sometimes I feel hated by my friend because she gets annoyed that I ask to hangout with her when she has free time.
and when I don't ask she thinks I'm mad at her.
idk what to do.
she goes places and likes to dress up and have a good time out in nice places which I'm not against most times. BUT SOMETIMES I JUST WANNA GRAB DRINKS AND SNACKS AND SIT ON A BENCH OR SOME NICE PLACE WHERE I CAN ACTUALLY HAVE MY MIND WORK WITHOUT PEOPLE AROUND LISTENING TO ME.
and she hates it. she never agrees with me to go do what I want. I'm thinking of actually getting us to do what I want for my birthday.
like you're not helpful by asking me do I want a book from a series I'm currently reading. not when you don't wanna do what I wanna do.
and I understand. like okay maybe the benches are dirty, maybe the ground is dusty you like luxury and everything nice and fancy
but all it fucking costs you is a shower and a change of perspective.
and she says we've gained so much weight that we need a personal trainer
bitch you might need it, I've bills to pay with my cash and you clearly never got to worry will you keep the electricity on or will it be shut off
dttm. I hate people who don't understand and like to stay ignorant.











