#fuuuuccckkk

Cause I wholeheartedly believe that V makes the active conscious choice to care for Johnny over and over again. It's not just some passive feeling they can't help, they are choosing to, despite it all, despite every shitty fucked up part of him because they truly believe that he is worth that and capable of being someone deserving of that kind of love like FUCKIKKSNSJSJ could you even imagine someone seeing you that way? Thinking so fucking highly of you despite every fucked up mistake you've made that they trust you with a devotion so profound because they believe you truly deserve it, having seen every part of you, parts of you that you don't even remember anymore, but they know it all and they still find you worthy of it? Worthy enough to even give up their lives for you truly believing that you are capable of doing it right this time? Like you think V would be willing to give up their life to let Johnny live if they weren't confident that he was capable of that sacrifice actually being worth something?? ughhhshdhshsh literally makes me sick.

"You're a big girl nowww no more daddy's little girlll" (it felt werid putting boy instead of girl)

But it's Ponyboy's change after Johnny and dally's death

"No more silly looks with a childish stare"

But it's darry having to take care of himself and Ponyboy and Sodapop whilst dealing with depression after their parents died

"Your a big girl now"

But its Johnny realizing he had more to live for while dying

"What you'll see day by day, all the Realness in your way"

But it's Dallas never getting to know what an actual childhood is because His parents were dead/abusing him

"No more daddy's little girl"

But it's two-bit Not being able to get into his own home because his parents keep changing the locks

Random note🥹🫶:

Photos from people who are STILL not getting to go to work.