All To Myself
Pairing - Jensen x Reader, Jared, Briana.
Word Count - 2k
Warnings - Swearing, secrets, drinking, fluff and a smidge of angst.
Summary - You’ve been keeping a secret and you’re petrified about how the fans will react.
Looking out of the window as the taxi drove you through Rome to the hotel you weren’t really paying attention to the conversation Jared and Jensen were having. Jensen’s hand took yours in your lap giving it a small squeeze. “What are you thinking about?” He asked when you turned to face him, Jared was scrolling through something on his phone in the front seat.
“Nothing, I’m just a bit tired.”
“Jetlag will do that to ya.”
“I know.” Resting your head on his shoulder he wrapped his arm around your shoulders.
“Take a nap when we get to the hotel.”
“No that will make it worse, do we really have to be on a plane again on Monday?”
Jared turned in his seat looking at Jensen. “I thought-” When he saw the look on Jensen’s face he turned back. “Never mind.”
“Why don’t you try and get a few minutes now? I’ll wake you when we’re at the hotel.” He suggested running his hand up and down your arm.
“Thanks.”
You really had no idea how you’d got so lucky with him. When you walked onto the set of Supernatural nearly 2 years ago to film two episodes to play a hunter who crossed paths with Sam and Dean, joined them on a hunt or two then most likely met a grizzly end, you didn’t expect for them to ask you to stick around. You certainly didn’t expect for them to give you a real storyline or that your character Olivia would slowly end up in bed with one of the Winchesters. Out of all of it you didn’t expect to fall for Jensen the way you did, working with him every day it was inevitable that you’d become close friends, you’d wake up every day and be excited to go to work just so you could be with him, that’s when you knew you’d fallen and hard.
Jared jogged towards you. “Y/N, wait up!”
“What? What’s up?”
“Where are you going?” He asked giving you a side hug.
“Home, why?”
“Can you do me a huge favour?”
“Depends, I’m not being your gym buddy again you nearly killed me last time.”
“No, nothing like that, would you just check your trailer see if I left my wallet in there?”
“Sure, you know you can just go in right?”
“I don’t like doing that when you’re not in it.”
“Well from now on if you leave something in there just go in and get it.”
“Great, thank you, I need to get to makeup will you just go look for me before you head home?”
“Sure, I’ll come find you if I have it.”
“Thanks.”
Walking towards your trailer you opened your door climbing up the few steps you froze when you saw Jensen stood in the middle of your trailer staring at his phone in his hand. The door slammed shut behind you, the lock clicking shut.
“What the fuck? Jensen, what’s going on?”
“You texted me asking me to come meet you in your trailer.”
“I didn’t.” Reaching for your phone in your back pocket it was gone.
Jensen’s phone rang in his hand accepting the call he clicked on the speaker button.
“Jared, what are you doing?” Jensen groaned.
“I’ll let you both out when you ask her.” Jared’s voice filled the room.
“Ask me what?”
“I’m going to kill you.”
“Yeah well watching you two looking at each other all day and neither of you making a move is gonna kill me, ask her.”
“You best start running when you unlock the door.” Hanging up the call he stuffed his phone into his front pocket. “I’m going to kill him, erm… do you want to go to dinner with me … tonight.”
“I’d love to.” You nodded smiling at him.
A smile broke out across his face. “I’ll pick you up at six.”
“Sounds perfect.”
“You do it yet?” Jared called out from behind the shut door.
“Yes, you asshole now let us out!”
The lock clicked as the door flew open, Jared already hightailing it away from your trailer. “I’ll see you tonight.”
“See you later.” Leaving your trailer you walked towards your car, chuckling when you saw Jensen break out into a run chasing after Jared.
Jensen was the perfect boyfriend, scratch that he was the most perfect man to ever walk the earth and somehow he loved you as much as you loved him. Your relationship was nearly perfect, the only thing that could possibly ruin the fairytale you felt like you were living, no one knew. Jared, the cast and crew knew, you’d met each other's families who were both very happy for the two of you, it was the fans who didn’t know. They hadn’t taken very well to Dean and Olivia’s relationship and it terrified you that they’d hate the fact you were dating one of the shows leads.
Jensen tried to tell you that they wouldn’t hate you, that they’d love you. The months went by and you still weren’t ready to tell anyone, constantly terrified that the bubble would burst and everything would come crashing down around you. Jensen soon gave up asking when you wanted to go public with your relationship he said whenever you were ready to tell the fans he was happy to do it on your terms. Nearly a year and a half later you were still secretly dating Jensen, you were surprised no one had worked it out yet, you were living together and still, somehow no one knew.
-
“Hey, we didn’t think you two would make it.” Briana grinned at you as you walked into the restaurant with Jensen.
“What? Why?” Jensen asked his brow creasing slightly.
“Jared said Y/N was pretty tired earlier.”
“I had a nap, I’m fine, we wouldn’t miss a chance to spend time with you guys.” Walking towards the two seats next to each other they’d saved for the two of you Jensen pulled one out for you waiting until you’d sat down before he sat in his own chair.
“Such a gentleman.” Jared winked at you.
Rolling your eyes at him you took one of the glasses of wine Jensen had poured as he put the bottle back on the table.
“Here’s to another year and another JIB.” Jared raised his glass.
-
Someone was hammering on the hotel room door, Jensen’s arms were wrapped around your waist his eyes still closed as he smacked his lips together. “Leave it, they’ll go.”
“Jensen!” Jared called from behind the locked door. “Dude it’s important!” He shouted before continuing to bang on the door.
“What time is it?” He asked as he pulled his arms away from you.
Blinking at the digital alarm clock you threw your arm over your face. “Six.” You sighed, you weren’t even out of bed yet but you knew the last couple glasses of wine were a bad idea.
“I’m gonna kill him, I’m actually going to do it today.” Grabbing his boxers up off the floor he slipped them on walking out of the bedroom he let Jared into the room.
“I’m so, so sorry.” Jared blurted.
Pulling your arm away from your face you sat up in bed, using the sheet to cover your chest.
“What for?” Jensen asked.
“Last night, I, well we were all pretty drunk by the end of the night, I swear I didn’t mean to.”
“What the hell did you break?” Calling out you pulled the sheet off the bed wrapping it around yourself, bending down you grabbed the deep blue shirt Jensen wore the night before, buttoning it up you dropped the sheet and walked towards your boyfriend and best friend. “What is it?”
“Last night when we were still at dinner after quite a few glasses of wine I did a live stream.”
“You did?” Jensen asked glancing towards you.
Shaking your head you had no idea what he was talking about. “When?”
“Right about the time you two were making out.”
“What?” Your jaw dropped. “You did a live stream and showed us making out?”
“No, no, no, no, I had my arm around Misha’s shoulders and you two were in the background, I didn’t even notice it at the time, I saw it when I woke up, I’ve deleted it -”
“But it’s out there, they know.” You cut him off. “Great.”
“Y/N, I’m so sorry, I know you wanted to tell people in your own time, I never meant to take that away from either of you, I’m sorry.”
“Jared It’s okay.” You smiled at him.
Jensen’s arm slipped around your waist pulling you close to his side.
“I’m so sorry.”
“Jared honestly, it’s okay, stop apologising.”
“You’re sure?” He glanced towards Jensen who nodded at him.
“Yes, I’m sure, I’m gonna go back to bed because it’s six and I don’t need to be awake for another two hours.” Jensen’s arm dropped from around your waist watching as you walked back into the bedroom, pulling the sheet up off the floor you covered yourself as you lay on the bed.
“She’s pissed at me huh?” Jared whispered.
“She’ll be okay, she’s tired and didn’t expect that to be one of the first things she hears today.”
“Man, I’m sorry.”
“Don’t worry about it.”
“I’ll let you go back to sleep.”
Listening to the door shut and lock Jensen’s footsteps got louder as he walked towards you, the bed dipped next to you, his arm slipping under your waist.
“Talk to me.” He mumbled kissing the top of your head.
Looking up at him his palm cupped your cheek as he stared down at you with those beautiful green eyes you adored. “I have panels today, this was the worst time for this to happen, everyone knows and now I have to stand up in front of everyone, every single question is going to be about you, us.”
“If you want to cancel that’s fine but I know there are people coming today who are specifically there to see you and meet you, the fans love you and there’s no way they’re going to think anything different just because we’re together.”
“What if they think it was just a one-night thing?”
“Then correct them, tell them how much I love you, how much you mean to me.”
“That’s going to sound weird coming from me.”
“Then I’ll tell them.” Pulling your face to his he kissed you. “I’ll tell them that you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me, that you’re the most beautiful, loving, smartest soul that I have ever met and you’re all mine.”
“What are you going to say about not telling anyone for a year and a half?”
“That I wanted to keep you all to myself, which I did, I still do.”
“You’re not going to tell them I’m scared?”
“Why would I? Stop freaking out, just breathe and try and get some sleep.” His palm dropped from your cheek as he stole another kiss, pulling you closer your head rested on his shoulder, your arm thrown over his stomach.
“I love you, Jensen Ackles.”
“I love you Y/N Y/L/N.”
-
“Hi.” You smiled at the young woman holding the microphone.
“Hi, firstly I love you I think you’re amazing.”
“Thank you, love you too.”
“Second, If I’m overstepping feel free to shut me down but last night Jared did a live stream.”
“Yes, he did.” Smiling at her you nodded your head. “He did and I have some explaining to do.”
“Well, I think we have some explaining to do.” Jensen’s voice filled the speakers as he hopped up on the stage with a microphone in his hand. Wrapping his arm around your waist he kissed your cheek. “I know you didn’t want to do this alone.” He whispered into your ear.
“Thank you.”
When the noise died down he smiled at the crowd. “So I think a few of you have questions for my beautiful girlfriend.”
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