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godhood is a spectrum and I am autistic; meet my god of Judgement.
a God character who is treated as insane by everyone including other gods for as she strikes without reason, destroyes with ease no creature should have; they call her insane, a maniac, a Storm; an unpredictable force of nature that you cannot hide from and cannot buy your freedom from. She accepts no gifts and no sacrifices and kills you even if you promise to be devoted to her.
She is most followed by fanatics, lunatics, insane; those who seek to do harm without reason; they die from her hands faster than from others and they die with a smile thinking it is their goddesses gift to them to take their life.
but, for once, there are people who choose her side not for the violence, but as a gratitude for the gift she has given them. they've all called on her as their last resort and she, unlike any other God, listened and came to aid. There was a soldier who wished to not kill ever again, so she charmed his arms to never be able to take someone's life; there was a queen who questioned Gods for their choices and got her kingdom destroyed only for The Goddess that was deemed a maniac to save her life and hide her from those she challenged; there was a warrior who only wished to fight with honor and when he was dishonorably stabbed in the back She came to his aid. And there was a farmer who cared not for killing and followed a much different god, one of peace and gather and campfire and growth; yet when approached by Goddess that was deemed violent he and only he made a choice to hear her out.
And for that he was gifted with knowledge that she was no god of storm but a god of Judgment; and what was treated as mindless violence was her fair punishment; those cities that were drown by seas with her hands were filled with people who've lied and killed for their enjoyment; those people who had all their bones broken have been hurting innocents for a price of gold; those gods she fought were the deities that have betrayed their own promises to people and failed to be a good example to them.
and those who escaped her cataclysms unhurt were not blessed by gods but innocent in the soul and for so did not deserve any punishment of her.
And those she aids are not lot of people, but they are her champions and they carry her love with pride.
I think of her as being as devoted to her people as they are devoted to her.
my Judgement.
she would walk in front of a sword that can and will take her immortal life if it means that she can protect her Champions; for she believes in fare treatment and it means giving as much love and devotion as was given to her.
A goddess who is in love with her champions in the most beautiful way. A goddess who respects her soldiers choice to never take anyone's life again and if needed would come to protect him from any harm just so he doesn't need to kill to protect himself.
A goddess who aids her fallen queen in her travels and keeps her company while holding mindless chatter and drinking the same unflavoured boring soup just so she doesn't suffer from loneliness until she finds someone who will share her paths.
A goddess who cheers for her warrior while he fights on the arena and screams in fury when someone tries to beat him with cheats and backstabs; he defeats them all anyway and then turns and smiles to her and announces proudly that his wins are all a sacrifice he gives for her.
A goddess who comes to farmland, to the earth that technically belongs to the other god just so she can walk through her champions domain and congratulate him for his successful harvest this year.
A goddess that would, in fact, die for her followers; and they say that devotion is what gives gods their strength, well then, her devotion gives her more strength than any other god gets from their thousands of mindless followers who only follow them in hopes of getting something out of them or in fear of being punished if they don't. Something about your own heart being the strongest weapon. The Judgement definitely wields it as such.
She also believes that it is Gods work to be an example of morals and judge those who are not.
I can also go yapp yer ears out about how beautifully devoted her Champions are to her yk how her Soldier is the one who is not afraid to challenge her decisions for as he doesn't fear her striking her for it but also how he does it because he always believes that she does, indeed, have the best in mind and is just flawed the same way humans are and makes mistakes like they do; for humans are written from the example of gods in the first place, aren't they?
He is her morals and she favours him for it. She comes to him at her most vulnerable state, when she is not sure if she is right or if she is actually a good example; she falls into her hands and confesses all she did and he listens and then ask her the question that no one but her champions have ever asked: why? Why did you do the things you did? What did they do to spike your anger?
"They've hurt a child, so I've given them as much hurt as they've dealt," she answers, and he nods, and his smile is reassurance for her for as she knows his thoughts as one would know a book they've learned from word to word; he would never follow someone who does hurt just to hurt.
Or how her Warrior would fight tooth and nail and carve the victory out of anyone's hands just to give it away in the name of her; and people think he is insane for following Storm out of all people - he, who only kills those who tries to kill, who follows his honor code to the last letter, following the maniac god! But for him it is the one person in the world who has cheered for him when he was nothing and who has protected him when he was betrayed and who never asked him to do anything for her but yet he chooses to. It is his choice to do this; he could sacrifice anything to her of his own choosing for as she is not a picky god and would accept even dust if it was given with love and care; he chooses to fight as a sacrifice and to defend her name from those who think that She is nothing but an insane man.
Or how her Queen would sacrifice the soup she'd spend hours making, placing lovingly a bowl of it in the fire and then laughing when the goddess talks her down for the burns she got; how they would share her cooking and Queen would listen about anything and everything in the world, filled with the same flavour of joy one gets from having their friend near them; how Queen would think oh, I would give everything again and again to hear you giggle like that. She is no ruler anymore yet she feels like she has everything in the world in the present of her Judgement.
Or how her Farmer gifts her his best harvests just so she can taste her favourite fruits and share them with her other Champions; he does so cause he knows how much she wants to give only the best to those who love her. And when she comes to his fields, sitting on the stones of the small temple he has lovingly and patiently build to her thought the years, when she bites into the fruit that was less sacrificed and more gifted to her he finds pride in seeing her happy when she devours it whole.
wee waa wee can you please be as insane about this as I am I'm really in love with my dear Judgement and I am gifting her to you
I headcanon that these characters have frequent Eldritch nightmares:Percy Jackson: Due to slowly losing the human side to GodhoodNico Di Anglo: TartarusAnnabeth Chase: TartarusWill Solance: TartarusMCD/Mystreet Aphmau: Slowly losing human identity to Godhood/IreneAlternates Aphmau: The Alternates
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what does god sound like, what does she look like, how does he taste. is she a grandmother or an infant, or is she like a set of russian dolls, one inside the other inside the other. sometimes she’s a teenage girl who hasn’t showered for a week and hasn’t had a proper meal in longer, and sometimes he decides to be a boy in a skate park. but most of the time they are non-binary, because something so vast and vivid and infinite cannot be compartmentalised or understood in categories. god is cognitive dissonance. he is a she is a they is everything you have ever known and everything you have wept about. what abject loneliness, to know you are the end and the beginning, the cause and the effect, and that everything is a pale imitation, a reflection of you. nothing apart exists. god knows no sound but the cadence of their own voice. he is everything everywhere all at once. she doesn’t know how to hold hands or break down in somebody’s arms. she feels everything, therefore she has never felt anything at all. he knows everything, therefore he has never possessed wonder or curiosity. they try to become everything so as not to feel the lack, but conversing with yourself is just hoping for an echo.