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PART 1 (2024)
Frat!Rafe x Reader
Kinks: Knife Play | Fear Play | Ownership | Praise | Impact Play
âDO NOT CONTINUE WITHOUT READING THE CONTENT WARNINGS - contains spoilersâ
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volume 1 - 4.1K of 16.6K words
Itâs been a year. That secret still sits heavy on your chestâthat and Rafe Cameron himselfâimpossible to read, impossible to forget. The glances that lasted too long. The private smirks. You saw them all.
You watched him watch youâthe way his blue eyes held on you, begging for you.
He played his part, moving through the frat house like he always did, women draped across his arms like accessories. But it was all performance. His hands never lingered. His smile never softened like it did with you.
But how could you miss himâthe man who mightâve killed all those people? A murderer? You never asked. Maybe you didnât want to.
Maybe he liked that about youâthe quiet loyalty, the way you carried what neither of you would say. Like your silence alone made you his.
Sometimes you wondered if heâd chosen you for that reasonâif he saw the darkness in you and called it home. His perfect match. A killerâs dream girl.
The fear sat in your chest right beside the want and the ache.
The thought of ending things with JJ, of him digging into Rafeâs past out of spite made your stomach twist. What would he find if he looked too close? Would he question what you kept buried?
Summer tried to make you forget him but it didnât. You dreamed of him too vividlyâhis voice a low drawl in your ear, saying your name like heâd been holding it back for years. The way his body moved with yours. The way he kissed you with a hunger that left you craving more.
And just when you thought youâd read him all wrong, he reminded you you hadnât.
đ±Rafe Cameron: i miss you
đ±Rafe Cameron: tell me you miss me
đ±Rafe Cameron: ive been thinking about you
You told yourself you were done with him. That whatever happened last year should stay buried. But that first frat party of the yearâGod, you shouldâve known better.
He saw you the second you walked in, JJâs arm looped tight around your waist like a warning to everyone else. Rafe didnât move, didnât speakâjust watched you from across the room with that stare that always burned a little too long.
You told JJ you needed a minute and slipped away, heart pounding as you searched for Rafe.
But when you found him, his mouth was already on someone elseâs.
Some faceless girl in a lace top, with her hands in his hair, and his body pressed close. You turned before he saw you watching, forcing your legs to move away even though you wanted to make a scene and let him know you were watching.
But why would JJ Maybankâs girl give a shit, right? He didn't belong to you. You made it outside before the tears did, and your phone buzzed.
đ±Rafe Cameron: why'd you leave?
đ±Your Name: you looked busy
đ±Rafe Cameron: busy?? you're joking that meant nothing.
đ±Your Name: doesnât matter if it meant something Rafe. whatever this was itâs done.
Three dots appeared, then disappeared, popping up again before vanishing as tears pooled in your eyes, heels slapping against the pavement as you charged forward, going anywhere but back there. Three bubbles again, your breath held as they lingered a little longer this time.
đ±Rafe Cameron: its not.
After that, you tried to avoid him but he made it impossible.
Watching you from across the quad. Standing by his car outside your building. Lingering after class just long enough to bump into you by accidentâwhere you went he was.
At first it was unnervingâbut soon it stopped feeling like fear. Youâd be lying if you said a part of you didnât like it. The attention. The quiet pull of knowing you were still the one he couldnât stop orbiting.
Mid-October, you saw him in the library, half-hidden, a wall of books between youâthat familiar prickle down your spine you always had.
âGonna keep pretending you donât see me?â His voice slid through the shelves, low and amused.
You smiled despite yourself, avoiding his gaze. âYou following me, Cameron?â
âNever stopped,â he murmured. âYou said you needed space. I gave you as much as I could.â
âI never said that,â you whispered, keeping your eyes on the books. âI said whatever was happening between us was done.â
He huffed a soft laugh that sounded nothing like amusement.
âAnd I told youâitâs not.â Your hand reached for a book, but his fingers caught yours first, pinning them in place. âLook at me.â
When your eyes met through the gap in the shelves, something in your chest gave. His thumb brushed your knuckles, slow and steady.
âIâm sorry,â he breathed.
âFor what?â You murmured back, and just like he always did he softened at the sound of your voice and the weight of your gaze.
âKissinâ that girlââ
âBeth,â you correct him quicklyâjust enough to let him know youâd looked into it yourself.
âSure,â he mumbled, like it didnât matter.
âItâs fine, Rafe. You can see people⊠You can do whatever you want. I mean, I have a boyfriend.â
He tilted his head, eyes dragging over your face like he was reading every lie. âThat what you tell yourself to sleep at night?â He murmured. âOr is that what you tell him?â
The question didnât just linger with you⊠It haunted you and stayed with you through your lectures, your sleepless nights, your quiet moments alone when your phone buzzed and your heart stuttered, getting caught, wishing it was him instead of JJ.
Then came the next frat party.
Then came the texts.
đ±Rafe Cameron: you look so damn good
đ±Rafe Cameron: upstairs now
Seven words. Thatâs all it took for the thin band of your restraint to snap.
You found him, and before you could breathe his mouth was on yoursâhungry, reckless, the kind of kiss that burned through months of denial.
His hands gripped your hips like he was reclaiming youâdragging you up against him until the space between you vanished completely.
âNever make me wait that long again,â he rasped against your lips, each word rough and bitter.
âRafeââ
His hand slid to your throatânot cruel, just firmâpulse pattering under his thumb.
âTell me you missed me,â he breathed. âI need to hear you say itââ
âI missed you,â you whispered, voice breaking and hoarse. âI miss you.â
He exhaled sharply, forehead dropping to yours. âYou drive me insane,â he muttered. âA year, baby. A fucking year.â
You swallowed, trying to find your voice. âIt wasnât supposed to be like that.â
He stilled, eyes narrowing just slightly. âNo?â
âI just⊠I thought it was safer this way.â
âSafer?â He repeated, a whisper of a laugh under his breath.
You hesitated, unsure of how to approach this, not wanting to break the silence you swore to yourself youâd keep.
âI didnât want anything to happen to you,â you mumble timidly.
His mouth twitched, brushing against your lips. âI donât need anyone to keep me safe⊠You know that.â
âRafeââ
âSafe from who?â He asked quietly. âWhy?â
You hesitated, then sighed. âI was scared about JJ. I donât know. I was worried about what heâd do if he ever found out about us.â
âMaybank,â he muttered his frat brotherâs name, sounding foreign in his mouth. âYou mean your casual boyfriend, JJ Maybank?â He let out a low, humorless laugh. âThe fuck are you worried about him for?â
âI don't know,â you whisper.
You swallowed hard, unsure if he meant that night or something else entirely.
âYou know⊠I donât understand how anybody could be casual about you.â His voice hummed across your lips, using his hold to pull you closer. âI've never been subtle. JJ suggested it. He let me in the room that night. He knew how I felt about you. Thatâs on him,â he said softly. âNot me. And definitely not fucking you.â
âOkayâŠâ
âThat the only reason why you're worried, pretty? Just worried heâll find out I never got over you? That I can't stop thinking about you? That it's gonna be you and me?â
Rafe pulled back enough just to look in your eyesâdoll-like and wideâkeeping his secret held close to your chest like a test you weren't willing to fail. He nodded, mouth curling just slightlyâlike claiming you was never in question; like he was proud.
He leaned in again, voice rough and tender. âDonât make me wait like that again, baby. Iâm not built for it.â
âIâm sorryââ
âYouâre sorry? Youâre cruel.â His grip softened on your throat as he corrected you, thumb tracing your lower lip.
The air between you tightened, humming with everything unsaid. Your chest rose against his, breath shallow, hearts thudding in the same rhythm.
âSomething needs to change,â you whispered.
âChange?â He breathed, dipping in to kiss you softly. âJust tell me what you want, pretty girl. Iâll give you every goddamn thing.â
âI canât keep doing this behind his back,â you murmured. âItâs wrong.â
Rafe nodded slowly, thumb tracing your jaw. âThen donât. Let me take care of it.â
âRafeââ
âI mean it,â he said, voice low, deliberate. âYou wonât have to worry about Maybank. Iâll handle it. So Iâm gonna ask you one more timeâwhat do you want?â
âYou.â
âKnew it,â he murmured. âThought I was the only one losing my fuckinâ mind.â
AMC Theater | 7 days until HalloweenâŠ
JJâs arm wraps snug around you as he slides the movie tickets into his back pocket, lips brushing your temple with a feather-light kiss.
âMaybank.â
That single word cuts through the noiseâsmooth, confident, unmistakably Rafe.
Your stomach sinks because like clockwork, across the street, in front of the bar, there he stands with a beer bottle in his hand and a joint between his lips; arm wrapped around a beautiful girl with her hand rested on his chest as she laughs at something Kelce says.
You want to hate her for being there, but here you are, those four little words from the night before vanishing into thin air because clearly nothing has changed.
Rafe sees you, you know he does. His eyes are unreadable; fake warmth softening his face, and if you didnât know him better youâd think he was honestly happy to see his best friend and his girlâŠ
Your chest tightens as JJ pulls you closer, greeting him, promising to catch up with Rafe and the boys later.
The two of you disappear into the blur of the theatre. JJ squeezes your hand, tugging you toward the concession stand. The theater buzzes; bodies pressed shoulder to shoulder as the crowd filters deeper inside.
You try to focusâto laugh at something JJ mutters but you canât stop replaying the moment: Rafeâs face, the look that stabbed you right through the heart.
âFuck!â You gasp as someone jumps out at you with a Ghostface mask pulled over his head.
âJumpy tonight, huh?â He bullies. âNext weekâs gonna be better than that. You excited?â
âMhmm⊠Are you?â You ask.
âFree labor?â He snorts, like itâs ridiculous. âNah. Just excited to scare the shit out of people at the Haunted House.â His hand snakes around your waist, pulling you a little closer. âYou gonna come by while Iâm workinâ, pretty girl? Got you a week pass.â
âWouldnât miss it,â you smile, lips wrapping around your straw, taking a sip.
âWeâre all gonna be masked up. You gonna get all hot and bothered like you did last year?â He taunts, making your cheeks burn at the understatement of the century. âCâmon, sweetness. I know you love that shit.â
JJ tugs you along, the two of you shuffling down the steps, trying to find a pair of open seats. And as you do, someone jumps out again, making popcorn fly from the tub like confetti.
âGoddamn, youâre wound tight,â he laughs, brushing a stray popcorn kernel from your hair.
A pair of police officers greet everyone that passes through the door; half-assed pats at their pockets and a quick once-over to check if that prop dagger really pokes.
It's eerie. You werenât here last year, but you remember the news coverage from where you sat safe and sound with JJ on the couch last yearâthe panic, the footage of police lights flashing against the theaterâs glass doors, blood on the tile where people tripped trying to get out.
A man stabbed in the bathroomâa woman found in the back row before anyone realized the screams werenât part of the movie.
You wrap your arm a little tighter around JJâs arm out of instinctâthe worry in your body language is crystal-clear enough for JJ to notice, pressing a gentle kiss against your temple.
âCause who says there wonât be a sequel?
The theater hums around youâlaughter, whispers, the swell of the previewsâbut all you can hear is the thump of your own pulse. You shift, pretending to reach for popcorn, but really your fingers are searching for your phone.
Even through the panic, something in you still pulls back to Rafe. A missed Instagram notification from a few minutes beforeâRafe Cameron.
Curiosity wins and you open it up, the brunette from earlier leans into him, her perfect body wrapped in a red and white nurse's costume. His hand rests on the latex painted over her hip as she presses a plastic thermometer to his lips.
đž @/fratpotus001
đŹ caption | the nurse says Iâm hot. guess nothingâs changed.
Your heart aches; jealousy and anger bloom and blossom into something wicked.
The contact alone had you fumingâthe shameless public display of affectionâonly touching, but still. Every time youâd gotten close, something interrupted: footsteps in the hallway, JJ calling, the world never quite letting you fall apart in peace. Maybe thatâs what made this so much worse.
âSomething needs to change.â Youâd said it yourself and now heâs using it as a joke.
You scroll to your DMâs from earlier in the day, needing proof of the version of him that felt real.
đž Your Name: help me pick one?
You sent him three pictures: a bunny, a devil, and a nurse. The same costume that girl had on, thrown back in your face like a cruel joke from the universe.
đž Rafe Cameron: All three. Fuck baby I'm so lucky. You look stunning.
đž Rafe Cameron: criminal to send me these in class now I'm just daydreaming about us fucking
đž Your Name: Maybe I got one more I know youâll love.
đž Rafe Cameron: no fuckin way show me
đž Your Name: Nope đ©· Youâll have to wait
đž Rafe Cameron: I'm on my knees
đž Rafe Cameron: Cat?
đž Rafe Cameron: witch?
đž Rafe Cameron: Cheerleader?
đž Your Name: Wouldnât you like to know
đž Rafe Cameron: obviously. Stop playin with me
đž Rafe Cameron: Fuck youâre killing me.
đž Your Name: well you told me I was cruel so
đž Rafe Cameron: never beating those allegations. Send me a preview you love teasin me cmon
You pointed the camera low, lifting your cheer skirt just enough to tease your upper thigh and a little skin, a pair of white tube socks with pink accents, and matching pink heels.
đž Rafe Cameron: Im so fucking obsessed with you
đž Rafe Cameron: where are you? I'm coming and getting you
đž Your Name: I'm at the mall with JJ he's just getting me a coffee
đž Rafe Cameron: fuck that shit made me sick
đž Your Name: Iâm sorry
đž Rafe Cameron: youâre good baby. just hold tight for me alright?
đž Rafe Cameron: iâm fixing it
đž Rafe Cameron: not letting another year pass by iâm getting whats mine
đž Your Name: okay baby đ
đž Rafe Cameron: love when you call me that
You blink at the old timestampâthat frozen version of him that no one else sees, so sweet it hurts. Now heâs letting another girl touch him, laughing for the camera.
Your fingers move before you can think it through, backing out of the DMs to face the image again, hit with that same bitter taste in your mouth. Double-tap. No comment. One small red heart glaring back at you.
You counter his petty attack with something simpleâsomething you know will sting. You lift your phone, framing the shot just right: your hand curled around JJâs thick bicep, the corner of his smile and his dimple caught on camera; hair so perfectly mussed you know Rafeâll only assume it from your fingers running through it. No text caption, just a black heart and a knife.
And, post.
Five, four, three, New Notification: Rafe CameronâŠ
It takes less than five seconds before Rafe likes itâtoo fast to be a coincidenceâhis thumb hovering, just waiting to remind you heâs still watching.
You look up at the screen as the lights fall low, your phone dimming with it. JJ softens in his seat, snuggling a little closer, fresh off a conversation with one of his frat brothers he didnât see walking in.
You look down at your phone one last time, moving to your messages, pulling up the last conversation with Rafe. The text chain, previously paired down from private conversations the two of you had shared over the last couple of days to a simple request for you to tell JJ to call him back.
đ±Rafe Cameron: đŹ
Three dots pop up as you see him start to type.
Gone.
Three dots again.
Gone.
Your pulse stutters âcause heâs there. Heâs saying something, thinking better of it, before he words whatever it is thatâs meant for you.
Youâre holding your breath when it stops for good.
JJ adjusts in his seat, tugging his phone out of his back pocket, looking down at the screen. âCameron says theyâre going to Cowboys. Wants us to swing by after. Sounds good?â
You nod, forcing a smile you donât feel, because you can read the situation clearly. Heâd started to text you, then he changed his mind. A finishing move for the moment.
You sink lower in your seat, feeling it all; jealousy, anger, regret, yearning, guilt.
âEverything okay?â JJ murmurs, lips brushing your ear as he leans in.
âFine,â you say.
He presses a kiss against your cheek. This should be all you need, present in this moment with him, and still, youâd trade it all to know what Rafe almost said.
The title slashes red across the screen, Stab: Frat Row. The crowd whoops and whistles, a drunk roar coming from the seats.
On-screen, the camera glides down a streetâtheir street. Youâve walked it a hundred times after midnight, heels catching on cracked sidewalks, laughter spilling from doorways. Then it zooms in on the Delta Sigma Phi house.
The boysâ house. The sight of it, close enough that it makes your stomach turn; the glowing Greek letters welcoming partygoers dressed in Halloween costumes as they stumbled in and out.
Itâs uncanny. Like someone stole a slice of your memory. Your chest tightens, fingers curling around the armrest. You tell yourself itâs a movie, but the unease twists deep in your guts.
âDamn, thatâs creepy as fuck,â JJ mutters through a mouth of popcorn, feeling it too.
On-screen, the shot drifts through the doorâbeer pong table, couples grinding, all of it too exact. The actress moves up the stairs, and your stomach knots.
She steps slowly, past couples and drunk frat brothers âtil sheâs alone, looking like a helpless bunny in her Playboy costume as she yells for Easton.
The door creaks. A dark figure flickers past the corner of the frameâshe doesnât see it, but you do, and your pulse spikes.
The music builds, growing more sinister by the second; but your eyes are pulled away from the screen. Movement⊠Something shifts in your periphery.
You look leftâa man staggers into the aisle, shirt speckled red. He sways like heâs drunk, clutching the seatbacks for balance as he walks in front of the screen.
âSit down, asshole!â Someone jeers, pelting him with popcorn.
âMove. You're blockinâ the screen!â Another heckles, kernels of popcorn bouncing off his weak body onto the floor.
But you canât laugh. Because where his hand drags over the fabric, something darker trails after it. A slick shine under the light as he reveals more and more red.
Someone stands up, attempting to take care of it himself. But he turns, the bone-white mask and the glint of his dagger makes the blood drain from your face.
âDo it!â Someone hollers, drunk and sloppy as the figure lifts the knife to his throat, catching the boy by the shoulder, slicing the blade clean across his neck.
The soundâs a wet ripâthe scream from his throat gurgles with blood as it sprays hot across the aisle. He collapses in a grotesque heap on the floor.
Everything catches up with you as your pulse spikes because the spray looks too heavyâthe collapse too final. Laughter snaps off mid-note.
âWe gotta get out of here,â you stammer as you push out of your seat as the man lies unmoving; blood spreads on the carpet as the ghost-faced monster breathes ragged above him.
A string of curses and disbelief precedes the screams that rip through the theater; hands shoving as people fight for the exit.
âJJ!â You shout as his fingers slip from yours, the avalanche of people pulling you with it, dragging you up the stairs, nearly losing your footing as bodies crush past.
âJJ!â You scream again, voice hoarse, but heâs already gone. The doors fling open and the crowd pours into the lobby. Youâre hauled with the crowd, lungs locked, vision tunneling. You claw for your phone. It rings onceâvoicemail.
âCome on, Jayj,â you whimper, catching his voicemail again. You swallow the lump in your throat, struggling for a breath as you press your thumb down, calling for Rafe instead.
âThe fuck do you want?â His voice cuts sharp and bitter through the speaker.
âRafeââ
âYou gonna bitch me out about, Grace? You see me with her and decide to finally make that change, princess? That it?â
âRafe, pleaseââ
âUnbelievable,â he spits. âThat fucking Instagram post? Are you trying to kill me? Do I mean nothing to you? Did last night mean nothing? I'm only out with her âcause Iâm embarrassed, alright? Prideâs gone. You happy?â
âRafe!â Your scream crackles through the speaker, raw and desperate for him to listen.
He stops mid-rant; voice trailing off like he finally hears you. Like he really hears you.
The silence makes your blood run cold as the chaos surges around you. And for one breathless second youâre ridden with the thoughtâwas it him? Was he under the mask, standing by that screen, and now heâs pretending.
You listen a little closer but itâs all there: the bar noise, the club music, laughter. The sirens scream on your end of the phone, making it next to impossible to hear.
âHeyâHey, baby. You okay?â His voice changes. ââWhere are you?â
âAMC,â you sob. âI can'tâI can't find JJ. Everybody started running and IâI lost him.â
âRunning?â He asks, and you can already hear in his voice that he's moving through a crowd of his own.
âSomebody diedâŠâ your voice squeaks out but he quickly pushes past that.
âAnd youâre alone?â His voice tightens and you can hear the disappointment and anger twisted into it.
âYeahââ
âMaybank lost you? Left you?â His rage bursts through. âYou fuckinâ kidding me?â You can hear the footsteps on the other end of the phone, Rafeâs feet pounding against the sidewalk; his breathing short and sharp. âStay on the fucking phone with me. You hear me? Stay on. I'm almost there.â
The crowd thins, the night air hits your skinâand then heâs there. You turn around and he collides into you, his big body covering you from the commotion, arms holding you close.
âRafeââ You whimper with tear-filled eyes as his lips claim yours. You gasp into your kiss; Rafe swallowing the sound as his lips tremble against yours.
He pulls back enough that his eyes scan your face, looking you over protectively as his hands hold your cheeks, bringing you in for another breathless kiss.
âMâsorry for talkinâ to you like thatâI was angry. I wasnât listening,â he mumbles gently between soft kisses.
âBaby!â You hear JJ holler for youâyour body drifting away from Rafeâs as the ambulance shielding you pulls away.
âDonât worry about me, okay? WeâllâWeâll figure it out,â Rafe mutters through gritted teeth, shoving his hands in his pockets.
âHoly shit. Holy shit, baby,â JJ pants as he runs across the street. He pulls you in tight, a mirror image of Rafeâs reaction a moment before. And the contact makes you feel like youâre fighting air again, caught between the boy who should have you and the boy that doesâŠ
Both calling you baby.
He presses kisses to your forehead, taking a moment to calm down with you in his arms, whispering Iâm sorrys between sharp breaths.
Rafeâs still there. His sharp jaw set hard, blue eyes burning hotter than youâve ever seen before.
And in that moment, your worry shifts⊠Maybe it wasnât JJ you had to worry about at all.
Maybe it was the boy who kissed you like a lover, and stared at him like prey.
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