#genderfluid things

"Gifted Kid" (i should get tested for Neurodivergence)

genderfluidity is this youtube short film that's a high school romcom with a genderfluid main character! go check it out!!

positivity for:

TERFs be like “there’s no wrong way to be a woman!” so great I’m doing that by getting top surgery, going on Testosterone, presenting as male, being a man, using male terms, supporting other trans people including transfems, and going by he/him pronouns.

Me: I feel like a little girl who had to become a man and a little boy who had to become a woman. And yet, simultaneously, I feel like nothing at all. And these aspects of me are not neatly separated into boxes, but rather bleed into one another in ways that feel messy and shameful. Agender, genderqueer, a woman or a man, xenogender- all of these experiences are a part of my identity, but it wouldn’t just not be accurate, it would be inaccurate, even dysphoric, to describe myself as any of them in isolation- if I can’t describe myself as all of these things in tandem, I’d rather not describe myself at all. The edges of these aspects of my identity overlap and they chemically react with one another in ways that would take an hour for me to describe. My internalized transphobia has led me to feel repulsed by seeing this reaction occur within myself, but I’m responding to it by trying to see what I am as “gross” through an empowering, anarchoqueer feminist punk lens, as a sort of reclaimatory act.