You turned to look at Haknyeon, now staring at the priest with his deadly, bloodshot red, glowing eyes.
It canât be.
âY-You are the one responsible for sealing me away?â Your voice began to tremble, trying hard to think of different excuses to prove that point was false.
There was no way. After all, you have felt his sincerity (despite his awful mouth) throughout your journey. If anything, he couldnât have put up this facade long enough to deceive you all along.
You wanted to believe that the soft, heartbroken look on his face when he told you about his past was true. You wanted to hold onto the fact that your promise to help change his fate would definitely come true.Â
Because you will not be able to tolerate any more betrayals anymore.Â
When you finally mustered up the courage to pose another question to Haknyeon, both the devil and the priest immediately stopped exerting their powers and returned to their usual selves. With that, the priest simply shook her suzu once as the bells rang across the hallâa light spark emitting throughout to cleanse the place.
âThank you, young man. Forgive me, as I was merely trying to test your sincerity. Iâm so glad that you have a good heart, especially towards the lake deity right here.âÂ
âW-Whatâs going on?â You questioned, feeling more lost than ever with everything that had just unfolded in front of your eyes.Â
âLet me recite a story from a long time ago, Y/N. Perhaps you will be able to remember piece by piece as you listen to my words.âÂ
In one slow, graceful motion, the priest simply spread her legs and arms apart as she began the kagura dance, shaking her bells according to the beat and rhythm at her own pace. Twirling around with the instrument in hand, she starts reciting the story from the very beginning.
Long ago, when the nation had no leaders, the God of Eternity descended from heaven to witness the chaos that unfolded before his eyes. He decided they needed a leader to help keep the balance while trying to minimise the bloodshed that had unfolded over the years. With that, he used his powers to break them into five pieces, each representing one element: fire, water, earth, air, and space.
The five sacred deities were born, and each was given the role of gathering and creating their own tribe on land. Each of them had its purpose, and they kept the peace between the different tribes.
The first generation of deities kept a well-balanced society for a century before deciding that it was time to reunite with the God of Eternity as he slowly began to age. Before ascending to heaven, each performed a ritual to extract their remaining lifespan on earth to give life to their successors.Â
The first lake of the deity was known as Asherah. She decided upon the lake not far from where her tribe resided, where she slowly placed her powers into the waters, creating the next generation of the Lake Deity, Y/N.
The other deities did the same as they gave birth to their successors: Mahuika (fire), Ilana (earth), Zephyr (wind), and Astrophel (space).Â
The second generation was known to be far stronger than their predecessors, as they helped defend the nation against countless wars and misfortunes. The new water deity possessed a new power that her predecessor did not: the ability to cleanse and purify all matters on earth.Â
Finally, it came to a point where his people informed the space deity that the gates of hell broke loose, and the demonic creatures had slowly made their way to earth. At the beginning, they posed no threat or harm to the people, and they were able to live peacefully for a while.Â
Not until the second known Lucifer, who sacrificed his human life to sell his soul to the devil, rose in powerâdeciding that it was best to wipe out the entire nation to claim this land as his own. The once peaceful nation that had stayed this way for a century broke into war once again, with the deities all leading their own tribes to fight against the evil spirits.Â
But he couldnât see the battle till the end when his lifespan completely went out, and that was when the new Lucifer emerged from the depths of hell onto earthâgoing face-to-face in battle with the five deities.Â
Nobody knew how he could gain so much power within a short time, but he undoubtedly surpassed the previous one and wiped out the nation in one swift motion. Many people lost their lives, and the five deities were severely wounded. As if that wasnât enough, he decided to seal the deities awayâturning them into rocks, which eventually merged with nature and became a massive statue with no hopes of returning to life.Â
Claiming his victory, he returned to hell to regroup and sat on the throne with pride, occasionally sending some demonic creatures to taunt the human world as the people were helpless to fight back.
However, if his ego hadn't got the best out of him, he probably wouldâve succeeded in sealing off all five deities back then, not noticing that there was one sole survivor among them.Â
With that, the kagura performance stopped, and the priest pointed her suzu at you. âAnd this is where you shall continue the story, Y/N.âÂ
You simply blinked at her with your mouth ajar, not knowing how to react or what you should say back to her. Instead, you decided that it was best to keep your mouth shut and try your best not to let your emotions get the best out of you.Â
The priest knew that it mustâve been hard to recall everything at once, but she knew that if she held back even further, severe casualties would surely fall upon the nations sooner or later.Â
Shaking the bells once more to gain your attention, the priest slowly comes down to your level to gently whisper to both of you. âAs you go on your journey to finish the story, I highly suggest that your next location will be the people of the forest, the tribe once protected and guided by the earth deity. They have been suffering from contamination on their land for years, and only with the power as strong as yours will be able to help them rewrite history, Y/N.â
You did not know what to say. Sure, you would love to help anyone in need, but the fact that you were suddenly tossed into the role of saving an entire tribe and potentially substituting as their leader? It was too much for you to take in.Â
Your silence was enough to give the priest and Haknyeon a proper answer, so she decided it was best for you to think it through and sort out your thoughts as time passed.
As a result, the rest of the evening went by quietly, with everyone finishing their meals before retiring to their room. Perhaps Haknyeon could read the look on your face, and he said nothing but a simple âdonât be out too longâ before he went ahead to shower before bed.
All you wanted to do was be alone after learning about everything that had happened, and you walked to the waterfall behind the shrine before dipping yourself into the waters.
The moment the waters came in contact with your skin, you felt the surge of powers slowly moving up your body as you tried manipulating the waters again, just like you did at the lake back then. As expected, hundreds of water droplets rose from the waterfall as they slowly ascended to the skies, creating this beautiful sight as the moonlight illuminated each one of them.Â
You smiled, not because you were happy because your powers were slowly returning as usual and you had finally found the answers from your past, but rather because it had all left you feeling more conflicted than ever before.
You were the sole survivor of the war, and your fellow deities were long gone. And now, you were in charge of saving the people of the forest.Â
Can you even do it? Being the old, wrecked, helpless deity who lost all her powers and memories to potentially save a tribe?
Thinking that youâve had enough thoughts for the day, you slowly submerged yourself under the waterfall, hoping the waters will help wash away all negativity.Â
Back at the shrine, Haknyeon had just gotten out of the shower as he dried his wet hair with a small towel draped around his neck. He couldnât even retire into his room in peace when the priest stood before his door with her arms crossed as she closed her eyes to ask him a question.
âAre you planning to tell Y/N?â
Haknyeon paused for a bit before bluntly giving the priest a reply. âI havenât decided that yet.âÂ
âI suggest you wonât wait too long, for the spell has already been broken. I have a feeling that your fellow comrades are already on their way, searching for their new leader. With that, you potentially place Y/N in danger once again.â
The priestâs words felt like dozens of sharp, piercing knives straight through Haknyeonâs heart, but he knew he couldnât deny everything she had just mentioned. He already had more than enough time in the shower, blaming himself for why his powers werenât strong enough to hold on for a little longer and what a weakling he was.Â
As much as he knew that being close to you now would potentially cause more harm than before, he knew that he couldnât leave you be either. He was in a dilemma about which option would be better, but he didnât have much choice.Â
Just then, the priest passed Haknyeon through the corridor, and she turned around to look back at the lucifer-to-be once more, her voice much more stern than before.
âIf you donât wish to repeat history and potentially lose the very sole surviving deity for the sake of the nation, then you shall part ways with her as soon as you can.â
For the next couple of days, you decided you needed some time off from everyone since you were still emotionally in bad shape. You didnât want to interact with anyone, not even Haknyeon.Â
Thankfully, each of them respected your space and allowed you to seemingly walk around the shrine and up to the waterfalls back and forth whenever you needed to. Though, the priest would send a maiden to check up on you occasionally, which was completely fine with you.Â
With the peace and alone time youâve had recently, you slowly began to recall when you were with your fellow deities. The nightmares didnât stop either, and it only made you reminisce about them a lot more than often now that you have remembered everything that had happened.
You have never felt so lonely beforeâbeing far away from your tribe and left alone as the sole survivor. You really wished your fellow deities were still here with you, laughing the days away to protecting the nation together. You wanted to be reunited with them as soon as you possibly can.Â
Doing the only thing you knew was fitting for the situation, you went back up to the waterfall and submerged half of your body into the waters before you concentrated your whole energy to call upon your other half. Sure enough, your powers were much more stable than before, and you could give the water figure a face that looked exactly like yours.
âHey, other me. Itâs been a while,â you replied as you tried your best to choke back your tears.
âItâs so nice to see you again, Y/N. How have you been?â
âHorrible,â you sniffled. âI really wished that this was just a terrible nightmare that Iâm living in right now.âÂ
âI know. But Y/N, youâve held on for long enough to get to where you are now, and here you are, finally getting all of the questions that youâve once had answered.âÂ
Not entirely convinced, you sighed deeply before letting a single tear fall from your eyes. âIs this all really worth it, though? Having such a tragic past where everything was taken away from you, and now potentially going to help save a tribe that I have no recollection of? What would Ilana think of me saving her people?âÂ
At this point, you couldnât care less if people were beginning to hear muffled cries from the shrine. You just wanted someone to talk to and wished your former friends were here to share your burdens. You began sobbing profuselyâusing your hands to wipe the tears that were pouring uncontrollably from your eyes.
Your other half simply smiled with this empathetic look before she closed the distance between you two and gently cupped your face with her handsâhelping wipe your tears away before pulling you in for a hug.Â
âY/N. Youâve done well. Iâm sure the others wouldâve said the same thing if they had seen how you have lived for them and the nation. I, for one, am proud of you for surviving through that.â
âB-ButâŚI canât do thisâŚnot aloneâŚâ
âWho says youâre all alone? You have me, and you have that devil boy that youâve met on your journey together. You will never be alone through all of these. But right now, know that these tribes your fellow friends have left behind need help. Deep down in your heart, I'm sure you want to make Ilana and the rest of the deities proud. Havenât you promised Haknyeon the same thing too?â
Thatâs right. Youâre sworn that you will definitely help Haknyeon change the prophecy and his fate. You promised that he would not end up like his uncle or the current ruler in hell and that he could return to being human again.Â
You hadnât just been coming to the waterfall for peace. You have also been secretly trying to hone your skills once moreâliving up to the name of the Lake Deity you once knew.Â
As you hugged your other half tighter, you tried to come up with something lighthearted to break the solemn mood. âYou know you couldâve just told me what you couldnât say before back at the lake.â
âWell, I knew you would eventually learn the truth about Haknyeon one day. He seems like a pretty good guy, good enough for you to continue your journey after all this chaos ends.âÂ
You immediately shot back up. âHuh? Whatâs that supposed to mean?â
âThatâs for you to find out sooner or later,â she simply winked before earning a snarl from you.Â
âParty pooper,â you retorted back.Â
âGood things always come in the form of surprises. I donât make the rules.âÂ
You slump your shoulders in defeat. âFine then, just promise me you will see this through till the end with me.â
Your other half simply smiles, and she extends her pinky towards you.Â
âPinky promise, Y/N.â
Sweat began to drop profusely as you continued swinging your katana to cut down as much bamboo as possible. It turns out that there was an old training ground behind the shrine where the former deities would hone their skills whenever they came to visit, and the priest wouldâve been the mentor as she spoke directly from the God of Eternity.Â
The space was ample enough for a duel or even to act as a mini horse-riding battle in the past, according to the priest. It was a location where the deities would come whenever they needed advice from the priest or if they needed to connect to God for advice if there be any.
Over the course of the past couple of weeks, you have been secretly training your combat skills in private whenever you have gotten the chance to. It wasnât something you wanted to bother Haknyeon with, especially at night when it was time for everyone to head to bed.Â
The devil training you tirelessly throughout the day whenever you had a break from your travels was more than enough that you could ask for, and you have noticed how there was this unsettling look plastered all across his face.Â
He wouldnât tell you anything, and you decided it was best not to pry further; that would eventually end up as something uncomfortable between you two. You figured it was important to give one another some space in certain scenarios, and everything has played out perfectly for now.Â
Just as you continue swinging your katana, a few raindrops suddenly fall onto your clothing before eventually turning into a downpour. The moment the water came in contact with your skin, you couldnât help but feel a little bit sentimentalâas if the skies were crying for the Lake Deity.Â
Your tears were pretty much dried up from crying nonstop for the past couple of days, and the loneliness hasnât left you in the slightest. However, you try your best not to let it get to you anymoreâfor you were about to head to the Earth Deityâs tribe in less than twenty-four hours.Â
Letting the rain soak up your entire clothing, you continued cutting down the remaining bamboo around you before your movements suddenly came to a halt when a sharp blade came out from nowhere to clash with your katanaâputting a stop to your training as you narrowed your eyes to see whoever it was in the dark.
And there was no way you could ever forget those bright, crimson eyes.Â
Except that he looks a little different from when you were actively talking to him when you first arrived. You have avoided him like a plague, and he seemed somewhat dejected.
Did something happen?
âYouâre going to catch a cold if you keep this up,â Haknyeon warned.Â
âThen what are you doing out here in the rain? I fear that you might get sick before I do since water doesnât have much effect on me. " You tried to keep the atmosphere a little lively by making a joke, but it looked like he wasnât in much of the mood to retaliate.Â
Haknyeon simply sighed before grabbing your wrist to walk you towards the abandoned dojo right next door as the rain was getting much heavier. He decided it would be best to wait until the skies cleared up slightly before heading back down to the shrine.Â
It wasnât unusual for Haknyeon to stay all quiet and not say anything, but given everything that had happened for the past couple of days, you couldnât really decipher what was going through his mind.
Especially with that look on his face that you felt foreign about.Â
However, you managed to squeak a little voice out from your throat, trying not to show the fear or uncertainty in your voice. âA-Are you mad at me?âÂ
As much as Haknyeon was surprised what came out of your mouth, he tried his best not to show his emotions but simply took off his jacket to drape it over your head as he bent down to your level.Â
âIâm not mad. Just a little scared.â
âScared? The devil actually gets scared?â
âY/N, as much as we devils are deemed as evil incarnated, we do have emotions just like your humans and deities do.âÂ
Well, that was surprising.Â
Since he has finally spoken up, you tried to clear off the awkwardness in the air by trying your best to keep up the conversation with him. âListen, I- Iâm just not myself for the past few days, and I needed some time alone to think-â
âMe neither,â Haknyeon softly mumbled before sitting next to you. âIâm sorry, Y/N.â
You scoffed. âW-What are you apologising for? I should be the one to say that instead-â
âY/N- Can youâŚjust answer me truthfully on this one question I have for you?â Haknyeon shut his eyes when he said those words as he balled up his fists on his lap. You have never seen him feeling so conflicted and uncertain before, given that he was the one who was always dominating you.Â
This new side of him feltâŚsad? As if he had been hiding something for so long, and it was slowly eating him away. Not having the energy to put up with another fight, you just cut to the chase and simply nodded your head.Â
What he brings up next only makes you feel puzzled.Â
âDo you trust me?â
Really? Heâs asking all of these now after everything you both have been through? You clearly have told him before that you could no longer take in anymore betrayals if it were ever on his mind. But who were you to judge, especially when the likes of his people defeated your fellow deities in the past.Â
But you wanted to believe that whatever he had said until now was true, and he was genuinely sincere from the start. He just so happened to be caught up in this unlucky fate passed down from his grandparents when he much deserved to live a normal life with the humans on earth instead.Â
Without hesitation, you blurted out what you felt deep down about him. âOf course I do.âÂ
But it seemed that he wasnât satisfied with that answer, and he simply shook his head before running one of his hands through his strikingly blonde hair. âItâsâŚnot that simple, Y/N.â
âThen tell me. Make me understand whatever thatâs going through in your mind. We promised that weâre in this together,â you begged as you grabbed both of his hands while putting slight pressure on them.
âY/N,â he sighs. âCan you not go to where the people of the forest are?âÂ
What in the fucking hell is that question?
âYou know I canât do that. Iâm the only person who possesses the power to help purify their land-â
âYes, I know. But- is there a chance you can stay put here, and Iâll help them out in your place instead?â
âHaknyeon. Stop playing games with me, and tell me what exactly youâre actually thinking.âÂ
âItâs justâŚY/N. Iâm afraid to lose you.â
Lose you? What was he talking about?
It could be that he was looking out for you since you had learnt about the horrors of the war, and you havenât fully regained your strength and powers yet. Perhaps going there unprepared could do more harm than actually saving the people.
But still, you made a promise to yourself. You werenât going to let innocent people lose their lives again because of what the devils had done in the past. Instead, you will change history and give the nation a purpose to live againâjust like your fellow deities wouldâve wished for if they were still alive today.Â
Squeezing his hands tightly once more, you commanded the male to look straight into your eyes and not look away.Â
âListen to me, Ju Haknyeon. If you think you can keep looking down on me forever, I will prove you wrong. Staying here for the past few days has helped me regain my strength and will to fight, and I will step up on the battlefield if I have to. This nation is my beloved people. As much as I want to help you change your fate, Iâm going to change theirs, too. And I donât need no justification for my purposes.â
Making sure he had registered everything you had just said, you let go of your hands before cupping his warm cheeks to bring his face much closer to yours.
âUnderstood?âÂ
You both stayed like that for a few seconds, though it seemed like a couple of minutes had passed instead. You expected him to swat away your hands and retort back with another teasing remark. Instead, he simply tilts his head slightly to the side to completely savour your soft hands on his cheeks as he smiles for the first time in days.Â
âYour win, Y/N.âÂ
âHah! The day has finally come when I beat the king of the underworld!â You childishly replied before standing up to do a couple of jumps on the wooden floorboards and then sitting down again to give him this smug look on your face. Haknyeon just smiled as you began yapping about your training and how you discovered a new skill each day.
Before you knew it, you both had been sitting here for a few hours, and the sun was slowly rising. The rain was beginning to stop, and the birds were chirping away from the trees nearby.Â
âY/N. Itâs time for us to head back-â Haknyeon was about to get up from his seat when he felt some weight on his shoulders. The moment he turns around to see that you fell asleep at some point, his eyes immediately soften before he leans back on one of the pillars at the dojoâpulling you in and cuddling you before he rests his lips on your forehead.Â
âLet us be okay.â
At The Gates Of The Entrance To Earth From Hell
âThis is why I hated coming up to the surface; the air stinks as fuck,â Balor exaggerated as he stepped foot into the forest with an army behind him.Â
The other members were astonished by the new environment around them, given that it had been decades since so many demonic creatures had ascended to Earth since the war. They didnât need to launch a full-scale battle, as they had already tasted victory with all the deities sealed away.
Until Haknyeon escaped from the depths of hell.Â
Who wouldâve thought that the peace that the underworld had experienced for the past couple of decades would abruptly come to an end all because the next successor refuses to accept his own fate and take over the throne? It was definitely a first in hellâs books.
The moment all the soldiers arrived at the surface, their aura immediately caused the nearby fields to wither away slowlyâturning each corps from green to ash grey. The moment any animals decided to come close, Balor would simply snap his own fingers, and they would all perish in a split second.Â
âListen lads, I refuse to stay up here for long, and I suggest you all do the same before his highness loses his patience and tosses all of you into the scorching flames in hell. Doyle,â Balor points his spear at the young lad. âLocate Haknyeonâs whereabouts by smelling his scent.â
Doyle did exactly that by taking a whiff of the air before he pointed his comrades to the north. âHe is headed up north, sir. ButâŚâ
âBut?â Balor asked.
âHis scent smellsâŚdifferent. Itâs like he has someone with him, and it doesnât smell like a devil to me.â
Surprised, Balorâs eyes widened, but the look was quickly replaced by a smug expression. He let out a sinister laugh that sent a chill down the spines of the other devils. There was a reason they were terrified of Balor becoming their commander, and they would do anything to ensure he didnât replace their former leader, Donovan.
There were rumours that sparked around for centuries that he was a lot more dangerous than Lucifer himself, and he was the former right-hand man of Haknyeonâs grandfather. If he had the chance, he wouldâve seized the throne and overthrown Lucifer if he wanted to. But nobody knows why he refused and has kept a pretty low profile for a long time now.
However, they have always been on the lookout for whenever Balor may slowly creep into oneâs chamber at night, and the next thing that happens, they will perish or be killed by his own hands. Since Lucifer trusted him with everything, his Royal Highness would simply turn a blind eye and not care if there was one less demon in the underworld each day.Â
It had been decades since the devils themselves had heard that specific laughter, and they knew that it could only mean bad news.Â
Balor threw his head back and laughed menacingly, savoring each moment as his voice echoed through the forest. He couldnât care less if someone heard him; in fact, he wanted someone to notice and be terrified of whatever tricks he was planning to pull.
All of a sudden, he snaps his head back and showcases this awfully frightening grin towards his underdogs, letting them know that the showâs just about to begin.Â
âJust you wait, Ju Haknyeon. Iâm going to rip you into shreds.â
Y/N's POV
âOh my godâŚâ
You could only mumble those three words in horror as you focused on the sight before you. Thankfully, the people of the forest did not live too far from the shrine, and it only took a couple of hours with the horses that the priest had provided both you and Haknyeon with.Â
But nothing couldâve prepared you for what you had to see with your very own eyes.Â
All the crops were wilted, and nearly everyone was malnourished, lying on the ground in a struggle between life and death. As you slowly marched into the tribe, the overwhelming stench in the air hit you immediately. How could these people have lived like this for years? No wonder they had suffered and taken the worst damage after what happened to their deity.
As you walked past each of the people, they didnât even have the strength to look at you or give any reaction. You took your time to slowly examine each and every one of them: some were having trouble breathing while the rest were either coughing up blood or they had fallen into eternal slumber.Â
Your grip against the reins on your horse tightened as you felt that you were on the verge of tears, and your actions didnât go unnoticed by Haknyeon. He was catching up from behind, but he moved right up next to you and placed his hands on yoursâsqueezing them tight to give you some comfort.
âThis was why I didnât want you to come, Y/N. Itâs just too much for you to handle and even for me.â
As much as there was some truth to what he said, you promised that you wouldnât turn away from reality anymore and ignore your people anymore. You simply closed your eyes and took a deep breath before turning to Haknyeon to give him a weak smile.
âItâs for my people. Iâll be okay, promise.âÂ
Haknyeon knew from the back of his mind that you were the worst liar that he had ever come across. To be fair, he also had the ability to read other peopleâs minds, so it wouldnât have taken any effort for him to decipher whatever youâre hiding behind those fake emotions after all. But because you insisted on coming even though you knew what the consequences would be, he simply hoped that you both could resolve the matters at hand as quickly as possible, and he would return you to the shrine in one piece.
It felt as if you were marching through the village endlessly, with the situation worsening the deeper you went. The people living farther inside the village suffered even more than those near the outskirts. But that wasnât the only thing that caught your attention. At the very center of the town stood a massive hibiscus flowerâat least thirty meters tall, long wilted for who knows how long.
You tried to focus hard, and just as expected, you noticed some red hues flowing into the flower. You followed the trail until you realised it was being exerted by the people of the tribe. It looked like they were exchanging their lifespan to keep the flower up.
Before you can even walk close to the flower itself, a voice emerges from behind you that causes both you and Haknyeon to turn around. There stood an elderly lady holding onto a scepter to support her as she walked towards you, struggling to breathe or have a proper conversation with you.Â
You quickly leapt down from your horse to give her support before she ushered you both to the back of the village. Confused, both of you simply followed her for a while, as something told you that she had something important to show you both.Â
Sure enough, you were led to what seemed to be a garden once filled with a variety of flora, now reduced to nothing but dry soil. In the center lay a tombstone, and the lady leaned down to brush off the dust that had settled on the marble over time.
It simply read: here lies our unforgotten deity, Ilana, who sacrificed herself in exchange for keeping the tribe alive.Â
No. It canât be.
âT-ThisâŚIs Ilanaâs final resting ground?â You stammered, trying your best to hold back your tears as you rested your eyes upon your former comradeâs tombstone.
âWe found her, or her statue, not long after the war ended. Our ancestors were the ones who created this resting place for her. It used to be a well-kept, beautiful gardenâfilled with vibrant flowers and creatures such as butterflies and fairies that made the place feel so alive. It seemed that our deity left a portion of her powers with her before she passed on, and it has kept us going for decades until the power slowly began to fade away, which caused us to suffer that fate that we have now.â
âIs that why your peopleâŚâ
âYes. The hibiscus flower that stands strong and tall at the center of the village is what keeps us people alive. It was our source of light, guidance, and even nutrition. However, when our deityâs power diminished, so did the sacred flower. Refusing to let it die, we people of the land decided to exchange our lifespan to keep it alive.â
âBut why? Why would you sacrifice yourselves for that? You're all dying!" Tears welled up as your voice grew louder, prompting Haknyeon to gently squeeze your shoulders in an attempt to calm you down.
The lady simply chuckled weakly. âPerhaps, it may seem absurd to outsiders. But just like how everyone has something that they cherish deeply, itâs the flower of life that guides us through our everyday lives.âÂ
The moment you saw the look she had on her face, you knew that there was nothing that you could say that could convince her to do anything that she and her people have been doing otherwise. Instead, you composed yourself before telling her who you were and your purpose for visiting.Â
âWell then, tell me what I can do to help. Iâm the last living deity, overseeing the lakes and purifying all evil. I will not let you people suffer anymore, and Iâm sure your deity would want the same.â
It was hard for either of you to tell when the sun had gone down, given that the entire village had been surrounded in darkness due to the heavy contamination in the air. The first thing you did right after speaking with the lady was to head back towards the sacred flower and try placing your hands onto the hibiscus to see if anything had happened.
Sure enough, your palms began to glow as you touched the flower, and it slowly shifted from black to a faint, vibrant red. Unfortunately, you could only sustain it for a few minutes before collapsing to the ground, causing Haknyeon to rush to your side to check on you.
You knew exactly what it meant. The flower was far too contaminated, and it would take a great deal of strength and time to completely purify the entire thirty-metre-tall flower. However, you wouldnât take failure as an option, so you decided to turn your attention to other pressing matters.
You enlisted the help of the elder and Haknyeon to gather the people in groups, then gently placed your hands on their heads. As you expected, your powers were more than enough to cleanse their contamination, restoring them to full strength and health. As soon as each person recovered, they wasted no time running around the village to help others in need.
By nighttime, you have successfully healed one-third of the population before you realise that your body can no longer keep up with the excessive power you use today. It took Haknyeon a lot of convincing to pull you away from your responsibilities as he forced you to rest in the cabin the lady had prepared for you.Â
As much as you tried to fall asleep, you kept tossing and turning throughout the nightâbarely getting a wink of sleep. With that, you finally decided that you werenât getting any sleep for the night before you stood up and opened the doors to breathe in the somewhat less contaminated air.Â
The fact that you were slowly able to see the bright stars shown in the skies somewhat gave you hope that these people would soon be freed from their nightmares. With that, you decided to share the good news with someone.
More specifically, with her.
You made your little trek up the hills until you reached the same garden the elderly lady had brought you earlier this evening. The moment you passed through the last patch of long branches covering your path, you suddenly laid your eyes upon the tombstone, where the moonlight was shining directly upon it.
Slowly taking a few steps towards it, you couldnât help but smile as you saw the lights that reflected the marble. You made a little spot to sit down and rest your hands on the material.
âHey, IlanaâŚitâs me,â you spoke while tears began streaming down your face. âYouâre a warrior, and youâre a hundred years way up ahead of me. The way how youâve kept your tribe alive after all these years, and the amount of devotion they have for you and the village? Itâs something that I could never have done, even for my people.âÂ
Adjusting your seat as you scooched closer to the tombstone, you resumed whatever you needed to tell your friend. âIâm so sorry that you had to suffer the same fate as the other three, but Iâm here nowâŚand I will do my best to save your people if itâs the last thing Iâll do.âÂ
And that was it. You could no longer hold back your emotions and everything that youâve held up to this point as you began sobbing uncontrollably. If someone were passing by, they would for sure hear your loud cries and probably report to the village.Â
âI-It shouldâve been meâŚwhy was I the only survivor? Why did you and the others have to go like that?âÂ
You kept on chanting those exact words, and till this day, you could never forgive yourself for how much the others have suffered for decades. You wished that you could trade places with themâthat way only one tribe had to suffer for a little bit while the other four remained strong.
That doesnât mean you donât love your people, but you knew that things would somehow work out with the four deities being around. Hell, you havenât even visited the other tribes yet to see how grave their situation wasâyou just knew and were told that Ilanaâs tribe suffered the worst and were in grave danger.Â
Your cries then turned into screams, and you could no longer hold back the overwhelming emotions that youâd been trying to contain for a while now. Immediately, a pair of warm arms wrap around your torso, and you know exactly who it is without needing to open up your eyes.
You hugged him tighter in response, and your tears flowed excessively to the point that it would ruin his leather jacket anytime now. But Haknyeon chose to remain silent as he cradled you in his arms. He caressed your head and rubbed your back, trying his best to give you as much comfort as possible.Â
You were in so much debt to this man. He has been with you since the day you tried escaping and was on the brink of death. Although your first impressions of one another werenât the best, you knew now that he had always been a good guy deep in his heartâeven though he was a devil himself.Â
About ten minutes had passed when you finally calmed down; you looked up at the man for the first time since he had arrived before asking him weakly.
âH-HaknyeonâŚdo you think I can do it?â
This time, it was his turn to wipe your tears away before gently rubbing your puffy cheeks with his thumbâgiving them a little squeeze to tease you just a little.Â
âAffirmative, Miss Y/N.âÂ
Just then, his thumb that was pinching your cheeks suddenly moves down to your lips, swiping them once before he closes the gap between you two.Â
âTell me to stop if you donât like it.â
Before you could even retaliate, he pulled you in and crashed his lips on yours. Deep down, you already knew in your gut that you had never wanted to reject his touch, which has become much more prominent, especially in the past couple of weeks.Â
You needed him just as much as he needed you, and you wanted to savour his warmth and how sweet he tasted as long as you could. You were surprised at how his lips felt on yours because if you had told someone that the devil was a pretty good kisser, they wouldâve thought that you had lost your mind.
But not Ju Haknyeon. He was different, and you were glad that you had given the devil himself a chance.
As you pulled apart to catch your breath, your tongues slowly untangled with a soft pop. You opened your eyes to take in the sight of himâhis eyes glowing red, making him look even more irresistibly attractive than before.
âYou didnât reject itâŚâ he panted.Â
âJust like how you didnât reject my lips, mister devil,â you challenged back.
âHah,â he scoffed, rubbing his lips with his thumb. âYouâre a needy woman.â
âRight back at you, Ju.âÂ
âWell then, one more?âÂ
âYouâre damn right weâre going for another,â you smirked before pulling him down as you both fell back on the ground, reconnecting your lips with one another and savour it for as long as you possibly could before it was time to head back into reality in a couple of hours.
âHow many people are completely healed?â The elderly shouted at one of the passersby.
âTwo-thirds at this point, maâam! Weâre close to regaining our powers back!âÂ
âWell then, what are you guys waiting for? Itâs about time we go help out the lake deity whoâs exerting all her powers towards the sacred flower!â
Just as the elder had commanded, the people split into two groups: one headed towards the sacred flower to help purify the contamination, while the others stayed back to help the ones who were still too weak to stand up.Â
With the unity of the entire tribe, you received far more help and support than you expected. The people of the land were able to channel enough power to sustain the flowerâs life while you focused on purifying it. This saved you a great deal of energy, and the flower was already halfway restored, turning back into a bright, vibrant red.
âOnly a little bit more! We can do this!â One of them shouted.
âThatâs right! Iâm sure our deity has sent the help we have needed for the past decade at this right time! Letâs push through, lads!âÂ
As you witnessed how the entire tribe came together as one to help save their homeland, you couldnât help but hold back the happy tears as you was what you wished Ilana couldâve been here to witness it herself.
With that, you summoned your last ounce of strength and poured it into the hibiscus. Within seconds, the glow from your hands radiated outward, enveloping the entire flower. To your astonishment, the last remaining contaminated spot vanished into thin air, and the dark clouds in the sky dissipated as the bright sun shone down upon the tribe.
Immediately, the entire village erupted in cheers, with everyone hugging one another and letting their happy tears stream down their faces. The moment your eyes saw the outcome of your efforts, you finally let go of yourself before falling onto your knees, only to be caught by those warm pair of arms you love.
âIâŚI did itâŚI actually did itâŚâ you said softly, looking up at Haknyeon, who returned this proud and touching look right back at you.Â
âYouâve done so well, Y/N. You saved your people,â he praised before tightening his grip on you.Â
You both took a moment to gaze lovingly at the people around you as you rested your head against the crook of Haknyeonâs neck. Your hands intertwined, you spoke softly, âThis is such a proud moment for me. I feel like a proud mother watching these people finally reclaim their freedom after so long.â
âAnd they finally did because of you, Y/N. You deserve the credit.â
âNo, Haknyeon. These people should deserve it after everything that theyâve been through. Iâm just the lake deity passing through to provide some assistance.âÂ
Haknyeon simply smiled as he planted a soft kiss on your forehead. âAlrighty, Miss Y/N. Letâs go report back to the elder and check up on the rest of the people at the borders.â
âYouâre right,â you stood up as you dusted your clothing. âLetâs go-â
âMaybe you should hold your horses right there, young lady.â
Both of you immediately shot up and prepared yourselves in defensive mode, scanning around to see where the source of that deep, taunting voice was coming from. However, it all seemed odd when the people were still cheering for their victory, and nothing seemed out of the ordinary.
Until you felt a sharp pain in your neck, and it immediately turned into a cut as blood began oozing out profusely. You let out a scream as you fell to your kneesâyour vision began to blur from whatever had caused the injury.
What was going on?
Just then, grey clouds began emerging in the skies, and dozens of black swords fell from the skies straight to the groundsâthe swords themselves turning into demonic creatures as they began holding all of the people captive.Â
Then, a loud thunder began to rumble as a large sword fell straight upon both of youâand out emerged a tall, built devil. Judging by the look on Haknyeonâs face as he came into contact with whoever it was, you knew that it probably meant bad news.Â
âAh, Haknyeon. Itâs been a while, hasnât it? We definitely missed your company back in hell.â
âBalor. You shouldnât have come,â Haknyeon gritted his teeth as he locked eyes with the man, both exerting their devilâs aura at once, taunting one another.
âNow, thatâs not very nice to say to your senior, young lad. After all, Iâm in charge of mentoring you the moment you ascend to the throne-â
âThere will be no ascensions, and your mission ends here. I suggest you quietly bring your troop of men and leave before you try anything funny,â Haknyeon warns as he pulls out a katana and points it directly at his rival, getting ready for battle even if he had to harm his kin.
âP-Please!â Your voice squeaked, and both men turned their heads to you. âL-Leave these people aloneâŚthey do not deserve to get caught up in all of theseâŚâ you begged while trying to keep your balance and vision clear.
âMy my, what do we have here!â Balor chuckled as he began swinging his spear playfully from left to right. âWho wouldâve thought the Ju Haknyeon or soon-to-be Lucifer actually went to elicit help from the lake deity to change his fate? Hah! How pathetic!âÂ
Balorâs laughter erupted almost immediately, and you hated how much his voice stung and kept ringing in your ears. But thankfully, it didnât last long till Haknyeon immediately charged in with his sword, and a full fight between the two devils eventually broke out.
Both of them were skilled enough that you couldnât even see when their blades clashed against one another, and they were moving around at the speed of light.Â
So this is what the devils are capable of.Â
As much as you wanted to stop them, the injury you had sustained was far more gruesome than you thought, and your consciousness was slowly fading away until you felt another strong presence that had just appeared behind you.Â
Instantly, the strong aura made your hair stand, and you froze in place as whoever it was leaned close to your ear and whispered just enough for you to hear.
âWho wouldâve thought that you would actually escape my seal?â
The presence didnât go unnoticed by Haknyeon as he stood utterly stillâhis eyes widened, and he saw who it was that had just come up to the surface.
âLuciferâŚâ he mumbled.Â
"I suppose the rumors were true after all," Lucifer said, yanking a handful of your hair and lifting you like a rag doll. "The lake deity truly is the strongest among the five. My apologies for doubting your abilities."
âLeave her alone!â Haknyeon yelled at the top of his lungs, but he was soon stopped by Balor, who was now holding him down in one swift motion with his spear merely an inch away from his neck.
âOh, my dear Haknyeon. We missed you dearly; you know that itâs bad manners to run off like that,â Lucifer growled, and your cries and pain only grew louder and more prominent the higher he lifted you up.
âName your price, Lucifer. What are you planning to do? Leave Y/N and these people alone. This is a matter among us devils,â Haknyeon tried his best not to provoke the current Lucifer any further as all of your lives were at stake. Deep down, he was praying that whatever Lucifer had up his sleeves, it better not be the worst-case scenario that he had always feared from the back of his mind.
Sealing you away for good this time.
Time was ticking, and he was trying to come up with another negotiation if needed be. But it seems that Lucifer already had something up his mind, and he knew it could not be good.
âYou know, Haknyeon. Maybe you shouldâve thought twice before you ascended here on earth actually to find this stupid deity to change the prophecy.â
As Lucifer spoke his last words, he tossed you straight to the side before charging into Haknyeonâhis claws piercing right through his chest, making him scream in agony. Lucifer then asserts an incredible amount of power into his successorâthe power that Haknyeon had desperately tried to keep to himself broke free and finally consumed him as a whole.
His blonde hair gradually shifted to jet black, and his eyes glowed a permanent, blood-red crimson as the powers consumed him. The moment Lucifer set him down, he was no longer the person you once knew. He let out one final scream before the skies darkened completely, and heavy rain began to pour.
He was no longer human.Â
Lucifer could only break into laughter at the sight of his successorâs transformation. He brought his hands together and applauded. âBehold, everyone! This is the new Lucifer, destined to be the lord of the underworld and rule here on Earth! But if youâll excuse us, we have a ceremony to attend back in Hell.â
Lucifer then turns his head to look at you one last time before he slowly approaches you. âOh, and I almost forgot. Itâs only the right manners for me to dispose of trash like you.â
With a snap of his fingers, a black portal opened directly above you. He picked you up one last time and hurled you into the darkness.
You swirled through the void as if thrown into a rushing stream, screaming at the top of your lungs for anyoneâor anythingâto help stop this. But you were far from the village and the perpetrators, and the source of light was slowly fading away from you.
This was it. It was the end. You had failed the nation and Haknyeon.Â
It was time to say goodbye to everyone and everything.
You had no idea how long you had been lying lifelessly on the shore. After being thrown out of the portal by the former Lucifer, you somehow found yourself near the sea, with waves crashing against you every few minutes.
In the beginning, you kept screaming your heart out as tears streamed down your face. You kept blaming yourself for everything that had happened. You were so close yet far from victory, and you shouldnât have let your guard down when the creatures from the underworld infiltrated the people of the forestâs tribe.
You kept digging your hands into the sand, repeatedly dragging the material until your palms bled from the shards of broken glass and sharp shells that had accumulated over time.
You didnât even want to think about what happened at the tribe. Those innocent people who had just escaped their worst nightmare were now back in the hands of the devil, and god knows what else they would have to suffer this time.Â
Ilanaâs tombstone. You really wished nothing had happened to your former comradeâs final resting place as you hope that she will no longer be in pain but be able to rest in peace.Â
AndâŚHaknyeon.
Youâll never forget the look of agony on his face when Lucifer pierced his heart and shattered the seal he had fought so hard to maintain. The way he transformed as the devil consumed himâhis hair shifting from blonde to jet black, and his eyes turning a permanent blood-redâwill be etched in your memory forever.
Every single time you thought about what happened to your fellow travel companion, the more you hated yourself. You both started off this journey with one sole purpose: you regaining back your strength and identity, and Haknyeon with his wish to change the prophecy.Â
Yet, only one of you was able to achieve your dreams at the very end, while the other was now sent into the seven layers of hell to suffer his cursed fate.Â
Suddenly, a massive wave crashed down on you as thunder rumbled in the sky, threatening to unleash a tsunami that could wipe out the entire shore. You floated aimlessly, struggling to keep your head above water to breathe, but eventually, the waves became too overwhelming and engulfed you completely.
As you sank deeper into the ocean, the light from above began to fade. Large sea creatures swam overhead, casting shadows that made your surroundings feel even darker and more desolate than before.
With that, you closed your eyes as you let yourself fall deeper into the depths of the ocean, not caring about anything in the world right now.
Maybe, you were just not fit to be called the Sacred Deity of the Lake anymore.
âY/N? Y/N wake up, you sleepy head!â
Whoâs voice was that?
Slowly, you began to open your eyes until the bright light was blaring right onto your face, causing you to rub your eyes for a bit before you could adjust your eyesight to look at where the source of whoever it was was coming from.
You looked around and your gaze finally landed on a woman standing just a few feet away. She had long blonde hair with hints of green highlights, and she wore a green dress that resembled leaves, adorned with blooming flowers at the hem. She offered you a warm smile with her hands tucked behind her back.
That could only mean one thing.
You immediately rushed and hugged her tightâresting your head at the crook of her neck. Tears began streaming down your face again until she returned the hug to you as she drew circles behind your back to help soothe you seemingly.
âIlanaâŚI miss you so badâŚâ
âItâs been a while, hasnât it? We have so much to catch up on.âÂ
For the next few minutes, you just savoured the moment of being able to reconcile with your best friend and take in the scent youâve missed so badly for the past several decades. The moment you both broke apart from the hug, you couldnât help but reminisce back on the good old days and the teasing started almost instantly between one another.
You both talked about how you had a snowball fight once where you ended up destroying one of the rooms back at the shrine and challenged one another to draw the funniest faces possible on your fellow deities when they were asleep.Â
It was great to take a step back in time for a bit, and you really needed that distraction from what was happening in the real world.
âI saw what you did for my people back there, Y/N. I can never thank you enough for that,â Ilana looked at you with regret in her green eyes, feeling awful that she couldnât be there for her people when they needed her most.Â
âDonât be. Itâs our responsibility, after all, to keep the nation at peace.â
Right after you said those words out loud, your friend seemingly stared at the ground for a couple of seconds before you had to ask if everything was alright. The moment she held her head high up again, the look that she once had with you when you both first reconnected was now replaced with a much more determined and serious look as she placed her hands on your shoulders.
âThat also means that I have seen the aftermath of what happened right after my people were freed from the fate they have suffered for the past several decades, and Iâm here to tell you something very important.âÂ
âI-Ilana? Is something wrong?â
âY/N, the reason why Iâm able to appear here in front of you is because I was able to transmit the last remaining powers Iâve had for this moment. Iâve elicited the help from Astrophel for this-âÂ
Ilana suddenly stops midsentence and turns behind to see the three figures slowly approaching you. Sure enough, it was the other three deities that also suffered the same fate, just as Ilana did.
âIndeed, Y/N,â Astrophel continues. âThis is a subconscious space that I created right before we passed on, for we knew it would come in handy, especially in times like this.â
âY-You all knew I would break free from Luciferâs curse?âÂ
âOf course we did. You are the strongest amongst all five of us, after all,â Mahuika smiled as she gave you a thumbs up.Â
âWe have always left a small portion of our powers within you right before each of us was sealed away. Itâs just a matter of us returning to you like this at the right time. And you did the right thing when you touched Ilanaâs tombstone back at her tribe,â Zephyr commented.Â
âThatâs right, Y/N. We have seen the damage the underworld has caused our beloved people for the past several decades. But now that you have awakened your powers, itâs time to overthrow them and change history again.â Ilana concluded.
You couldnât help but smile as you took in all of your former friends' words as youâd missed hearing their voices. However, you slumped your shoulders in defeat the moment they were done talking, and each of them looked at you with a puzzled look.
âSorry to burst your bubble, but I fear that Iâm no longer the lake deity that people once looked up to back in the day. Iâm just a crippled, good-for-nothing deity who barely knows how to fight or control her powers no more. I failed to save the people of the forest and I- I also failed to keep a promise,â you choked back on your tears.
The other four deities simply turned their heads towards one another and gave each other looks before Ilana stepped forward to tilt your chin back up.
âItâs about Haknyeon, isnât it?â
You gasped at the moment his name escaped from your friendâs mouth. Given that they mentioned how theyâve been watching everything that has unfolded until now, thereâs no doubt they would probably have figured out the relationship between you two.Â
âYou know, I once had a dream about the God of Eternity warning me about the consequences of befriending someone from the underworld. If I had taken his advice back then, I mightâve been able to escape whatever has happened between us-â
âI wouldnât be so sure about that, Y/N.â
âHuh? What are you talking about, Ilana?â
Mahuika chuckled. âWho says we canât change history and the norm? You befriend and help whoever you want!â
âGiven that he hasnât done anything but protect you up till this point, heâs definitely cleared in my books,â Zephyr replied confidently.Â
âTheyâre right, Y/N. You need, or rather, will definitely be needing his help if you want to save the nation this time.â Ilana grip on your shoulders tightened.Â
âBut how? Heâs no longer human and has completely turned into Lucifer himself. Thereâs nothing much he could do anymoreâŚâÂ
âI would take those words back if I were you,â Astrophel points up as a piercing light shines down from above.
Suddenly, the consciousness of all four of your former deities began to fade, and you could no longer feel their hands on you. Panic set in as you frantically rushed from one to another, pleading with them not to leave you behind after all the years you had desperately tried to reconnect with them.
âFear not, Y/N. We will be with you in your final battle. All we ask is that you trust yourself and in Haknyeon,â the four voices echoed before they eventually faded away.
With that, a large, dark hand descended from above and pulled you out of your space. You must have blacked out for a moment because when you came to, you found yourself back on the shore, watching the waves gradually calm after the storm.
It was then that you noticed you were lying on something much softer than sand. You felt a pair of arms resting behind your back and on your thigh.
And that scent. You will never forget it, especially how youâve been travelling together for weeks.Â
The moment you locked your eyes with him, you jumped up and hugged him as tightly as you possibly could as you rubbed your cheeks with his. He responded in the same way and planted a soft peck on your cheeks but never fails to make a teasing comment just like he always did.
âI do not recall that either of us would give up before we achieved what we wanted to.â
âI-Itâs not thatâŚâ you sniffled. âIâm just taking a dip in the ocean.â
âMore like you were drowning to me,â Haknyeon spat.Â
âWhat matters is that youâre here now, and youâre alive and well,â you quickly kissed him once on the lips before you had to pull apart and bow your head down at him. âI-Iâm sorryâŚI wasnât able to help you change your fateâŚbecause now youâre-â
âThatâs not my main concern right now, Y/N.â
You titled your head back up. âItâs not?â
âWell, for one-â Haknyeon grunts as he tries to stand back up. â-we need to go clean up the mess in the underworld before anything else. Those creatures would definitely catch up soon now that their king is dead.â
King is dead?
Wait. Does that mean?
âL-Lucifer is gone?â
Haknyeon turned his head down to look at you as he shuts his eyes. âHe died in my hands, yes. Honestly speaking, he was a lot weaker than I thought. He was the one who awakened my powers, and yet he died because of it. How ironic, isnât it?âÂ
You couldnât believe your ears. You realised that the person right before you was now the current Lucifer, who had just overtaken the throne. He definitely gives off this darker and more sinister aura than before, but you knew that deep down, he was still the same person you have come to trust and love.
âThough I wouldnât be so sure about Balor,â Haknyeon commented.Â
âYou mean the commander?â
âHeâll be our last enemy, Y/N. And weâll be fighting him till the very end.â
âWoah woah woah, hold up. What do you mean âweâ?â You stopped him in his tracks, hoping that what youâd heard was just a hallucination.
But it wasnât. Haknyeon simply smirked before he opened up a portal, grabbed your wrist, and led you to it. âYou donât expect me to die alone in battle, do you? Iâm going to need a partner-in-crime for this. Also, someone to heal my wounds after the battle is over.â
âLook at you being all confident saying youâll win this,â you teased.Â
âSo, are you coming with me, my princess?âÂ
Oh, hell no. He did not just use that word against you.
âName your price first.â
âWell, you can either join me or you can go have another dip in the tsunami. Your choice.â
You sulked. âYouâre no fun. You just want me to suffer either way.âÂ
âItâs the only two options available now, Y/N. But I promise, weâll be in this together till the end.â
Thatâs right. You were finally going to make things right, and your former deities promised to be with you in your final battleâeach of their remaining spark of flame and powers nestled within you.
Taking a deep breath, you intertwined your fingers with Haknyeon and closed the gap between you two.
âLead the way then, king of the underworld.â
âW-What is thisâŚâ Doyle stammered as he walked closer to inspect the huge pile of ash that lay on the throne. The moment he touched those ashes, it only left a permanent burn that felt so hot as if he had just tasted what it feels like to fall straight into the burning fires below.
âThat, my fellow soldier, was what used to be the king or at least his remains,â Balor answered while polishing his spear as he placed it straight into the fire to let it burn for a couple of seconds before taking it back out.
âI-I donât understandâŚhow and when did all of these happen?âÂ
âLetâs just say that you can ask the gentleman whoâs standing right behind you right now,â Balor threw one of his kunais straight towards Doyleâs direction before it was intercepted by a katana knocked it straight to the ground.
âSacrificing your own soldiers just to kill me? You really are worse than Lucifer himself,â Haknyeon gritted his teeth as his devil aura began exerting excessively, giving Balor a death stare.Â
You figured that since Haknyeon was in his own territory, he was definitely able to exert twice as much power as he did back on earth, and whoever wasnât careful would undoubtedly lose their head to the current lord of the underworld himself.
âThese foolish demons are nothing but pawns, just like Lucifer, who fell at your hands. He was far worse and more useless than his predecessors.â Balor stepped forward, pacing in circles at the center of the chamber. He taunted Haknyeon, beckoning him with a gesture to approach the stage for a duel.
âSomething tells me that youâve waited all these years for this very moment, for Lucifer to die that is.â
âOf course, young lad. I wasnât about to get my hands dirty from killing him. Sure, he was an easy job, and I couldâve done it during the war. But what better for him to die under the hands of his successor; now thatâs a scoop thatâll go down in history.âÂ
Haknyeon was slowly getting ticked off by his demeanour, and he immediately unleashed a large amount of power onto his sword, engulfing the katana in flames.Â
Balor did the same, but his flames burned a dark purple instead. When both men reached a standstill, they charged at each other without hesitation. Their blades clashed in a relentless frenzy, and you struggled to keep up with the action as it unfolded before you.
You knew that you werenât just going to stand there watching, so you armed yourself with your very own katana as you turned behind to face the hoard of army that was ready to skin you alive.
However, you have come prepared this time, and youâve gotten help from your fellow deities within you. Focusing all of your energy at once, you glistened with a blue light surrounding you as you pointed your katana straight at the devils themselves.
âIâm not here for a fight, though if you insist, then youâll have to suffer the consequences of my blade.â
As soon as you announced your intention, the entire army charged at you. You quickly got to your feet, striking them down one by one. Thanks to your purifying abilities, the demons evaporated into thin air upon contact with your blade.
Before long, you began to hear the voices of your fellow deities within you, each infusing their powers into your blade. With Zephyr's energy, you created a swirling vortex, while Astrophelâs power transported some demons to another dimension.
Mahuikaâs flames were far hotter and more powerful than those surrounding the chamber, reducing the demons to ash with your blade's touch.
With Ilanaâs power, you infused poison into their bloodstreams with every cut, causing them to collapse to their knees, suffering the effects of a toxin that could never be cure
Then it came down to your own powers. Channeling all your strength, you summoned a water dragon that coiled around your enemies, purifying them in an instant.
After clearing the path, you were left with a sole survivor with his back glued to one of the pillars at the very end. You recognised who it was as he was the one tagging along with Balor when you first encountered the male back at the tribe.
However, he seemed terrified, and he was in no shape to fight back. Instead, he quickly got on his knees and lowered his head, begging for mercy.
âP-Please! Please spare me! I have nothing to do with this!âÂ
âWhat makes you think that I should listen to you? Youâre a demon from the underworld,â you posed the question as you rested your katana against his neck. Doyle begins sweating profusely, and you can tell by the sweatdrops that fell right onto your blade.
âBalor was never our leader! Donovan was! And we never wanted to have anything associated with him!âÂ
You narrowed your eyes. âWhat do you mean by that?âÂ
âH-Heâs far more notorious than Lucifer ever wasâŚand he has done far worse than what we know in the books. He must be eliminated if we want to prevent another war from happening,â Doyle cries out in desperation as he says those last words.
It definitely took a little bit of time for some convincing, but you decided to test out what he said was true. Grabbing hold of his arms as you pulled him up in one swift motion, you pushed him right in front of you with your blade situated right behind him.
âLead the way to the chambers, then. And donât try anything funny.âÂ
Doyle did precisely what you had proposed with his hands up as you both made your way into where Haknyeon and Balor were still going hard with one another. Instead of catching them still in battle with one another, both were now kneeling on the groundâbreaking out in a cold sweat and trying to stabilise their breathing. Evidently, they had used up much of their strength, and it would be now or ever to end this duel.
âI must say- dear Haknyeon- youâre a lot stronger than I thought you were-â Balor panted as he used his spear to get back up on his feet.Â
âI commend you for holding out for this long- nobody has ever lasted more than a minute when sparing with me-â Haknyeon challenged as he too slowly got back up and positioned himself carefully, trying hard not to lose his balance.Â
However, both you and Doyleâs presence didnât go unnoticed, and Balor wasted no time making use of his telekinesis power to move Doyle right in front of him with his blade piercing right into the side of his neck.
Both you and Haknyeon were shocked by what had happened and were about to make a move until you stopped what Balor had said next. âIf you want to kill me, then youâll have to kill this pathetic demon first.âÂ
You didnât even need to hear Doyleâs cries as you could read the message from his mouth.
Please, save me.
Something in your gut just tells you that he would be a worthy comrade to save and potentially be of great help in the near future. You also wanted to trust the look in his eyes when you first confronted him before coming into the chambers. It looked sincere, and you knew he was here at the wrong time.Â
Especially with everything you had been through with Haknyeon, not all devils and demons are just as bad as youâve heard from the books.Â
With that, you swiftly turned to look at Haknyeon before giving him a nodâsignalling him to help distract Balor while you prepare for the final blow. Given that you still had the power of the four deities within you, you were going to focus all your energy at once and unleash them all with one final shot.
Thankfully, Haknyeon got the message and redirected his attention towards his enemyâcharging straight into him while being careful not to harm Doyle in any way.
You only had one final shot and needed to be careful as you aimed at the demon from above. Balor notices your efforts and simply mocks you right there and then.Â
âWhat can a useless, crippled deity like you do anything? You barely have any powers left within you after the battle back at the tribe!âÂ
You ignored his comments while he struggled with Haknyeon to focus and aimed at his weak spot. You desperately scanned through for an opening until you noticed a little reveal of his skin right at the top of the left ribcage, and it also had a scar that was about a century old.Â
This was your only chance. Standing tall and firm with your sword at the ready, you took a deep breath and infused the entire blade with the combined powers of the five deities. Then, you leaped onto the platform, aiming directly for Balorâs weak spot.
However, you shouldâve known this wouldnât be as easy as you thought. What you thought was a scar was a sealâit kept him alive for so long as no contamination or abilities could ever harm him.
âRemember what I told you, young lady. Youâll never defeat me like this.â
Just then, Haknyeon scoffs as he forcefully pulls down Balorâs collar and positions his now sharp claws right onto the seal. âAnd this is when your overconfidence will kill you, just like Lucifer did.âÂ
The moment Haknyeon slashed the wound wide open, the seal immediately broke and the contamination from the air went straight into Balorâs bodyâcausing him to scream as he pushed Doyle to the side before falling straight down to the ground.Â
It was evident that the air was too much for his centuries-old body, absorbing far too much power than it could ever handle. Balorâs body immediately darkened and created a cracked appearance throughout, giving him little to no hope of recovering back to normal.
As you were distracted by everything, Haknyeon grabbed your hand, holding the katana while his other hand rested on your shoulders. You immediately divert your attention towards him as he reassures you with the look he has in his eyes.
âItâs our chance, Y/N. Letâs end this.âÂ
The second you nodded, you both dived straight towards the enemy and plunged the sword into the seal. The powers of the deities were far too strong for anyone to fight back against, and you both immediately backed off as far as you possibly could before he eventually exploded into ashes.Â
With that, Haknyeon finally falls onto his knees as he lets go of the aura and powers he has been exerting throughout the battle, and you hold him in your arms. You both simply took the time to regulate your breathing before resting your forehead against his.
âItâs overâŚitâs all over nowâŚyou can rest⌠Haknyeon,â you sobbed as you ran your fingers through his jet-black hair, still glad it felt the same and just as soft as before.Â
At that moment, Doyle approached you both and bowed his head in admission of defeat. Gently, you lifted his chin with one hand and rested the other on his head, channeling some of your remaining healing abilities into him. Instantly, his wounds began to heal, restoring him to his former self.
But that action only left him speechless. âWhy are you helping me, Lake Deity? Iâm clearly your enemyâŚâ
Instead of you responding to the male, Haknyeon does it for you as he grabs onto his collar to pull him close and whisper into his ears.
âDonât die on me now, lad. Because Iâm going to be needing your help from now on.âÂ
The three of you then broke out into chuckles, and you stared at these two males before you before you looked straight up and closed your eyes shut.
âThank you my fellow deities, you may all rest in peace now.â
âOh my gosh! Did that really happened?â One of the boys shouted.
âOf course not! Who says the devils and humans can actually get along! It must all be a fairytale,â another child retorts back at the question with his arms crossed, shutting down any possibility of that ever happening.Â
However, the children were simply cut off with a chuckle from the priest as she stood up with her kagura suzu in hand. âNow, I wouldnât be so sure about that, my dear. After all, I am able to see anything that happens in this world and even below with my very own eyes. A priest never lies, doesnât she?â
âWell then!â Another boy stands up as he walks closer to the priest. âHow can we know that whatever you told us was true?â
Just then, a dove seemingly appeared from the skies, flying straight down to rest on the priestâs extended arms. The bird simply exchanged a few chirps as if it were talking to her before she let it go.Â
âPerhaps you should head to the people of the waters to ask the Lake Deity herself, then.â
As the dove flies high in the skies, it spreads its wings wide and swiftly makes its way to where the tribe stands proud in the presence of their Lake Deity. This time, it seems that all four tribes are also gathered together as the crowd cheers with the few selected individuals on stage.
The moment you came up on stage dressed in a sky-blue kimono, the other four individuals already waiting for your arrival immediately bowed down to welcome your presence. As you cleared your throat to indicate that the crowd could lower their voices, you began your speech immediately.Â
âTo the people of the nation that I truly love, I am here today to bestow upon you your new deities! It will take a while for us to truly restore the peace in this nation, but fear not as your new deities will surely be here to guide you along the way.âÂ
As you finished your opening speech, you simply walked in front of each of the selected ones from each tribe, holding your hand out and resting it on their headsâtransferring the last remnants of your fellow deities' powers into them to create a whole new generation of successors.Â
Anala, the one who becomes one with the fire.
Cielo, the one who dances with the wind.
Orpheus, the one who controls space.Â
And finally, Evanthe, the one who resonates with earth.
The moment you successfully transmitted all of the powers to everyone, the four individuals stood up as they bowed towards you, and you returned the same favour. âI look forward to working with all of you in this new generation.âÂ
The crowd immediately erupts in cheers as they finally get their deity after decades of pain and suffering. You could tell that everyone was eager to start rebuilding their tribe and make things right again. As you looked at these four new deities, you couldnât help but smile as a single teardrop fell from one of your eyes.Â
Mahuiaka, Zephyr, Astrophel, and Ilana. May your legacy continue on with these new young ones.
Once the ceremony has ended, your very own people from your tribe wasted no time to get the party rolling as a carnival was up and ready for each of the tribes to reconcile and get to know each other better, just like it used to many years ago.Â
The elder was in charge of overlooking the entire event as he was busy trying to get all the servants to go around, ensuring nothing was amiss. Thankfully, your tribe were pretty much the outgoing ones, and you have managed to catch your eye on how many of them seemingly grabbed hold of different people from the other tribes to eat to their heart's content or even dragged them up on stage to dance.Â
You simply sat on one of the rooftops as you savoured the moment, smiling as if they were your children who were playing and getting along well with everyone, as if you were a proud mom.
Your peace was short-lived as you were interrupted by a thump from your side, and you didnât even have to turn around to look at who it was.Â
âYouâre late,â you commented.
âNot my fault that Iâm now in charge of the underworld. A kingâs got matters to deal with, just like you being a full-fledged deity now.âÂ
âSo, what brings you here today? Since you said you were so busy dealing with your matters.â
Haknyeon simply scoffs. âWhat? Now I canât even make time to come up and visit my own lover?âÂ
You scooched closer as you intertwined your fingers with him. You hated how your heart always melted upon those sweet, cheesy words he would say about you occasionally. âYou couldâve come watch me at the ceremony, too.â
âGod, youâre a demanding one.â
âAnd what if I am? I just want some love and attention after working so hard on my own,â you sulked before Haknyeon pulled you in for an embrace.
âOkay fine, I gotta commend you on that. You truly have changed so much, Y/N. The nation will be saved once again all thanks to you.â
âYeah, but not everything,â you sighed as you pushed Haknyeon away briefly. âI didnât manage to help change your fate, after all.â
âLook,â Haknyeon pauses mid-sentence as he cups your face. âWeâve talked about this before. Thereâs no need for you to apologise for that. We defeated Balor; thatâs what matters. Besides, the underworld is looking so much more different under my rule than it was centuries ago.â
âWell, I guess both humans and the devils being actual comrades is something that we have changed history about. And you know what, Haknyeon?â You looked at him with this smug look on your face. âI guess you do look so much hotter with jet-black hair. It pairs well with your leather jacket, too.â
âWhat? Are you just going to sweet-talk me and embarrass the shit out of me? If thatâs the case, Iâm leaving-â
âNo~â you purred while clutching his arms tightly. âDonât leave me just like that~â
âYouâre being extremely clingy tonight, and I donât know if I should be afraid of that or not.â
You simply smacked his arms to teach him a lesson. âItâs your fault that we canât see each other often.Just let me enjoy this tonight, okay?â You rolled your eyes back at the male before leaning down to rest on his shoulders.Â
Both of you stayed like this for a while until the fireworks started going off, filling the night sky with vibrant colours. It was also part of the saying where people tend to get sentimental when they see things like that, and that was exactly what Haknyeon decided to say to you as he tilts your chin to face him.
âThank you, Y/N. For trusting in me since the day weâve met and for showing me how being the devil himself isnât all so bad, after all.âÂ
As much as you wanted to retaliate with another teasing comment, you decided not to break the wholesome moment you both had by going a different route instead.Â
âRight back at you, Haknyeon. Thank you for giving me a purpose to live again.âÂ
The moment you finished your sentence, Haknyeon pulled you in for a kiss, and you pushed yourself forward to make sure you savored up the taste of his lips once again. It definitely felt different from where you both shared your first one back at Ilanaâs tombstone, and you were glad that the kiss has much more of a deeper meaning this time.Â
His fingers gently glide through your long, silky dark hair while his other thumb pushes your lips down so that he can gain more entry for the kissâboth of your tongues intertwine with one another until it becomes a battle of whoâs able to hold on for long.Â
When you two broke apart from the kiss, you simply rested your forehead against one another and stayed like this for a few secondsâenjoying the peace while the fireworks went off in the background.
âPlease tell me youâre staying for the night,â you panted.
âOnly if you want to,â Haknyeon responded.Â
âAnd then weâll go on a picnic date tomorrow morning?â
âThat is if Doyle promises to bake the macarons in time. He says itâs some sort of ancient recipe his grandparents had passed down to him and youâre the lucky one whoâs going to be taste tasting it for the first time in centuries.âÂ
You simply chuckled at that cute comment about Doyle. You loved how he has also become part of both of your lives now that he has been promoted to being Haknyeonâs right-hand man.Â
âBut what if I get a bad reaction from his macarons?â You teased.
âThen Iâm tossing him into the flames, and he can perish for all I care.âÂ
You simply shook your head at your lover whenever he made sarcastic remarks like this whenever Doyle was mentioned. He knew you fancy him, and sometimes it gets a little too overboard (according to Haknyeon himself). Knowing that jealousy doesn't look good on Lucifer, you decided to devise something reassuring to keep him on track.
âIâll also make you your favourite tangerine jello cake tomorrow if that counts.â
âDoes Doyle get a piece or not?â
âNope, just for you. But heâs getting a fresh batch of chocolate chip cookies if thatâs okay.â
Haknyeon simply smiled at your cute comment, and he was just so happy to be the luckiest man alive and have someone like you by his side. No matter the differences between you two, you are now part of one another, and you will change history by making both humans and devils be part of each otherâs daily lives from now on.
Just like that, Haknyeon plants one more kiss on your lips before cuddling you in his arms as you two watch the last batch of fireworks together for the night.
âI look forward to our date tomorrow, then. I love you more than you could ever imagine, Y/N. And I will never let you go any more, and I hope youâre prepared for that.â
A/N: yall my laptop crashed so many times while writing this i really hope yall will love this work as much as i do đĽšđ
can i request a tbz maknae line to reaction when their s/o kisses them and runs away outta embarrassment đĽš
love flew away
(maknae line) when you kiss them and try to run away
genre: baking, reader hates doing laundry (me), kissing of course! flirting, tension, but fluffy, sunwoo is very shameless, actually all of them are shameless
notes: sangyeon shirtless is crazy
word count: 1.4k
haknyeon
âHow much sugar did you add again?â You eyed him with suspicion.
He looked at you like a deer in headlights. âEnough?â
You sighed. Baking with your boyfriend was a hard task, mostly because he hated any type of measuring. It could be the saltiest ingredient in the world and he would still pour in a whole three cups of it.
âI canât trust you to do this anymore,â You grumbled. You handed him the whisk. âJust mix it at least.â
Haknyeon grinned, completely unabashed at your harsh comments. As he began to blend all the ingredients together, you had stalked off to pre-heat the oven. In the corner of your eye, you could see him subtly dancing to the music that you had put on. You couldnât help but smile dearly at the sight.Â
He looked very alluring like this. His hair was tousled and there was flour powdered across his cheeks adorably. As quietly as you could, you approached him from behind. And then you wrapped your arms around his waist and pressed a quick kiss to his lips.
A sudden feeling of embarrassment completely overtook you, causing you to back away.Â
âPut it in the oven for twenty-five minutes,â You muttered and then you took off, locking yourself in your room. You brought the pillow up to your face and screamed for a good few moments.
It was oddly quiet though. You had expected Haknyeon to come looking for you. You could here some clambering in the kitchen, the dishes being washed, but that was it.Â
âItâs done!â He abruptly yelled out. You froze, glancing at the time. Only five minutes had passed. There was no way that the cake was going to be done that fast. But still, with a grumble, you climbed off the bed and approached the kitchen.
He was standing there, leaning against the counter, his hands crossed over his chest with a knowing tilt of his head.
âYou run away from me but come back for the cake?â Haknyeon gave you a smile.
You stuttered, âW-wellâŚâ
âCome here.â He grinned wider, holding his arms out. With flushed cheeks, you approached him, walking into his embrace. He gave you a tight squeeze, pulling away just to place a soft kiss on your forehead. âI appreciate the kiss.â He gave you a playful wink.
âToo embarrassing,â You muttered, hiding your face in his chest.
âNever,â He replied. âBe proud that you want to kiss my handsome face.â
âShut up,â You groaned, punching him weakly in the chest. âJustâ keep an eye on the cake or something.â
âIâll keep an eye on you,â He mumbles, pressing a quick kiss to your lips. âYou taste sweeter anyway.â
âUncouth.â
sunwoo
He pulled me into a passionate kiss, his hand wandering down to my lower back andâ
âWhatâre you reading?â Sunwoo suddenly appeared next to you. You squeaked, backing away quickly, closing the book with a loud thump.Â
âNothing.â
Sunwoo narrowed his eyes. âLooks like a book to me.â
You huffed, âWell of course itâs a book.â
He leaned closer, studying your features with a slight quirk on his lips. âRead it to me then,â He whispered, his low voice sending a shiver down your spine. His gaze wandered down to your lips, staring intensely. âI like your voice.â
You gulped and shook your head, squeezing your eyes shut. âI⌠canât.â
He pouted, pulling away. âWhy not?â
A blush began to appear on your cheeks. âThe scene is kind ofâŚâ
Sunwoo smiled knowingly, his hand trailing down your arm, creating goosebumps on your arm. âKind of?â
You bit your lip, looking away. âI canât say.â It wasnât much really. The two characters, previously enemies, were now kissing heatedly. But you couldnât tell Sunwoo that. You had an idea of how it would end.
âDemonstrate it to me then.â His eyes darkened.
You sighed, frustrated. âFirst you want me to read, now you want me to demonstrate?â
He nodded stubbornly, facing you. âUnless itâs murder then maybe donât demonstrate.â
You laughed. âWhat if it is?â
He rolled his eyes, smiling attractively. âI know it isnât. Youâre blushing. You canât be blushing over murder.â
You whined. âFine, Iâll demonstrate. But you need to close your eyes, please.â
He happily obliged. You could see that he was practically brimming with excitement, making you stifle a laugh. Slowly, you approached his face. He held his breath, his hands blindly finding your waist.Â
With a deep sigh, you leaned in, connecting your lips to his. Sunwoo hummed satisfied as he tightened his hold, kissing back quickly. He was about to deepen it and tilt his head but you abruptly pulled away. He peeked an eye open and he smiled fondly when you noticed that you were blushing.
âThere.â You murmured. âI demonstrated. Happy?â You suddenly stood up, about to flee from embarrassment. You could only get a few steps in before Sunwoo was behind you, taking your wrist and pulling you right against his chest.
âNot quite satisfied yet.â He smiled. âPlease demonstrate one more time. For research.â
You whined once again. âI canâtââ
âThen Iâll do it.â He eagerly kissed you again. You practically melted in his hold. This time, his hand wandered exactly where your lower back was, copying the words that you had just read. You gasped and broke the kiss.Â
âYou read the page of the book didnât you?â You breathed out.
He shrugged with a sly smile. âI simply took inspiration.â
eric
âI hate doing laundry,â You groaned. âWhy must you make me do it with you?â
âBecause I like to spend time with you,â He bluntly replied.Â
âWe could be doing anything else,â You whined.
âNope,â He shook his head stubbornly. âWhen the bed sheets smell freshly washed then I will be satisfied.â He reached into the dryer, lifting the heavy duvet effortlessly. Your eyes wandered down to his arm muscles. He smiled knowingly. âPlus, I love to cuddle you in bed. And kiss.â He smiled innocently.
You flushed. âDonât try to make doing laundry a sensual thing.â
âI am not!â He exclaimed with a pout. And just for the fun of it, he pulled the duvet over himself, wrapping himself warmly. The fabric covered most of his face. Except for his lips. You giggled and without much of a thought, you leaned up and kissed him, smiling against his lips.
He stood there frozen for a second. And then he peeked out of the covers with a shy smile.Â
âDid you just kiss me?â
âYeah.â You rolled your eyes, trying to play off your anxiousness. âLike I do every day.â
âNo, no.â He practically melted, his eyes softening. âThat was such a sweet kiss though. It was different.â
You bit the inside of your cheek nervously. âMaybe⌠because I love you so much?â
Oh, you had done it to his heart. You could see behind his eyes, that he was about to pounce on you and pepper your cheeks with kisses like he always did. There was a stupid yet adorable, lovesick smile growing on his lips.
You squeaked and took hold of the duvet, pulling it over his face as you made a run for it.
âY/n!â He whined. You could see in the corner of your eye, him pulling off the covers as he began to chase you.Â
âLet me live, please,â You pleaded, turning around to face him. He was already approaching, trapping you against the wall. He was breathing hard, as he gazed at you with so much affection.Â
âIâll let you live. If you kiss me again like before.â
âNo, I refuse.â
âShy?â He grinned.
âYes, in fact I am.â
âWell, as a matter of fact,â He started, his arms coming around you to pull you up against his body. âI love you so much too.â
âThatâs great,â You whispered. âSo are you going to let me go now?â
âI never said I would.â His eyes fell to your lips. You flushed as he placed a sweet, sweet kiss, making your legs become jelly. âWhen Iâm done kissing you, weâre going to make out on our newly washed bed.â
You groaned. âYou ruined the mood with the damn laundry again, Eric.â
âIâll return the mood for you?â He tilted his head cutely, pulling you in again. Your heart thumped rapidly.
genre: early 00s au, established relationship au. fluff !!! sooo fluffy it makes ME feel single. casual engagement i guess ?? tamagotchi mention for all nostalgic girlies <3
warnings: honestly not sure some swearing i'm sure. other than that the reader has hair long enough to play with
word count: 2.5k
a/n: thank you best friend @csenke for beta reading this as always it means a lot to me i love you so bad. also tagging @okkotsu-simp kyuzu bc she told me to and @winterchimez because.. hak fic...
Most things with Haknyeon arenât planned, grandiose or romantic. Sometimes, you just take a step forward together, holding each other tight, no questions asked. Much like today-- who would've thought that a Tamagotchi toy evolving would lead you to take the biggest step of your life?
this fic is a part of the @deoboyznet 'the love letter collective' event o:) oh and also a spin-off to my 90s au universe! (go read millennium bug and to. my first for 10 years of good luck!)
September 2007
A sweet strawberry is placed in between your lips as you lay on the blanket, the sun shining into your eyes making you squint and shield your vision from the scorching beams. You blindly bite into the juicy fruit, enjoying the freshness of it in your mouth, knowing that this might be the last time you can taste the red miracle this year, since fall is quickly approaching despite the warm days of early September.
Your ears are filled with the noises of the birds chirping in the distance, the occasional buzz of a bug flying by your face, and apart from the sounds of nature, also the occasional humming of your boyfriendâs voice and the tech noises of the toy in between his fingers.
âHe finally evolved into an adult!â Haknyeon gasps and places the Tamagotchi into your point of vision, shielding you from the view of the cloudy, blue sky. Eyes falling onto the little device, you snicker at the man and nod, looking up from your position in his lap to meet his gaze.
âStop gendering our child, Hak.â
âIâm pretty sure that when we named him John, we wordlessly agreed on it being a boy,â your boyfriendâs hand drops, the sharp sun once again piercing your gaze when there is nothing making a shadow fall over your face.
âFor all we know, John can be a girl.âÂ
âY/N-â the man sighs, the slightest tinge of irritation already in his voice. As if the fact that you were both fully grown adults taking care of a toy for children wasnât strange enough, now you have to argue about the identity of your little animal.
âItâs an it,â you conclude. âI think we can agree on that, canât we?â
Your boyfriend rolls his eyes, but doesnât argue with you further. The view of him crossing his arms at his chest and averting his gaze from you has you burst out into laughterâ he was clearly upset about something, and youâre fairly certain that this was not the matter.
âWhat?â you pry, letting out an airy laugh slip from between your lips.
âYou didnât even acknowledge that it evolved,â he peeps, sighing. âBut if you donât care, itâs okay, you can just go back to what you were doing before, which was nothingââ
Now itâs your turn to roll your eyes at the boy, humored with his childishness. Taking his palm into your hand and holding it up in front of your face again, you gaze at the toy in between his fingers and hum in acknowledgement. âIt did!â you nod. âGood job. You finally didnât let it dieââ
âNow, that only happened twiceââ
âThree times,â you correct him, watching with amusement as your boyfriend sighs again and chews on the inside of his lip, the sight of him from below more entertaining to you than watching the clouds. You know that by the logic of the Solar system, thereâs only one sun allowed in this universeâ but looking at the sky shielded by your boyfriendâs head, his tan skin glazed in the warm orange hues of the late afternoon, you think heâs the personification of the greatest star itselfâ for you that is, at least.
âOkay, well, three times. But Iâve got a hold of it now,â he says, nodding to himself. âSo that means we can get a real kid now,â he says, face stoic and serious, as if he really meant what just came out of his mouth.
Laughing to yourself, you shake your head in disbelief. âIâm sorry, get what now?â you grin. âI wasnât aware that I was a part of this deal.â
âYou agreed to it, though,â Haknyeon nods, flicking your forehead. âYou must have not paid attention again, but we definitely shook hands on it.â
âWait,â you say, sarcastically humming and brushing your chin, a playful act of being lost deep in thought, âno. I still donât remember any of that. So as long as you donât have a written proof with my signature and the date on the bottom, I donât think we can proceed with this arrangement, Mr Ju. We can, however, settle on getting a dogââ
âSo you donât want children with me?â he asks, looking down at you with big eyes. Thinking that itâs all a part of a joke, you try to play alongâ going as far as even shaking your head in disapproval.
âHell no,â you drag out, furrowing your brows in deep unsettlement. âTo have a clone of you running around our flat in a few years? That sounds like my worst nightmare,â you hum, snickering to yourself. âBesides, we forgot to buy toilet paper last week. What makes you believe we can take care of another human? Hell, that damn thing died 3 times before it grew into an adult, HakâŚâ you sigh, the tone of a know-it-all you like to use on him so much whenever you joke around not quite hitting the boy in the right way this time.
âAh,â he hums, fingers suddenly playing with the strands of your hair sprawled out like the beams of the sun in his lap, his face now shielded with a cloud. Haknyeon chews on the inside of his cheek for a second before a bashful voice reaches your ears, making you look up to meet his eye. âI think it wouldnât hurt to at least tryâŚâ
Noticing the playful sparkle in his eye completely gone, your heart stammers, skipping a beat. Stomach dropping, you jump to rescue. âWait⌠you thought I was being serious?âÂ
Haknyeon shrugs, pouting for a second before a rosy tint flashes over his cheeks. âYou sounded convincingâŚâ he says, laughing. âBesides, itâs completely up to you if you wanna have kids or not, I was just a little taken abackââ
âStop being silly,â you say, shaking your head. âI should stop being sarcastic all the time, itâs doing a lot of damage recently.â
âLike when MB!Y/N thought you were being serious when you told her it was embarrassing to cry on her wedding day?â Haknyeon laughs, remembering the memory from only a few weeks ago.
âExactly!â you agree. âI still feel bad for that, by the way. Now I know why nobody liked me in high schoolââ
âThatâs not true,â Haknyeon denies. âYou keep forgetting the fact that I had the hugest crush on you, Y/N.â
âWell, you were always very subtle about it.â
âI was shy.â
âI think you were just trying to be cool,â you say, poking the inside of your cheek with your tongue, taunting the boy.
âWell, it worked, didnât it?â he laughs, moving his hand up to your head and cradling it, going as far as gently scratching your scalp. âBack to the topic at hand, though. Do you⌠Have you ever thought of us having kids together?â
Looking up at the man youâve been dating for the last 4 years, watching as his face morphs into pure wonder, your heart sores when you stare at his features for long enoughâ even after all this time. You bet you see a hint of sunlight reflecting in his orbs whenever he pays you a look, and the apples of his cheeks catch a light strawberry color whenever you compliment him still, even after so many years. Itâs kind of adorable, reallyâ you two have always been an open book, honest with each otherâ but neither of you were really big on romantic gestures or big confessions.
You two do everything casually. You donât tend to make a big deal out of things. Somehow, your relationship naturally progresses through all the crucial stages without paying it a second thought. Sure, you two have been on datesâ the title wasnât established for a long time when you first started going out, though. For you and Haknyeon, you were just two people hanging out and enjoying each otherâs company.Â
The title of your relationship gained an official name as naturally as the seasons changeâ after many afternoons spent together doing various things, Haknyeon just asked you if you wanted to be his girlfriend. You agreed, no questions asked. It felt casualâ it fit like a puzzle to the dynamic of your energies. You didnât need big words or gestures. In the mundane reality of your lives, you two always had each otherâ without taking each other for granted, you both somehow always knew you were a given to each other. Both of you always knew you had the other person to fall back onâ your security, your other half. There was no need for big words in a connection like yours. It just felt right.Â
And yes, you do talk about everything. Most things, at least. But somehow, the topic of having children together hasnât really come up seriously until nowâ only in passing, mentioning it as a matter of course for most relationships. You donât blame Haknyeon for getting so serious at this moment.
âYeah,â you say, voice soft and gentle. âCome on, Hak. I imagine spending the rest of my life with you, what makes you think having children isnât in the equation?â you say, choosing to be serious with him for once.Â
âI dunno,â he shrugs. âI mean, you were kinda right about the toilet paper thing, thoughââ
âI know, I knowâŚâ you sigh, âbut I bet the oxytocin will get the job done.â
âLook at you using big biology words so suddenly,â Haknyeon jokes, making you roll your eyes and flick his chin.
âBe serious for once!â you laugh out, making the boy grin at your little outburst.
âOkay, okay, Iâm sorry,â Haknyeon says, the pad of his thumb suddenly glazing over your cheekbone. The touch is tender, managing to cross the words always somehow left unsaid, yet always somehow understoodâ your brains and hearts on the same wavelength, buzzing at the same frequencyâ before your boyfriend casually drags out: âThatâs good to hear, babe, âcause weâd make the prettiest babies. Would be a shame to let the good genes go to waste.â
âTell me that,â you confidentially whisper. âTheyâd be mega smart too. Theyâd get that after me, obviouslyââ
âHey!â
âIâm joking, Iâm joking,â you laugh, shielding yourself from the hands of your boyfriend already reaching to give you a playful flick to your forehead again. âI do think we should wait a while before having children, though.â
âNot that I donât agree with you, but why?âÂ
Hands blindly reaching for another strawberry to chew on, you watch your boyfriend easily pluck the fruit out of the basket and hold it up against your lips, helping you with your task. Thinking over your answer, picking out your words carefully, you chew and stare at the boy as he helps himself to a strawberry himself, the two of you gazing at each other in a fond silence.
âI think we skipped a few steps. We live together already, so thatâs a start, but Iâd like to get married before having kids,â you shrug, licking your lips off the watery sweetness, watching your boyfriend take in the new information.
Haknyeon hums, nodding to himself. âMakes sense,â he admits. âAnd when do you see us doing that?â he asks, genuine interest coating his saccharine voice.
âNot really sure,â you admit, snickering. âI havenât thought about it much until now.â
âHm,â Haknyeon hums in thought, the two of you staring at each other, chewing on your strawberries. There isnât much contemplating behind your boyfriendâs words before he says them, but nonetheless, it doesnât even catch you off guardâ much like not many things do in your relationship. Somehow, youâre always perfectly synced. âNow seems like a good time, doesnât it?â
âI mean⌠it doesnât seem like a bad time, thatâs for sure,â you shrug.
âWeâve been dating for a long time,â Haknyeon says, as if to further strengthen his argument. âHell, I canât believe Eric managed to get married before me.â
âAre you only saying this because your younger friend got married last month?â
âNo,â Haknyeon says, although he sounds a little unconvincing. âBut it certainly was a wake up call, in a way.â
âA wake up call?â you repeat, big eyes staring into your boyfriendâs soul.
âYeah,â he agrees, âkinda realized when I didnât see you catch the bouquet. A part of me was secretly hoping you would.â
âStop being cheesy, Hak. Thatâs not like you,â you say, although there is something sweet, thick like honey, swirling in your stomach at his unusually rich wording. The male laughs in your face, enjoying the way he has you flustered with his confession.
âWould you do it, though?â he asks, grinning.
âWhat? Marry you?â you ask, raising your brows at him. âAs in⌠right now?â you clarify, watching as the male purses his lips at you, seemingly thinking about it for a heartbeat.
âI mean, not right now, because weâd have to arrange the wedding and all, but yeah. Like, as soon as we can, is what I mean,â he says, dragging a stray hair out of your forehead.
Staring at him for a second, contemplating your next words, you feel your heart squeezing with something akin to excitement, your fingertips tingling with the reality upon you. âJu Haknyeon⌠is this you asking me to marry you?â
âYeah,â Haknyeon nods, shrugging. The whole situation is absurdâ no one is down on their knee, no ring is present, no big events or confessions are taking place. Yet, the moment still feels perfectâ it flows naturally into the trajectory of your life, makes total sense in the grand scheme of your relationship, happens unexpectedly, but doesnât quite shock you in the tiniest way. Itâs just another afternoon for the both of youâ doesnât matter that youâre taking perhaps the biggest decision of your whole life.
You donât contemplate for even a second.
âOkay,â you say, watching the boyâs eyes light up.
âOkay,â he repeats, nodding. âLetâs do it, then.â
âLetâs do it,â you say, watching the boy beam down at you just like the sun, something in the air changing, yet, the two of you still stay the same.
Haknyeon takes your hand into his, opening your fist before he slips the keyring off the Tamagotchi onto your ring finger like itâs a promise, pressing the toy into the palm of your hand and making you hold it tight. His hand stays on yours when he leans down, lips crashing against yours, offering you all his love in the simple action. He tastes like strawberries and the past 4 years of joy.Â
Faces close to each other when you pull away, Haknyeon talks confidentially into your ear. âWe can go ring shopping tomorrow.â
âYou better buy me a very expensive oneââ you joke, cut off by your own laughter as the male gently bites into the tip of your nose, teasing you and making you frown, pushing him away with gentle force against his chest, right where his heart is.
Most things with Haknyeon arenât planned, grandiose or romantic. Sometimes, you just take a step forward together, holding each other tight. You love each other in a casual wayâ the same way you know that when you wake up, there will be sun, and when you go to sleep at night, there will always be starsâ you know that as long as you're alive, you and Haknyeon will always have each other. Thatâs the calm way in which you two love.
obsessed with your sangyeon fic !!!! iâve been trying to find good juhaknyeon content but itâs so hard to find stuff for him and the boyz in general could you maybe do something with him?? like a lake day or something involving going to the beach??
lakeside confession
-> juhaknyeon x gn!reader
warnings+": reader has a scary moment in the water but its very brief, haknyeon is just vv precious, chanhee and sunwoo are team haknyeon from the jump and amazing friends
word count: 4.5k
a.n.// I hope you like this anon!!! thank you for the request:) not very proofread but I had a lot of fun writing this one so please lmk what you guys think! stay safe and have a good day!
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 The drink in your hand was covered in condensation as you were too lost in your conversation with Haknyeon. You can already hear the teasing from your friends on how lovestruck you looked and how you tuned them out the second he sat down next to you.Â
 You could list off a million reasons why you like Haknyeon but the one that really sends it over is how much he pays attention to you. Many times throughout your friendship with him you have noticed that he remembers the smallest things about you that not even you remembered about yourself. Chanhee and Sunwoo keep telling you that he likes you almost just as much if not more but you donât believe them.Â
 âAnyway, I should probably go back to my friends. Come find me before you leave?â He asks and all you can do is nod.Â
 You smile up at him as he leaves and Haknyeon squeezes your shoulder when he passes in front of you. You are lightly shoved when heâs fully out of your eye line making you snap towards your friends. They both are giggling and making kissy faces like 10 years old which led you to roll your eyes at them.Â
 âItâs so painful how into each other you two are,â Sunwoo says, âlike, neither of you even glanced our way after he sat down.â He continued.Â
 You shake your head, âHe doesnât like me, weâre just really good friends is all.âÂ
 The party had died down a lot since talking with Haknyeon and you were growing pretty tired. You let Sunwoo and Chanhee know you were going home and they were both quick to remind you to find loverboy to which you flip them off.Â
 As much as you hate them being right, you crane your neck to see where Haknyeon could be. It only takes a few seconds to see him standing with some of his friends around a ping pong table and you canât help but admire him for a little. He is just too handsome for his own good. You snap yourself out of it right before Haknyeon sees you and waves you over.Â
 He greets you with a warm smile and pulls you into a comforting side hug. When you lean up to his ear he bends down to make it easier for you to talk to him.Â
 âIâm gonna go, Iâm getting pretty tired.âÂ
 âIâll walk you to your car. You only drank water tonight right?â You nod your head with a shy smile.Â
 Haknyeon tells his friends heâll be right back and then places a hand on your lower back, guiding you out of the house. Once outside he drops his hand, much to your disappointment, but stays close enough that your arms are constantly bumping every now and then.Â
 âHey, so the guys and I are going to the lake next weekend and I was wondering if you wanted to go?â Haknyeon looks down at his shoes as he asks
 You can feel your cheeks heat up at the thought of spending the day with him at the beach and suddenly you get nervous.Â
 âYou can invite your friends too!â He adds quickly.Â
 Your heart squeezes a little bit at the indication he wasnât only inviting you but you push it down for now. At least you would get to hang out with him.Â
 âIâd love to! Iâm sure Chanhee and Sunwoo would love a day to relax at the lake.â You smile and he smiles even wider than you.Â
 Before you could think about it anymore you dive into your bag to get your car keys and unlock the car. Haknyeon opens the car door for you, leaning on his hand that was resting on the hood. His position caused him to be inches from you and your heart rate sped up.Â
 âDrive home safe. Iâll text you the details tomorrow if you still want to go.âÂ
 You nod up at him with a smile and he has to stop himself from pulling you into a kiss and just never letting go of you. You thank him for walking you out and as you drive off you realize something that kind of ruins spending time with Haknyeon.Â
 You canât swim.Â
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 âYou canât be that blinded by love?â Chanhee squints his eyes and you chuck a pillow at him.Â
 âShut up, I wasnât thinking when I agreed. Also you and Sunwoo have to come. Haknyeon invited all of us.â You left no room for negotiation.Â
 âYou mean he invited you but then got scared you would say no, so he invited us to make you feel comfortable enough to go,â Sunwoo emerged from the kitchen with popcorn in hand,â then yes he did invite us.â
 It takes everything in you to knock that cocky smile off of his stupid face. Chanhee laughs at Sunwoos comment and you throw yet another pillow at him. Once everyone has settled onto the couch you ask quietly this time, âPlease come, Iâm too nervous to go on my own.âÂ
 The two look at each other and then back at you. They agree and Chanhee suggests driving his car because itâs better than yours. You throw your arms around them bringing them into a side hug, thanking them profusely then you press play on the show you guys started a few days ago.Â
 When you wake up the next morning, true to his word, Haknyeon texts you all the details and that you would be meeting at a local gas station so you could all drive up together. When the time comes you are in the car and Chanhee is driving you all to where the meetup spot is. Haknyeon and his friends were already there and when you get out to meet them Haknyeon pulls you into a comforting hug.Â
 âIâm so glad you guys could make it!â He squeezes you to his chest before pulling away slightly.Â
 âThanks for inviting me.. us.â You stuttered. Chanhee comes up behind you, throwing his arm around your shoulders causing Haknyeon to back away fully.Â
 âSunwooâs getting snacks ,â he then turns to Haknyeon, âThanks for inviting us. This one barely leaves the house.â He teases with a pinch to your cheek. You swat his hand away and nervously look at Haknyeon who was laughing at the interaction.Â
 âItâs no problem. Come meet the others.â He gently grabs your elbow leading you and Chanhee to their car.Â
 Haknyeon introduces the three guys as Eric, Changmin and Hyunjae. You greet them all and start a light conversation as you wait for Sunwoo. When he eventually comes out heâs holding many bags so you walk over and help him out. Haknyeon surprises you and Sunwoo by taking the rest and walking with you to your car.Â
 âYou didnât have to do that.â You say softly and he just smiles.Â
 âI wanted to. Plus it gives me the chance to ask if I could ride with you guys.âÂ
 Your heart jumps and before you could even think you rush out a quick,â Yes!â He smiles at your eagerness. âWell I should ask the other two but I am sure they won't mind.â
 Sunwoo was more than happy to have him join. Chanhee wiggles his eyebrows at you through the rearview mirror when he sees Haknyeon sitting right next to you. You give him a warning glare before he starts the car and follows Changmin out of the gas station.Â
 The entire ride to the lake just made you feel even more towards Haknyeon. He fits in so well with your little friend group that you canât imagine him not in it. He goes along with Sunwoos weird bits, listens to Chanhees rants about nonsense and even adds to it.Â
 You appreciated so much that he was getting to know them even though he really didnât have to. He also made sure to always include you in conversations and even went as far as to brush his thigh against yours a few times when he wanted to get your attention. Every time he did your heart would flutter and your stomach filled with nervous butterflies.Â
 The lake has a decent amount of people but thankfully it wasnât overcrowded. Sunwoo grabs all of the snacks and his towel, Chanhee grabs the beach bag and the rest of the towel while you grab the chairs and umbrella. Haknyeon is quick to take them off of your hands though and no matter how hard you decline he just tells you there is no reason for you to carry anything.Â
 He stays close to continue conversations that the four of you were having previously. Changmin flags you down when he finds a good spot for everyone to set up. The entire time up here you were so preoccupied with Haknyeon that you completely forgot the big issue.Â
 You have a plan to stay in the water up to your knees and lay out under the umbrella and read the book you had brought with you. Laying on your towel you splay out after stripping down to your swimsuit, you take out the sunscreen in the beach bag Chanhee brought. Right as you finish you watch as the others run towards the water and you canât help but smile as your friend groups merge together.Â
 âHey can you help with my back?â Sunwoo sits down right in front of you.Â
 âSure, sit here, why donât you.â He laughs but thanks you as you rub in the sunscreen on his back.
 âYour boyfriend is shooting daggers at me with his eyes right now.â
 You stop your hands for a second and look where you knew he was and sure enough he was glaring right at your best friend. Haknyeon looks over at you and his face goes red at being caught, quickly redirecting his eyes back to his friends that were messing around in the water. Sunwoo covers his mouth with his hand to stifle a laugh but you still heard it.
 Hitting his side, you say, âShut up, he isnât my boyfriend.â
 âYeah and I hate soccer.â He quips.Â
 You shove him this time causing him to fall over on his side, collapsing over with laughter. Once he composes himself he points to the bag, âI brought the pool float in case you wanted to come out to the deeper water with us.âÂ
 âOh, thank you but I donât really plan on going in the water. I donât want to embarrass myself in front of him.â You run your hands through the sand, âplus I am just going to finish my book.âÂ
 Sunwoo turns around with a confused look on his face, âWhat? I donât want you to be here all alone though while the rest of us are out there. Plus thatâs nothing you should be embarrassed about. Maybe he can help you? I bet he would love that.â He nudges your arm playfully with a wink.
 âDonât make me shove sand in your mouth and Iâll be fine.âÂ
 Chanhee and Eric come up to the two of you and practically beg to join them in a game of frisbee. Sunwoo jumps at the opportunity but you tell them you were just going to lay out for a bit and read. They all protest but leave you alone eventually after you keep the same answer.Â
 You move to lay on your stomach and lean up on your elbows putting on the sunglasses you had brought with you. You glance over at Haknyeon and you canât even lie, you were full on checking him out right now. How could you not. He was very attractive and every time he ran his hand through his wet hair to get it out of his face, your eyes wandered up and down his toned body.Â
 You quickly snap your eyes to the others just in case you get caught and you were happy to find everyone getting along so well. Hyunjae protects Chanhee from getting hit in the face with the frisbee Changmin had thrown, Sunwoo and Eric were wrestling. A shadow looms over you and when you look up Haknyeon is putting a towel down right next to you.Â
 âShouldnât you be out there with your friends?â You question to which he just shakes his head.Â
 âYour friends are out there too, are you gonna join us soon?âÂ
 You hesitantly nod,â Maybe.âÂ
 âIâm fine with just hanging out here if thatâs what you want to do.â He noticed how apprehensive you were and didnât want to push you to do something you might not want to do.
 You stare at him for a few seconds before smirking down at your book. You could tell that he really wanted to go back into the water and you felt bad that he was sitting here with you. It also made you feel warm inside that he was choosing to be here with you rather than his friends. You poke his arm getting his attention.
 âJust go, I can see your imaginary tail wagging while you watch them.âÂ
 âAre you sure? Why donât you come in just for a little?â He pouts a little.Â
  You think back to what Sunwoo had said and decide to just let your insecurities go for a second. Never once throughout your entire friendship did Haknyeon ever make you feel bad about yourself or like you couldnât tell him things. What was so different about this?Â
 âI canât swim.âÂ
 âWe can just hang out in the shallow end and if we do end up venturing out, just hang on to me. Also if you just donât want to at all thatâs okay too. I donât mind staying here with you.â
 You were stunned that his response was so casual and fast you had no idea why you were so scared to tell him. Haknyeon watches as you think it over and when you close your book, putting it back into your bag, he gets excited that you might say yes. He would be lying to himself if he said he wasnât a little excited to see you in your swimsuit and in the water but he was also just happy to be with you.Â
 âWell, Sunwoo did bring my pool float just in case so I can just use that. I donât mind going in the shallow parts for a little bit.â Â
 Haknyeon gets up and holds out a hand for you to grab to help you up, which you take with a thank you. To your surprise he intertwines your fingers together and pulls you along until you reach the shore line. You hesitate a little as the water laps over your ankles and Haknyeon squeezes your hand to get your attention.Â
 âIâve always got you.â He smiles so bright you canât help but reciprocate it.Â
 You were so glad that the sun had already started to redden your face a little bit because he is making you blush like you never have before.Â
 âGuys! Thereâs a paddle board rental place down the road. Do you wanna paddle board with us?â Hyunjae shouts.Â
 You were snapped out of your bubble and quickly retracted your hand, crossing your arms over your chest. Chanhee and Sunwoo are quick to give each other knowing look at what they just witnessed and decide to wait a little to get you alone to talk about it.Â
 âThat could be fun. y/n and I can share one,â Haknyeon suggests and then looks down at you, â if thatâs okay with you of course.âÂ
 You knew he was saying that because of what you just told him and you really appreciated that he was helping include you so you nod with a smile. Hyunjae, Changmin and Eric decide to drive up and get the boards while the rest of you hang back and chill on the towels and chairs set up.Â
 It doesnât take long until they come back and everyone grabs their own board and paddles. You stay close to Haknyeon since you were sharing but a hand on your elbow pulls you to the side. Chanhee and Sunwoo circle around you, concern written on their faces.Â
 âAre you sure youâll be okay going out that far?â Sunwoo squeezes your shoulder.Â
 âI trust Haknyeon to keep me safe, thereâs nothing for you to worry about.â
 They both groan, âJust get together already.â
 You just roll your eyes and then push past them to go back to Haknyeon. He takes your hand again to lead you over to the water as he carries the board under his other arm.Â
 âAre you okay with me touching you when we get on. I just want to make sure you wonât fall off or anything like that.â He looked so nervous and you appreciate him asking.Â
 âI donât mind.âÂ
 He nods and then places the board down on the water and then asks for you to grab the paddle that he forgot by the chairs. As soon as you step into his vicinity he is taking the paddle and having you grab onto his elbow. The two of you walk out until the water reaches mid thigh then Haknyeon turns around to look at you.Â
 âOkay, Iâm going to get on first then have you sit in front of me.â You nod your head at him.Â
 You watch as he sits with a leg on either side and then slightly adjusts himself to get steady. He pats the spot right in front of him and you try not to think too hard before carefully sitting down. You can feel his hands hovering over your hips to make sure you were good and you were trying your best not to smile too hard.Â
 Everyone starts going off at different paces leaving you and Haknyeon to stray behind which you didnât mind at all. Your breath hitches when he places his hand so nonchalantly in front of your thigh, effectively blocking you from falling and his chest right up against your back. Chanhee and Changmin had made their way over to you and started up a random conversation that you honestly werenât even paying attention to.Â
 Changmin tries to stand on his board at one point which he ends up falling off right next to you. The water moves causing your board to nearly flip. Haknyeon is quick to wrap his arm around your middle, pulling you close and trying his best to steady but he could only do so much.
 The next thing you know you were inhaling water and Chanhees shouts were like murmurs to you. All you can think is that you were going to drown. Haknyeon still had his arm around you and was trying his best to get you back on the board but you were too busy thrashing around. You are terrified.
 Sunwoo hears the commotion and swims as fast as he could the second he sees you thrashing in Haknyeons arm. Everyone starts to crowd around you as soon as Haknyeon lifts you up so you can hang onto the board with your arms and you are coughing like crazy. Haknyeon is patting your back while Sunwoo and Chanhee are calmly talking you through it. Letting you know that itâs going to be okay. Â
 In the midst of your panic you cling onto Haknyeon's arm for dear life, âPlease donât let me go.â You are repeating frantically.Â
 âI always have you. The boys are going to push us to shore okay? I am not going to let you go.â He reassures you.Â
 You nod your head. Hyunjae and Eric take turns pushing from the back while Changmin and Chanhee pull from the front. Sunwoo stays by your side, continuously petting your head and giving comforting words as you finally begin to calm down. Haknyeons thumb rubs comfortingly against your stomach and once you reach the shore you feel like you could properly breathe again.Â
 Your two friends are quick to pull you from Haknyeons arm and into their own.
 âHoly shit are you okay?â Chanhee is the first to speak up.Â
 Sunwoo wraps a towel around you, rubbing up and down your arms, âIâm fine, just a bit shaken up.âÂ
 âIâm so sorry! I had no idea that me falling would tip you over.â Changmin comes up with the biggest puppy dog eyes and you couldnât be mad at him.Â
 âDonât worry I know you didnât do it on purpose. I know I canât swim and none of you do, so itâs more my fault than yours since I put myself in that situation.â You reassure him and he just shakes his head.Â
 âI still should have been more careful. Chanhee actually let us know ahead of time just in case and I still put you in danger.âÂ
 Even though you donât know Haknyeons friends that well you can tell how kind hearted they are and Changmin saying this really just proves that to you even more. You unwrap the towel around you and hug Changmin, letting him know that you are okay and not to dwell on it.Â
 It takes what feels like hours to get them to go back in the water but thankfully you convinced them that you were fine now and to go have fun while they still could. The sun was beginning to set so they only had so much longer. You felt like you were having deja vu when Haknyeon came up to you as you picked back up the book you were reading.Â
 âMInd if I sit?âÂ
 âOf course not.â You pat the towel next to you which he sits on quickly.
  He watches as you finish the chapter of your book before putting it down and turning to him. You can tell that he is still freaking out on the inside even though you had already gotten over it.Â
 âThank you for what you did back there. Iâm sorry you had to see me like that.âÂ
 He wraps an arm around your shoulder, pulling you in close to his chest, âWhy would you be sorry? If I am being honest I was terrified. I was trying to hold on to you as tightly as I could so you wouldnât..â He trails off and you look towards him with a frown. Without hesitation you place your hand on his arm to hopefully comfort him in any way.
 âIâm sorry I made you feel that way. I promise to stay on the sand from now on.â You try to joke but you can see how serious he still is.Â
 You nudge his shoulder, âHey, Iâm okay.âÂ
 Haknyeon looks over at you with tears threatening to spill over and you pull him into a tight hug. Neither of you say anything, you just let him hold you. Occasionally you squeeze the back of his neck to let him know you are here and you werenât going anywhere.Â
 âHaknyeon, I want you to know that I donât blame you for what happened. I donât blame anyone but myself. I made the decision to go out there because I wanted to spend more time with you. If anything you were the one to save me, keep me safe.â You say the last part low next to his ear.Â
 He squeezes your waist as he leans away from you, âNext time let's just use your pool float.âÂ
 You agree with a close mouthed smile and hug him one last time for good measure, then sit back with your hands digging in the sand behind you. The silence isn't awkward but you can still feel the tension oozing from his body.Â
 âWanna go get slushies?â Haknyeon huffs out a laugh but agrees nonetheless.Â
 You had seen a little shopping area with a big slushie cup right on top of a building as you drove in and knew it would eventually come in handy. You let the other know you were leaving and that youâd be back soon. Sunwoo and Chanhee give you knowing looks and you roll your eyes but canât help the small smile when you turn away from them.Â
 To your surprise Haknyeon threads his fingers through yours, squeezing occasionally as you walk up the road. Your heart flutters at the warmth of his palm against yours but that small part in the back of your mind tells you heâs only doing this because of what happened and not because he actually likes you.
 The area was almost like a farmers market and you led Haknyeon over to the building. It was adorable, with various sections for souvenirs and food items, one in particular, the slushie machines. You drag him along towards the back in excitement and waste no time grabbing a cup and pushing all the buttons to combine all flavors.Â
 Once you are both satisfied you pay and then go outside, finding a shaded area to sit down in. Haknyeon waits for you to find the perfect spot before sitting down beside you, thigh pressed right up against yours. It was like he needed to have as much physical connection with you as possible which you have no mind giving. You make small conversation about things you see while also keeping an eye on the boys.Â
 âIs it good?âÂ
 âMhm, want to try some?â You tilt your cup towards him and he takes a decent sip.Â
 He thinks a second before teasing,â Mineâs better.âÂ
 âOh really? Let me try yours then.â
 You wait for him to tilt his own cup like you did but instead he cups your face in his cold hands, bringing you into a sweet kiss. The taste of blue raspberry, cherry and coconut dance on your tongue and you canât help but pull him in closer. Haknyeon softly grips your jaw, pressing his lips harder against you, trying to savor every second.Â
  To your disappointment he pulls away from you, the two of you slowly processing what had just happened. The butterflies in your stomach continue to swarm even after the kiss stops and youâre having a hard time calming your racing heart.
  He traces his thumb along the apples of your cheeks, tucking a few stray hairs behind your ears. Everything around you seems to slow down as you admire each other's faces up close, committing every curve and bump to memory.Â
  âI donât like the circumstances that caused me to get the courage to say this,â Haknyeon pauses to look over your face again,â but I really, really like you. I have for a really long time and seeing you like that earlier was terrifying. All I could think about was how I should have protected you more and I shouldnât have let you out there without some sort of extra protection. It made me realize that I want to always be there to protect you. Will you go out with me?âÂ
 Your face is on fire by the time heâs done and your cheeks sore from how big you were smiling.Â
 âI would love to Haknyeon.âÂ
 Haknyeon couldnât get his mouth back on you fast enough, this time a little rougher. You place your hands on his chest to push him away after a few seconds, remembering that you were still in public.Â
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PAIRING ju haknyeon x f!reader (gn technically since there are no gendered terms)
WORD COUNT 1.17k
GENRES fluff ďšvery slight angst like blink and u miss it
WARNINGS another fic of mine that doesnât require an 18+ warning⌠fawn in her tamed era đ, ur heart will ache from how </3 this is, mentions of divorce, reader had kind of a shitty childhood, reader also has some intimacy issues, hak is the most patient and kind person ever, throws up everywhere bc me when </3
SUMMARY he was content loving you until you were ready to love him.
MORE ANDDDDD my insanity strikes again!!!!1!1!1! aka in my dr. seuss william shakespeare edgar allan poe steven king arc đ my inspiration has been crazy lately, so enjoy this before juyeonszn goes into a drought deeper into the semester đ ANYWAYS MAE (@maessseongs) HERE U GO!! i kept it fluffier and kinda short bc it just felt right, i hope thatâs okay with u! this is the last request from my 100 followers event so far ⨠prompts used are: 2, 7 >:)
PERM TAGLIST @winterchimez @maessseongs
Relationships were a weird concept to you. Growing up, youâd never really been shown affection. Your parents werenât the type to pack your lunch for school in the morning and send you off with a peck on the cheek followed by an âI Love Youâ.
In fact, they never told you that they loved you very often. Maybe a handful of times in your whole life did you hear those three words uttered from them. And even less did you hear that they were proud of you. It was worse when you took a step back and watched their own crumbling marriage.
As long as theyâd been together, you never heard them tell the other how much they were appreciated. They fought more than they got along. You usually fell asleep to the sound of doors slamming and loud arguing in the hallway. When they finally decided to get a divorce, you almost cried out of joy. They were draining more out of you than each other.
So, perhaps that had to do with your fucked up view of relationships as you became an adult. You could never fully comprehend what love was since you didnât exactly have stellar role models. Boyfriends came and went, losing interest as soon as they realized how disconnected you were. Your heart was never truly in it.
And then, you met Haknyeon.
Sweet sweet Haknyeon, who only cared about your happiness and your well being. Haknyeon, who didnât ask you for more than you could give. Who didnât push you for answers when you shut him out. Who patiently waited on the sidelines while you rebooted yourself.
If there were a higher being out in the universe, theyâd done an excellent job at putting all the best qualities into Ju Haknyeon. By some miracle or a stroke of luck, he found his way to you. Youâll always think that he deserves better than you, but youâll also always be eternally grateful that you have him.
As summer takes its last breath and the air begins to chill, leaves wilting to the streets and crunching below the feet of passersby, your motivation to get up in the mornings has started its tumultuous decline. You donât know what it is about the change in seasons that continues to put a damper in your mood as the years go on, but itâs become almost too much to bear. It was no longer a dull pressure in the pit of your stomach and the back of your mind. Now it was a heaviness that settled in your heart and weighed you down.
It was a Thursday evening and you were tucked into bed already, despite a peek of the sun still visible over the horizon. Your head was pounding despite the room being silent. You curl into yourself further just as your bedroom door creaks open. Haknyeon whispers an apology, going to exit the room when he sees the state youâre in.
It was standard for him to leave you alone until you were ready to talk. He knew you had a hard time opening up, considering what youâd grown up with, and he didnât want to be the person who pestered you to tell him what was wrong. He wanted you to feel comfortable coming to him first. Haknyeon couldnât handle being the reason you were pushed to your breaking point.
But for some reason, this time is different. You donât want to be left alone. You want to be held. You want him to kiss your forehead and tell you he loves you, unlike what you had when you were younger.
âHak, wait,â you call, voice slightly hoarse. âStay. Please.â
Heâs taken aback by your request, but doesnât hesitate to follow through. He climbs into the bed behind you, wrapping his arms around your center. In spite of the fact that this wasnât a usual occurrence, that cuddling was something youâve only done a couple other times, he embraces you as if this was second nature for him. As if holding you in his arms was his very life source.
âAre you sure?â He asks softly, words spoken gently into your hair.
âMhm, I want this,â you nod, nuzzling into his arm. âI have never felt this safe with anyone before.â
Haknyeonâs breathing stutters. Youâve never admitted this to him before, youâve never ever said âI Love Youâ, but heâs always been willing to wait. He understood that this was a new territory for you. He was content loving you until you were ready to love him, even if it took monthsâ even if it took years. Thatâs how much he cared for you. In his eyes, you were the reason there were stars in the sky. You were the reason why the sun rose in the morning and why the moon shone at night.
He kisses your temple. âIâll be here to protect you.â
You turn in his arms to get a good look at his face. Because it was so rare that you were this close, you wanted to memorize his features from this distance. You trace his cheekbones and jawline with your thumb, eyes flickering down to his lips.
You lean forward, minimizing the gap between you to press your lips into a sweet kiss, almost as sweet as him. Haknyeon gasps out of surprise, but quickly reciprocates your affection, bringing up a hand to cup your face. He allows you to set the pace, to move at a speed you were comfortable with in case this was all you wanted.
When you pull back to catch your breath, he smiles, taking in how pretty you were. He could never get enough of you. He thinks that was his biggest flaw, being so greedy when it came to you. He couldnât help but indulge himself every time you let him, though if it were a sin, heâd gladly commit it over and over again.
âHowever many years we have left, I wanna spend them all with you.â
You feel the tears dripping down your cheeks before you register that youâre crying. You couldnât possibly fathom how Haknyeon came to find love in the form of you; the hollow shell of a person whoâs never felt the warmth of another human in their life. You didnât think you deserved someone like him. The only logical explanation was that you were a saint in a past life, and the higher being you mentioned earlier was rewarding you for it.
But even so, he loved you. Enough that he wasnât afraid to spend the rest of his life with you waking up on the other side of the bed.
He swipes away some stray tears with the pad of his thumb and kisses your nose. You let out a small laugh, connecting your lips once more. It conveys all you want to say, but you know saying it out loud will make it concrete. Itâll solidify what youâve been building up the courage to finally tell him.
Genre. Fluff | bf!haknyeon taking care of tired reader | established relationship | lots of head kisses | overall fluff
Warnings. None (?), mention of food
Wc. 598
A tired sigh left your lips as you stepped into your shared apartment. Today was a long and exhausting day and all you wanted right now was to drown yourself in your lover's arms.
Speaking of which, Haknyeon's head peeked from the hallway and once he took in your tired apparence, he immediately walked to you and engulfed you into a warm, welcoming hug.
"Tired ?" He asked against your hair, one of his hand soothingly rubbing circles on your back.
You quickly relaxed in his embrace and a sigh of relief escaped your lips.
Too tired to make any coherent sentence you simply hummed in response to his question.
His lips lingered on top of your head for a few moments, planting soft kisses to your crown until he pulled away from the hug, still holding onto your shoulders as your arms lazily hang around his waist. He stared at you with loving eyes and his hand made its way to your face to tuck a foreign strand of hair behind your ear.
"Did you eat ?"
You shook your head no causing a small pout to appear on Haknyeon's lips and you couldn't resist but plant a small peck on them.
"You should" he said
"I don't feel like eating, all i wanna do right now is cuddle and sleep"
His pouty lips quickly turned into a smile at what you said.
"Okay then, go take a shower and join me in bed ?" He asked with a tilt of his head
"Sounds good to me" you smiled back
He pecked your lips one last time before letting you go upstairs to get some fresh clothes and take a warm shower.
After a solid 20 minutes of enjoying the feeling of luke water trickling down your skin and relieving all the stress and exhaustion your body accumulated throughout the day, you decided to step out of the shower and get ready for bed.
As relieving as the shower was, your body was still extremely tired and your eyelids felt heavy. Needless to say, you were totally consumed by exhaustion.
Entering your shared bedroom you saw your boyfriend under the sheets, patiently waiting for you.
He stretched his arms out for you to join him which you immediately did ; slipping under the covers and pressing your tired body against his warm one, your head resting on his chest as his hands came up to burry in your hair almost immediately.
"Feeling better ?" He asked softly
"A little" you answered tightening your arms around his body.
Kissing the top of your head, the both of you let the silence take over the room. The only sound you could hear was his heart beating against his chest and his soft breathing.
"Tell me about your day" his soft voice broke the silence
"It was horrible Hak, i don't wanna ruin the mood" you mumbled
"It's okay just tell me. I wanna hear it"
You laughed quietly and complied, ranting about how annoying your co-worker was being and how a certain customer made a scene about her iced tea being too cold (which seemed to be the funniest thing Haknyeon has heard in a while from how hard he laughed at it)
After some time, you words started to get slurred until you stopped in the middle of your sentence and fell completely silent.
Haknyeon looked down at you only to find you fast asleep on his chest.
With one last kiss to your head, he turned off the bedside lamp, wishing you a goodnight and joined you into dreamland.