#graydreams

Working on character designs today preparing for something fun and big. But It is hard when my mind is an endless play ground. Just when I think I have exhausted all possible ideas for something, something else is thrown in and takes me for a loop. But you have to start somewhere to get anywhere. 

So I am here again, the sunset is calling me. Guess my time to leave is soon. Ha... Remember that time I tricked you to get on a log that lead nowhere and threw you over into the river. Yeah, that was great. Although you would say otherwise. Or that time I saw you cry, you couldn't stop. We cried together holding each other. I wished that moment wouldn't have ended. I wish I could be there for all of it. I wish I could hold on to this time and place with every fiber of my being. But my soul is that of a Nomad's. Always knew it, since a child I wanted to run away and leave. Not because of anything or one. But because I just did. You may not know this, but I use to sneak out at night when no one was around, my mother had a beautiful white rose garden. I would lay on the stone path looking at the moon in its many different phases. Counting shooting stars and reaching to grab them. So far away, so distant, so bold on their paths. I wished on so many of those stars.

I guess what I am trying to say is, I know there is beauty here. And most of it is because your here. But I know I have to be like those stars going boldly into the unknown. Why? Because maybe someone will need that wish that only my bold light can give. Know that those moments together are what keep me shining bright.

Thank you!

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These are moments I have rearranged in my life to twist into my story. I have been busy and running around like crazy building more memories and preparing for more stories and fun to come. And expanding my own mind to reach for more. I am not sure what lays ahead, but I would never want to know the whole path... Because wheres the growth in that?

Howdy all! Been awhile. Life continues to keep me busy especially as I push forward in sharing and cultivating my dreams. Hehe! I could not help but draw my favorite troublemaker, Cecil, from my manga. 

But please keep in mind that my manga has NOTHING to do with Avatar series or anything. But dreams! So in dreams you can do some awesome stuff. Cecil is showing some of that off. ;) I have always believed people to share traits with the elements. But I do not think it is one element. I think it can be a mixture. I myself seem to be lightning, earth, and fire. Haha! Too much??? Nah. At least not in my mind. I wonder if you know what elements you have in your soul?

I once loved and respected you dear sister. You were the one I thought had all the answers, until you realized it was only the beginning. Then I lost you... You became this creature... You are endlessly... relentlessly... trying to conquer it... You seek for the possibilities that have not been even devised. But in your endless pursuit, I lost you... To this beast and it’s insanity. You devoured all I knew and loved with your quest. That is why I must end your rampage for I am the only one that knows your twisted game and what you seek to conquer.

But I am fearful that the same twisted helix is also running through my veins. Regardless, I cannot stand aside and allow your madden quest to continue.

I just wish you realized that Neverland never existed. 

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Good Morning! Hehe! I have just loved drawing Cecil from my manga. Again, I am very excited for his character development.

Plus... Steve Ahn came out with his latest art book <<< Which I have been drooling over. His work is just so vivacious and alive! I am so far away from his talent. But I have watched him draw and that alone has helped me a ton.