grooming is at the crux of vhamithor &. coraline's relationship , that much is evident , it wasn't something that was decided from day one . not in the literal sense &. where his mind was at the time ; there was a time where vhamithor truly looked upon coraline as a daughter &. a daughter only . though it was that which lead to the eventual 'relationship' between them ; it wasn't his intention in the beginning , but it was laid out for him to twist &. morph into something twisted all the same . i do want to point out that it's important to know he didn't have this idea from day one , while it doesn't matter in the end because the father/daughter relationship was then weaponised to his own advantage , it still matters from understanding how he went from point A to B .
instantly put on a pedestal in comparison to his other children ; she was the one whose existence cracked open the cursed dragon ; one that had killed hundreds , perhaps thousands of infants &. caused dragon keepers discomfort before ending up in coraline's cradle . not just a dragon , but one that was the very image of valyria , large , darker than night ; larger than the ocean bed floor . how could he not favour her , when she was the one to prove the balaerys family will forever remained rooted in dragon history forever ? she was , once , just that βΈ» his legacy .
especially as she continued to show promise of becoming a name in the family that would stand out , naturally leading to the praise of the parents for bringing forth someone such as her ; something strange , unsettling ; a child far too smart &. too aware ; connected with the gods in which have not been seen before , not like this ; whispered babble &. candles that flicker &. brighten in whichever room she walked into . A BORN WITCH . . . no , anyone with the drive to make deals with the gods &. shadows can become so , this was natural ; one with the elements , fire following fingers like a brush of paint , the wind around her picking up when in a bad mood ; coincidences , perhaps , but how could it be explained away that with each high strung emotion , you can feel like lightening in the air , even when there's not clouds in the sky , even when safely in the room ? HE WAS A MADE MAN , A KNIGHT ; A WARRIOR , BUT DREAMERS WERE RARE ; THOSE CONNECTED TO THE GODS THEMSELVES ? THAT MEANT HIS BLOOD , HIS , WAS CHOSEN .
it was clear to everyone that coraline was closest to vhamithor , he was never a girl dad , not until her ; pampered &. allowed her leniencies that was near unheard of a maiden , not believing to extinguish that fire that lived inside her , TO DO SO WOULD BE BLASPHAMY . it's clear to see just how early on coraline's high opinion of herself formed , between her father &. the priestess , she didn't have the ability to experience what it meant to just be human , this weight upon shoulders ; HER GIRLHOOD STOLEN BY GODHOOD . having those around her wrapped around her finger , her formative years shaped by temples , worship &. those seeking blessings &. good fortune . legends forming surrounding her , of course encouraged by vhamithor .
though reality would come crashing down for all when questions brought into just if she would wed or not , i truly believe that was the moment vhamithor began to think of wedding coraline himself ; because he could not handle not having her near , nor could he handle the thought of anyone else 'staking their claim' over her , practices were in place in their society where she could go the route of priestess , but it was destiny for coraline to continue their bloodline , their family βΈ» there were royal wombs , THEN THERE WERE HOLY ONES , A GOD TO NOT CONTINUE ITS OWN LINE ? THAT'S A SIN , A TRAVESTY , SACRILEGE . meaning from a young age it was known to coraline that it was not only a duty , but the most important thing that she could ever do ; yet her lifestyle , those around her , made it sound like that it was on her own terms . a gods first right is their own form , yet it seemed when her name day came , turning of age she came , it was not a choice , there was a clock above her head , gogossos looked upon her to secure it's line , given that they had rooted her in their own faith .
the thought of sharing that with anyone else made vhamithor possessive , coraline loves him ; he does not love her , not in the way a father should nor a husband , a failure in both ; through her growth spiritually , physically βΈ» he lost himself in his own reverence , then placed that burden upon coraline . the blame is hers to carry , she should not be so perfect , should she ? she should not be so unworthy for those beyond the house , the family - there is no one she could ever , ever marry that would understand her more than him ; her complexities , her intricacies , her queerness . " such an odd thing , who else would be able to nurture that ? tsk , c'mere , sweet girl . you have me . " he allowed her the choice , but all while he was introducing her to other suitors , he was already planting the seeds of failure ; isolating her , i know for a fact there was a man in the line up she took to , but was diverted away by vhamithor , she trusted him above everyone else &. he weaponised that .
she shows signs of sexual trauma &. manifests in many ways ; hypersexuality , outbursts , panic attacks , shutting down emotionally for long periods of time . which all will be spoken about at length properly in it's own post because i think that deserves its own spotlight . but these moments are swept away by vhamithor " it's just who she is , a little strange ; a little odd , must be all that power inside that her , the mortal form doesn't know what to do with such strength . " overall , the unity is a happy one , at least looking through the scope &. not looking at the greater picture . what's lethal about vhamithor is that he's understanding , caring , frustratingly patient . there have been moments where they've yelled , argued , to be expected βΈ» but he's never raised his hand to her , never gave her any reason to believe he's hurt her , he is the perfect husband , should coraline retell stories even the aware can admit that he treats her with the upmost respect . which is why it would be so hard for her to see just how horrifying her situation is ; not only does she live in an environment where incest is the norm , but because of that she can never understand why this would be the only exception to the rule .
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I don't remember the specifics of when I was groomed on this website, which is probably a blessing ultimately, but I do remember that at the time I was very outspoken wrt being proship, but that community was far from the reason it happened to me.
I was 14 and groomed by a man in his 20s. I met him through the Norse pagan community, because I'd bought a necklace at the Ren Faire with runes on it and was hoping to translate them. We developed a "friendship", and back when there was a feature on here to like... Send people notes instead of asks? Idr what it was actually called but whatever, that's how we communicated. He started to send me sexually explicit and degrading messages. I didn't have my age in my bio but had told him how old I was, I was relatively new to tumblr, and eventually we exchanged Skypes and moved our conversations to there. Things escalated. We weren't in a relationship exactly, we never called it that, but we talked a lot every day.
Eventually he just got more and more degrading and misogynistic and violent (this was before I figured out my gender) and I reached a point where I wasn't going to take it anymore and I called him out and said if he didn't stop, I was done.
He then threatened to find me and kill my entire family and pets in front of me before killing me. At that point I blocked him. It was traumatic then because of the threats. I didn't realize until I was an adult how wrong it was by age alone.
I think the anxiety has subsidedβ¦for now probably. thank god.
anyways. have u guys been hearing about ezra miller?
like the crimes just keep getting crazier and crazier. thereβs always been something off with ezra..likeβ¦hot yeah, very attractive if Iβm being honest, but the vibes..idk man, very questionable. thereβs something about the eyes that put me off. something depraved. somethingβ¦I donβt know, not right.
weβre probably gonna end up hearing sometime soon that a murder has been committed, and i wouldnβt even be surprised if I heard cannibalism was involved too.
