Hi my name is Gravemind and it's december 31st at 530 pm and i'm writing a post
fnaf came out when i was like. 9? idk. and it instantly became very special to me. i was one of those kids with a golden foxy oc. i was one of those kids shipping myself with toy bonnie. springtrap became an instant fave of mine and i've always loved the idea of the robots having thought outside of being possessed
i'm a young man who's been struggling with depression for a long time. I lost most of this year and last year, to be honest. i haven't been into fnaf since the fourth game, but getting back into it has been. great. for me. i started drawing again. i planned out and created a cosplay. i downloaded a social media. i got into an old hobby again. i started talking to people.
there are a few of you who have been here since i was 16. following on from my old pokemon projects. the ones i abandoned because i just didn't love pokemon the way i thought i did.
thank you for sticking with me. it means a lot. it means a lot to know that my art is worth something outside of the borders of fandom. that it's fun to look at either way. that i still can create compelling stories about grief and manipulation and shit no matter what my muse is.
i'm an adult now. i have studies to do and books to read and a body to take care of. i fucking pay taxes. who the fuck pays taxes? and why am i allergic to cashews now?
it means a lot to know i've made it this far. and what i have to say is i'm glad everyone else has made it this far, too
to those of you who are new, who have only seen this, my most recent project. i value you, too. every person who likes my post, leaves a comment, or anything of the fucking sort means a lot to me. there are like, thirty of you! reading my shit! that's more people than i can fit in my house! our house party is fucking ruined guys! some of you sit on the lawn please!
anyways i also bought the fnaf cookbook recently so if you guys want to help me make more pizza for the party that'd be lovely. i have chocolate to bribe you with.
I'm glad to be alive, and I'm glad whoever is reading this is alive, too.