#gate 61

the crown is considered the center of inspiration. this is where your higher thinking is dictated, where truth and doubt come from, and new ideas are born. the question is how awake/active is your crown space?

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defined crown: constantly pondering everything, always thinking, reviewing what you know/learned as of late, searching for new insights about the world around you, ah-ha moments, etc.

undefined crown: random thoughts and ideas, needing immersive experiences/activities, living in the shadows of others (others taking credit for your thoughts/ideas), simplifying the overly complex, doubting your own ideas, questioning if your thoughts are your own, exhaustion after inspiration, etc.

gates

61 - truthful: human bs detector, authentic motives and thoughts, meant to impact others with their thoughts, bringing the truth forward, etc.

63 - doubtful: paranoia, watchfulness, sharing perceptive, weariness, questioning everything's validity and effectiveness, hesitation, etc.

64 - visionary: takes everything apart to understand it, "what if," interested in history/religion/philosophy/spirituality, etc.

no gates: open to the influence of others, able to be swept away by others inspirations, being the muse, etc.

channels that connect from the crown to the mind

61 -> 24 - thinks: deep thinking, contemplative, refining thoughts and ideas, racing thoughts, seeking inner truth, out of the box thinking, etc.

63 -> 4 - logical: logical mind, critical, searching for improvements, worrying about the future, "the consequences", rational solutions to problems, etc.

64 -> 47 - abstracts: trying to make sense of everything, pondering large concepts (what's the meaning of life), conspiracy theories, past civilizations made modern, the profound, transcending the everyday, etc.

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return to nox's guide to metaphysics

Gate 1 = Artists

Gate 4 = Teachers

Gate 5 = Life Coaches

Gate 8 = Public Relations

Gate 12 = Singers

Gate 13 = Therapists

Gate 21 = Fund Managers

Gate 26 = Marketers

Gate 61 = Tarot Readers & Spiritualists

Sooo I’m at the end of my healing journey!

I started looking inward in 2020 during COVID. My coworkers essentially told me that I was overreacting to small problems and I knew deep down that they were right. So I started asking myself “why?”

Pluto was conjunct my natal Neptune, which in Human Design, resides in gate 61. It asks “why” to the point of psychosis if left unchecked. In this case it saved my life.

I was also having my Jupiter return in the 8th house and Saturn had also just passed through. Chiron was dancing around my natal Saturn on my South Node.

It’s been about 4 years and I’m a completely different person than who I was when I was alone in my disgusting basement apartment, wondering what the hell I was doing and why I was chasing other people’s dreams

I’m bored of my trauma. It’s lost its rewatch value. I don’t need answers anymore because I’ve already scraped out some of the deepest darkest ugliest things that I was terrified of.

I understand why I am the way that I am. I don’t need explanations for my flaws or my pain anymore. I just acknowledge it and finally know how to take care of myself

To anyone who’s in the middle or just starting, keep going. How you’ll feel on the other end is so so worth it, I promise you.

The way forward still involves healing but I know I’ve crossed some sort of threshold. I can now operate from my true self, rather than fear and dissociation.