welcome to the instability of gender
I am a trans woman. I am all genders as I am no genders and therefore you are gay. I hate being stuck being seen as one way. I want to be a man sometimes. Be an andro. Be made into whatever gender makes it gayer. Have my gender set by someone else.
and because of that I have been alone. There isn’t even a force masc community on reddit. Let alone a space for a trans woman to be a man. I get told I’m fetishizing trans masculine people. But I fucking do it because I am trans masculine. I have a feminine body I assigned myself. And its my prefered default form. But some days I want to shift into a different form. Some days I want to bind my chest. Paint on some facial hair. Wear the clothes I used to. Get a manly kilt. Kiss a man in a gay way. Kiss a girl in a straight way. Be convinced to go a week off of estrogen. Because being a girl forever is wrong to me. mostly I am but i crave variety. Gender is a costume and I like others to dress me.
also, please stop it if you want to ask if I’m a detransitioner. I’m a fucking infinitely transitioning shapeshifter that will never stop transitioning. Edit: This was a bit harsh towards detransitioners, I've learned alot, y'all are cool. I dip my toes into detransition at times but more so I just want to always transition over and over.
fascists and terfs and binary essentialists will be blocked
Critical posts:
The joy of being who you are crushed by the world being not even just hostile but having destroyed the concept of your existence. The loneli
