man oh man, this guy literally messages me only when he wants something in bed or when he’s in a bad mood neither of which i’m falling for anymore 😭 it makes me sad because how could i have wanted that so badly for myself for so long. he felt like home in some ways but as the distance and time goes on im realizing that he fell so short a lot but he did try. i wish a lot with him. but i’m trying to stop myself from doing that now too. i tell myself it’s just the emotions you feel as you seperate lives from someone you once loved and told everything too. i guess im remembering a lot that he doesn’t really seem to care what im up to since we broke up and he’s probably already moved on.. considering the amount of women he went after while being with me.. speaking of which some girl messaged me the other day and told me that he also tried to get with her while we were dating LOL

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