you make lying look so easy
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you make lying look so easy
- a.s

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Why am I doing this to myself, hu? Why am I putting myself through a degree that I hate, living a life that makes me sick and miserable? Pride? Ego? Just because I hate to quit or I don’t want 6 years of study to go to waste? Me not getting the paper saying “yes yes we see you jumped through all the hoops” does not mean it was years wasted. I still learnt a ton of things, even if it was against my best wishes. Am I a better person now? I don’t know, but I least I found myself. At least I know what I want. At least I now what I dream of, and what would make my life, is making my life, a living nightmare. So why am I soldiering on? Who am I trying to impress? What difference does it makes?
i figured out that my apartment is very heavily contributing to my anxiety rn so im gonna devote this week (when im not working) to doing my best to solve that problem
When you lose your family because they're toxic
It'll, at first, feel like the worst thing in the world. You'll blame yourself. You'll think about what you could have done differently. Sometimes parents will tell you that you're awful or a bad person. They will message you until you block them if you let them. Don't let them.
You'll be scared that you made it all up. You'll think they're right, that you're an aweful person. You're not, they are just jealous. You'll feel guilty for leaving a younger sibling, if you have one. It's not your job to take care of them. It'll hurt to leave them but hopefully one day, when they're ready, you'll see them again. If not, that's okay. If you raised them, think of it as them growing up and ready to leave the house.
Most importantly, though, you'll feel like you can't let go. They're you're family after all. But they aren't. If you were treated badly by anyone(even you're family), they are not your friend, let alone you're family.
New Peaky Blinders shirt, new season of Orange Is The New Black, and a few piles of old laundry 👍 shitty mental health is not gonna stop me today

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Did you know that you are a very cute kitty?
No?
What does this mean
I don't do well with change, I have never done well with change. I could spend years crafting a house only to miss the one I left behind once I move into this new one.
And for some reason, it is like I don't know myself when I decide that, maybe I should build a better house. This next house will be better.
Only to miss the one I was in.
maybe i will cry myself to sleep maybe i will watch lewis videos AND cry myself to sleep maybe i will simply perish