#grebecca

ULTIMATE SHIPS CHALLENGE - Songs [2/10] ↳ This thing we had was not just bad. It was a shitshow.

I love you yes And I’ll confess The thought of staying is so enticing And when you speak My knees get weak I can’t believe what I’m sacrificing But let’s get real We know the deal So darling let’s not tiptoe This thing we had Was not just bad It was a shit show We can’t undo can’t make amends Dysfunction is our lingua franca We can’t unscrew each other friends We’re Jerry Springer not Casablanca There’s hard to get then there’s neglect To say it’s fate you’d have to be a bit slow Not to be crass But this sucked ass This was a shit show Chernobyl next to us looks like a campfire Hurricane Katrina was just bad weather We have chemistry of course but that’s a formula for divorce A play about pieces of feces is what we are together Oh what the hell let’s get a hotel Cause life is short and we’re not getting any younger But after sex what happens next I mean in the long run not just fatigue and hunger And when you say that I should stay That’s exactly when I should split Though I won’t forget I won’t regret This beautiful heart stopping Breathtaking life-changing

it drives me nuts when people take the ending as proof the show wasn't about romance (even though post suicide they do make a big point of "romantic love is a part of rebecca, even though its not all of rebecca.") when in reality the show was about trauma and healing and about how you have to choose your own healing because you can have the best partner, get everything you want, but you'll still suffer until you're in it for you, too. which is like... very much what greg represents in the narrative?

moodboard: rebecca x greg

GREBECCA as midnights tracks (insp)