life update: reached guruvayoor yesterday.
saw elephants. saw krishna two different times on two different elephant formations (once with only one and another with 3). was very ..gold. yep. very gold and very briiight. hopefully just like my future.
ooh it also started raining just as we were about to start lighting the lamps. very heavy rains, in fact. i was one of the first ones to light the main lamps but mine never caught fire, cuz, rain.. :(
was able to do the diyas after, though. so that was really a good experience. have done this before but my memory has never once served me right in my life, so why would it now? lol.
and...had a really really bhavya darshan of sri krishn. cursed my eyes for being near sighted as well lol. but yeah it was a really divine darshan. had the darshan twice, actually. once before shiveli (krishn on elephants), with everyone, and once after it, only for us 😍
all this happened last night and i still can't believe it happened, actually. very slow processing happening, actually.
this morning. saw shiv ji. and related gods like ganesh ji, mahavishnu ji, etc. was really grand as well :))
