've been wandering around
in my darkness lately
Thinking of ways to show
Gratitude to the creator
that made me
I think he gave me directions
to her heart
Blessed by her essence
That Illuminates my art
I show her the lighter side of me
For fear that if I brought her
into my dark side
It would surely tear us apart
She doesn't know
how beautiful she is
And that's the unusual part
Lost in her mind
She is the cosmos
And I am paralyzed
Behind the bars that guard
My darkened and scarred parts
I love her like...
I've never known love before
Except of course,
for ours
Mesmerized by the stars
in her eyes
Now the space between
This cold existence
And paradice on elysium
never seemed so far apart
And I am just another
tortured soul
Trying to find heaven
A place thought lost to him
Who would have thought
Thru the process
of finding you
I'd have just wandered in...😁
Attempting to belong again
In a world I dont long to be in
But her lips are intoxicating
And im Addicted
because when my spirit is low
her kiss can lift it
Her touch is like...
... life everlasting
And now To imagine mine
without her in it now
is pure madness
And already
I would sacrifice
a part of my souls magic
Just For hers to have it
My gorgeous affliction
Empathic compassion
Without you
I am mystical cynical
Sadness
With you
I am at my pinnacle
We are intergalactic
Criminal status
Residual static
Waking up from an overdose
And Already I need her close
She is my habit
I admit that im
An addict
that can't wait to have it
Infinite passion
I work my magic
To open her floodgates
and grant me passage
As my ravenous eyes
Weigh the risk
Of loving her
Against the possibility
Of us turning savagely tragic
Our dark love
Is a mutany
The establishments rebellion
Together we are Hell with a pen
Heaven sent
Defiant fallen angels
A pick with a black fist
A man on fire
Can of gas
and some matches
As she burns down
my world of matchsticks
I found her sifting
through my ashes
Inhibitions crashing
Inner rhythm matching
And all she did
Was end up in my passing
Now shes
'end up' in my backseat
Im her captive now
Years later we tell the story
And always end it laughing
I can't pretend
she doesn't have me
Head on my chest
Her soul is like....
like.... fireflies
against the midnight sky
on acid
And our stars
are so close
you could reach out
and grab them
she is the sun to me
As it rises on the horizon
I can look into her eyes
And my Words escape me
Synchronicities
Blissfull memories
add to the sum of fate
in this place I once thought
was make believe
Her presence calms
the tidal waves
that threaten to overtake me
As I am anchored in my storms rage
Faith thru the daYs that I can navigate thru my storm safely
Pray for me as I love
as if I've never seen my breaking
That I can survive this unmaking
As I am remade the image
of a phoenix
emerging from my ashes
burnt by everything tragic
And all the bad shit
That comes from
surviving the savage wrath
with noone on my back
and everything attacking
and taken thru my awakening
My unmaking
The remade free
By my captors kiss
like ...
I've never known love like this
Her smile is like
.... french vanilla caffeine
In Monday morning traffic...
@starlightstruckdown
