#guenda

Today started badly cause the house was super cold since it's colder and windy outside and we basically don't have insulation and it took a while to arrive to a temperature that didn't make my muscles ache, but now I'm on the south side and there's sun and it's decent and I'm definitely better. Yesterday was a bed (🛏️) day. Monday I brought a cv at a place near my last place bc they told me to, but when I went no one was there (except a warehouseman)(literally a could've been an email situation)(and later they contacted me only to tell me they received the cv... okay?); then in the afternoon I went to the gastroenterologist who said that exams were alright, I was doing good, I need to keep what I'm doing only build more muscle mass cause I've lost a lot of it and add more protein @ breakfast, and that basically my problem is that my body doesn't know how to manage (a lot of) stress anymore, so it kinda shuts down. Sigh. It makes sense. (Somatization much?) Afterwards I bought a new lipstick and the replacement for my third necklace and ate a very good piece of vegan carrot cake. Between this week and the next I've gotta subscribe to FAI, find a therapist/psychologist/somebody, go to the hairdresser, schedule a dentist appointment, buy those goddamn earphones, BOOKS, e-reader cover and external drive + usb. When the temperature gets less cold I'll prepare the little body of water I've got in the garden for spring. Onwards.

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