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What if..... like,

What if i made another fic where Toby was hitchhiking/trainhopping and Runaway!Reader tagged along. What if there were eldritch and psychological horror elements. What if it was all in a modern/Peak 2010s setting in the Midwest following the line to the East Coast. What if Toby is the only one who is allowed to fall in love in this scenario, Reader cockblocked by something that kills every relationship they've had—whether thats obsession or an emotional disorder. What if I named it The Best Days Of My Life because I like that Rio Romeo song

What if i had fun and made a fallen angel!EJ AU to fulfill the whimsy quota of this stupid fucking fandom. What if it included some worldbuilding with fantasy and some sci-fi and slightly modern/urban elements. What if I had even more fun and make there be gods and magic and a war in heaven. What if i had some more fun by making the characters asshats like they should be in my eyes and making the Reader unequiped to deal with these bastards emotionally. What if I named it Rain because i love the Sleep Token song so much.

What if i made YET ANOTHER CRP fic where my love eyeless jack came up for round 700 and i force him into an AU of my most beloved fanfic 365 Days by Peaches04 on Quotev. What if in that AU, instead of being taken back to the cult, Reader was stolen from it by EJ, and Jack keeps them as a pet/assistant/reason for living. What if they want to go back to the cult because EJ isn't much better, and they're not supposed to be there. What if they have to die in the end, too, but EJ wants to save them.

What if what if what if i made fanfiction and fanart again to have fun and revive my own creativity and happiness instead of beating myself up for not being like other creatives in the space

Hmm..

It’s pride month ig

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