#ginger's diary

have not stopped giggling all day bc i keep intermittently remembering b's little freak ass voyeur friend waiting very patiently until we were done to stare at me intently with its big wet eyes and go "amber you look really good .... um. bouncing and moaning on it."

i get a special kind of irritated when i see clips from an interesting video movie show whatever and the top 10 comments are all people being like girl i can't find this anywhere online HOW do i watch it is it lost media ☹️☹️☹️ and then it's just on youtube. not bc they're stupid but bc i was so excited to hunt. i think this is how those herding dogs feel in the videos when their owners mess w them by saying a word that's Close to their release word and they kinda start and then realize it's the wrong one. Sulking pouting etc

i seriously scored so hard on this apartment, there's less than 10 units in this building so the landlord is on top of Everything immediately and also everyone is really nice it is so sweet. there's no noise complaints bc a couple of us have a group chat and ask if it's okay before playing music loud or hosting a lot of people. the girl who lives upstairs got a night off and was BLASTING music while she deep cleaned and we were all texting her song requests. it feels like a sitcom nothing ever really goes wrong here and we all look after each other and petsit/babysit for others and plan accordingly for anyone who gets home late or people who need more sleep. such a strange friendly little ecosystem here

2025 was so strange. it was so many things. i'm so so ready to go into the new year with a blank slate and my little posse of friends and my dog tagging along at my heels for all my adventures. i have found so much love that i didn't even know was out there waiting for me recently and i think everything is going to be okay

if i have to see one more person call videodrome or tetsuo 'obscure' horror tonight i'm gonna . no. i'm nice. this is my fault for looking for horror movie suggestions on reddit.

some of yall writing repo the genetic opera fanfiction are really going wow i love this movie but i wish it was about shilo wallace trying to solve the disappearance of her neighbor's cat in a small village in the alps

there's a better timeline somewhere where paris hilton ended up as a scream queen (thinking abt the 'see paris die' campaign and how delighted she was abt it)