#genderfluid loki

Very goth Loki and his straight-laced salaryman husband Mobius make a baby together.

Very goth Loki happily dressing up his little princess in the brightest, happiest colors, getting her the most colorful toys. Because he read that color was important to childhood development and the bright colors seemed to please her. And he would do anything for his baby girl.

Of course, she also loves her goth mommy very much and all those people who cruelly whispered while he was pregnant that he would terrify his own child with his appearance were proven very wrong.

Not that Mobius allowed people who said things like that remain in their orbit whenever he found out.

He was also a little overbearing almond mom, but he had also entered therapy recently so he could be well for his little family, and realized that a lot of that was trauma from his father being like that and abusively strict with it and his deep-seated desire to please and be validated by his abusive father, so he did the work and let that go.

He was still very, very goth, though, because that is just who he is and his therapist supports him and so does his sweet, adorable husband.

Mobius occasionally arriving at work with black lipstick stains on his collar and/or cheek by Loki.

Very, very goth Loki bringing their baby dressed in rainbows to Mobius's workplace for lunch.

Mobius never hesitates to bring Loki to all the places previous non-goth partners never would, to encourage Loki to visit him at work if he wants, all the things.

But Mobius often feels self-conscious about the idea of going into Loki's spaces. Spaces meant for other goths. It isn't that he doesn't want to support Loki in that way, it's that he worries he will make others uncomfortable because of how he looks and how he very obviously doesn't belong there.

Loki teases him that he could always dress Mobius in black boots, black chaps and nothing else but a spike collar.

Mobius gives him a dry look and says he's no expert but he's pretty sure that's an entirely different thing.

Loki grins and giggles and simply says, "Is it?" In that mischievous tone of his.

Loki Laufeyson forcemascing his trans partner...

Loki is the second to the throne standing in Thor's shadow. He wants that glory bc for him glory = love. bc maybe then he'll be respected. Loki is literally fighting a battle he cant win bc he knows he simply doesnt have a chance against Thor. I think Loki wants to be the perfect son, bc if he is perfect then there will be no reason for Odin to (in his eyes) see him as the less favourable son.

Also in this fantasy he has big titties bc I SAY SO!! BIG HAIRY BUTCH TITS that Loki likes to play with. And Loki doesn't want to medically transition to anything because she's already woman enough for when she's a woman, and man enough for when he's a man.

This butch Thor x

During the events of that first movie, Loki is at home with the kids (there are two, both under 5) and then Tony goes missing.

Loki wants to go find him, but he has two little tiny kids to take care of. Unlike a lot of the other socialite mothers (and unlike his own royal upbringing) he doesn't leave their kids with nannies and au pairs. He personally enjoys parenthood and he honestly just does not trust anyone with his kids, okay.

But now he doesn't know what to do and he's barely holding it together because already there's a lot of speculation everywhere he looks that his husband, the father of his children, is dead. Kidnapped and murdered somewhere in some unknown part of a desert, of all places.

And he could do something about it, he knows he could, but it would mean leaving the children behind for a while in the care of another. There are trusted members of staff who could and would gladly care for them, he knows this.

Loki had a fling with a Midgardian during one of the times he was on Midgard (him being D.B. Cooper to win a bet with Thor could not have been the ONLY time he went to Midgard before the first Thor movie The Great Crashout of 2011). It wasn't a long fling but it was hot and heavy and Loki still thinks about it sometimes when he's alone and wonders how that man is doing. He remembers the man's name was Don (or Mobius if the writer prefers).

He didn't realize he was pregnant until many weeks after he returned to Asgard and Odin was furious when he found out. He ends up taking the baby from Loki and giving it to the Parkers. He thinks the fact that he made sure to give the baby to a nice family who would raise him well and be good to him makes him kind and merciful and magnanimous. Never mind that this was all done against Loki's consent while he was forced to remain in the palace sobbing.

He cried over his lost baby for months and he still does sometimes if he thinks too hard about it.

Many years later, after his shocking realization of his true heritage, after Thanos (Loki never died), after everything, he finds out what happened to his baby that had been so mercilessly snatched away from him at birth.

He also finds Don. When they had met Don hadn't been married. Now he was a divorced single father of two little boys much younger than the boy they had created together would be now. His Midgardian lover's blond hair had become silver and he had grown a mustache but Loki would recognize him anywhere. His eyes are still so kind and he is still just as sweet as Loki remembers him. He wishes he had stayed last time. This time he does stay.

Like, the concept of a culture with semi-strict gender roles like ‘fighting is for men, magic is for women, that’s just how it is’ also being fine with people who move between the two and sometimes aren’t either, is amazing to me as a concept.

So they’re completely ok with Princess Loki using magic, that’s understandable, that’s how it should be. She should be a powerful magic user, it would be weird if she wasn’t.

But the second they decide to be Prince Loki, everyone has a problem with it and he should focus on blades and strength and being a real warrior and bla bla bla.