gagamaru def gets overstimulated easily γ
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gagamaru of course lived in a remote mountain, surrounded by purely nature and animals. his food was always from his hands. the clothes he wore were hand made from his mother and grandma. there was never too much noise surrounding his land, just the birds chirping and occasional squirrel in bush.
so when isagi first invited gagamaru out, it didn't take him long before he began to feel overwhelmed from all his senses.
he took him out to the city, where it was buzzing with chatter and movement. it felt unfamiliar to gagamaru, leaving him to stand awkwardly and tensed in a middle of a crowd.
when he went to the mall for the first time, sitting in the food court was a rough moment. the environment surrounding him was booming, the bright lights of mall began to heat up his skin rapidly, and the smell of pre-made food that was incredibly unhealthy soared his nostrils. it took him a while, but he stood and ran into a bathroom to throw up his last night's dinner of wild boar.
then when school first came as a child. he thought it was gonna be okay, especially in physical movement because that was just a specialty. but when it came with tasks assigned, working as a team, and trying to follow lessons. gin could feel his brain eating at him with his palms starting to sweat.
βlet's think of when he first came into blue lock. he waited in a room with three-hundred other boys his age. all vibrating with conversation and energy. gagamaru being 6'3", left him at an awkward moment of trying to minimize his size from the pressure he felt.
then once he began to pursue blue lock, it worsened. he'd wake up, training endlessly even though he was naturally fit. he'd have to run on treadmills rather than his jog around lakes. or he'd lay on the fake grass, knowing so due to it have no scent instead of the one back home.
blue lock, no sunlight or any contact with the outside world. pre-made food waiting to be eaten. constant advanced technology being placed in front of him. & utterly deprived of the raw meat he'd hunt. it didn't help constantly being under pressure from ego's ideals set on him and his teammates.
it was common for gagamaru to get migraines in blue lock. the lights too bright for his eyes to continue to stare at constantly. and since he wasn't an elite player, he wasn't able to have sunglasses. he'd dig his face into his jersey to block out any light and just breathe heavily.
to finish it off, gagamaru was mentally relieved once they won the match against japan u-20. yes for the win, but also to have a two week vacation.
;; please do not plagiarize ;; proofread